HBWnovel Chapter 111 Never give in
Chapter 111 Never give in
Shen Jiaqing took a taxi to the nearest central hospital. When she got there, Shen Jiaqing didn't wait in line. Instead, she found a gynecologist through her relationship and asked her to see her directly.
Faced with such a situation, the doctor said that she is considering a spontaneous abortion. But she still needs to have another B-ultrasound to see the situation.
Counting the days, Shen Jiaqing has been pregnant for more than 40 days. She came for a check-up a while ago, and she was only confirmed to be pregnant. Other conditions are not obvious yet.
The B-ultrasound was also examined by this famous doctor himself. Seeing the doctor's gradually serious expression and telling her that the situation was not good, Shen Jiaqing's heart sank.
Waiting for the examination to be completed. The doctor took Shen Jiaqing back to his office. Seeing Shen Jiaqing's pale face, he couldn't help but sighed.
"The result of the B-ultrasound is an ectopic pregnancy." Just such a sentence, Shen Jiaqing understood the meaning. Immediately, her body trembled uncontrollably, and the blood all over her body flowed backwards.
"Why, how did this happen. The examination I did before did not find this kind of situation." Shen Jiaqing couldn't accept it. She preferred to believe that the doctor made a mistake.
"When you had an examination before, you were only more than four weeks pregnant. You couldn't see anything at that time. Now... you are six weeks pregnant. But you didn't see a gestational sac in your vagina. And you still have bleeding situation. Therefore, the possibility of ectopic pregnancy is extremely high, or it can be diagnosed.”
"Then, what should I do now." Shen Jiaqing slumped on a chair, weakly asking.
"Jiaqing. Your situation. I am very sorry. Ectopic pregnancy is different from other problems. This child is definitely not possible. And the operation must be done as soon as possible. Otherwise, it will cause great damage to your body. And. If It has been delayed for a long time. It is likely to cause massive bleeding." Regarding Shen Jiaqing's situation, the doctor is powerless. Even if she helps, there is nothing she can do.
"No..." Shen Jiaqing had tears in her eyes and shook her head with great grief. "I can't lose this child..."
"..." The doctor looked at Shen Jiaqing and felt distressed and sympathetic. But the reality is like this. She had to face it. "Jiaqing, think about it carefully. Contact me when you think it through. I will help you arrange surgery."
Having said that, Shen Jiaqing knows it. There is no room for turning around. Ectopic pregnancy. For a woman who wants to have a child, what a terrible synonym.
Why. Why does this extremely low probability happen to her? Obviously. She is so eager. So desperate to give birth to this child.
Shen Jiaqing was devastated. With numbness, she walked out of the doctor's office. In the white, cold and solemn corridor of the hospital, she wandered lightly like a wandering spirit.
It was a long time. A long time... The cold winter wind was blowing. Shen Jiaqing realized that she was already standing outside the gate of the hospital. She was watching a pregnant woman walking by. She was supported by her husband. Her hands were holding her big belly. Shen Jiaqing was full of jealousy, squatting on the ground, crying with her head in her arms.
After crying for a long time, Shen Jiaqing swayed dizzily and stood up. Looking at the dark sky outside, it was as heavy as her heart.
At this moment, Shen Jiaqing is really helpless and desperate. She desperately wants Xie Yan to be by her side. But she dare not. If Xie Yan knows that she can't keep this child, I don't know whether he will blame her. Or would be glad.
Shen Jiaqing smiled sadly. She has always been self-confident. She is a woman with a strong heart. No kind of predicament can knock her down. However, in terms of love, she is completely weak. It was she who fell in love with Xie Yan first. In the past few years, she has maintained an obsession with Xie Yan. That's why she lost so badly now.
"Ming Ge, Ji Ming Ge..." Shen Jiaqing choked with grief. She clenched her hands and trembled slightly. "It's you. It's all you. It ruined everything about me."
At this moment, Shen Jiaqing attributed everything to Ming Ge. She hated Ming Ge to the extreme. She really wished that Ming Ge would disappear from this world immediately.
"I can't keep my child. Even if it's like this, I won't let you get what you want." Shen Jiaqing's psychology has been slightly distorted in this situation of extreme grief, indignation and despair. She can't see how Ming Ge is good. Do everything possible to hit him. Take revenge on him.
After a long time, Shen Jiaqing stroked her lower abdomen with one hand. The expression on her face was determined. In the end, she gritted her teeth, took out her mobile phone and dialed Ming Ge's number.
"Ji Mingge. I'm Shen Jiaqing. I want to talk to you about something." After dialing the phone, Shen Jiaqing said straight to the point. Although Ming Ge over there was surprised that Shen Jiaqing would call him, but after a little hesitation, Ming Ge also He agreed.
A meeting place was agreed with Ming Ge. Shen Jiaqing wrapped her open windbreaker tightly around her body and went to the agreed place against the cold wind.
The place Shen Jiaqing chose was on a viewing platform in a square. When Shen Jiaqing arrived, there were only a few people on the viewing platform, whispering softly.
At this time, it was almost evening. The few people on the viewing platform also began to leave one after another. Shen Jiaqing stood there silently, watching the evening view of the city outside, and quietly waiting for Ming Ge to come.
Not long after, Ming Ge arrived. Seeing Ming Ge approaching, Shen Jiaqing nodded very lightly at him, and then walked to the corridor entrance on one side.
There. There is an open-air balcony. It can be regarded as an open smoking room. Because of the cold weather, no one is willing to stand outside to suffer from the cold. Therefore, that place provides a good space for Shen Jiaqing and Ming Ge to talk.
Shen Jiaqing stood on the balcony, letting the wind mess her hair. Looking at Ming Ge standing leaning against the wall in front of her, Shen Jiaqing showed a cold and weak smile.
"Ming Ge. I called you here today. I want to have a frank and honest talk with you." Shen Jiaqing looked at Ming Ge. She didn't speak sharply or yell emotionally. Instead, she calmed down and talked to Ming Ge in a calm tone. .
"What do you want to talk about. Say it." Because of the cold wind blowing, it brushed Ming Ge's hair. Ming Ge narrowed his eyes slightly, and stretched out his hand to straighten the hair in front of him.
"What I want to talk to you about is naturally related to Xie Yan. Ming Ge. I know you like Xie Yan. I can understand the feeling of liking someone. But... the relationship between you and Xie Yan. It's against common sense. It's not accepted by others. Have you ever thought about it. Even if Xie Yan chooses you, what will happen to you in the future? Your parents may look at the two of you like this and be indifferent?"
"Shen Jiaqing. What's wrong with you today. You actually said something like this. Heh. Let me tell you. As long as Xie Yan and I are together, we will find a way to solve all the difficulties. You don't need to worry about it." Ming Ge Looking at Shen Jiaqing, she smiled coldly. Sensitive Shen Jiaqing is here to be a spiritual mentor today. He came to enlighten him.
"I didn't mean that." Seeing Ming Ge's sneer, Shen Jiaqing shook her head slightly. "Ming Ge, I just hope you think about Xie Yan. If... Xie Yan chooses you. Do you know how difficult his situation is? Especially. Xie Yan and I are already engaged. Do you want him to be condemned for being that kind of unkind person?"
"At that time, not only your parents, Xie Yan's parents, even my parents, but also all the relatives and friends around us. How do they think about this matter? Ming Ge, you and Xie Yan are wrong. This road won't work. Why are you trying to force yourself? It's going to hurt Xie Yan."
After listening to Shen Jiaqing's words, Ming Ge smiled coldly and disdainfully. "Shen Jiaqing, what you said is nice. In the end, you are not for yourself. If... that is what you want to say. Then I will tell you clearly. You. Your words can't move me one iota. They won't change my mind for a single iota."
"Ji Mingge. Do you have to do this?" Shen Jiaqing opened her eyes wide. She looked at Ming Ge full of sadness and anger. "Isn't what I said true? Xie Yan and I are engaged. I'm still pregnant." In this case, do you want to force Xie Yan to break up with me? What kind of bad person do you want to turn Xie Yan into? You are willing."
Shen Jiaqing's words made Ming Ge couldn't help but lower his head and bit his lip hard. After a while, Ming Ge raised his head abruptly, looked at Shen Jiaqing and said a little irritablely: "Shen Jiaqing, why do you have to tell me You are so innocent. Why do you think that it is natural for you to be with Xie Yan. And it is sinful for me to want to be with Xie Yan. "
Ming Ge's mood became a little restless. He understood that what Shen Jiaqing was referring to was that the two men could not love each other or be together. Because this is something that the world is not ashamed of.
But... why?
"If...I like Xie Yan. Xie Yan also likes me. Then why can't we be together. And... how can you be sure. Our family and friends can't accept it. Each of us is free. If we are willing. If we're happy. I think. They'll understand. And support."
Ming Ge thinks so. Or he hopes so extravagantly. Besides, there are Xie Manzhu and Shi Xuan as examples. Ming Ge doesn't think this is unfeasible. His parents, relatives and friends all care and love His people definitely want him to be happy.
"Ji Mingge. Your paranoia is really serious." Shen Jiaqing snorted coldly. She was very disdainful of Ming Ge's theory. "So, you must compete with me for Xie Yan. You will never give in."
"Yes." Ming Ge looked directly into Shen Jiaqing's eyes and said firmly.
"Okay..." Shen Jiaqing responded, lowering her head slightly, with a cruel smile on her lips.