After starting to entangle

Chapter 29 Tang Shi, I Miss You

Song Ci stayed by Tang Shi's side for a week before the operation.

But I don't know why, this week his mind is always up and down.

Even though Tang Shi always smiled and told him that everything would go well.

But his heart was still in turmoil.

inexplicable chaos......

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"Zuo Ran, is it really okay for you to be like this? Song Ci, Song Ci, you, how do you explain?"

On August 2016, 8, Lu Sirui connected Zuo Ran's phone call in Micheng.

He heard from Song Ci that Tang Shi had an operation today, but he didn't realize that Zuo Ran actually told Father Song and Mother Song about Song Ci and Tang Shi today.

On the phone, Zuo Ran calmly replied, "Isn't this matter going to be faced sooner or later? I just don't know he's going to have an operation. Otherwise, I'll talk about it sooner or later."

"But Zuo Ran, do you really love Song Ci? For you, Song Ci is just the most suitable person. Even the person you think is the most suitable to accompany you for the rest of your life. But Xiaoran, love is not only suitable. If you really love Song Ci, you shouldn't force him!"

"I didn't! Could it be that he made a mistake, and should we let him continue to do so? His dream is to become a diplomat. Don't tell me, you want his life and ideals to be ruined by a messy, unclear Is it about Chu's feelings?"

"Let's go too far!"

On the other end of the phone, Lu Sirui let out a loud yell.

Zuo Ran seemed to be frightened by him too.

Holding the phone, the whole person froze in place.

"Unclearness should not be used on them. If the law allows, they will marry. Moreover, a diplomat, the most important thing is his loyalty to the motherland, his personality, his quality. This should not be compared with His choice of love is linked. If you care about the prejudices of the world, everything is fine."

"This is the end of my words. Think about it for yourself, how are you going to face Song Ci and everything you have done. I, I have something else to do. Xiao Ran, calm down!"

Lu Sirui's voice fell and the phone was completely hung up.

The tick-tock of the second hand is ticking by, hitting Zuo Ran's heart one by one...

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"Don't be afraid, I'll wait for you outside, when you come out, I'll make you a lot of delicious food."

Before the operation, Song Ci accompanied Tang Shi and kept looking at him, as if he was afraid of something.

Tang Shi smiled faintly and nodded.

After a few days of light diet, his already thin body looked even thinner.

"Brother, I, I also want to say something to you."

"You said."

"However, you must promise me. You must not be angry."

"If you don't talk nonsense, I won't be angry."

"No, don't kill me."

Tang Shi spoke cutely and coquettishly towards Song Ci.

Song Ci raised the corners of his mouth and replied with a smile, "Well, tell me."

Tang Shi took a deep breath after listening.Then he smiled and said,

"Senior brother, remember. I, I don't need you to be by my side. But I need, I need to know, you are still there, you are okay, even if it is only in a certain corner of the world, I just need to know that you are there. As long as you are here, I have the courage to continue to exist. Exist well. Exist beautifully."

"you,"

Just as Song Ci was about to interrupt, Tang Shi covered his mouth and continued,

"Brother, listen to me."

"Remember. As long as you are here, I will wait. If you are lucky, I will meet you for the rest of your life. If you are not so lucky, when you leave this world, even if you are lucky enough to meet you in a vast ocean one day, I will And with the sea breeze, I will quietly tell you the scenery of this life with a smile."

"I always feel that it is not necessary for two people who love each other to be obsessed with the entanglement and endless bondage in the world. In fact, the main reason is that I think that I may not be the darling of heaven. Loved one's hand, crying and laughing through this life. But, it's okay. It doesn't stop me from loving him. I love him, even if he doesn't belong to me, I still dare to love him. But I want to clean up Love him purely. You don’t need to marry, you don’t need to meet anyone’s expectations. You don’t need to hurt him, you don’t need him to hurt yourself, and you don’t need to hurt yourself. Just… just love each other.”

"I,"

Song Ci was about to speak again, but Tang Shi smiled and shook his head.

He said, "Love him in this world, love him in my heart. I will always be beautiful, and I will always be what he is in his heart."

"Tang poetry..."

Song Ci calls out the name of Tang poetry.How could he not feel it.His love is always faint, seemingly light, but all the weight is in his own heart, borne by himself.

"I will remember. But I will not leave you. You are my lover. Unless I die, you will be loved by others. You will be able to hold the hand of the person you love most and walk safely through This life."

"Brother, thank you."

"Tang Shi, are you afraid, or should I apply to go in to accompany you?" Song Ci said, looking at him distressedly.

Tang Shi smiled lightly and said as if teasing him, "Brother silly, after reading so many books, you don't know where I memorized those words just now? Looks like I'm going to test you hard."

"Tang Shi, I'm going into the operating room!"

Just as Tang Shi was smiling, the attending physician and nurse came in.

Tang Shi nodded quickly.In order to reassure Song Ci, Tang Shi turned around and said to Song Ci with a smile, "This is the homework I left for you. Remember to find out the source!"

"Wait for me to come out!"

After Tang Shi finished saying this, she turned around and hugged Song Ci big.

sad...

flustered.......

Watching the moment he was pushed into the operating room, he was like this...

In fact, Tang Shi didn't know, before he entered the operating room, Lu Sirui called Song Ci and told him that Song's father and Song's mother knew about him and Tang Shi.

Actually, Song Ci didn't know either.Before Tang Shi went into surgery, Song's father and Song's mother approached Tang Shi.

What Song Ci thought was to take him home when he recovered.

But he didn't know, he didn't know, Tang Shi and Song's father and Song's mother agreed that he would be healthy, and he left.

In just one week of recovery time, they talked, laughed and chatted as usual.

He also promised him that after he recovered, he would go home and confess together.

However, one day suddenly, he disappeared.

The whole person is gone.

The group of people who only wanted his liver and his money didn't know where he went.

The parents who hoped that he would not delay their son's future and life did not know where he had gone.

Those who play with him on weekdays but are just friends of Song Ci don't know where he is.

At that moment, Song Ci knew how tenacious this child was.

Even if there is only one person, he is still beautiful.

Zuo Ran thought that as long as Tang Shi was gone, Song Ci would come out.

After all, we are ordinary people, so we cannot escape the secular world, she thinks so.

Song's father and Song's mother thought that as long as the two of them broke up, life would continue, work and the future would fill Song Ci's new life, and everything would have a new beginning.

At the beginning of a certain year, maybe Song Ci will be moved by others again, he will be by their side, he will not make mistakes, he will have a happy marriage, and he will be full of children and grandchildren.

But, unbeknownst to them, he didn't want anything anymore.

He just wants him back.

Song Ci was 31 years old when Tang Shi left.

Today is 2026, and he is 41 years old.

Already an internationally renowned diplomat.

However, he is still alone.

Erudite, elegant, eloquent.as always.

However, few people saw him smiling happily.

Some people say that this is his charm, always so mature and stable.

But no one knew that when he missed someone, he would cry alone and laugh alone.

Smile like a child.

He has a notebook, which he never shows to anyone.

There is no password, it is all handwritten.

2018 5 Month 11 Day:

He is such a simple boy.

Simple, in my memory he was only wearing that pure white dress and a pair of blue jeans.

Summer is light blue,

Winter is dark blue.

For this, I admire him very much.

I understand that life is always complicated and messy.

But when I saw him, he always looked clean.

It seems that all the bad things in this world have nothing to do with him.

He's a bit of a crybaby.

For a while, for a few moments, I was really at a loss for this little crying bag.

But he is usually very stubborn, he will not cry when he is in pain, he will not cry when he is wronged, and the more nervous he is, the more he will laugh foolishly. On the contrary, he will cry when he sees a stray kitten and puppy on the side of the road. Movies will cry...

Later, after walking a long way with him, I realized.

Why in his eyes,

Often hazy.

2021 5 Month 11 Day:

In fact, if people in this world can't understand our happiness, I don't need to define it as love, or any kind of feeling that makes them uncomfortable.

However, even if we are anonymous, we will not give up each other's existence in each other's lives.Just start quietly like this, and end quietly.

But don't get us apart.

We are inseparable.

But, we don't want anything anymore, what else do you want from us?

2026 5 Month 11 Day:

Tang Shi, where are you?

Is your heart no longer mine?

Are you married yet?

Do you have any children?

It's okay...

Me, I wrapped a big red envelope for him.

Tang Shi, I miss you.

come back……

If I don't come back, I'll be old...I can't walk anymore...I really can't find you...