After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

Chapter 66 What?pregnant?

"Master..." Gu Lin's voice froze suddenly, as if he couldn't speak.

I felt like I had spit out all my bile, and my lower abdomen was throbbing and hurting.

Gu Lin paused, ambiguous about the address, walked to my side, his eyes were scorched, "What's wrong with you?"

I don't know what happened to me either.

Because I vomited too much, my chest rose and fell rapidly, my brows were tightened uncomfortably, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on my forehead.

The pain in the lower abdomen is heavy, could it be that the stomach has been damaged by eating?

I unconsciously rubbed it on my lower abdomen, thinking blankly.

"If it wasn't for knowing that the little martial uncle is a man, looking at the little martial uncle like this, it seems to be there."

Su Lianyi's joking words were like throwing a boulder into a pond.

The feeling of nausea surged up again, I took a few breaths, and managed to suppress the nausea a little.

I wiped the corner of my mouth and slowly straightened up.

"I am fine."

Skipping Su Lianyi's words, I said to Gu Lin.

Su Lianyi didn't seem to notice my dislike for him at all, I treated him coldly on purpose, and he even wanted to get close to me so shamelessly.

"Why is your face so pale?" Su Lianyi sighed with distress.

My face was pale, my legs were sore and limp, I shivered and pushed Su Lianyi away, "I'm going back."

"Shall I take you back?" Su Lianyi insisted, holding my hand and refusing to let go, pretending to say.

"I don't want you to send it." I was impatient, why is he so annoying.

I was already in a bad mood, and Su Lianyi still bothered me like this, so I didn't care about being rude, "Stay away from me, your smell is too strong, it makes me sick."

Su Lianyi's expression froze almost imperceptibly, and she grabbed my hand tightly.

I frowned and broke his hand, "Let go."

"Junior Brother Su," Gu Lin grabbed Su Lianyi's hand and pulled me into his arms, "I want to go back to Killing Peak, let me do it."

Su Lianyi let go of me like a stream of kindness, "I was so dazed that I forgot that I still have a senior brother."

"Then please brother take good care of the little uncle."

Although I also dislike Gu Lin's touch, compared to Su Lianyi, I would rather be supported by Gu Lin.

Gu Lin took me back to Killing Peak, and as soon as I landed, I hurriedly backed away, "Thank you, I can do the rest of the way by myself."

I hid a little more obviously, like avoiding some scourge.

Gu Lin was stunned, his eyes seemed to be a little hurt.

I clenched my fingers, feeling a little guilty.

But I really don't want to have any contact with other people.

I don't know why, every time I have any contact with people, I feel unstoppable disgust.

The cold hair stood up, the scalp was numb, like fear, like rejection.

I suspect that something is wrong with me.

"I'll go first." I turned my head, not daring to meet his gaze, hurriedly left a sentence, turned and left.

When I went back, I happened to see Luo Wuchen.

"Going out to play?" He stood under a crabapple tree in the courtyard, his eyes softened slightly when he saw me come back.

"Yeah." I nodded indiscriminately, and walked up to him with somewhat sore legs, "Husband..."

Luo Wuchen caressed my somewhat pale lips, lowered his eyelashes, "Huh?"

"Can you carry me back?" I stretched out my arms to him, coquettishly, "I can't walk anymore."

Luo Wuchen leaned over slightly and hugged me, "Delicate."

I haven't told anyone, I actually repel everyone's touch.

Among them, Luo Wuchen was also included.

Luo Wuchen's arms are very warm, he can easily hold me in his arms, without letting me feel the slightest cool breeze.

It gave me a strange sense of security and made me feel loved.

I am willing to overcome my instincts, like a tired bird resting on a branch, and entrust myself.

As time went by, I gradually got used to being in contact with other people, and getting used to being intimate with my husband.

But I know, in fact, I just learned to pretend and get used to forbearance.

In fact, I still reject the outside world.

I am abnormal.

I wondered if I was born this way myself, or if something happened to me.

Only then did I form the me who is sensitive, suspicious, and eager to be loved.

It seems that I am wary of everything in the outside world, and the slightest disturbance can make my heart beat like a frightened rabbit, as if I am facing an enemy.

Obviously so timid, but can love regardless of the consequences...

Unfortunately, I have no memory and don't know why.

Luo Wuchen put me on the soft bed, caressed my cool cheeks with warm fingers, "You look very pale, what happened?"

I shook my head and didn't tell him what happened at the mountain gate.

What those disciples said was ugly, but they were not wrong.

I really don't deserve my husband.

Having said that, it's just to make my husband worry about me.

I don't have anything worthy of my husband's liking, so it's better not to waste his liking for me.

I put my hands on my abdomen, and curled up slightly facing Luo Wuchen.

For some reason, the heavy pain from the lower abdomen actually faded away when I was wrapped in Luo Wuchen's breath.

So far, only physical fatigue remains.

"Just a little tired." I said softly, squeezed out a pale smile, and assured Luo Wuchen, "Just sleep."

Recently, I have always been a little restless, especially at night...

The quieter the night, the easier it is to have distracting thoughts, uneasiness that arises in my heart for no reason, and some gossips that I accidentally overheard, disturbing me one after another, making me restless.

It was as if something was wrong somewhere in my life, but no matter how hard I looked, I couldn't find the problem.

The uncontrollable feeling of falling directly to the ground really made me feel stuck in my throat.

Especially when I am alone, this feeling will be infinitely magnified.

"Husband..." I grabbed Luo Wuchen's sleeve, "Will you stay with me, stay with me?"

"Okay." Luo Wuchen stroked the top of my hair, didn't ask, but came up and lay down beside me, "I will accompany you for my husband."

I really thought I'd get better after a night of sleep.

Unfortunately, my health did not improve.

Ever since I saw Su Lianyi that day, some abnormalities appeared in my body. I became lethargic, my appetite became weak, and I would vomit from time to time.

Sleepy, tired, nauseous... I feel like I might be sick.

I vomited again, my head was numb, and the tears of my physiological reaction wet my face.

I wiped the tears and sweat off my face in embarrassment, but after I wiped off the old ones, I added new ones.

It was as if a monster had got into my stomach, making me unable to eat or vomit, but in just a few days, I became much haggard.

what's wrong with me……

I gripped my arms nervously.

Will I... die?

I sat in front of the window blankly, thinking wildly, and slowly clenched the hand hidden in my sleeve.

But I dare not let Luo Wuchen know.

I don't want to worry him.

I can't bear him worrying about me.

In front of Luo Wuchen, no matter how uncomfortable I am, I will bear it all.

But as soon as he left, I could vomit heart-piercingly the next moment.

The most serious time, I vomited bitter and astringent bitter juice all over my mouth, and the pain from my lower abdomen made me unable to stand up straight and steady.

At first I was able to walk while leaning on the wall, but in the end I could only hunched over, almost kneeling, and moved into the room bit by bit.

[If you don't know that the little uncle is a man, looking at the little uncle like this, it seems to be there. 】

Suddenly, Su Lianyi's teasing words suddenly rang in my ears, I subconsciously pressed my flat belly, and fell into a daze as if lost in my soul.

If... that's really the case, that's actually fine.

But there is no man in the world who can get pregnant.

I immediately dispelled my unrealistic thoughts.

Although I know in my heart that this is just my wild association, I still can't help but take it seriously.

I love my husband dearly.

To be able to give birth to a child with the person I love will give me supreme happiness.

But this can only be imagined, even in the realm of comprehension, which has all kinds of strange panacea, there has never been a precedent for a man to become pregnant.

Compared with this whimsical conjecture, my situation is more like some strange disease.

I have been to Zangshuge, and I have read related books, but I am not a good doctor after all, and I did not find out the crux of my problem. Instead, I panicked because I found a bunch of diseases that corresponded to my symptoms.

I frightened myself so that my hands and feet were cold.

What's more, in medical books, pregnancy is the most consistent symptom with me.

Even if I don't care about medical reasoning, I know this is nonsense.

I didn't read medical books again.

Or find a doctor to have a look.

So, while my husband was out, I quietly went down the mountain and went to the clinic.

Because I was afraid of being recognized by others, I wrapped myself tightly.

The doctor in the medical center was young, and his brows were tightly frowned when he was taking the pulse. I watched from the side, and my heart sank.

"Please wait."

He left this sentence and went into the house.

When he came back, he brought his master with him.

His master scolded him, "I don't know how to diagnose this pulse. I taught you. Did you go in the belly of a dog?"

As a result, when it was his turn to check the pulse, he also pulled out some of his own beard.

"Huh? It shouldn't be..."

The old doctor asked me to change my hand again, and my face was wrinkled into an old orange peel, "Strange..."

Then the old doctor called an older doctor over.

"Brother, take a look."

The other old doctor was also shocked and couldn't believe it, "It shouldn't be, this pulse is..."

"Yeah, that's what I think too."

The two old doctors murmured for a while, and then said to me with heavy faces: "Madam, you are very happy."

My mind was almost blank, and I lost the ability to speak for a while.

"pregnant?"

I followed the retelling at a loss, my mind was in a mess.

"Yes, although your pulse looks like a man's for some reason, it is indeed a slippery pulse."

"It's just that your pregnancy is a little unstable," the doctor pondered for a moment, "How about this, I'll give you a prescription for anti-abortion, and you take it back and drink it first."

……

I thanked them vaguely, and bought a pair of anti-abortion medicines based on their advice.

and many more?

I am pregnant?

But, am I not a man...? !

Could it be that they misdiagnosed it?

Change to another hospital.

I hid the anti-abortion medicine, pulled up my hat to ensure that my face would not be seen by anyone, and walked into another clinic.

"...This is Huamai."

"...It is indeed a joy."

"The fetal image is unstable, and the fetus is safe..."

……

I changed one hospital after another, and found one with a doctor, young, old, male, female, mortal, monk.

The answers are surprisingly consistent.

In my stomach, instead of a monster, I have a child——

With it, my husband and I have a common heir.

Although it still feels unbelievable, I quickly came to terms with the fact that I was pregnant.

I touched my still flat belly, where my husband's heir was.

Just thinking about it, I feel like my wandering heart is soaked in warm and sweet water, and the corners of my mouth involuntarily evoke a soft arc.

I can't wait to share the good news with my husband.

After being overjoyed, I became uncontrollably a little uneasy.

... Will my husband be happy when he finds out that I am pregnant?

Husband, he...

...do you think I'm a monster?

When this thought came together, a chill came down from the bottom of my heart, and cold sweat broke out from my palm instantly, and the sweat was icy cold.