After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

Chapter 71 I'm Not That Easy to Lie

Mu Li scratched his head with a dazed expression, "Isn't it because I took you away and got caught?"

"Then..." Mu Li smiled wryly, "My father told me to give me a blowjob to clear my mind."

A strange feeling vaguely rose in my heart, and I repeated in a daze: "Take me...to escape?"

Mu Li was lowering his head to unpack the oiled paper package, and replied without raising his head, "Yes."

My expression went blank for a moment, just like my mind turned blank for a moment.

"……why?"

"Ah...?" Mu Li heard this and looked at me blankly, as if he didn't understand why I would ask such a question.

His eyes were black and white, and he looked at me clearly, "Isn't it because you don't want to marry Sword Master?"

There was a "buzzing" in my mind, as if something exploded suddenly.

"...I don't want to?" My lips trembled, and my voice was a little difficult.

How could I not want to?

I haven't always loved Luo Wuchen deeply, and I've always looked forward to marrying him...

how come……

Don't want to?

My mind couldn't turn around at once.

"Thank you late?"

Mu Li looked at me in a trance with worry, "What's wrong with you? Your face looks ugly."

I feel like there is so much wrong.

And the doubt that bothers me the most is...

Why... am I losing my memory?

I can't remember, I can't remember.

I clenched my fingers nervously, subconsciously wanting to bite my nails.

wrong……

wrong!

Why am I not willing...how could I not be willing to marry Luo Wuchen, even...running away at all...?

I instinctively don't want to believe the information Mu Li gave me. If what Mu Li said is true, then I...

no no……

Who is telling the truth?Who lied to me again?

what i know...

Is it a lie or the truth?

I looked at Mu Li dully, "I..."

"I'm Xie Wan..."

Am I really Xie Wan?

"I don't like... Luo Wuchen?"

"I don't remember, I don't remember..."

Mu Li's eyes widened in astonishment, he was a little dazed, as if he didn't realize it, "Xie Wan? You said you have no memory?"

"you--"

Mu Li swallowed his high-pitched voice, and wiped his face, as if trying to calm himself down.

He took a few deep breaths, stared at me, and asked cautiously, "Then what do you remember?"

I shook my head lightly, "I'm sorry... I don't... remember anything."

"Don't remember anything?!"

I stared blankly at Mu Li who suddenly burst into anger, with a confused expression.

Mu Li clenched his cheeks tightly, and blamed himself: "I was too useless to take you out of Sword Master's control."

"What control?"

Unspeakable fear seized my mind, I froze in place, and my blood seemed to freeze at this moment.

"I don't know what's going on with you now," Mu Li said, "but before I took you away, you were imprisoned in Killing Peak by Sword Master."

"The entire Zetianzong knows that you were captured by Sword Master and brought back to Zetianzong, and locked up at Killing Peak."

Catch it back...off...

I have never been so eager to restore my memory and know the truth, and I don't want this to be deceived.

But I can't remember.

I can't think of anything.

The more I try to think about it, the more confused my mind becomes.

"Do not……"

There seemed to be a loud and ear-piercing hum, and I frowned uncomfortably, feeling my head suddenly and violently ache.

A hazy picture flashed through my mind for a moment, and I intuitively felt that it was a memory that recorded my past.

But the picture was fleeting, and before I had time to grasp the sporadic fragments, these vague memories turned into fragments and disappeared.

There was nothing left but a vast, empty void.

"Thank you Wan, thank you Wan!"

Mu Li's anxious voice seemed to be separated by a thick veil, which was piled up layer by layer. His voice was hazy and indistinct, and I couldn't hear it clearly.

It's already summer, but I feel a chill coming from my back, making me shiver uncontrollably.

"Thank you late—"

Mu Li's face was full of anxiety, and he kept bumping into his restraint, "Xie Wan!"

I trembled nervously, and looked at Mu Li slowly, he seemed very worried about me.

"I'm fine..."

I can feel that his concern for me at the moment is real.

So... I am even more unwilling to ask him to worry about me.

The restriction of Siguo Cliff is specially designed to prevent the disciples locked in it from escaping, and just touching it will cause a sharp pain.

Mu Li hitting the restriction like this will only hurt more.

Before the time came, he would not be able to get out of such a magic weapon that specially opened the restriction.

He is doing useless work, is...

Ask yourself for trouble.

I put my hand on the ban, and looked at Mu Li through the ban.

"I'm going back, goodbye."

"Go back?" Mu Li panicked, "Where are you going back? Xie Wan, Xie Wan—"

I didn't answer Mu Li, and the whole person laughed as if he had fallen into another world, in a trance, and said incoherently, "I'm fine, don't worry about me."

Mu Li stared at me blankly, as if at a loss, "But..."

"I'm fine." I said in a low voice, as if trying to convince him and myself, "I'm fine with my husband."

"It's getting late...I'm going back..."

"I'm still waiting for my husband to come back...I..."

I looked away, turned around talking to myself, and walked down the mountain in a chaotic manner.

My heart is empty, and my steps are also light and light, as if I have not stepped on the ground.

When I returned to Killing Peak, it was almost dark, and Luo Wuchen returned to Killing Peak earlier than I did.

"Wanwan, where have you been?"

I was out of my mind, walking like a walking dead, suddenly heard Luo Wuchen's voice, I subconsciously looked at Luo Wuchen.

My empty gaze touched Luo Wuchen's familiar face, and I unconsciously opened my eyes wide in horror.

As if seeing some terrible scene, he shivered violently.

Luo Wuchen frowned, and the corners of his brows were tense, as if displeased, "Wan Wan?"

The muscles in my whole body were tense, and my heart seemed to be stretched by a string, and every beat brought uncomfortable pain.

Luo Wuchen's gaze was firmly fixed on my face, and her thin lips were tightly pressed together, almost forming a straight line. It was a question, but it also seemed to be a forced question.

"Where did you go? Who bullied you?"

My lips trembled, but I couldn't say a word, and my face turned pale.

I knew I shouldn't doubt him.

He is my husband, I shouldn't doubt my husband just because of Mu Li's few words.

But I can't help it.

I even met Mu Li for the first time, and even the conversation was only for a short while.

But I still can't help but question Luo Wuchen's love for me.

This is wrong.

I looked away hastily, confused.

"Walking around casually, no one bullied me."

Luo Wuchen snorted softly, as if he was not satisfied with my perfunctory attitude.

"Don't be too late next time," he told me.

"Understood." I pulled the corner of my mouth stiffly, trying to pull out a relaxed smile, but failed.

I couldn't laugh anymore and gave up.

Luo Wuchen looked at me, frowning slightly, "I don't want to restrain you."

I nodded, "I understand."

"It's not safe to walk on the mountain road at night, I will pay attention."

Luo Wuchen looked at me, his eyes seemed somewhat bewildered, "Wan Wan..."

"Wuchen," I stared at Luo Wuchen.

He is my husband, the one I love.

I don't want to have a gap with him because of a misunderstanding.

Rather than thinking wildly and being suspicious by myself, I am more willing to spread everything out, solve the misunderstanding if there is a misunderstanding, and solve the problem if there is a problem.

"I went to Siguya today."

Before the words finished, I saw Luo Wuchen's face darken a few degrees, "You went to see Mu Li?"

His reaction was a little weird, but I didn't bother too much.

"See you." I replied.

Luo Wuchen looked at me, his eyes full of inquiry: "What did he say to you?"

"He didn't say anything."

He just told me something.

But what he said, I didn't believe it.

I want to hear what you have to say.

Please……

My tongue seemed to be frozen, and I spoke with some difficulty, "Wu Chen, I forgot too many things..."

"Can you tell me? About me, about our past."

Luo Wuchen's pupils suddenly tightened, and I seemed to see an almost astonished emotion flashing in his eyes.

"What exactly did Mu Li tell you?"

I don't understand why he has such a big reaction.

"What did he say, is it important?"

"Wuchen, I want to know my past, tell me, Wuchen, I..."

"No need." Luo Wuchen interrupted me coldly, "Since I can't remember it, there is no need to think about it."

Luo Wuchen's voice was cold and firm: "You don't have to care about what Mu Li said, it's enough for us to be like this."

My heart cooled down little by little.

It's like being frozen in ice, and then shattered into pieces.

"That's it." I whispered softly.

Yes, I am coaxing.

But I'm not that easy to cheat.

I always question what Qin Qing said, what Mu Li said, and what everyone said to me, and I will not believe it easily.

But as long as it is what Luo Wuchen says, I will believe it.

But he...

Don't even want to lie to me.

"I see." I said calmly.

At the moment when I turned my back to Luo Wuchen, a tear came out of nowhere, fell from the eye socket, and hit the back of my hand.

Soon, it disappeared from sight.

Strange to say, it is not easy to build trust, but it is so easy to destroy.

It only takes one breath, and it can collapse into ruins.

Maybe, I think about my past, about my past with Luo Wuchen, maybe...it's really not good.

What Qin Qing told me, the so-called sympathy between two people and the joy of suffering, is probably just a lie.

I can no longer fool myself.

……

The same seed planted in the bottom of my heart, suspicion took root in my heart, and as time passed, it grew wantonly.

I no longer want to know why Luo Wuchen married me.

I don't care whether Luo Wuchen loves me or not.

I just want to get my memory back.

I don't want to be kept in the dark again.

That makes me sick.

I am suspicious of Luo Wuchen, and I am also suspicious of everyone. The rumors are jittery, and I suspect neighbors stealing axes. Everyone has ulterior motives.

The slightest disturbance can make my heart flutter.

I instinctively wanted to escape, but also wanted to question face to face and press for the truth.

But I also know that I have nothing to do with their deception and concealment.

I don't even have memory.

It's like being on an island and no one can help me.

What's more, I'm sick and weak, and I don't even have a cultivation base, so naturally I don't have the confidence to tear myself apart with Luo Wuchen.

I could only suppress the growing suspicion in my heart, pretend nothing had happened, and act together with Luo Wuchen——

Cooperate and be a loving couple with him. They seem to be harmonious, but in fact they seem to be inseparable.

What Luo Wuchen was thinking, I couldn't guess, and I didn't want to guess.

Of course, Luo Wuchen couldn't see what was going on in my heart.

……

I gave him a chance.

But he doesn't want to.

I will never trust anyone lightly again.

I will never...

Believe him.