After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

Chapter 73 He lied to me... Luo Wuchen, you lied to me again

I don't remember, but I had a gut feeling that this chirping tit was indeed my old friend.

The fluffy touch and the chattering noise are all familiar to me.

Although his chattering seemed a little noisy, I felt a long-lost relaxation in his energetic voice.

It made me feel... alive, not a walking dead.

A stone is thrown in the still pool of stagnant water without waves, ripples layer upon layer, and spring water murmurs.

"I'm sorry." I said, in a flat tone, without any embellished description, and explained: "I don't remember anything."

"Ga—ah?" The titmouse's angry voice stopped abruptly.

He tilted his small head to look at me, his pointed beak was half open, and half of his tongue fell out, which looked cute and funny.

My heartstrings seemed to be blown by a breeze, and the corners of my lips unconsciously hooked slightly, and my expression became more and more relaxed.

"Forgot about you, I'm sorry." I said.

"But I think—" I thought about how to organize my words to convey my apology and regret to him.

But I was clumsy and clumsy, and I was the least able to speak well, so I just explained to him sincerely, "I probably didn't mean to forget you."

"What did you say?!"

Before I finished speaking, all the feathers on the titmouse exploded instantly.

The small eyes like mung bean tits widened in disbelief, and his whole hair exploded into an angry ball of hair.

I don't know how I did it, but I miraculously saw surprise, anger, and disbelief on his fluffy bird face.

After a while, the chickadee seemed to have finally come to its senses, retracted its wings, and transformed into a human form with a bang.

"Wait, wait, wait, wait," he hurriedly grabbed my hand and looked up and down, "You lost your memory?!"

There is a care that does not seem to be fake in the panic.

This feeling is so amazing that when I am so serious, I have an untimely urge to laugh.

"Maybe." I replied, talking about what happened to me, I didn't have much feeling, "I really don't have any memory about the past."

"It's okay, it's okay," Titmouse said comforting words, but her face was tangled up, "A mere memory loss is not a problem."

"Then do you know the reason for your amnesia? Is it external or internal?"

I followed my heart and shook my head honestly.

"Oh," Titmouse forced a smile at me, "It doesn't matter if I don't know, there will be a way."

"Small problem, don't panic."

I watched the chickadee pulling my hair, walking around like an ant on a hot pot, whispering in my mouth, "Don't panic, there is a way, it's all right..." I don't know if it was to comfort me, or comfort himself.

After turning around like a headless chicken, he took out a sound transmission stone, ran to the side, lowered his voice, and muttered.

But his voice is naturally penetrating, even if he deliberately lowers his voice, I can vaguely hear what he said.

"...Old Pei, what should I do in this situation? I don't know how to do it."

I couldn't hear what was said on the other side of the sound transmission stone, but I saw that the chickadee seemed to have found its backbone, and the whole bird became much more energetic.

"Oh, oh... okay, I see."

Titmouse put away the sound transmission stone, looked at me seriously, and asked me: "Wan Wan, when you lost your memory, was it before or after you got married to that human furnace?"

I didn't quite understand what the tits were asking me for, but answered his question truthfully.

After learning that I woke up without any memory on the day I got married with Luo Wuchen, the tit was furious.

"Despicable Xiu!"

"It must be the human monk who messed up."

"It's been a good time since we separated, but it's only been a few months, and now it's like this, hateful human monk..."

I saw that he was so angry that he was about to pass his breath, so he quickly said something to comfort him, "Look at me, apart from losing my memory, there is no other problem. It's okay, don't be angry."

"My heart aches, my cub, my little beauty, whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo dear my heart," Titmouse whimpered, "Lao Pei and I finally cured you...you became so fat...how thin are you now?" It's like..."

The tit squeezed my wrist, and cried "Wow", "It's so thin that it only has a handful of bones."

It's not that thin, is it?

I feel to myself that during the recent period, I eat and drink to support myself, and I should have gained a little flesh.

"It's still a bit fleshy." I stuffed my wrist into his hand, "Can you touch it again?"

"It's just thin." The tit touched my wrist and shed tears sadly, "My poor cub..."

"Eh... your spiritual power..." Suddenly, the tit's expression changed, and he grabbed my wrist, "Wanwan, where is your spiritual power?"

Spiritual power?

What spiritual power?

I was startled for a moment, and a subtle feeling suddenly flashed in my heart.

The tit grabbed my hand with a solemn expression.

I felt something cool, something like air flow drilled from his fingertips into my body.

Titmouse frowned, and muttered full of nahant, "It's strange, why can't I detect your golden elixir?"

"Golden elixir?" The weird feeling in my heart became stronger, "I still have the golden elixir?"

"Of course you have a golden elixir, your golden elixir was formed in the exiled land."

The tit's voice wasn't too loud, but I felt that at that moment, something exploded in my ear.

"So... I can practice?"

"Of course you can practice." Tits seemed to think of something, and his eyes suddenly widened. "Wait, who told you——you can't practice?"

His spiritual power probed my body again, and he gritted his teeth: "Is that person cultivating!? He actually imprisoned your cultivation!"

It turns out that it's not that I don't have cultivation base, and it's not that I can't cultivate. It's just that my spiritual power is imprisoned, my cultivation base is only in name only, and my dantian is locked, so I can't use my spiritual power...

As for the person who did these things to me, there is no doubt that there is only one Luo Wuchen.

His cultivation base is so high, and he faces me day and night, how could he be ignorant of my situation.

The only possibility is...

It was Luo Wuchen who locked my dantian, imprisoned my cultivation base, broke my wings, and trapped me in a square inch.

When I was panicked because I couldn't practice.

When I was worried that my life span would be short because of not being able to cultivate, and I would not be able to grow old with him, so I was sad.

When I was despised and belittled by everyone because of my lack of cultivation, saying that I was not worthy of him and was just a beautiful idiot vase, feeling inferior and sad...

It's not that I haven't asked him for help.

I love him so much and believe in him so deeply.

I have never concealed my emotions from him.

He knows everything.

But choose to stand on the sidelines.

As for me, I was disappointed because of him time and time again, but I explained myself again and again and made up excuses for Luo Wuchen.

How ridiculous.

how……

Satire.

He can obviously help me!

Obviously——

As long as he loosens the shackles on my dantian, I can...

But he...

My body trembled, partly out of anger, partly out of coldness.

Like crumbling porcelain, my body swayed.

My chest was rising and falling rapidly, and my breathing became more and more rapid.

But he...he turned a blind eye to my struggle and pain, he lied to me, hid me, and I—

At that time, I was foolish enough to repeat the same mistakes again. I fell in love with my enemy, and I was full of him. I wanted to spend my whole life with him, and even...

She is willing to give birth to an heir for him as a man!

what.

Heir?

A nausea suddenly rose in my throat.

It's disgusting.

There seemed to be something broken in the depths of the sea of ​​consciousness, and a burst of severe pain and dizziness swept through my body suddenly.

There are many, many voices ringing in my ears one after another, without interruption.

The most common one was Luo Wuchen's cold voice.

"You know what's wrong?"

Always condescending.

"Xie Wan, where do you think you can escape to?"

"Xie Wan, I pamper you too much, don't I?"

Always self-righteous.

"You're not as good as you used to be."

"I will give you everything, as long as you are obedient, I will treat you well..."

"I need to teach you a lesson."

"After one month, you will marry me."

"Drink it yourself, or should I feed you?"

Never... ever heeded my wishes.

Sorrow and despair, remorse and insignificance, anger and hatred... Countless negative emotions poured out from the darkest corner of my heart, screaming, roaring, and devouring my whole body.

"—"

It was as if the whole world was instantly shattered before my eyes, turning into a phantom and fading away.

Everything in front of my eyes was covered with a dark color.

The world was silent, and after a while, it suddenly became noisy again.

My teeth were clenched in pain, and I had a splitting headache.

Several times, I was so painful that I was almost on the verge of collapse.

……So sad.

Well...painful...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

It was as if someone had hit his head hard with a hammer.

My brain was buzzing sharply.

The pain turned into substance, and turned into scarlet characters that traversed and occupied my entire sea of ​​consciousness.

pain!

it hurts...

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh—"

I wanted to yell regardless.

I want to vent out the pain in my body.

But in fact, even my groans were broken, so faint as a dying young animal, they could hardly be heard.

"... Wan Wan?" The tit's voice seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains, and I couldn't hear his voice.

The picture of clouds and fog flashed through my mind quickly.

What happened in the past 15 years, one after another, one by one...

Everything was clearly presented in front of my eyes, just like unbound scrolls, unfolding one by one in front of me, the audience.

When I was four years old, I first experienced the destruction of my motherland and the death of my parents. When I was wandering the streets in a foreign country, I met Gu Lin who was in charge of recruiting disciples of the Chosen Sect.

Gu Lin brought me to Zetianzong and brought me into the world of cultivators, and the trajectory of my life has undergone earth-shaking changes since then.

During the 15 years of living in Zetianzong, I lived under the fence every day, panicking like a bereaved dog.

I was bullied all the time, but I was reluctant to leave, thinking that I would be redeemed when Luo Wuchen came out of the customs.

Little did I know, what I waited for was deeper despair.

The indifference of the master, the abandonment of the senior brother, the betrayal of the best friend, and the ubiquitous lies...

I experienced all my emotions one by one.

The apprehension when apprenticeship, the anguish when the progress of cultivation is slow, the sadness and bewilderment of being rejected by others...

And when he found out that he was just Qing Jie raised by Luo Wuchen in order to fulfill his Dao, when he was never treated as a disciple for a moment... full of despair and helplessness.

Excessive, complex emotions, whether I can bear it or not, are rushing into my mind.

I was in so much pain that I was dripping with cold sweat, and in just a split second, all the clothes on my body were soaked in cold sweat.

In the midst of extreme pain, I saw myself.

It is not as vague and illusory as in a dream, but so clear that it seems to be happening right in front of your eyes.

When I first arrived at the Tianzong, I was still young, naive and ignorant, I was treated indifferently by the master and felt lost and sad, I was practicing hard alone, I was lost and confused when I was isolated...

After finally waiting for the master to leave the gate, he thought that he had come to the end of all hardships, but found that he was just Luo Wuchen's love tribulation, with all his persistence broken, hopeless and helpless, and the self who jumped off Zhuxiantai voluntarily...

... Wanting to escape, but unable to escape, Luo Wuchen forcibly brought him back to the Selecting Heaven Sect, struggling hard,

And, finally, the self who failed to escape, was caught by Luo Wuchen again, and was poured down to wash away his past and erase his memory.

I remembered all of them, without missing a single bit.

to deceive, to conceal...

...Master?

... Husband?

Do not……

He is not!

I gritted my teeth, cold sweat soaking my temples.

Luo Wuchen...

Luo Wuchen!

you cheated me.

And again, and again...

Lied to me!