After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

Chapter 97 "Drink it and it won't hurt..."

"I..." In just a split second, Luo Wuchen's eye sockets were dyed red, his lips parted, and he said anxiously: "I don't want to restrain you."

Didn't want to restrain me?

He stopped me and wouldn't even let me get off the bed, and said he didn't want to restrain me, how could I believe it.

Of course I wouldn't believe him.

Deceiving, using, imprisoning my cultivation, restricting my freedom, against my will...

Luo Wuchen is here with me, with many bad deeds and unforgivable crimes.

"Really?" I pulled the corners of my lips, trying to show a mocking smile, "Why should I believe you?"

I used to trust him so much...

Once, every word he said, I took it as a standard and believed it.

But Xie Wan, who trusted Luo Wuchen so much, was wounded all over his body in the end.

I really believed him.

It is because of the belief that it hurts so much.

It hurts when the sword blade cuts my flesh and blood, it hurts when I break my tendons and bones, it hurts even more when I jump hopelessly from the Zhuxian platform, but the most painful thing is being washed down by Luo Wuchen himself.

It really hurts to be obliterated of my past and the evidence of my existence...

It hurts so much.

Even when I dreamed back at midnight, only a half-clawed memory floated up, which can make my heart palpitate endlessly.

To this day, how dare I trust him.

"Wan... Xie Wan, you, you don't believe me..." Luo Wuchen's lips twitched violently, his chest heaved violently, and disbelief flashed in his eyes.

It's funny how he thought I would trust him again.

"Let me go." Even though my expression was extremely calm, my voice was still trembling a bit. After a while, I found that it wasn't my voice that was trembling, but my whole body was trembling.

I bit the tip of my tongue hard. To a certain extent, what I am best at is probably enduring negative emotions and the torment imposed on my body. The pain allows me to remain calm.

"Don't touch me." I opened his hand holding me finger by finger, and said coldly, "Disgusting."

Obviously, the last thing I want is to be affected by Luo Wuchen any more, but until now, my emotions and anger still have nowhere to hide in front of Luo Wuchen.

I hate myself for being like this.

This kind of self makes me feel very sad.

...I will never be able to get rid of Luo Wuchen's influence on me.

Really disgusting.

Luo Wuchen's face turned completely pale, "I..."

His lips were tightly pursed, and a childlike panic suddenly appeared on that perennially cold and lonely face, his eyes gradually turned red, his lips trembled and he couldn't speak.

He had a tight grip, so when I tried to break his fingers, I couldn't get rid of him with great effort.

And... for some reason, Luo Wuchen looked terrified, even his fingertips were trembling.

he is afraid?

How could he be afraid sometimes?

And what on earth... made him so afraid?

I felt some doubts for a moment, and the look I looked at Luo Wuchen was inevitably mixed with surprise and puzzlement.

But these emotions quickly disappeared like drops of water falling on the ground.

"It's dangerous outside, they... are all looking for your whereabouts..." Luo Wuchen grabbed my hand tightly, the veins on his neck became tense, and he repeatedly told me "don't go out." Nonsense.

"What does that have to do with you?" I couldn't break his fingers, a sneer appeared on the corner of my lips, I looked at him indifferently, as if I was watching a farce, and silently mocked his hypocritical affection, "You are better than them Where to go?"

Lock me, trap me, hurt me, Luo Wuchen has never done any of these things.

It was him who hurt me the most, why should he be so pretentious in front of me now.

Could it be that he thought I would still be soft-hearted towards him?

It's ridiculous.

There was a nausea in my heart, and I became more and more impatient, enough, I clenched my teeth and said angrily: "Let go!"

Luo Wuchen's fingertips were cold and trembling, and my slap marks were still on his pale face, "Wan Wan..."

"I said it," I panted quickly, slapped him hard on the face, and said in a hateful voice, "Stay away from me!"

I exerted all my strength and showed no mercy. Luo Wuchen was knocked over the face by me, and his pretty fair face soon became red and swollen.

The air fell into dead silence, for a moment, not only Luo Wuchen, but also me froze.

Belatedly, I felt that the fingertips and even the palm of the finger that had hit Luo Wuchen were numb, and even my arm seemed to be a little sore.

I clenched my fingers silently, and looked at Luo Wuchen with a sullen face.

After a long time, Luo Wuchen let go of me.

"I'm sorry," he said in a low voice, his voice was so hoarse that it almost gave people the illusion that he was crying: "...I'm not..."

He bit the tip of his tongue, "I didn't want to disgust you."

I suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart.

Last time when he was drunk, he could still be regarded as delirious, but this time, he was clearly sober.

"You don't want to go out..." Luo Wuchen lowered his eyelashes, but he couldn't hide the redness at the end of his eyes. As he said, he slowly backed away, almost murmuring: "I... will leave, do not go……"

Every time he said a word, his face became paler, and in the end, his face was almost transparent.

"You..." Even though I was already hard-hearted, I couldn't help feeling a little worried, but he still insisted on speaking.

"I know you don't want to see me, I won't pester you..." He said that he would not appear in front of my eyes unless necessary.

My expression was no longer so tense, and my gaze towards Luo Wuchen also softened a little, it was no longer completely disgusted and repulsive.

"I will never do anything you don't like." Luo Wuchen's lips trembled, his eyes were broken and sad, he seemed to want to show me a comforting smile, but it was obviously unsuccessful, "Please You believe me……"

"I won't lock you up again, I won't bully you again..."

Luo Wuchen looked at me demurely, with a soft tone and an indescribable solemnity in his tone, as if he was making a promise to me.

He assures me what these do.

My heart suddenly felt a little more indescribable, like the irritability of not knowing how to react, or the panic when I was caught off guard and hit the softest part of my heart.

Should I...should I trust him?

I do not know.

I don't know if I should trust him or not.

I don't know if I should doubt his intentions.

Memories of the past are like a revolving lantern, flashing before my eyes one after another.

My heart was at a loss, and I couldn't get the correct answer for a while.

The fetal spirit in my belly is most concentric with me, sensing my emotions, it stirs up in my belly.

It is not easy for a succubus to conceive a child. From the early stages of pregnancy, she needs the spiritual comfort of the child's biological father, but the relationship between me and Luo Wuchen is too complicated. I have never told him about the existence of this child, nor have I asked him to Pass the slightest bit of spiritual power.

Although the Demon Lord provided me with spiritual power, I still mistreated it after all.

And in order to escape from Xuewu City, I had consumed too much spiritual power, and I almost had a miscarriage...

Snowflakes accumulated one after another, and finally accumulated to the limit, "Boom" an avalanche.

My heart beat faster and faster, and an extremely uncomfortable palpitation suddenly hit me.

And the familiar cramping pain in my lower abdomen made my whole body go cold for a moment, and my fingers trembled with fear.

The organs in my abdomen hurt as if they were squeezed maliciously by one hand. I felt dizzy from the pain, and my whole body trembled uncontrollably.

No way... I gritted my teeth hard, tried my best to calm myself down, and tried my best to stabilize myself who was crumbling.

I can't let myself fall.

That just made my situation worse.

The bed collapsed behind me, and I wanted to sit down first to calm down the fear in my heart.

The gestational sac in the abdomen convulsed again, and some kind of warm body fluid slid down my thighs. I opened my eyes wide in horror, and even my breathing trembled because of fear, "No..."

In just a moment, cold sweat wet my back.

I heard myself panting, one after another, so urgent that it seemed that I would catch my breath in the next moment.

Calm down, Xie Wan, calm down!

My fingers clenched tightly, and my fingertips sank deeply into the flesh of my palm, but I still didn't realize it. .

"Xie Wan——" Luo Wuchen stood outside the door at a loss, wanting to step forward but didn't dare, "What's wrong with you?"

I didn't answer his question, and all my mental energy was firmly captured by the discomfort of my body.

My lower abdomen was in pain, and my legs seemed to be stepping on the cotton with nowhere to go. My hands instinctively protected my stomach, and I struggled to squeeze out my spiritual power to stabilize my cramped lower abdomen.

But that's just a drop in the bucket.

"...Hmm!" My brows furrowed in pain, my body swayed, and finally I couldn't hold on anymore, and fell backwards.

"Wanwan!" Luo Wuchen rushed over almost instantly, he tremblingly held me in his arms, "Wanwan..."

Tears flowed down my cheeks unconsciously, my whole body was drenched in cold sweat, my face was covered with cold tears, and I was breathing weakly.

"Are you mad at him again?" Qin Qing's voice came out from the sound transmission stone, "He has had a fetal gas before and almost had a miscarriage. This time will only be more dangerous than the last time."

"I was wrong," Luo Wuchen hugged me tremblingly, the fingers holding the sound transmission stone were trembling all the time: "Save him, please."

Qin Qing seemed to be silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, his voice was much more ethereal, like a sigh.

"You said you, since you care so much, why bother..."

"You do it according to the method I taught you before. Since you don't know the nature of the child's biological father's spiritual power, you first feed him with your blood essence..."

"Okay." Luo Wuchen agreed without hesitation.

Due to the pain, it became difficult for me to even swallow. The blood containing pure spiritual power overflowed from the corner of my lips and was wiped away by Luo Wuchen tremblingly.

"Wanwan...swallow it," Luo Wuchen forced out more blood and fed it to my mouth, coaxing softly: "Drink it and it won't hurt..."

It hurts, it hurts so much.

The severe pain made me almost lose the ability to think, and I could only shiver like chaff in Luo Wuchen's arms, crying helplessly.

My fingertips were covered in blood, and the palm of my hand was dripping with blood, Luo Wuchen held my hand tightly, "Wan Wan, don't hurt yourself."

Obviously it was me who was hurting, but his face was paler and uglier than mine. Luo Wuchen put his hand on my lips, his voice trembling: "Bite me if it hurts."

Of course it hurts, how could it not hurt.

...it's all his fault.I thought vaguely, it was because of him that I chose to be in such pain!

It hurts, it hurts...

I'm in so much pain.

It really hurts...

I weakly opened my eyes, took a look at Luo Wuchen, and bit Luo Wuchen's hand desperately.