After wearing the book, I became the white moonlight of the paranoid protagonist

Chapter 38

Yuan Shan was driven back to his room to practice in the end, Jiang Weilin specially asked him to put the photo beads at the end of the bed to record Yuan Shan's cultivation process, laziness is strictly prohibited!

Holding the photo beads in his hand, Yuan Shan wandered back to the room, staring at the pitch-black scene in front of him in a daze.

His room hasn't slept much since Jiang Weilin moved in, and naturally it has lost its popularity. It looks gloomy, the wind blows in through the open wooden windows, and the rice paper on the side almost flies away.

After an unknown period of time, Yuan Shan finally made a movement. He stepped forward to close the leaky wooden window, and then lit a candlestick on one side.

It turned out that he had misunderstood.

Yuan Shan's consciousness finally recovered from what happened just now, and he realized that he had made a joke and wronged his brother, and he was immediately ashamed, and he wiped his face.

Now that I think about the scene I saw before, it may indeed not be what he thought, and the reaction of my brother is not at all like...

Yuan Shan felt ashamed of how angry and impulsive he was just now, he covered his eyes with one hand and almost wanted to go back in time and strangle himself who didn't look carefully at that time.

If such a joke is made, there is no guarantee that my brother will have a bad opinion of him.

Although there was a storm in his head, Yuan Shan still couldn't restrain the feeling of secret joy in his heart.

Fortunately, it is false.

He didn't know why he was so angry, and he didn't know why he suddenly lost his mind. He only knew that he couldn't accept it, that his brother had someone else.

But why.

He even wanted to trap his brother.

Even if my brother is really with Senior Brother Song...why is he reacting so strongly.

Yuan Shan closed his eyes, wondering why he became so out of control, he just wanted his brother to stay by his side, if his brother had someone he liked, he would definitely alienate him.

No, he and his elder brother are relatives, why should the elder brother alienate him if he has someone he likes?

But he still doesn't want to, he doesn't want his brother to have anyone he likes, no matter if it's Brother Song or anyone, man or woman, he hopes that in his brother's eyes, he is the only one in sight.

He wants his brother to only care about him, only look at him, and only be by his side. He wants his brother.

If my brother has someone he likes, then he will...

In the quiet room, Yuan Shan stood quietly on the spot, his eyes staring down at the shadow pearl suddenly opened, as if he was freed from the bewitched thoughts for a moment.

What was he thinking about!

Yuan Shan wiped his forehead, it was a little wet, but he found that at some point, there was already a sheet of cold sweat on his forehead.

How could he have such an idea!

Yuan Shan couldn't help tightening the hand holding Zuo Yingzhu a little bit, he licked his dry lips, reflexively wanted to pour himself some tea, he did realize that he had already returned to his room, it was useless for too long, of course No tea.

Yuan Shan took a deep breath, forced to suppress the terrifying thoughts in his heart, and finally suppressed his thoughts after silently reciting the meditation mantra several times.

But when his eyes touched the picture bead Jiang Weilin handed him, he still couldn't resist thinking of the tactile sensation when his brother handed it to him just now.

Brother's tone, words, and a faint fragrance when he gets close.

The smell on my brother's body is very good, Yuan Shan has always been aware of this, it's a bit like a very light gardenia fragrance mixed with the rhythm of green leaves.

At this moment, the scene of involuntarily wanting to get close to Jiang Weilin when he was with Jiang Weilin flashed in Yuan Shan's mind, and the scene where his brother was eroded by the chill of Donghua that day.

He didn't take out the warm jade that could disperse the chill, but took off his clothes by himself.

Did he really forget at the time, or did he want to talk to his brother...

The moment he understood, Yuan Shan tightened his grip on the photo pearl, cracks slowly appeared on the pale white ball of the photo photo pearl, but at this moment, Yuan Shan couldn't care less.

He was surprised, dazed, flustered, and his complicated eyes fixed on the sinking wooden table.

I don't know if it's the lines on it or the thought at this moment, it almost makes him feel the world spinning in front of him.

He won't, he won't treat his brother...

impossible.

Yuan Shan couldn't help taking a step back, how could he have such an idea.

If his elder brother hadn't taken him out of that town, he probably wouldn't have survived. Since then, his elder brother has been his most important family member. How could he... have such thoughts.

How could he blaspheme his brother.

"Snapped--"

Yuan Shan gave himself a slap in the face, he slapped him so hard, his face was swollen with a bruise in an instant, and blood flowed from the corner of his lips.

He lowered his head, threw the damaged photo bead in the corner, and took out another one from the storage bag and put it on the table.

I can't think about it anymore, I should practice tonight, and I have to explain to my brother tomorrow.

......

One night passed.

Jiang Weilin didn't take a rest either. After practicing for a hundred days, when he didn't plan to stop but was going to continue, there was a knock on the door.

In this yard, if Shan Fansheng doesn't know how to knock, Yuanshan is the only one.

Getting up from the cushion, Jiang Weilin directly stepped on the door with bare feet, raised his hand to open the door, and it turned out to be Yuan Shan.

It stands to reason that a cultivator's condition should be as good as having slept after a night of practice, but at this moment, Yuan Shan's eyes are obviously tired.

"Why, didn't you practice last night?" Jiang Weilin felt that he didn't punish the other party, and practicing for a night should be as easy as drinking water for the other party.

Yuan Shan can do it even without punishment on weekdays.

Yuan Shan was rarely quiet today, he just shook his head and passed the photo beads over, his hair was unkempt and a lot of hair was scattered on his face, he looked lifeless.

Jiang Weilin took the bead, and went through it roughly with his spiritual sense. Yuan Shan was indeed practicing but he was a little absent-minded.

"But you still have something on your mind?" Jiang Weilin asked in a gentle voice, raising his hand to help Yuan Shan straighten the messy hair around his ear, but Yuan Shan flicked past him.

He took a sharp step back, and the reaction was obvious.

Jiang Weilin paused for a while with his hand outstretched in the air, and then slowly retracted it after a few seconds of hesitation.

Yuan Shan was still immersed in the thoughts of last night just now, and now she suddenly came back to her senses, and quickly grabbed Jiang Weilin's wrist, "Brother, it's nothing serious, it's just that I'm a little wandering today, and I didn't concentrate on my cultivation."

However, as soon as he raised his head, Jiang Weilin clearly saw the swollen purple on his face.

"What's wrong with you?" Jiang Weilin raised his other hand because Yuan Shan was holding him, and stroked the marks on the other's face.

Yuan Shan paused for a moment, he was a little bit reluctant about the temperature of his fingers, but he still turned his head away and said in a low voice: "It's nothing, bro, I'm sorry about what happened last night, I shouldn't be angry with you like that."

"It's not a big deal."

Jiang Weilin sighed softly.

According to the record of Yingzhu, since Yuan Shan was in the courtyard last night, no one but himself could beat him out of the redness and swelling.

Did you beat yourself because of this?

Jiang Weilin was helpless, he rubbed the bruise on Yuan Shan's face, took out a bottle of plaster from the storage space and stuffed it into Yuan Shan's palm, "Wipe some when you go back."

He also noticed that Yuan Shan's mood was wrong, but since Yuan Shan didn't say anything, he wouldn't ask.

He just went on to say, "If you have some distracting thoughts, wait until you let go of them before practicing, otherwise it will be half the effort."

Yuan Shan paused, lowered his head and pursed his lips, as if he was thinking about something, then his eyes touched his hand holding Jiang Weilin.

His slightly thin wrist was firmly nestled in the palm of his hand. Compared with his hotter temperature, his brother's body always seemed to be warm.

Realizing what he was thinking, Yuan Shan was startled, and then let go of his hand as if it was hot.

He lowered his head and hurriedly said: "Brother, I will continue to practice, I will... I will retreat for a few days first."

At this moment, his mind was in a state of turmoil, and he disappeared instantly after leaving this sentence, leaving Jiang Weilin with a puzzled expression.

In the room, the little fox was still sleeping on the wooden bed.

Jiang Weilin leaned against the door frame, touched his chin thoughtfully, seeing Yuan Shan like this was definitely not angry, on the contrary he looked guilty.

Is it possible that I still feel sorry for my behavior last night, and feel embarrassed to see him.

Jiang Weilin clenched his chin and couldn't figure it out, and if he couldn't figure it out, he didn't plan to think about it.

He called Shan Fansheng who happened to be passing by, "Fellow Daoist Shan, Yuan Shan said that he will retreat in his room for a few days, and I have also been in the past few days. If he recovers, you can tell him about my retreat."

After giving instructions, Jiang Weilin closed the door, and at the same time dropped a formation at the door.

Turning around and returning to the room, he closed the windows one by one. After everything was done, he took out the marrow washing technique from the storage ring.

Marrow washing exercises, the third floor.

Jiang Weilin took a deep breath, this time he was fully prepared.

Not only has he stepped into the eighth level of foundation building, but also stabilized his realm, and he also has all kinds of pills and medicines.

If it goes well, it should be able to break through in one fell swoop.

As for not going well...Jiang Weilin didn't bother to think about it, at best it was a pain, he was already used to it.

Yuan Shan here.

He didn't start to practice after returning to the room. He wanted to practice meditation, but he couldn't enter the state after meditating for a long time, so he simply gave up.

He stared blankly at the wall on the left, and on the opposite side of the wall was his brother's room.

Last night, in order to give his brother a job, he barely maintained his cultivation state all night, and even if he barely maintained it when he was distracted, it would be easy to see. Now that he doesn't need to practice, the messy thoughts are even more frenzied.

Ever since that thought surfaced, he has never had peace in his mind. With such a thought in his mind...how should he face his brother.

If my brother finds out, will he hate him?

Yuan Shan closed her eyes, last night Jiang Weilin casually said, 'Senior Brother Song and I are both men, it's impossible' flashed through his mind.

Therefore, my brother doesn't like men.

Then he...

Yuan Shanwo stayed in her room for a whole day, thinking of her brother at night, she thought about it and walked out the door.

The courtyard at night is extremely quiet.

There are only three people here, all in the room, and the courtyard loses its popularity.

Yuan Shan glanced at the closed door next to him, but there was no candlelight showing.

What is brother doing now, is he practicing?

Yuan Shan walked a few steps, and when he was about to open the door, he suddenly realized that there was a formation on it.

Naturally, it is impossible to block Yuanshan, but it also expresses Jiang Weilin's intention to prohibit people from entering.

Yuan Shan's complexion turned pale immediately, it could be that his brother was still angry with him.

It just so happened that Shan Fansheng wandered out from his shabby room. He was going to meet his little junior sister secretly tonight, when he just passed by the outer courtyard.

He was caught straight by Yuan Shan with a very bad complexion.