Aftermath of breakup

Chapter 77

In the end, they still couldn't sleep enough to return to the cage. Pei Yi clinged to Duan Xinglian on the bed for a long time, but they couldn't sleep, so the two got up and had breakfast.

Pei Yi hadn't completely let go of the skill of cooking, but because the difference in cooking skills between the two was too great, Pei Yi felt that it was better not to let Duan Xinglian suffer with him, so he decided to give more help and encouragement in other places.

Duan Xinglian planned to make fried buns for him and was adjusting the fillings. Pei Yi stood aside doing nothing, so he took an apron and tied it on him from behind.

After tying it but not letting go, hugging Duan Xinglian's waist, resting his chin on his shoulder to watch his movements.

Duan Xinglian turned his head to look at him. Although he felt good in his heart, he also felt that Pei Yi had become a lot stickier recently. He didn't know if it was because of Chuan Huan's reunion, or if he was thinking about his feelings.

In fact, he was very good like that before, and Duan Xinglian didn't want to consume his emotions too much, but it might take some time to bring back his free-spirited, free-spirited temperament, Duan Xinglian is not in a hurry.

As long as we are together, we can always adjust well.

"Do you want to go out to play today?" Duan Xinglian asked with a sideways kiss on the tip of his nose.

Pei Yi has been back for so long, and it seems that he has never gone out to play. There are still many places to play in Yancheng in recent years.

Pei Yi pressed his face against his shoulder: "A date?"

"Well, of course."

Pei Yi smiled, and at the same time, a place appeared in his mind: "I want to go."

Duan Xinglian knew at a glance that he had an idea in mind, and asked in cooperation: "Where are you going? Tell brother."

"Then go to my brother's university, okay?"

Duan Xinglian was startled when he heard the words, but soon laughed: "Okay."

I didn't expect to have a travel plan so soon. Duan Xinglian, who said yesterday that he was not in a hurry to take a vacation, told Li Ziyun today that he could not go to the company. The changes were quite fast.

After breakfast, the two cleaned up and went out together.

Before going out, Pei Yi, who was always not particular about dressing up, changed into youthful and stylish clothes, and asked Duan Xinglian to make his hair look good for him.

He also maintained an expectant look when he got into the car.

He was so solemn, Duan Xinglian couldn't help feeling sore in his heart.

But the words were still relaxed: "You stop in the school like this, don't invite me some love rivals."

"How come." Pei Yi looked at him, but suddenly said, "I heard from Shao Yu that you are the most popular, and every time he sees you, he will meet different people to confess his love."

Duan Xinglian looked ahead and didn't dare to turn his head: "Don't listen to his nonsense."

"do not have it?"

Duan Xinglian denied everything: "No."

Pei Yi laughed, but he wouldn't really ask such a thing.

After that, both of them tacitly crossed over the topic and drove the car all the way into the parking lot.

After getting out of the car, Duan Xinglian held Pei Yi's hand involuntarily, and then walked all the way to the school.

Pei Yi looked at the elegant school gate with tall red paint and a slightly slanted plaque in front of him, and his heartbeat speeded up inexplicably.

Duan Xinglian led him in, as if walking into those years that he had missed.

Walking past the lakeside with pavilions and tree shadows, the island pavilion in the center of the lake surrounded by corridors, the towers with dense octagonal eaves, the elegant and quiet library...

Pei Yi walked through one place with great interest, and walked to the next one with full of expectation, as if he was tireless, as if he wanted to catch some old figures left by Duan Xinglian.

"How old is this teaching building?" Pei Yi pointed to a passing teaching building that was covered with creepers. It had gray walls and red tiles, and was antique, looking very elegant.

Every time Pei Yi took a step, he was thinking, this place is so beautiful, he missed it before, can he stay here in the future?

Just as he was thinking, there was no reply from the people around him. When he turned his head, he found that he was looking up the question he just asked with a mobile phone.

Pei Yi gave him a subtle look.

Duan Xinglian pinched his chin and threatened, "What do you want to say? Say it."

Pei Yi was not afraid, and said bluntly, "You have been studying here for so many years."

"This is not the teaching building where I usually go to class." Duan Xinglian used to only go back and forth between classrooms, dormitories, cafeterias and libraries, and returned to the company to work when he was free. He has never wandered around the campus for so many years However, what he knows is probably only a little better than Pei Yi.

But it was a bit embarrassing to say this, so Duan Xinglian deftly threw the question back: "It seems that our little Pei knows your J university like the back of his hand?"

Pei Yi, who has only been going back and forth between the classroom and the laboratory, and who also knows little about the history of the school: "..."

Seeing this, Duan Xinglian regained his balance, and put his arms around Pei Yi's shoulders, his shoulders were shaking from laughing, and he couldn't help saying after a while: "We are really ashamed."

Pei Yi looked blank.

But at the same time, Pei Yi remembered something, so he took the opportunity to say it.

"Duan Xinglian, I changed the ticket to the 26th."

When Duan Xinglian heard this, the smile on his face couldn't help fading, but he knew that Pei Yi was just going back to attend the graduation ceremony and would be back soon.

Basically, there will be no... case of not coming back.

Duan Xinglian replied: "Yes, good."

Pei Yi glanced at him, raised his hand to pinch Duan Xinglian's fingertips, looked at him, and asked, "All my classmates are saying that this is the last graduation ceremony, and they all plan to invite family, friends or lovers to attend , so Duan Xinglian, can I... can I invite you to participate?"

Duan Xinglian curled his fingers slightly, and unconsciously clasped Pei Yi's hand tightly. He held his breath and asked carefully, "Really?"

Duan Xinglian naturally wanted to never be separated from Pei Yi again, and wanted to follow him to the oceans again, but he didn't dare to push Pei Yi too hard, he was afraid it would make him feel uncomfortable.

This look and tone made Pei Yi's heart tighten, he ignored the occasional people around, kissed the corner of Duan Xing's mouth, and replied affirmatively: "Well, brother, I want you to go."

Duan Xinglian is his only lover, no one is more qualified to participate than him.

Duan Xinglian lowered his eyes, smiled, and solemnly replied: "Okay."

The matter was settled in this way, Pei Yi became more and more happy, thinking that today is a very beautiful day, and there is always a hazy smile on his usual indifferent face.

There were schoolboys passing by, peeping at him, occasionally making eye contact accidentally, and he nodded back in good spirits.

It made some people want to muster up the courage to ask for contact information, but in a blink of an eye, they saw him and the person next to him in an intimate and natural posture, and the other person was also handsome and superior in appearance. When the two of them saw that the wines matched each other, they knew that there was someone for whom , In the end, he could only blush and run away.

But Duan Xinglian has never seen him open his screen at all. At this moment, he felt both loving and helpless, so he could only draw him closer, and said helplessly, "Don't recruit people."

As soon as he finished speaking, he happened to walk to the teaching building of the School of Management.

According to past habits, Professor Wu should be at school today, so Duan Xinglian asked, "My teacher is here today, I'll go and see her, will you wait for me here or come with me?"

Naturally, Pei Yi didn't want to have a sudden conversation, but...he suddenly remembered something, and asked vigilantly, "Is your teacher still introducing someone to you?"

"Huh?" Duan Xinglian replied subconsciously, and then reacted to Pei Yi's suspicious eyes, and immediately replied, "No, she didn't have you after she knew I had you."

After finishing speaking, he looked at Pei Yi's face and was relieved to see that he didn't pursue it.

Sure enough, nonsense can't be said nonsense, and the truth was almost revealed just now.

In fact, Professor Wu only wanted to introduce him when he saw that he was always depressed at the beginning.

But Duan Xinglian had told Professor Wu very early on that there was someone in his heart that he could not forget and did not want to forget. After that, Professor Wu rarely asked him about these things. Later, she met once or twice and thought it was very suitable for Duan. If you are starry, you will think of asking him.

Anyway, it is definitely not three or five a year, and it is not to the extent that you have to go to your home to see it with your own eyes.

Duan Xinglian thought to himself, if he arranges it privately, it is true that he is sorry for the teacher.

When Duan Xinglian entered the office of Professor Wu of the School of Management, he was still a little guilty of being late.

Professor Wu was very happy to see him, but his eyes fell on Pei Yi behind him.

Professor Wu's eyes were loving, and his eyes went back and forth between the two of them with great interest. Duan Xinglian suddenly felt a little embarrassed, but he still took the initiative to introduce to Professor Wu: "Teacher, this is Pei Yi, my boyfriend."

Although Pei Yi didn't talk much, he was inexplicably the kind of steady-looking type that the elders liked. At this moment, he stepped forward and nodded politely at Professor Wu: "Hello, Professor, my name is Pei Yi, I'm sorry for coming empty-handed." , I will definitely pay a formal visit next time.”

Pei Yi spoke so sincerely that even Duan Xinglian didn't expect him to show face so much. Professor Wu smiled heartily and asked them to sit down again and again: "Oh, oh, Xiao Pei, you are welcome, you are just like Xiao Duan, come and follow me It’s like your own home, don’t restrict those, ah.”

After they sat down, Duan Xinglian took over the operation and sat aside to make tea for them, while Professor Wu chatted with Pei Yi.

After we chatted, Professor Wu learned that Pei Yi was going to graduate with a Ph. You!"

Pei Yi lowered his head and smiled slightly: "Yes."

Professor Wu seemed to have discovered something, and clapped his hands and smiled: "The last time my old man came back and told me that Xiao Duan was always fighting with that high school classmate at the dinner table. You still have some eyesight!"

Duan Xinglian and Pei Yi looked at each other, and then both smiled awkwardly.

Afterwards, Professor Wu couldn't help but said again: "Then you were all from No. [-] Middle School before? No. [-] Middle School is really good, and it has sent a lot of talents to various places."

Pei Yi smiled modestly.

Professor Wu continued on his own: "Don't talk about other things. As a teacher, I can only judge my learning ability. You look at you, and a short section is the same. Back then, he suspended school for the first half of his freshman year. Who knows? In the next semester, not only did I catch up with all the courses, but I also got a scholarship."

When Duan Xinglian heard this, he suddenly raised his eyes, but it was too late to stop him.

His hands trembled, and the tea almost poured out of the cup, but fortunately he adjusted in time, and tried his best to pretend that nothing happened.

But I didn't want this little trick to be taken into account by Pei Yi. The smile on Pei Yi's face subconsciously faded, and there seemed to be hesitation in his eyes, but Professor Wu had already moved on to the next topic.

So he could only keep silent, and Pei Yi felt inexplicably panicked, feeling that the hidden story behind this incident was probably not something he could easily bear.

But since Professor Wu still had classes, they didn't stay any longer.

However, taking advantage of Pei Yi's time to go to the bathroom, Professor Wu looked at Duan Xinglian with a smile: "You are indeed different from before. I haven't seen you for a few days, and you seem to be feeling proud of yourself."

Duan Xinglian smiled and looked in the direction of Pei Yi's departure outside the door: "Teacher, don't make fun of me."

Professor Wu was very emotional: "However, seeing Xiao Pei, I can understand why you have been thinking about it for so many years. You are indeed a good match. The teacher wishes you a happy relationship for a hundred years."

Duan Xinglian accepted the blessing with a straight expression: "Thank you teacher, I will definitely."

-

When Duan Xinglian and Pei Yi walked out of P University, it happened to be in time for lunch, so they found a place nearby to have lunch.

After the meal, the two of them went shopping around the nearby scenic spots again, but they didn't expect Li Ziyun to send a message to Duan Xinglian suddenly after three o'clock in the afternoon, saying that the company needed him to go there.

Duan Xinglian originally planned to go to the company yesterday, but changed his mind temporarily, there is nothing he can do when the matter comes to an end.

After he sent Pei Yi back to the community, he turned around and went in the direction of the company.

After Pei Yi couldn't even see the shadow of his car, he turned and walked into the community.

Unexpectedly, halfway there, the phone rang suddenly.

Pei Yi picked it up and took a look, only to see the words "Uncle Duan" written on it.

Pei Yi is a very efficient person. After Pei Xueyuan mentioned the matter to him last night, he found time to send a message to Duan Chengsen, saying that he wanted to meet them.

Fortunately, Duan Chengsen's mobile phone number has not changed for many years, and he quickly replied with the word "good".

But there was no reply after that, presumably they were shifting time.

At this moment, Pei Yi slid to pick it up, and then heard Duan Chengsen ask him straight to the point if he was free now, and after getting an affirmative answer, he directly reported a location.

Half an hour later, Pei Yi walked into a cafe near the lake.

This place seems to be packed, there is no one else around, Duan Chengsen is already waiting in the booth in the middle.

"Uncle Duan, I'm late." Pei Yi stood by the table, looking at Duan Chengsen who hadn't seen him for a long time but was still serious and upright.

"I just arrived too, sit down." Duan Chengsen was also looking at him, staring at him for a long time with eagle-like eyes, and finally said, "Xiao Yi, long time no see, you have grown up."

"Uncle Duan hasn't changed much." Pei Yi sat down and didn't turn the corner afterwards. Seeing that Duan Chengsen seemed to be alone, he asked directly, "Where's Auntie Feng?"

"She's not feeling well today." Duan Chengsen said, "If you have anything to say, just tell me."

Whether this is an excuse can be heard by everyone, and Pei Yi doesn't pursue it, it is indeed the same to anyone who tells it.

At this time the waiter came over, Pei Yi casually ordered a cup of coffee, and he behaved freely and calmly, Duan Chengsen was always pleased with Pei Yi's energy.

After ordering, Pei Yi didn't hesitate, he organized his words, met Duan Chengsen's gaze, and said directly: "Uncle Duan, many years have passed, and my answer is the same as before, I still want to have a future with Duan Xinglian. "

Pei Yi looked straight at Duan Chengsen, neither humble nor overbearing, Duan Chengsen frowned slightly, and sat on the soft seat, he was not examining, but there was an elder prestige between his brows, as if his aura could overwhelm others.

It's just that Pei Yi is no longer the boy who didn't have the ability to choose freely and was suspected of being mature because of his age.

He can now talk to his elders on an equal footing.

Duan Chengsen looked at him for a while, took a sip of coffee, and said, "Aren't you already together? No one stopped you, so you don't have to tell me these things anymore."

"I want to talk." Pei Yi stated the meaning of his trip slowly but firmly, "I asked you today not to demonstrate to you, nor to ask you to accept it, nor to judge the past right or wrong. I just wanted to express my point of view.”

Duan Chengsen listened silently, and gestured to Pei Yi to continue.

At the same time, Pei Yi found that there seemed to be some movement in the green plants not far from them, as if someone was there.

Pei Yi's eyes moved slightly, and then he spoke, but he first mentioned his shortcomings: "My family is not complete, my character may be lacking, and my family background is not as prominent as yours."

Duan Chengsen frowned. To him, this was not a big deal, but he never thought that Pei Yi would say that about himself, but he didn't refute and continued to listen.

Unexpectedly, Pei Yi changed the subject when he came here: "But my family has no burdens, and my mother is approachable; my appearance can still match him; my education is not bad, and I will graduate this year. At present, I should have a decent job. It will be a burden to him."

It's not that Duan Chengsen didn't know Pei Yi before. Looking at this young man, he couldn't help but say, "You're very good, that's too modest."

Pei Yi smiled, but concluded: "Overall, I think I'm not bad, so Duan Xinglian likes me, not because he has a bad eye."

These words made Duan Chengsen unable to utter a word, he thought to himself, not only his eyesight is bad, but his eyesight is too good, if he hadn't seen the bright moon earlier, why would he not be able to tolerate other people in his eyes.

At the same time, Pei Yi was pondering over the last sentence. He didn't say these words, but he knew that this was the point, so he let out a breath, and finally continued to say bluntly: "Of course, I also love you very much." It was a blessing in my life to meet him."

As soon as these words came out, Duan Chengsen leaned back on the chair completely, and unconsciously glanced at the green plants next to him.

In fact, Duan Chengsen never felt that there was any difference between Duan Xinglian's liking for men and women, and after so many years, Feng Li had already accepted that Duan Xinglian liked men.

Now, what Feng Li cares about is no longer this.

What she cares about is that Duan Xinglian loves Pei Yi too much.

Of course Pei Yi deserves to be loved, and besides, she has to admit that Duan Xinglian may never meet a better and more suitable person than Pei Yi in this life.

But Duan Xinglian is her son, of course she hopes that Duan Xinglian will not just give blindly, so that anyone who sees it will feel unfair and unwilling.

And she didn't feel how much Pei Yi cared about Duan Xinglian.

Maybe she didn't understand it enough, but as Duan Xinglian's mother, she didn't understand it, so how far could the truth be?

But now, after hearing such words, she has nothing to say anymore.

"Slight words can't prove anything." Here Pei Yi spoke again, "It's just that you are his family, so I have to confess to you, hoping to reduce your worries."

Duan Chengsen couldn't speak for a long time, and finally he shook his head and laughed, his eyes were wrinkled, he sighed, and repeated the words at the beginning: "You have really grown up."

When Pei Yi's coffee came up, it was steaming.

But Duan Chengsen didn't know why, the originally vigorous and resolute person actually added a bit of sadness, maybe because he regretted the obstruction back then, or maybe it was a pity for the weak father-son friendship with Duan Xinglian for so many years, or maybe it was because of his family Feeling helpless as the distance between them grows farther and farther, but there is nothing to say about these.

So he just smiled, and finally he just said to Pei Yi: "When you are free in the future, let's go back to Luhu to have a look together."

Hearing this, Pei Yi finally picked up the coffee and took a sip. The coffee was bitter, but the aftertaste was slightly sweet. He smiled and nodded: "Yeah."

Afterwards, they didn't say anything more. Neither of them are talkative people. Without a topic of communication, it is equivalent to having no topic.

Duan Chengsen looked at his watch several times, and conveyed the meaning that it was almost over, so let's go.

But he took a few glances at Pei Yi, only to see that he was deep in thought and didn't intend to move.

Duan Chengsen wants him to speak?

But when his words were about to reach his lips, Pei Yi suddenly raised his eyes, and the question he asked made Duan Chengsen fall silent again.

Pei Yi asked: "Uncle, was Duan Xinglian... very bad in those few years?"

-

When Pei Yi returned home, it was not yet six o'clock, but Duan Xinglian had already returned.

Seeing him coming in from the outside, he asked with a smile, "Where did you go?"

Pei Yi came back to his senses, he tried his best to restrain his emotions, and cleared the answers he had just heard from his mind. He knew that Duan Xinglian knew him very well, and could almost see his slight changes, but this time Pei Yi felt that he had done a good job.

He naturally raised the packaged meal in his hand, smiled, and replied: "I don't want you to work hard and come home without food."

Duan Xinglian walked over, hugged him whole, lowered his head and kissed the tip of his nose, and rubbed against him: "Why are you so considerate?"

Pei Yi's face was itchy because of his trouble, and he moved away with a smile: "Is it not good?"

"Okay, why not." Duan Xinglian hugged him and moved to the kitchen, "I'm so happy that I'm dying."

Pei Yi looked at him: "Duan Xinglian, you are so easy to be satisfied."

Duan Xinglian kissed him one last time, took the food in his hand, put it on a plate, and replied meaningfully while doing it: "Really? No, you said last night that your mouth can't stand it."

Pei Yi didn't expect to be able to turn around here, he was stunned for a moment before he realized it, and said with a smile: "Come on less."

Fortunately, there is still the business of eating, otherwise it will be another time to waste time.

During the meal, Xing Lian recalled the news that he saw among the four of them in the afternoon, and said to Pei Yi: "Siwei and Xiao Ai will be resting tomorrow, they are going to come and play with us, Xiao Yu said that we can go to his house, and we will go there together chant."

Last time at Diecui Villa, Pei Yi and the two of them only had a face-to-face meeting, and they haven't seen each other since then, but Pei Yi actually liked Fang Ai and Lin Siwei before.

"Can Shao Yu cook?" Pei Yi thought for a while, and then tentatively asked, "Do you want to come to our place?"

Since I choose to have a party at home, I naturally don't order takeaway, otherwise I might as well go out to eat.

Besides, he has been back for so long, and he has made a breakthrough with Duan Xinglian, and they are Duan Xinglian's best friends, so he should treat them to a meal out of reason and reason.

Duan Xinglian was really happy when he heard this, and replied with a smile: "Then I'll tell them!"

Seeing that he was happy, Pei Yi also laughed: "Okay."

After the meal, Duan Xinglian shared the news directly in the group, and got a lot of responses.

After that, Pei Yi cleaned up the house side by side, and Duan Xinglian naturally helped out together. In the end, both of them were a little tired, so they took a shower and fell asleep with their heads covered.

Early the next morning, Pei Yi and Duan Xinglian discussed what to cook for lunch.

I made an appointment with the food delivery boy to deliver at nine o'clock, but I didn't want to be bumped by Shao Yu who came earlier, so I brought it up directly.

And when Shao Yu came this time, he also brought a lot of traditional Chinese medicinal materials with various effects such as calming the nerves and nourishing qi, which belonged to his professional counterpart.

Pei Yi took these things and put them away, and Shao Yu followed him to Anli and said, "It's very useful. Young people should take care of their bodies early, so that they can be refreshed when they get old!"

"Understood." Pei Yi was quite accommodating to Shao Yu, and smiled, "It will work."

When Shao Yu said this, he looked back at Duan Xinglian, and found that he was busy in the kitchen, so he took out one of the herbs, and whispered to Pei Yi, "This is velvet antler, which is very good for nourishing the kidneys. the best."

Pei Yi turned his head to look at him, and found that Shao Yu's face was a little red, but he spoke with concern.

"But they are all adults, so they understand." Shao Yu thought he was embarrassed, and took the initiative to pass the steps.

Pei Yi looked at the things in his hand and thought to himself, it seems that it hasn't reached the point where it needs to be repaired. Although he hasn't tried it, Duan Xinglian seems to be... pretty good.

But he didn't say much, he said he knew, and he accepted Shao Yu's kindness.

Shao Yu looked relieved.

After that, Shao Yu just left there to play by himself, and Pei Yi went into the kitchen to help Duan Xinglian. He didn't do much, and Duan Xinglian didn't need him to do anything, but he was trying his best to help.

Around noon, Lin Siwei and Fang Ai came up together.

Lin Siwei brought five bottles of red wine, while Fang Ai directly hugged three pots of flowers.

As soon as Fang Ai came in, he complained: "Lin Siwei is really not human! He didn't even help me move a pot!"

Shao Yu jumped over to chime in: "It's too much! It's not authentic."

Lin Siwei felt wronged: "You said that you don't need me, a 'trash'. "

The few of them were noisy, and the room suddenly became lively.

Pei Yi and Duan Xinglian came out of the kitchen, Fang Ai asked for a hug when he saw Pei Yi, and boasted with a smile: "Pei Yi, why are you still so good-looking!"

Lin Siwei also came over, met Pei Yi's eyes, smiled and nodded.

Duan Xinglian saw that they were all huddled together, and quickly waved his hands to disperse them: "Okay, let's disperse, and look at the swollen eyes."

Fang Ai said with a smile: "Understood, I won't hug you anymore, look at your stinginess."

Lin Siwei coaxed and laughed with Shao Yu, and Pei Yi also looked at Duan Xinglian and laughed.

Duan Xinglian had uncontrollably shared the news of his reconciliation with Pei Yi last night, so they were not surprised by their state at this moment.

They are all people who have been watching all the way over the years. By now, all kinds of emotions have long been annihilated and invisible, and many of them are meaningless. I can only hope that the two of them can last forever and have a strong affection.

Then Duan Xinglian continued to go back to the kitchen to cook, Lin Siwei skillfully took the decanter to sober up, Shao Yu was fiddling with the stereo and playing various cheerful songs, Fang Ai went to the balcony with her flowers to find a good place Location.

When Pei Yi came out with the milkshake he specially made, he saw the sun break through the clouds and shine into the room, making the room lively and bright.

Pei Yi couldn't help thinking, this must be the scene Duan Xinglian liked in the past.

And now he also feels that it is really good.

Duan Xinglian cooked quite a sumptuous lunch, and the wine Lin Siwei brought was good wine from his wine cellar, and the few of them hadn't chatted together like this for a long, long time.

It seems that after Pei Yi left, the boyhood ended abruptly, and each of them became busy for no reason.

So the meal lasted for a long time, and in the end, the dishes didn't change much, and the five bottles of red wine were wiped out.

Duan Xinglian was happy today. He drank more than a bottle by himself. His alcohol capacity is really average. He is propping his head by the table and closing his eyes. It looks like he could pass out at any time.

Shao Yu and Fang Ai may have had a drink or two each, but they both eat food and love to play. Over the years, their drinking capacity has not improved a little. One is lying on the table and the other is curled up in a chair, completely unconscious.

Only Pei Yi and Lin Siwei are still awake.

Lin Siwei squeezed the center of her brows, looked up at Pei Yi in surprise, Pei Yi drank almost two bottles by himself, but he seemed to be okay, even his expression didn't change much.

Lin Siwei said: "I haven't seen you drink before, and I didn't expect you to drink so well."

Pei Yi smiled lightly: "You're not bad either."

Afterwards, the two did not exchange pleasantries, and first moved Duan Xinglian and Shao Yu into the bedroom, and then moved Fang Ai to the sofa bed in the study.

Then Pei Yi came out again and slowly cleaned up the mess on the dining table.

Lin Siwei was actually a little dizzy, so he sat on the sofa to wake up.

After a while, a glass of honey water to sober up was handed in front of him.

"Thank you." Lin Siwei took it politely.

He drank it all in one gulp, put the cup on the tea table, but noticed that Pei Yi beside him didn't move.

Lin Siwei turned her head and found that Pei Yi was looking at him, obviously wanting to ask something.

Sure enough, after waiting for a while, he heard Pei Yi speak softly.

"Can you tell me about his past few years?" After listening carefully, Pei Yi's tone trembled slightly, "For example...his depression."

That day in the coffee shop, after Pei Yi asked that question, Duan Chengsen was silent for a long time.

In the end, he only answered a simple sentence, but that sentence alone was enough to make Pei Yi's heart break.

Duan Chengsen said: "Not good, he got depression and almost died."

After Duan Chengsen left that day, Pei Yi still sat in the coffee shop in a daze for a long time.

The reason why he asked this question was also because he seemed to have felt something before.

For example, the subtle changes in Duan Xinglian's personality; for example, Shao Yu's avoidance when he mentioned the past; for example, Feng Li, who was originally fiercely opposed, has changed his attitude now; Minor in psychology, etc... All behaviors have motives and antecedents.

But he never thought that this antecedent would be so tragic.

But at this time Lin Siwei suddenly heard his question, and thought he had discovered something.

Lin Siwei subconsciously didn't want to talk about it. Firstly, it was all a matter of the past, and mentioning it now would only add to his sadness; It caused them to separate, so he doesn't dare to say more now.

It's just that he looked at Pei Yi's flickering eyes and knew that he was feeling uncomfortable, and Pei Yi should also know these things.

In the end, Lin Siwei closed his eyes and leaned back on the sofa, sighed, and finally opened his mouth slowly: "After you left, he looked quite calm, but I know he is about to collapse."

In fact, Duan Xinglian himself felt something at that time, but he couldn't control it, his mood became lower and lower day by day, and he lived in anxiety and helplessness all day long.

The reason why he chose to compete was also because it would be faster. He was afraid that he would not make it through next June, and his condition would get worse and worse, which would only affect the college entrance examination, and at that time, the entrance examination for P University was his only hope.

After confirming the recommendation, Duan Xinglian heaved a sigh of relief, and at the same time, under Lin Siwei's suggestion, he went to find a professional psychologist.

He has seen many, but to no avail.

Later, he slowly began to have sleep disturbances.

He began to shut himself in the room all day long, and when he couldn't sleep, he held those old photos in a daze day and night.

This situation lasted for more than half a year, and he didn't attend the opening ceremony of the freshman year. It was clear that he should be the freshman representative at that time.

And then another thing happened.

That was when Duan Xinglian went to see a psychiatrist on a routine basis, but his mobile phone was stolen on the way.

There was Pei Yi's contact information on that phone, as well as all the chat records between him and Pei Yi. After Pei Yi left, he almost supported himself by sending messages to that WeChat account that would never receive a reply.

But the phone was stolen.

When it took a lot of trouble to find it back, the phone had already been flashed, and there was no record of it.

After that, Duan Xinglian's mood deteriorated sharply. He was restless, nervous, blamed himself, and even began to have hallucinations.

Once he saw a figure on the balcony, who looked like Pei Yi, and seemed to be waving at him, so he desperately tried to grab him, but almost fell from the third floor.

But who would have thought that after being careless this time, he seemed to have discovered some new way of relief, so Duan Xinglian even tried to commit suicide.

This caused Feng Li to almost collapse. At that time, she resented Pei Yi so much, why he showed up; she even resented Duan Xinglian, thinking why he was so weak, why would he want to die for a man?

But Duan Chengsen knew it was not just like that.

Because Duan Xinglian's symptoms were too serious, he completely needed the cooperation of his family members, so he learned about the cause of Duan Xinglian's symptoms from a psychologist.

He did not get a healthy growth environment since he was a child, and in the repeated hope and hopelessness, he formed serious emotional dependence.

But family and friends are not the only ones, he only wants the only love.Then he met Pei Yi, so he almost poured all his emotions on Pei Yi.

But in the end, he lost Pei Yi.

It was as if he had lost the bones and blood that supported him. He couldn't adapt, couldn't reconcile with himself, and could only choose to give up on himself.

This stalemate continued for several months, and Feng Li watched him almost every day, fearing that one mistake would be forever.

At the same time, she also regretted it in panic, and she even compromised with Duan Xinglian that she could take him to find Pei Yi.

When Duan Xinglian heard Pei Yi's name, he blinked, but he shrank into the darker place. He knew that he was not well now, and he didn't want Pei Yi to see his bad.

At this point, things have almost reached a dead end.

At the beginning of the turning point, it was Duan Chengsen who brought a top newspaper in the academic circles of country Y.

On the newspaper was a new chemical paper, the first author of the inscription was Pei Yi's name.

Maybe it was because he was too young when he appeared on the top issue, and he was a good-looking Chinese, so the newspaper deliberately carved out a corner to publish Pei Yi's photo.

In the photo, Pei Yi was still calm and indifferent, without a trace of a smile on his face, but he couldn't hide his brilliance at all.

At that time, Shi Chengsen said to Duan Xinglian, he is so good, does he have to be better to be worthy of him?

Duan Chengsen's words were actually based on the psychiatrist's advice, to find his innermost desire, so as to stimulate his will to win and survive.

Originally, it was just a dead horse as a living horse doctor, but I never thought that Duan Xinglian seemed to really get better after that.

He started to walk out of the room, pick up books, go to school... and started to read and study desperately to make himself better.

At the same time, he also began to minor in psychology. He knew that he could not rely on external objects, so he could only seek self-help in this way.

After many years of ups and downs, until now, the one who walked in front of Pei Yi was Duan Xinglian who was as excellent as before.

Lin Siwei spoke simply, but even with just a few words, he could still think of the darkness and suffering of those days, and if he made a wrong step, there would be no future.

After Pei Yi listened, when he sat down on the sofa, his fingertips were still almost pinched into his flesh.

Lin Siwei couldn't bear to look at him, so she got up and went to the restaurant.

As soon as he left, Pei Yi's tears fell like broken threads.

And he had to try his best to control himself,