Blood and hatred

Chapter 32: Extravagant Hope

Two days later in the morning, when Hong Shinian woke up from the bed by the window, he saw Xiao Xiang sitting beside the bed, falling asleep beside him.

"Senior brother..." Hong Shinian's smile is as warm as the sunshine outside the window.He lightly stroked Xiao Xiang's long hair.Hong Shinian didn't know how many days he had been in a coma, and he didn't know where he was now.All he knew was that his elder brother was by his side now.This way, it is enough.

Brother will always be mine...

Hong Shinian is recovering day by day, but the day when Xiao Xiang will return to the palace is getting closer.

Seeing that Xiao Xiang was by his side every day, Hong Shinian once asked, "Brother hasn't returned to the palace for so long, is he on vacation?"

"...Hmm." For some reason, at that moment, Xiao Xiang couldn't tell that he was about to become the emperor's concubine.

Was it because he was afraid that Hong Shinian would look down on him?Or is there another reason?What other reason? ...Why can't I just say it...

During these days outside the palace, because Dr. Ji was busy with important matters, the two often had the opportunity to be alone.Although it was Hong Shi Nian who was sick, it was Xiao Xiang who was taken care of.Hong Shinian cooks and does laundry for him every day.Seeing that Xiao Xiang was sweating profusely due to the hot weather, he patiently stayed by his side to fan him.Xiao Xiang felt embarrassed and wanted to help, but Hong Shinian refused, and just smiled, "It's fine as long as senior brother doesn't leave me."

Looking at the happy smile on that face, Xiao Xiang felt pain in his heart.There are still five days left.After five days, I must go back to the palace... I don't know what will happen to Shi Nian?

I really want to let time stand still like this.

That night, Doctor Ji said that he would go out of the city to see a doctor, so he left the house to the two to look after.

Xiao Xiang sat on the small chair next to the couch in the room, watching Hong Shinian who had just showered and came in scratching his head.A few drops of water dripped from the long hair that hadn't been wiped dry, dripping on Zhongxia's thin inner garment, making the skin under the cloth faintly visible.

"Senior brother? You haven't slept yet?" Hong Shi Nian rubbed his head with a bit of laziness, making his posture even more attractive.

"...Well, I'm fanning the bed for you so that you don't have to sleep too hot tonight." Xiao Xiang turned his face away suddenly.He suddenly recalled how seductive Hong Shi Nian was when he straddled him that day, swinging his naked body.

Seeing Xiao Xiang avoiding his eyes, Hong Shinian felt pain in his heart and suddenly felt unwilling.

Could it be that senior brother hates looking at me so much? !Is the reason why he is willing to stay by my side these days just because he feels sorry and wants to make up for me? !

Once, he wanted to ask Xiao Xiang why he saved his life that day.Was it him who sent himself out of the palace?Also once, Hong Shinian really wanted to tell Xiao Xiang the truth directly, and let him know that the person who really killed his brother was the current emperor! ... But, what if Xiao Xiang actually knew the truth a long time ago... What if Xiao Xiang said that he knew that the person who killed his brother was the emperor a long time ago, but he still loves For that person...and saving him was just to make up for the misunderstanding of him in the past, or to cherish the friendship of the same family.

In case, to hear Xiao Xiang personally say that the person he loves is the emperor...

If that's the case, I prefer to ask nothing and know nothing.As long as I keep this moment, as long as my brother is still by my side, that's enough...

"Brother..."

Xiao Xiang turned his face away, unable to see the pain on Hong Shinian's face.That feeling that every moment of being alive is a luxury of pain.I really want to ask for death, but because of the vain hope you gave me, I want to live in idling...

A fragrance suddenly came from beside him.Xiao Xiang was startled, and then felt a warm hand caressing his cheek.

"Shi Nian?!" Xiao Xiang naturally wanted to avoid it, but it was Hong Shi Nian who held his face in his palms and cherished it.

"Brother..." The soft call that seemed to have done something wrong.Hong Shinian frowned and smiled bitterly, "Do you hate being touched by me so much?"

"Shi Nian, I..." Xiao Xiang looked at Hong Shi Nian's slowly approaching face, and didn't know how to respond for a moment.

He hid in the bed, but it just gave Hong Shinian a chance to straddle him.Xiao Xiang half leaned against the head of the bed, his hands resting on his sides nervously because he didn't dare to touch Hong Shinian's body.

"Brother, do you know why I tell others my surname is Xiao?" Xiao Xiang was still guessing, but Hong Shinian's warm lips kissed him.

Licking provocatively accompanied by the fragrance from Hong Shinian's skin, Xiao Xiang half-closed his eyes, enjoying the sweetness and tenderness like honey at this moment.

I only heard Hong Shinian's charming voice whispering in my ears, "Because I like you!...Brother, I'm jealous of people who are close to you. I want to have the same surname as you, just like your future Wife, it will follow your surname..."

Xiao Xiang stared in astonishment.Even though he guessed and guessed ten thousand times, he would not be able to guess. This is why Hong Shinian lied about his surname Xiao!Hong Shi Nian actually likes himself!

Shi Nian, he must be lying to me!This must be one of his ways of revenge because he is dissatisfied with me!He can't possibly like me!He was the one who framed my brother!Say what like... how is it possible? !

Xiao Xiang was panicked and restless, but he also felt a sense of relief, hoping that Hong Shinian hadn't lied.

Looking at Hong Shi Nian lying on his chest, there were tears and hopes in those eyes looking up.Wan is like a child who longs for a reward after confessing his secret.That cute and innocent appearance made Xiao Xiang see it in his eyes, and he felt affection for him.It seemed that the person in front of him was the crybaby from the Xiaojian School seven years ago.Nothing has changed, everything remains as before.

Unfortunately, time has not stopped.

Seven years have passed, and the identities of the two are no longer the same.

"Shi Nian...you can't do this..." We can no longer have intimacy...we are no longer ignorant children...

"Brother..." Hong Shinian didn't seem to hear.He held back his tears, stretched out his hand to caress the crotch where the two touched, and felt the already tall avatar of the person under him.With a wry smile, "Tonight, don't think about anything, let Shi Nian serve senior brother..."

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