HBWnovel Chapter 27 Chapter 5 Bliss 08
Chapter 27 Chapter 5 Bliss 08
Luo Qingchen finally remembered this past, his most depressing past.This past memory seemed to be sealed by himself, and it was sunk in the deepest corner of memory.Careful protection, deep fear.
Dou Miao, the child who gave them hope and strengthened their belief in living in the deep pain of him and Feng'er, has left forever.
Luo Qingchen's heart was twisted together, there seemed to be a sharp knife, piercing the most painful place, making him want to die.
"I'm still alive..." He hugged his face and cried.Feng'er sacrificed himself for him, but Dou Miao fell from the cliff in his recklessness.He lived like this.Live without purpose.Luo Qingchen felt that he falsely claimed to be the son of the plane who came through time, and he didn't even have a golden finger.
"Why am I here..." Luo Qingchen asked himself more than once.It's just that something seemed to light up his heart in the darkness, it was bright.
"Brother Feng'er..." Luo Qingchen murmured, "You are still alive, and so am I!"
He was sitting in the Hall of Hundred Flowers, it was empty and there was no one there. "What's wrong with me...how could this happen?" Luo Qingchen was a little stunned.
He suddenly realized that he hadn't time-traveled, but was trapped in a dream, a dream that was so real that he couldn't tell whether it was reality or an illusion.Luo Qingchen was a little dazed, he didn't expect to be trapped in this illusion for so long.
"Feng'er... Dou Miao..." Luo Qingchen muttered softly, "I remembered, how could I forget you... how could I forget..."
At this time, Baihuadian disappeared in an instant.
Luo Qingchen looked around blankly, it was dark.He couldn't see the direction, couldn't find the way out.He was trapped in this boundless darkness, just like the black room he woke up in.The boundless fear slowly soaked into the deepest and most vulnerable place in his heart.He was so frightened that he couldn't help shaking. "Wake up! Wake up!" Luo Qingchen kept patting her head, "Wake up!"
"Qingchen... Luo Qingchen..." A voice seemed to come from far away, soft and deep.
It's Leng Xiaohan!
"Brother, wake me up..." He wanted to shout out.But no sound came out of his throat.
There was a fishy heat in his chest, stuffing his heart.Luo Qingchen pressed his heart hard, and the fishy heat in his heart rolled towards his throat.
The darkness in the past surged up one scene after another, and lived in front of Luo Qingchen's eyes over and over again.
The bean sprouts falling off the cliff, the fear in the dark room, the pain of whipping, Hua Ning's piercing gaze, the palace guard who died for him, the scarlet blood pill... The ferocious past is like a ferocious beast tearing at his body Heart, making him powerless to resist, unable to hide.
"Don't! Don't let me watch it again! Don't watch it again!" Luo Qingchen exclaimed hoarsely in the dark memory of this scene. "Save me! Who will save me! I don't want to watch it anymore! Don't!"
"Qingchen! Don't be afraid!" Leng Xiaohan's voice whispered in his ear.
Leng Xiaohan's deep and magnetic voice was like a reassurance pill, slowly calming down Luo Qingchen's almost collapsed heart.
"Think about it, why are you here! Think about it! Think about it!" Luo Qingchen pressed his head, "Think about it!"
He could feel Leng Xiaohan by his side, but he just couldn't wake up from this dream.
Leng Xiaohan, yes.It was Leng Xiaohan, he was always by his side, it was Leng Xiaohan who was always helping him, helping him without reservation.For him, Leng Xiaohan didn't know how many injuries he suffered, how much criticism he received from others, and how much pressure he endured.Leng Xiaohan pampered him, protected him, and prevented him from being hurt in the slightest.He likes Leng Xiaohan and relies on Leng Xiaohan.He doesn't know what to do without him.
"Brother... Where am I now..." Luo Qingchen hugged his face, he didn't know how he would wake up.He remembered the illusion from before.Leng Xiaohan took the opportunity to kiss him.
"Illusion..."
He finally knew why he was here and why he forgot.
When the old man raised his hand, Luo Qingchen smelled something.It was a scent of flowers, a rich and deep scent, it was not the scent he had encountered in the Palace of Flowers.Luo Qingchen didn't know what kind of aroma it was.
Suddenly, Leng Xiaohan's call came again: "Qingchen! Qingchen!" The voice was urgent and flustered, and Luo Qingchen knew that it was Leng Xiaohan's voice.He wanted to respond to him, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't make a sound.
"Brother...Brother..." Luo Qingchen felt that even during the years when he was imprisoned by Hua Ningmei, he was never as helpless as he is now, nor was he so eager for someone to help him, "Brother! Brother !"
Suddenly, there was a flute sound, Luo Qingchen straightened up, knelt there, quietly listening to the melody of "A Laugh from the Cang Hai" played by the jade flute.
It was a voice that pierced the soul, passionate yet desolate, tactful and melodious, illusory, ethereal and desolate, Luo Qingchen listened to Leng Xiaohan's sad but warming voice in his heart.The sound was like a light lit in the dark, and like a bonfire lit in the cold winter, a bright and warm feeling flooded into my heart all of a sudden.
"Brother!" Luo Qingchen yelled loudly this time.
"Qingchen!" A strong embrace hugged him tightly.
A warmth on the lips sealed Luo Qingchen's cry again.Those soft and intoxicating lips were like crisp wine, making Luo Qingchen's heart fire up again.The heart fire directed at every nerve in the body, allowing him to experience the real feeling. "This is real, this is real..." His body suddenly felt solid.Luo Qingchen opened his eyes and saw Leng Xiaohan's feather-like eyelashes.In a trance, Luo Qingchen seemed to see another familiar shadow. "Brother..." he murmured.
"Qingchen...Qingchen...you are back...you are finally back!" Leng Xiaohan hugged Luo Qingchen tightly.
Luo Qingchen also hugged Leng Xiaohan tightly, "Yes brother, I'm back, I'm back..." He was excited and excited, and wanted to cry, but he couldn't shed a single tear from his eyes.
While Leng Xiaohan kept kissing Luo Qingchen, he said: "I thought... I thought I was going to lose you again..."
Luo Qingchen hugged Leng Xiaohan tightly, "No, no... Brother, thank you, thank you, without you, I don't know how I would get back." He responded to Leng Xiaohan's kiss , said softly with trembling lips.
Luo Qingchen who returned to reality suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of dependence, he wanted to rely on, and wanted someone to save him.For many years, he has been fantasizing, fantasizing that someone can come to rescue him, someone can come to let him rely on.So that person is here!Leng Xiaohan is the one who came to rescue him.In the ten years of struggling, what he wanted countless times, isn't it right in front of him at this moment?
Luo Qingchen looked up at Leng Xiaohan, tears were still on his face, "Brother...you...were you crying?"
Leng Xiaohan gently wiped the corners of his eyes, "No, I'm just a little excited."
Luo Qingchen smiled, and hugged Leng Xiaohan tightly. "I heard my brother's flute...it was my brother's flute, it was my brother's kiss that woke me up."
"I just tried..." Leng Xiaohan kissed Luo Qingchen lightly, "I was thinking about the song you played that day, thinking about the time we were together... I'm afraid that these things are just mine fantasy……"
Leng Xiaohan buried his head in Luo Qingchen's neck like a coquettish child, "You know what? I've been terrified these days, I never thought I'd be so at a loss these days. I can't believe any People, I also doubt everyone, I don't know what's wrong, I feel like I'm crazy. I even... even want to blow up the Palace of Bliss."
Leng Xiaohan's words made Luo Qingchen dazed for a long time.
He gently brushed Leng Xiaohan's hair, and said softly: "You know? In the dream, I may be the princess who was cursed by the curse, and you are the prince who awakened the princess with the kiss of true love. I Very happy, really happy…”
"Palace Master..." Leng Xiaohan chuckled lightly, "Palace Master of Fanhua Palace, my little devil, although I don't know what you are talking about, I know you must have been waiting for a long time... to make you sad in your dreams , I'm really scared...I'm afraid I can't protect you...I said I want to protect you..."
Seeing Leng Xiaohan so nervous about him made him feel like returning to the time when he was with Doumiao Feng'er more than ten years ago.
He held up Leng Xiaohan's face, and said softly: "Brother, why did this happen, why did you make me like you so much, I like you so much." He kissed Leng Xiaohan on the forehead, and said: " Brother, in the dream, I thought of many things. Although it may not have anything to do with this matter, but I remembered..." He hugged Leng Xiaohan tightly, as if he was afraid that he would run away.
"What do you remember?" Leng Xiaohan asked.
"Brother... Brother Feng'er..." Luo Qingchen let go of Leng Xiaohan, raised his head, looked at Leng Xiaohan and asked.
Leng Xiaohan froze, he didn't know whether it was surprise or fear, there was something indescribable in his eyes.After a while, he finally nodded numbly.
"You are really Brother Feng'er!" Luo Qingchen hugged Leng Xiaohan, "You are still alive...Brother Feng'er, it is really you. You are still alive! You are still alive..." Luo Qingchen held tight Hugging Leng Xiaohan tightly, weeping with joy.
"Xiaomei, I have suffered for you for so many years." Leng Xiaohan patted Luo Qingchen's head, "That day at the inn, when you sat next to me, I realized it was you. You know how excited I am, then For a few days, I was so excited that I could barely fall asleep! I'm so sorry for keeping you a secret for so long." Leng Xiaohan said, kissing Luo Qingchen lightly.
Luo Qingchen shook his head vigorously, "For so many years, so many years, over and over again. I dreamed of you, dreamed of bean sprouts. I couldn't save him, but you are still alive, it's great..."
Leng Xiaohan carefully wiped away the tears on Luo Qingchen's face, and gently kissed his tears. "It's my fault, it's not your fault...and it's great that you're still alive!"
Luo Qingchen hugged Leng Xiaohan, felt the temperature in his arms, felt his authenticity, he didn't want to lose this partner again, this partner who depended on each other more than ten years ago.
"Brother, back then... what did you experience after you escaped?" Luo Qingchen lay in Leng Xiaohan's arms.Asked carefully, "Can I talk to Qingchen?"
Leng Xiaohan was startled, his body shivered.He hugged Luo Qingchen tightly in his arms, "Everything is over, let's not talk about it, okay?"
Luo Qingchen remained silent, he didn't have to think about what Feng'er had gone through.Everything in those years was a nightmare, but with the reunion of the two, everything disappeared like a cloud of smoke.
After all, no matter what he experienced at that time, it was a nightmare like past.For Luo Qingchen, he didn't dare to think about it, and if he didn't think about it, he couldn't think about it; but for Leng Xiaohan, the past turned into a nightmare, and he was still tormenting him over and over again in the dream.
The two hugged, kissed, and talked like this, without knowing the time.The joy of a small parting, the sigh of a long absence, steamed from the bottom of his heart, turned into a kiss, into a hug, into an indescribable heart.
"Brother," Luo Qingchen said suddenly, "That Shang...Palace Master and my master..." Luo Qingchen frowned and thought for a while, "They may have really had something... It's just that Shang Palace Master put me Master has been abandoned..."
"What?" Leng Xiaohan asked.
Luo Qingchen told Leng Xiaohan everything he had experienced.
Leng Xiaohan listened to Luo Qingchen's story quietly, hugged him tightly, and kissed his forehead from time to time, until Luo Qingchen finished talking about his memory.
"I think it's necessary for us to visit Palace Master Shang again." Luo Qingchen said.
Leng Xiaohan nodded.
Luo Qingchen felt that the story between Shang Jinse and Hua Ningmei should not be as simple as they saw, nor as dirty as the legends said.In his view, everyone may have an indescribable past, but this past cannot be talked about, nor can it be talked about.
When they came to the gate of Luozhu Pavilion again, a woman carrying the message asked with her professional smirk, "What do you two need?"
Leng Xiaohan smiled, "Tell you guys in charge, Leng Xiaohan is asking to see you."
As soon as the woman heard this, she immediately faded her professional smirk, and corrected her complexion, "Young master, please follow me, my master is waiting for you!"
"Miao Zhang?" Luo Qingchen asked.
"It's Miss Miaoyinyin." Leng Xiaohan replied in a low voice.
Luo Qingchen did not expect that Miao Yinyin who came to pick them up last time was actually the head of Luozhu Pavilion.
"Don't look at her looking young, her seniority is higher than us. My master will call her senior sister..." Leng Xiaohan whispered to Luo Qingchen.
Luo Qingchen was a little surprised. "But she looks about the same age as you!"
"Maybe she has a high level of cultivation." Leng Xiaohan said, "Remember to call her aunt when you see her."
When I came to the Qianxing Pavilion where I met Shang Jinse last time, Miao Yinyin was sitting in it.She was somewhat surprised when she saw Luo Qingchen, "It's really surprising that the young master can wake up."
"It's so offending these days." Leng Xiaohan said.
Miao Yinyin smiled, "It's okay. This matter may happen to anyone, not to mention that Mr. Qingcheng is so important to Mr. Leng. But today the two of you came here together, but are you here to find my Palace Master?" Miao Yinyin asked.
"Exactly!" Leng Xiaohan replied.
"That's good." Miao Yinyin said, motioning to the woman behind her, and said: "I'll invite the palace master to come. You are here to take care of the two young masters." Saying that, she got up and left.
After Miao Yinyin left, Luo Qingchen always felt a strange feeling.
"Brother," Luo Qingchen asked Leng Xiaohan, "Tell me, Palace Master Shang and my master..."
Leng Xiaohan interrupted him, "No matter what happened to them in the past, it's just the past. What we need to see now is what Palace Master Shang thinks, and what relationship she has with you. Or, why does that person want you Seeing all this..."
Luo Qingchen couldn't answer why.He did feel this way, that person really wanted him to recall this memory, wanted him to know what he had been through.Moreover, this memory seems to hide the key secret of the whole thing.
"Also, Aunt Miao..." Luo Qingchen hesitated for a moment, "I always feel a little familiar."
"Familiar?" Leng Xiaohan glanced at Luo Qingchen, "I don't seem to have heard you say that before."
"I just thought she was like an elder before, but this time it's not like that, I always feel that she is familiar." Luo Qingchen said, "Maybe in that memory, or in the memory that I didn't think of, Aunt Miao once appeared..."
"Empress Baihua really lives up to her reputation," Shang Jinse's voice suddenly came from behind the screen, "She can wake up from the dream on her own."
Luo Qingchen was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect Shang Jinse to come so fast.However, Luo Qingchen thought about it, since this place is directly under the jurisdiction of the Palace of Bliss, there must be some secret magic weapon in the sect.After all, each fairy sect has their own magical artifacts that they don't pass on.
Luo Qingchen smiled lightly, and said modestly: "Palace Master Shang is too famous. Without brother's help, I think it would be difficult for me to wake up."
"Oh?" Shang Jinse leaned over the armrest of the chair with great interest. "Even if my master is under the illusion, he still can't wake up from the illusion on his own. Empress Baihua's accomplishments in illusion are really immeasurable."
"Thank you, Palace Master Shang, for your compliment. In fact, in my opinion, the so-called illusion is nothing more than disturbing the five senses to create hallucinations in the brain. If the source of the illusion can be disrupted by reshaping the five senses, or by letting the dreamer disturb the The fluctuation of spiritual power may be able to make people come out of the illusion."
Shang Jinse turned his body sideways, "That said, it seems to be the case. It really is Hua Ningmei's disciple. At such a young age, he already has such an understanding of illusion."
Luo Qingchen lowered his head and chuckled, "I'm just standing on the shoulders of giants. The so-called predecessors plant trees and future generations enjoy the shade. With you seniors paving the way for our juniors, if we don't work harder, wouldn't we be disappointed? The painstaking efforts of the seniors?"
Luo Qingchen's words caused Leng Xiaohan to secretly give him a thumbs up.Luo Qingchen raised his chin, and then said: "This time we came to find Palace Master Shang, mainly because I encountered some things in the illusion, and wanted to discuss with Palace Master Shang."
Shang Jinse straightened her body, as if she was waiting for Luo Qingchen's words, "It's okay to say anything."
"Palace Master Shang," Luo Qingchen said, "Before I fell into a coma, I smelled a scent of flowers. This scent is definitely not from our Flower Palace. According to your understanding of illusion, do you know what it is? "
"Flower fragrance?" Shang Jinse thought for a while, "If it's not the fragrance of your Flower Palace, could it be the people from Wanfenggu?"
"Wanfenggu?" Leng Xiaohan had some doubts, "As far as I know, Wanfenggu doesn't seem to be good at using illusion."
"Besides, why would they attack me?" Luo Qingchen asked.
Shang Jinse shook his head, "I just have this suspicion. As for the strange fragrance, Wanfenggu is the same flower fragrance as Fanhua Palace, but it seems to be more tangy and vulgar than the flower fragrance of Fanhua Palace." Shang Jinse said, He lowered his head and seemed to be caught in a memory, "In the past, your master used to laugh at the owner of Wanfenggu who always had a gaudy powder on his body."
As Shang Jinse said, he couldn't help but smiled softly. This smile was like the sweetness in memory, but it also carried the bitterness of loss.
Luo Qingchen asked again: "It's just that I have nothing to do with Wanfenggu, and they don't seem to know my identity, so why do they want to attack me?"
Shang Jinse shook his head, "I don't know why I shot you. This is indeed a bit strange."
In Wanfenggu, Luo Qingchen frowned and muttered.He thought that his identity should not have been exposed.In the eyes of outsiders, he is just a pet.As a prominent family of the Immortal Clan, they couldn't, and shouldn't, take action against a servant.Even if his identity is recognized, it is even more impossible for them to just let him fall into a hallucination.
The whole incident was more and more beyond Luo Qingchen's expectation.He thought a lot about the strange birds in the forest, the ghost birds in Zhuqiao Village, the mysterious person who let them out, and the lost body of Hua Ningmei.Everything, everyone, is shrouded in a veil.
"I shouldn't be here..." Luo Qingchen thought of that strange man and the rotten smell on his body. "Is he Hua Ningmei?"
"Palace Master Shang, I have another question." Luo Qingchen got straight to the point, "I can ask you, what happened between you and my master back then?"
Shang Jinse sat there stiffly, keeping her body still, "What do you mean by that?"
"In the dream, I remembered some things from the past." Luo Qingchen said, "Master regards me as you, but he is full of resentment towards you, and..." Luo Qingchen didn't know what to say, he didn't want to Determine what is the relationship between Shang Jinse and Hua Ningmei.
Shang Jinse staggered, walked out from behind the screen, and walked up to Luo Qingchen.She gently stroked Luo Qingchen's temples, "Looking at your face reminds me of myself when I was young. It's really similar. It's just that since I ruined my appearance a long time ago, I haven't People remember what I look like..."
Luo Qingchen looked at Shang Jinse blankly, for a moment, he felt that Shang Jinse was his mother.But Shang Jinse also clearly denied it.Looking at Shang Jinse's expression, Luo Qingchen felt somewhat lost.
"Sometimes, I wish you were my child..." Shang Jinse's hands trembled, "It's a pity..."
"Palace Master..." Luo Qingchen didn't know what to say.
Shang Jinse lowered his head and smiled wryly, "Looking at your face, I seem to understand a lot...Your master...you should really blame me..." Shang Jinse said, "At the beginning, I betrayed him ...I am sorry for him. I know that it is my fault that he became like this..." Shang Jinse suddenly covered his face and wept.
Luo Qingchen and Leng Xiaohan looked at each other, not knowing what to say to persuade her.
Shang Jinse choked with sobs and said, "I was not imprisoned in the forbidden room by the master back then, but myself. I have no face to face Ningmei..."
"So, Master fell into the devil's way because of this?" Luo Qingchen seemed to have figured everything out.
"I don't know..." Shang Jinse's voice was a little heavy, "I don't know why he did this."
Looking at Shang Jinse's appearance, Luo Qingchen was a little dumbfounded.He helped Shang Jinse sit down, and Shang Jinse's cold smile made Luo Qingchen feel desolate.
"Back then, I met Ningmei Yinqin. He was so gentle and kind..." Shang Jinse said softly, "I want to be with him, but he is always a little shy, but he dare not go any further. Xian Among the gates, he was the only one who became a Nascent Soul. I thought that maybe I wasn’t good enough for him... So I made an agreement with him that ten years later, when I gave birth to a Nascent Soul and left the customs, I would definitely be able to become a worthy one. Deserve his woman."
Shang Jinse's lips trembled slightly, as if he was suppressing his heart, "Ten years later, I successfully left the customs. When I went to Fanhua Palace to find him, I found that he had become like this. I was very scared, so I went crazy I fled from his side in the same way. That day, I drank a lot of wine and met a man who was very similar to him. I treated him as Ning Mei and told him a lot about us. Later..."
"It's very similar..." Leng Xiaohan squeezed his chin, pondering: "Does Palace Master Shang know who he is?"
"No..." Shang Jinse shook his head, "I don't know who he is. It's just that this matter has something to do with the lost pill?"
Luo Qingchen replied truthfully, "I suspect that my master was resurrected by someone using the technique of ghosts..."
"Your master... is he alive?" Shang Jinse was terrified, she stood up, rushed to Luo Qingchen, squeezed his shoulder hard, and asked loudly, "You...you met him ?”
Luo Qingchen was frightened by Shang Jinse's sudden movement, he looked at Shang Jinse in astonishment.
When Luo Qingchen said this, even Leng Xiaohan was startled. "Qingcheng, how do you say that?"
Luo Qingchen was dazed for a while, and finally said: "Do you still remember the person we met in the hut?" Seeing Leng Xiaohan nodding, Luo Qingchen turned to Shang Jinse and continued: "We met a person who once Saved us. He knows me, knows me...knows my real name...and, he smells like a corpse..."
"A ghost way?" Shang Jinse said in a deep voice.The terrified expression on her face made Luo Qingchen a little frightened.
"Once you enter the ghost realm... you will be lost forever..." Shang Jinse's voice seemed to freeze.
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Guess if Hua Ningmei will appear again later?Or just live in the legend?