Do not lie to me

Chapter 138

When Shang Xuechen entered the ward, Jiajia's parents all turned to look at him.He couldn't help but stopped in guilt.At that time, Jiajia's mother came to see him, and it was Jiajia's father who drove her here.Probably knowing his background, he thought it would be dangerous for Jiajia's mother to come alone.

In fact, Jiajia's mother didn't say anything bad to herself back then.It's just asking him to think for Jiajia and let her go for Jiajia's future.Shang Xuechen felt that he could understand, who in an ordinary family would want his precious daughter to be put on someone with his background.

Shang Xuechen listened to Jiajia's mother's earnest words without saying a word, and finally nodded after she finished speaking, expressing that he would break up with Jiajia.When they left, Shang Xuechen looked up at the direction they were driving away.It turns out that ordinary families are like this. The behavior of those so-called parents who worry about their children is like this. They are not very friendly. They are eager to carry the selfishness of their parents, but they really want their children to be safe and sound.

It was the first time since Shang Xuechen was born that he felt sad. He wasn't sad when his mother left, nor was he sad when his brother left.He has seen this kind of farewell without saying goodbye a lot, after all, the uncle and the people under his father often change faces.Only uncle and his father stayed with him the longest.

Uncle taught him a lot and urged him to go to school.It's just that the more he learns, the more he realizes how marginal his life is.The three people who lived together, father, uncle, and him, lived very marginally.He had seen enough of the endless quarrels between his uncle and his father, and he became more and more envious of other people's ordinary families.When Jiajia appeared, he found that Jiajia was different from himself.

There are too many differences. Jiajia's simplicity and sincerity are due to the innocence only available under the wings of her parents.Unlike his mother, brave and persistent.Shang Xuechen knew that he was not attracted to her, but he was indeed attracted by her, by the fragrance of an ordinary family on her body.At that time, he thought that if a girl like Jiajia was not like himself, like his father and uncle, and even less like his mother, maybe, maybe, with such a girl, they could build a very ordinary home .Then he will become an ordinary man.

It's just that Jia Jia's persistence surpassed his imagination, and he questioned and forced him to explain clearly.Then he cried and asked if he had never loved her at all.Shang Xuechen couldn't answer. Although he promised Jiajia's parents to break up, he didn't want to use too cruel a way.Then, in order to prove it, Jiajia wanted to see him become angry and cheat openly.Coincidentally, I ran into the rumors spread by Qi Liang again.At that time, his uncle's madness became more and more uncontrollable, and Shang Xuechen felt that he was overwhelmed by life. He couldn't handle this kind of chaos, so he had to choose to escape in the end.Hide at home and don't go anywhere.

Jiajia's mother glanced at Shang Xuechen who was stunned by the door, and grabbed Jiajia's father's arm.Jiajia's father patted the back of her hand reassuringly.Shang Xuechen was attracted by their actions from the corner of his eye, and finally recovered from his emotions.He thought of Ji Shuping.Sometimes, Ji Shuping would pat the back of his hand, stroke his head, and tell him to relax and not be nervous.

Now that Ji Shuping is not here, Shang Xuechen said to himself, relax and don't be nervous.Then she raised her head and put on a frivolous smile and walked in front of Jiajia's parents, "Uncle, Auntie. I'm just worried about Jiajia's condition and come to see."

Jiajia's father pointed to the chair, "Thank you for your help last night. Come and sit."

Shang Xuechen felt that his face was a little stiff, but he still pulled the chair a little impolitely, and the chair legs made a series of harsh noises across the ground.When his butt touched the chair, Shang Xuechen hunched his back and slumped his shoulders and crossed his legs again, his sloppy look was vividly reflected.

Jiajia's father glanced at him, "Thank you for bringing Jiajia to the hospital last night. The doctor said that Jiajia's condition was urgent."

Shang Xuechen smiled, "It's a coincidence, isn't it. A friend of mine had an accident last night, and I went to the police station to get someone. Who knew that Jia Jia also came to get someone. What a coincidence, we each got The people were locked in as a pair. Jiajia probably got angry because of this." As soon as he finished speaking, Jiajia's parents looked obviously unhappy.Shang Xuechen took a peek at Jiajia, but luckily Jiajia's mood was stable but her face was pale.He didn't mean to make Jiajia's parents feel uncomfortable when he said that, he just paved the way for Brother Zhou's appearance later, and he had to remind Jiajia's parents that Jiajia's husband is not a good person.

Shang Xuechen breathed a sigh of relief, and continued, "Oh, and I don't dare to take credit for the sending to the hospital. There was a reporter there last night to find news. Seeing Jiajia fainted, I froze with fright. It was the kind reporter who reacted quickly and called the police to help drive him to the hospital. It would be a good thing if the police didn’t arrest me. In fact, I didn’t want to get people. It’s just my friend who is on a tight budget recently. , She said she wanted to give me the diamond ring in her hand. I paid the previous payment, and I haven't got her ring yet. I'm going to ask for the ring. "

Hearing this, Jiajia's face obviously changed a lot.Although the words are not pleasant, but the harsher the words, the more vigilant they can be. Shang Xuechen only hopes that Jiajia can make up his mind to divorce.

There was silence in the ward for a while, and Jiajia's parents couldn't find anything to say to Shang Xuechen.However, although Shang Xuechen felt that this delicate atmosphere was uncomfortable, he had no intention of getting up and saying goodbye.It looked as if he was sitting here with a stern face and trying to make people feel uncomfortable.In fact, he was waiting, waiting for Brother Zhou to appear on the stage, so that he could complement him.

"Hello?"

Shang Xuechen raised his head when he heard the sound, Brother Zhou had already changed into clean clothes and came in, but he hadn't shaved, and he stayed on guard last night.Shang Xuechen heaved a sigh of relief when he saw Brother Zhou come in, and then saw the puzzled look on Jiajia's parents.Shang Xuechen simply pretended to be suddenly enlightened, and pointed at Brother Zhou, "Hey——, aren't you the reporter who acted bravely last night?"

Brother Zhou smiled a little embarrassedly, turned around to face Shang Xuechen, and used the angle so that others could not see clearly the mouth movements he made to Shang Xuechen.

Shang Xuechen watched Brother Zhou's mouth open and close towards him, and scratched the back of his neck uncomfortably, was he pretending too much?

Fortunately, Jiajia's parents didn't care about Shang Xuechen's exaggeration, and they stood up and held Brother Zhou's hand, "Thank you for sending someone to the hospital yesterday. I'm really sorry, you acted so bravely last night, we And drove people away."

"It's okay, it's okay." Brother Zhou scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, but glanced at the hospital bed from the corner of his eye, and couldn't help it, and asked the person who had been silent on the bed with concern, " You feel better?"

When Brother Zhou asked, Jiajia finally looked up and looked at them.However, his gaze passed over Brother Zhou, and he cast it straight on Shang Xuechen.Shang Xuechen was a little uncomfortable being looked at by her like this.I can't help but guess in my heart, does she still hate me?

"Mom and Dad, can you go out first? I want to have a chat with Xuechen alone."

Jiajia's parents showed some displeasure on their faces, and Brother Zhou also turned to look at Shang Xuechen.Jiajia's sudden proposal disrupted Shang Xuechen's original plan.He thought Jia Jia's parents would not agree.But who knew that Jiajia's father just sighed and pulled Jiajia's mother out of the ward.Brother Zhou glanced at Jiajia who was pale on the hospital bed, then turned to look at Shang Xuechen, and finally walked out with his head down.

Shang Xuechen looked back at Brother Zhou who was going out with his shoulders slumped, and he didn't know what to do for a moment.After the door was closed, there were only him and Jia Jia left in the ward.Shang Xuechen didn't expect such a situation, he was a little embarrassed, and really didn't know how to face Jiajia.

Ji Shuping has been guarding the door of the ward, watching Jia Jia's parents suddenly come out, he thought it was done.But then brother Zhou also left the ward and closed the door behind him.Ji Shuping frowned, stepped forward and grabbed Brother Zhou, "What's going on?"

"Jiajia said that he wants to talk to the monk alone."

"Let's talk alone?" Ji Shuping couldn't help but use his strength to grab Brother Zhou's arm.Brother Zhou gasped in pain from his pinching, "Hiss~" He pulled his arm out of Ji Shuping's hand, shook his arm twice, looked at the person in front of him, and suddenly had the feeling that he was also a fallen person in the end of the world, and reached out to pat him Ji Shuping's shoulder, "Don't be too nervous. Men, be generous. See what I said?"

Brother Zhou thought that Ji Shuping was jealous because of his stinginess.Ji Shuping was indeed nervous because he was worried about Shang Xuechen.He still remembered what Shang Xuechen's ex-girlfriend said aggressively to Shang Xuechen when they got married, and he was only worried about causing Shang Xuechen to fluctuate again.

Everyone went out, Shang Xuechen looked at the closed door and took a deep breath.He really owed Jiajia.It's okay, just take care of everything this time.It's okay, I can handle it myself.Shang Xuechen kept comforting himself in his heart.

"sit down."

The person behind spoke, and Shang Xuechen finally turned around, but he still dared not look at the person on the hospital bed with his head down.It's still the stool I sat on at the beginning.But before he took his seat, he heard Jiajia say, "Come and sit."

Shang Xuechen looked up at her, come and sit?Ke Jiajia's hospital bed does not have a chair.Her parents just sat on the opposite side of the hospital bed.Shang Xuechen was hesitating when he heard Jiajia say, "Come here. I won't eat you again, I just want you to come closer and say a few words. I just finished the operation, you are so far away, so far away. It’s hard for me to talk.”

It is true that Jiajia is a little weak when speaking.Shang Xuechen shuffled towards the bed, and finally sat on the bed carefully.Sitting so dryly was indeed a little awkward, he could only pretend to help tuck the quilt for Jiajia.Looking at the bewildered Shang Xuechen, Jiajia suddenly laughed out loud.

Shang Xuechen raised his head when he heard the laughter, looked at Jiajia and smiled, and he also laughed with embarrassment.

The laughter gradually stopped, and the smile lines on Jiajia's face gradually flattened, just like the ripples on the lake gradually drifting away, and the depth of the lake could not be seen without the ripples.Jiajia's pale face lost all her former vigor, like a lifeless porcelain doll.Shang Xuechen looked at her, not knowing what to do, he just helped her hands into the quilt, even the hands were as cold as porcelain.

"Xuechen, I blamed you wrongly."

Shang Xuechen raised his head in surprise, as if he didn't understand Jiajia's sudden apology, he asked hastily, "What?" He really didn't understand Jiajia's sentence.

"I blamed you. I didn't know it at the time, and I didn't know it later. I thought it was because of Qi Liang. It turned out that my parents had looked for you. After this trip to hell, I suddenly understood many things. It should be me I am so sorry."

Shang Xuechen hurriedly shook his head, "No. You didn't apologize to me. It was my fault. If I had faced it well and had the courage to take on the matter, it wouldn't have been such a mess back then."

Jiajia burst into tears, but Shang Xuechen rushed forward with both hands but did not dare to touch her. He just reached out and waited for the tip of her chin to catch the tears, and said anxiously, "Don't cry, don't cry. Your body is still Not good, it will leave the root of the disease."

Jiajia didn't care, "I'm afraid there will be some root cause. It will be difficult for me to have children in the future."

"Then you can't do that to yourself."

Jiajia looked at Shang Xuechen with teary eyes, "Why did I do that back then? I blamed all the faults on you. I blamed you for never really liking me or being in love with me. Childish way to provoke you. Why didn't you say it earlier, didn't you say that my parents forced you. "

Shang Xuechen wiped the tears off Jiajia's face with his hand, "There's nothing to say. Your parents are really thinking of you. Who knew you were so persistent. It's because I didn't treat you well back then."

"You, don't I know. Although there are many rumors about you in school, I know that you are actually very gentle. You treat me gently and accommodate everything. When I lost my temper, I never disputed with me. Later I After listening to Qi Liang's words again, I just thought it was because you didn't care about me, because you didn't really love me, and mistook your gentleness for you don't care."

Shang Xuechen wiped away the tears on Jiajia's face with the back of his hand, "Let's forget about the past. Who is not hot-headed in adolescence, impulsive and naive and stupid. Don't say you are wrong, and I won't say I am wrong." There was a mistake. Live the days to come."

"The future?" Jiajia smiled lightly, "Where is the future for me?"

"Why not?!" Shang Xuechen anxiously grabbed Jiajia's arm, Jiajia glanced at him, and he hurriedly let go.

"I know, that person is not a reporter. You all know him too. I met him a few times when I was with my husband. He is a nice guy who often enlightens me."

"Brother Zhou is very nice. You should be able to tell..." Shang Xuechen's voice gradually became lower, and he wasn't sure if it was appropriate for him to say what Brother Zhou wanted.

Jiajia was quite indifferent, "What can you tell? You can tell that he likes me? But Xuechen, I can't have children anymore, so why bother others?"

"Jiajia!" Shang Xuechen hurriedly called out to her, but he really had nothing to comfort her.

"Do you know how I met my husband? It was introduced. Do you know why I got engaged to him? My parents persuaded me. Because my husband is decent, has a house and a car, has a good job, and is good-looking. To be honest, everyone thinks he is a decent person. But look at it now, is what he did a decent thing? I always feel strange. I used to like someone myself, and I said he was good in every way, but my parents just didn’t believe it. , said that his family background is complicated, just like you and me. Seeing that I would not let go, I secretly went to you and asked you to let go. When I grew up, they introduced me to reliable people. In fact, I can’t say what I like I don't like my husband, but people around me say that you are old enough to get married. So I got married in a daze. But now, I have become like this, and I don't know what to do in the future. I even thought about it Let's make do with it."

"I can't deal with it!" Shang Xuechen yelled at Jia Jia, he was really anxious, "You don't need to deal with it. For a person like your husband, do you think he will be able to keep his own place in the future? No, besides, he still beats you." Yes. This kind of thing is one, there are two, there are three, endless. Jia Jia, although you were persistent before, you were also a brave girl."

"Brave?" Jiajia smiled sadly, "The word brave is so cruel to me now. What does it mean for me to be brave now? It means standing up and facing many rumors Gossip, depending on the winks of relatives, they sighed at their pity, and then said in a blink of an eye that there must be something wrong with me. Bravery is tormented by pain, which cannot be escaped, and has to stand up to resist. Now I am like this. Get up, after all, I am not a person who can stand up bravely, I am tortured by the suffering, I can’t get up, I just want to live the rest of the day. Because standing up is too painful.” Jiajia stretched out her hand and touched her stomach , "Besides, I don't have the confidence to stand up anymore."

Shang Xuechen lowered his head, he had nothing to say, because Jiajia was indeed right.It is so difficult to stand up in front of others with pitiful and sympathetic eyes.The sympathy of modern people seems to be a little cheap. When talking about it, they have a sense of justice than anyone else, but when they turn their faces, they are more forceful than anyone else to dissect other people's scars.Although she sympathizes with Jiajia's experience, all she thinks about is Ji Shuping.

So how did Ji Shuping endure it?Being kidnapped by his father's plan, and being ignored by his mother set the ending of tearing up the ticket.How did he bravely endure it?

Shang Xuechen scratched his index finger hard with his thumb, and looked up at Jiajia, "Jiajia, Brother Zhou likes you. He doesn't mind your physical problems. He just likes you very much." Jiajia looked up in a daze Looking at Shang Xuechen intently, Shang Xuechen raised his hand and took the tissue from the bedside, and wiped away the tears on Jiajia's face bit by bit.

"I'm telling you, it's not to make you and Brother Zhou a pair. I'm telling you, it's to let you know that in the future, it doesn't have to be Brother Zhou, and maybe other people will like you. I believe there will still be people I like you, you are kind and generous, aren’t you? There will also be people like Brother Zhou who don’t mind your body. I tell you this to let you know that you have a choice before you reach a dead end. Give yourself a chance. A chance to start over and live well."

Jiajia looked at him and repeated Shang Xuechen's words in her mouth, "Give yourself a chance?"

Shang Xuechen helped her wipe away the tears on her face, and nodded gravitationally at her, "Yes. Give yourself a chance."

Jiajia bowed her head thoughtfully.Shang Xuechen got up and walked out the door, he wanted to see Ji Shuping.When I walked to the door, I heard a sentence behind me, "Xuechen, thank you. You have really changed a lot. Also, thank your friend for me, thank him for sending me to the hospital."

Shang Xuechen lowered his head and smiled, then looked back at Jiajia on the hospital bed, "I will thank you for you, don't cry anymore, it's not good for your health."

Jiajia smiled and nodded, and Shang Xuechen opened the door of the ward with confidence.Jiajia's parents, who had been waiting at the door, rushed in as soon as the door opened.Brother Zhou also wanted to follow in, but he didn't have a suitable identity to go in.Shang Xuechen looked at Brother Zhou who was hesitating at the door of the ward, and patted him on the shoulder, "The next step is to see if you can impress Jiajia's heart."

Ji Shuping quickly came up and dragged Shang Xuechen away, dragged him to look left and right, and asked, "How are you doing?"

Shang Xuechen smiled and saw Ji Shuping getting angry for him. He usually looks handsome, but now he looks like Brother Zhou with an embarrassing expression when he is anxious?He thought so in his heart, but he didn't say it out of his mouth. He just smiled and shook his head to comfort the anxious person in front of him, "I'm fine."