Do not lie to me

Chapter 150

When Ji Shuping returned to his house from the company, he stood at the entrance and looked into the living room.In an empty room, even if he only took a small step, the echo in the room made him feel that it was a reminder that he hadn't seen such a person for a long time.

He just stood there motionless at the porch, because he was afraid that the house would be too spacious, that the footsteps would be too heavy, and that the atmosphere of being alone would be too prominent. He was no longer used to being alone.But even if he stood in the porch from now until tomorrow morning, he would still be alone.

Ji Shuping reluctantly walked into the living room, the connected living room and kitchen could hear the echo of his footsteps, Ji Shuping didn't think there was anything wrong with a too big house before, but now he feels that too big a house is really bad, he misses it a little Shang Xuechen chattered beside him.

When passing by the sofa, Ji Shuping paused, looked at the fish tank on the coffee table, then smiled, walked over and squatted down / imitated Shang Xuechen's usual movement of playing the fish tank, which made the two fish in the tank flustered Swim up.Ji Shuping looked at the fish tank and laughed, "Fortunately, you are still there." After speaking, he twisted some fish food and sprinkled it into the tank, and saw the two fish sucking the food with their lips raised, "I don't know if he eats it." Is there any?"

The fish in the fish tank never know how to be full, they only know how to eat when there is food, Ji Shuping eats as much fish in the fish tank as he can, and when he came back to his senses, he saw the swollen belly of two fish, which reminded him again Shang Xuechen.I want to lift up his clothes to reveal his white belly, and think of the way his belly rises and falls when he breathes.Ji Shuping smiled, and this smile reminded Shang Xuechen that he was always like a stranger. Lazily lying down on the sofa, he opened his clothes to reveal his swollen belly, patted his hands and said to Ji Shuping with a proud smile, "You have abs, so do I. Look at me This whole piece of abs is no smaller than yours."

Thinking of this, Ji Shuping laughed out loud. He would never laugh at Shang Xuechen's "abdominal muscles". He never said that. Ji Shuping just glanced at his exposed belly, and only when he was in the mood occasionally. He jumped up and threw himself on the sofa, grabbed Shang Xuechen and said that he would give him a good exercise.Ji Shuping was brought back to his senses by the echo of his own laughter, he just finished laughing, the corners of his mouth curled down, but the echo of his laughter in the house was delayed and entered his ears.

Ji Shuping sighed, continued to look at the fish in the aquarium, and then reached out to tap it, saying, "Idiot." He was not talking about the fish, but himself.He felt that the first floor was too spacious, and he really didn't want to stay longer, so he got up and went to the second floor. He didn't dare to step on too hard when going up the stairs. He was really afraid, afraid of the emptiness of the house.

Ji Shuping went upstairs lightly, pulling on his tie and thinking, he should take a shower and go to bed early today.In the past, when a person came back late at night, he didn’t feel tired, but now he felt tired after staying in the company for an extra hour. He thought that people are different when they have concerns, especially after they become a habit, even if the surrounding environment remains the same , and still feel lost.

He is like this now, when Shang Xuechen is around, he feels brisk in the clouds, and when he is gone, he feels heavy on the ground.Ji Shuping couldn't walk lightly anymore, he felt that he had fallen to the ground, how could he get up lightly, and the footsteps became heavier.

"Boom."

Ji Shuping stopped walking when he heard a loud noise.

"Ji Shuping! Ji Shuping!" It was Shang Xuechen who opened the door heavily and came in, "Shuping! Where are you?"

Ji Shuping was pleasantly surprised, he never thought that Shang Xuechen would come to him first.There was a smile on his face again, and his body became lighter in an instant. He turned around and was about to go downstairs, but just as he was about to go down the steps with one foot, Ji Shuping stopped. This time, he was not prepared to see Shang Xuechen again. Prepare, after all, I pushed him so hard at that time.

His body was only half lighter, because Ji Shuping's heart sank.Ji Shuping hasn't figured out how to face Shang Xuechen yet.Everyone froze at the stairs on the second floor.

"Ji Shuping! Ji Shuping!"

Ji Shuping heard Shang Xuechen's voice getting closer, coming from the entrance to the living room.Ji Shuping turned his head and glanced at the corridor, and had no other choice but to step up and hide in the room.

Shang Xuechen couldn't wait to call Ji Shuping's name from the moment he entered the door, but no one responded.He clearly saw Ji Shuping's leather shoes at the door.Shang Xuechen was too impatient, he didn't even change his shoes when he entered the door, he just yelled for someone to go to the living room, but he didn't hear an answer even after he yelled a few times.Shang Xuechen was a little puzzled, he saw Ji Shuping's shoes at the door, could it be that he is still angry with me?

"Tom tom tom."

Shang Xuechen looked up to the second floor, he just heard the sound of heavy footsteps stepping on the carpet.

Ji Shuping escaped?Does he not want to see himself?

Shang Xuechen froze in place, listening to the footsteps disappearing all the way through the corridor on the second floor.

do not care!Shang Xuechen clenched his teeth, he didn't want to care about anything now, he just wanted to see Ji Shuping, and ran upstairs.When he reached the second floor, he still yelled Ji Shuping's name and went straight to the room at the end of the corridor.

Shang Xuechen grabbed the doorknob, took a deep breath, opened the door, and shouted, "Shuping, I have something to say..." He didn't finish speaking, and when he opened the door, he saw the There was an ups and downs of the quilt, and the bed curtain swayed twice.

The lights in the room were not turned on, Shang Xuechen stood at the door of the room and looked at a small hill rising from the bed.Shang Xuechen smiled and entered the room.When he walked to the bed, he saw Ji Shuping lying flat with his face covered by a quilt with only the top of his head exposed.

"Shuping, listen to me." Shang Xuechen took two steps forward, thinking of pulling Ji Shuping's quilt off the bed, and explaining it to him.Before he sat down by the bed, Shang Xuechen saw Ji Shuping's unsupported shoulders, and he didn't even have time to take off his suit.

Shang Xuechen thought that Ji Shuping was hiding from him, so he stood by the bed for a while, looked at the end of the bed, and smiled badly, anyway, he had no intention of leaving easily today.Shang Xuechen stepped on the heel of his right foot with his left foot, easily stepped off a shoe, and walked towards the end of the bed, the shoe on his left foot was thrown far away with a flick of his foot.

Walking to the end of the bed and kneeling on the stool at the end of the bed, Shang Xuechen squinted at the person on the bed who was still motionless, lifted the quilt and slipped into the quilt from the end of the bed.

In fact, Ji Shuping didn't know what to do when Shang Xuechen entered the room, and none of the precise planning in the past could be used at this moment.He just felt a little sorry for Shang Xuechen, at one moment he was afraid that Shang Xuechen would not want to see him, and at another moment he felt that he was ashamed to see him.In the end, there was only this one method that was not a solution, lying on the bed and covering his face in self-deception.

He was lying down with his eyes closed and his head covered. Hearing the sound of footsteps, Shang Xuechen seemed to be walking out of the room.Ji Shuping was about to open his eyes and pull back the quilt to confirm, when suddenly his waist loosened, and his pants were pulled off without warning.Ji Shuping frowned unexpectedly, and tightened his grip on the quilt. The person under the quilt bit him painfully, as if on purpose.

When he regained his strength, Ji Shuping opened his brows and panted deeply, pulled back the quilt to look inside, and saw his familiar Fa Xin squirming up and down.

Shang Xuechen raised his eyelids to look at him, but he didn't stop talking, and then slapped him hard, raised his eyes to confirm Ji Shuping's face was tightened because of him, and then lowered his head again to concentrate.Ji Shuping half propped up his body, and the expression on his face was all controlled by Shang Xuechen. If he wanted his body and mind to be light and light, he would be in the sky, and if he wanted to vent his anger and make himself frowned, he would be obedient on the ground.

Ji Shuping's hand just gripped the bed sheet in a calm and restrained manner, and he didn't allow himself to stretch out his hand faithfully to Shang Xuechen's head as usual.Shang Xuechen's movements stopped, he just lowered his head, and when Ji Shuping looked down again, he saw his restless hair curled up by the quilt again, and the prickly hair was pointing directly at Ji Shuping.

Shang Xuechen got up, lifted the entire quilt and pushed it to the floor, wiped the corner of Yingliang's mouth with the back of his hand, knelt on him and looked at Ji Shuping straight up, and asked him after wiping, "See if you still pretend to be asleep! "

Ji Shuping just looked at him without saying a word, not knowing why he missed him so much.Seeing that he was silent, Shang Xuechen thought he was fighting against him, so he clamped Ji Shuping's crotch with his knees, sat on his lap and rubbed him hard with his butt, his words were as rude as his actions, " say!"

Ji Shuping frowned at his actions, but still just looked at him and didn't speak.Shang Xuechen's grievances are already on his eyebrows, he is already like this, is he still unwilling to say a word to himself?

Shang Xuechen lowered his head and pursed his lips to unbutton Ji Shuping's shirt, from bottom to top, pushing Ji Shuping's shirt to the sides, leaning down to kiss him one by one, in the same order as he unbuttoned his shirt, from bottom to top.From the lower abdomen to the chest, then to the collarbone, to the neck, and finally to the chin, he couldn't hear Ji Shuping's voice, and gradually lost confidence. When the kiss reached the chin, he said aggrievedly, "Don't do this, just talk. I know It is my fault."

Ji Shuping reached out to wrap his arms around his shoulders, letting him lean on his body, "I'm not angry with you, I'm just a little flattered. I'm a little confused, what day is today? It's not my birthday, nor your birthday. How could you..."

"What happened?" Shang Xuechen touched down his belly line with his hand, and then half propped up his body to look at Ji Shuping, "How can I be so generous?"

Ji Shuping looked down at him, "So what day is today?"

Shang Xuechen smiled and kissed him, "Today is not a special day, neither your birthday nor mine, it's just a very ordinary day, ordinary as usual, just an ordinary day when I miss you. "

Ji Shuping rolled over and pushed him past him, "You must be responsible for saying this!"

Shang Xuechen giggled twice, "Okay, you come, just let the horse come over." After laughing, he just lay down and looked at Ji Shuping, and reached out to touch his eyebrows.

Ji Shuping let him touch it, and when Shang Xuechen's hand touched his temple along the end of his eyebrows and then went down to caress his cheek, Ji Shuping grabbed his hand, but what he saw was a severed finger, Ji Shuping saw and looked again. Glancing at the person below her, without saying a word, she kissed his fingers all the way down to his palm.Shang Xuechen was ticklish and wanted to withdraw his hands with a smile, but Ji Shuping held him back and covered his face with his hand, "I'm sorry."

Shang Xuechen was a little confused by him, rubbed his cheek with his thumb, "Why did you forgive me, obviously I did something wrong. I should say I'm sorry."

Ji Shuping only looked at him and didn't say what he was apologizing for, touched his waist with his hands, pushed the clothes around his waist up, and waited for Shang Xuechen to show his entire belly before leaning over and kissing his belly Up, Shang Xuechen took a deep breath reflexively when his lips touched him, and his stomach sank down.Ji Shuping pressed his lips against his belly, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Shang Xuechen still didn't know how to lower his head to look, he only saw Ji Shuping's side face pressed against his stomach.Shang Xuechen smiled and stretched out his hand to touch Ji Shuping's hair, "Listen closely, what can you hear, can't you just hear my stomach gurgling, do you think there is still a child in my stomach?"

Ji Shuping closed his eyes and listened attentively, "It sounds like the waves of the day."

"what?"

"It's like the sound of us holding hands on the side of the road and looking at the sea that day."

Shang Xuechen understood what Ji Shuping said, just smiled and stroked his hair, after Ji Shuping listened for a while, Shang Xuechen bit his lips nervously, "Ji Shuping, do you really want to spend this life with me? ?”

"I never thought about it, but I made a decision from the very beginning." Ji Shuping looked up at him, "I have made this decision since the first time I met you."

Shang Xuechen pursed his lips, and brushed his fingers across his temples, "You know my spirit is just like that. I've lived a casual life for more than 20 years, and I'm not considered an honest and good person. I don't think I can change in the future. Become an upright and good person." Shang Xuechen's eyes darkened, "You also know that I am not well-born, I don't have a complete family, and I haven't been well-educated. I don't think I can take care of a father in the future. Identity, I don’t plan to have children in my life, I haven’t been taught well, and I can’t teach children well. Can you be sure of this? Do you want to spend the rest of your life with me, a mentally unstable person?”

Ji Shuping smiled, tilted his head and continued sticking to his belly, "I take it as what you want to say. Do you think a person like me can teach children well in the future? I'm not an upright gentleman either." Ji Shuping bowed his head and kissed Shang Shang On Xuechen's stomach, "You forgot, how did we meet?"

Shang Xuechen smiled and slapped Ji Shuping on the back, "You are really a big villain worthy of the name."

Ji Shuping felt that being slapped by Shang Xuechen didn't feel pain, but it was like scratching his itch, but it didn't stop when he scratched it. He stopped.Of course Shang Xuechen knew what Ji Shuping was thinking, he bent his legs without saying a word, and rubbed his calf against Ji Shuping's waist.

The person lying on the body is still lying down, but not resting with eyes closed.Ji Shuping reached out and untied Shang Xuechen's belt, and rubbed his lips against the exposed belly all the way down. When he met the cordon that blocked him from going down, he opened his mouth and bit it together to carry him down.

Shang Xuechen lay down and looked at Ji Shuping's slow manner, reached out to pat him on the back, Ji Shuping bit his trousers and looked up at him, Shang Xuechen pursed his mouth unwillingly, "When did you become so slow?"

Because of Shang Xuechen's complaint, Ji Shuping loosened the hem of his trousers with one mouthful, and directly pulled it down, "I'm in a hurry and I'm afraid you won't be able to take it."

Shang Xuechen twitched the corner of his mouth, "I'm already used to it."

Ji Shuping raised the corners of his mouth, still unhurried, and suddenly showed his usual gentlemanly demeanor when cutting steaks. He was upright and careful, and cut along the edge bit by bit towards the center. It is the same now, touching Shang Xuechen She pulled down the side of her leg little by little, and waited until the trousers were pulled up to her knees before she lowered her head and pressed a kiss on his knee.In the middle, on the edge, the hand continued to go down, and the kiss followed, the lips rubbed against the calf, and Shang Xuechen's blushing face showed impatience.

However, Ji Shuping was so focused that he didn't look up, so he didn't know how provocative Shang Xuechen's forbearance and shyness was.Ji Shuping still took off Shang Xuechen's trousers slowly, and when he finally grabbed Shang Xuechen's ankle, he straightened up, took off his trousers and lifted up one of Shang Xuechen's legs, then opened his eyes to take a closer look. What a wonderful expression on the face of the person who is wearing it.

Shang Xuechen was a little embarrassed by his staring, his eyes were dodged, and his hands were carelessly groping on the bed.He actually wanted to find a quilt to protect himself, but he couldn't even find a corner of the quilt after touching for a long time, and then he remembered that he had thrown the quilt to the ground a long time ago.

Shang Xuechen's hand was still groping randomly, but Ji Shuping's mouth bit his ankle premeditatedly.Shang Xuechen let out a low cry, Ji Shuping rubbed his lips against his ankle but didn't turn his face away, still grabbed his ankle and only glanced at him sideways, asking him, "Why, does it hurt?"

Actually, it didn't hurt, but he didn't expect Ji Shuping to do this.Shang Xuechen bit his lip, he knew that Ji Shuping didn't care whether he was in pain or not, "What's the use of asking this, don't you know what you said?" Ji Shuping still held his mouth tightly as he spoke , Shang Xuechen discussed with Ji Shuping with a blushing face, "Stop playing."

But Ji Shuping was not such a negotiable person, he didn't bite anymore, he just opened his mouth and licked the place he had just bitten.Shang Xuechen said that no one listened to him, and he couldn't dodge, so he just took the pillow and covered his face, thinking that what he didn't see would be pure.

Sometimes Ji Shuping likes to see him like this, usually he is used to seeing him with no skin and no face, but once in a while such a contrast is novel and useful to Ji Shuping.He didn't let go of Shang Xuechen's leg, he just put his leg on his shoulder, kissed and bit his calf all the way, and only bent down/body to kiss his thigh when the kiss reached his knee.

Shang Xuechen had a mole on his thigh, Shang Xuechen didn't care about it himself but Ji Shuping knew it, he often saw this mole.This time he greeted the mole at close range again, Ji Shuping smiled and stretched out his hand to make a circle on the mole with his index finger, which made Shang Xuechen who was hiding under the pillow flinch/ body slightly Xiao, Ji Shuping smiled in satisfaction, Shang Xuechen still wanted to save face and kept silent, pressing the pillow on his face.

Ji Shuping smiled and glanced at the person hiding under the pillow. He had a lot of ways to get Shang Xuechen to show up to discuss the terms of surrender with him.

Shang Xuechen groaned, and let go of his grip on the pillow, because Ji Shuping took the mole as a target, and opened his mouth to bite it with precision.Even Ji Shuping was surprised this time, he had never heard Shang Xuechen make such a sound, and was overjoyed for a moment, he got up and took away the pillow that was covering Shang Xuechen's face.

Shang Xuechen's shyness was seen, and he pushed Ji Shuping angrily, "If you do this again, I won't do it."

Ji Shuping pressed his shoulder to keep him from moving, "You hum again and I'll listen."

Shang Xuechen bit his lip and remained silent, not even cursing.

"You think I can't hear you like this?"

Shang Xuechen quickly reached out to block it, but it was too late, this time Ji Shuping bit the mole on his thigh even harder.Shang Xuechen hummed twice in pain, and Ji Shuping got up again and looked at him.Shang Xuechen pursed his lips and looked at a disadvantage, "Have you had enough fun, why don't you come?"

Only then did Ji Shuping smile and kiss his temples, Shang Xuechen took the opportunity to hug his neck tightly, lest Ji Shuping come up with some new tricks on a whim.Ji Shuping didn't intend to play any new things anymore, he just reached out and rubbed Shang Xuechen's butt twice before going straight to the point.

"Ugh." Shang Xuechen snorted heavily, this time it really hurt.When Ji Shuping started to move, he lost the energy to put his arms around Ji Shuping's neck and lie down.Ji Shuping thoughtfully took a pillow and put it on the back of his head, Shang Xuechen bit his lips tightly, and grabbed the corner of the pillow on his head with his backhand.

Sweat gradually flowed down with the movement of the body, some hung down the sideburns to the chin, some came out of the nose, and the saddest thing was that the sweat dripping from the bangs directly stung the eyes, making Shang Xuechen unable to open them.

Ji Shuping stopped suddenly, but Shang Xuechen didn't care, he only knew that he could take a few breaths.Ji Shuping just stopped and looked at the sweaty man.

Without turning on the light, Ji Shuping felt that he couldn't turn it on clearly, so he raised his hand to turn on the bedside lamp.Even with his eyes closed, Shang Xuechen still felt the sting of the light, and subconsciously closed his eyes even tighter.

Ji Shuping lowered his head to look carefully, regretting for a moment why he didn't know how to turn on the light to take a closer look.He looked at Shang Xuechen's clenched lips, loosened them between breaths, the corners of the wet and bright mouth were moistened with love, and the lips were bitten too deeply, a little red, showing a rose that was just stained with night dew color.

When Shang Xuechen got used to the glare of the light, he half-opened his eyes to look at the person on his body. He originally wanted to ask what's the matter, but he didn't ask because Ji Shuping was anxious to taste the fragrance of roses on his mouth.

Ji Shuping hadn't kissed so deeply like today for a long time. Shang Xuechen felt nostalgic and at the same time couldn't help it, so he could only tighten the corner of the pillow, and only uttered a sound or two when Ji Shuping made the root of his tongue hurt. Sobbing, at this moment Ji Shuping came to his senses and thoughtfully let him go.Ji Shuping looked deeply at the person in front of him, trying to see every expression on him, "I want to hear a word from you."

"What?" Shang Xuechen had long since lost the energy to think, so he could only ask directly.

"I want to hear something unique from you."

"Unique words?" Shang Xuechen took the time to think about it, "I love you?"

Ji Shuping lowered his head and buried his head on his neck, "This sentence alone is not enough."

"Not enough?" Shang Xuechen lay down and looked at the bed curtain above his head, and after thinking for a moment, he said, "I want you, Ji Shuping. From now on, I only want you in this world."

Shang Xuechen heard Ji Shuping's comforting laugh in his ear, that's what he wanted, just like he only had Shang Xuechen, he also only wanted Shang Xuechen to be only himself.Ji Shuping didn't raise his head, his hand followed Shang Xuechen's arm to touch the hand that was holding the corner of the pillow, pushed aside and interlocked his fingers.

Shang Xuechen lay down and looked at the bed curtain shaking violently above his head, this feeling seemed to be similar, it was the first time he had an illness in front of Ji Shuping, they only had the feeling of each other.Shang Xuechen had seen enough, and stopped looking at the top of his head from the side, because he felt a little dizzy from the shaking too much.Ji Shuping clasped his hands tightly, he couldn't grab other things, he could only tightly clasp the back of Ji Shuping's hands.He heard Ji Shuping bury his face in his neck and shout over and over again, "Xuechen, Xuechen, I only have you, Xuechen."

Shang Xuechen didn't have the strength to open his mouth to speak like him, so he could only respond by kissing Ji Shuping's ear.Then Ji Shuping pushed him even harder, causing him some pain, Shang Xuechen thought it was okay, he could bear it, as long as it was Ji Shuping, he could bear it.In the end, the hands of the two of them clasped even tighter.