Encounter is accidental love is inevitable

Chapter 10: First Love

After a night of tireless personal guidance by Jing Chen, Chen Moyan finally had his own understanding of a homosexual's emotions when he was filming the next day. This will also allow him to experience a little bit what it's like to be in love, even if he can't personally experience the state of mind of being gay, at least it won't make people look awkward.

Jing Chen took the script and pointed a line to Chen Moyan, "Look here, act it out."

The lines are very simple, Chen Moyan took a glance and memorized the lines.

After brewing some emotions, Chen Moyan raised her eyes and stared at Jing Chen, "Wang Chuan, I want to tell you that I am different from you."

Jing Chen crossed his hands, "Stop, no, can you stop staring at me with your talking eyes? You are going to confess to me. Your eyes should be confused, humble, cautious, and nervous, but What I see in your eyes is determination, as if you told me this fact, we are going to part ways."

"Isn't it? You had a girlfriend before, but you found out that I, Xishuang, fell in love with a man who was picked up by me, and this man was a straight man, and now I want to express my feelings to you, and you After knowing that I am gay, I will definitely shake my hands and leave!"

"Chen Moyan! Can you stop putting your straight man's attitude on Yun Hao? How do you know that Wang Chuan must be a straight straight man!"

"But... I think... I have a nervous element in it."

"Yes, what you said is correct... But, there is no love in your eyes for me, you don't love me, this is the key."

"But I don't love you." Chen Moyan stared at Jing Chen with big eyes, two long eyelashes flickering, and looked at Jing Chen seriously, and he was indeed telling the truth, he just didn't love him.

Jing Chen raised his hand and hit Chen Moyan on the head, "I know you don't love me! But Yunhao loves Wangchuan! When you are acting, you are Yunhao, and you should show your love for me. Do actors understand you when acting? Actor, actor!"

"But……"

"Well, let me tell you about my first love." Jing Chen put down the script in his hand, and was about to have a cliché.

Chen Moyan returned to the bed and leaned against the wall to tuck herself in the quilt, as if wanting to listen to a long story, "Let's talk."

"How long do you think the story I tell"

"Hey, don't you want to tell me about your first love?"

"Then why don't you hide in bed?"

"Ready to listen to the story."

"Forget it," leaning back on the sofa, he found that Chen Moyan was beautiful, but sometimes there was really something growing in his head.He said leisurely, "This is a very long story."

"Yes." Chen Moyan nodded.

"Don't make a sound." Jing Chen gracefully turned the wine glass in her hand, her posture was very exciting, she squinted her eyes at Chen Moyan, and said lightly, "My first love is a man...", and then bowed meaningfully The corners of his mouth pursed and he stared at Chen Moyan, and saw that the curious face just now had become stiff and frozen, and his chin had fallen on the back of the hand that was dragging it.Chen Moyan's brain is very confused, the flirtatious and handsome man in front of him is still smiling at him at this moment.Jing Chen, first love, man, no matter how stupid or second, he will understand what this means.He put down his body calmly and covered him with the quilt, "Jing Chen, I didn't hear anything just now."

"Pfft~" Jing Chen couldn't hold back and broke his kung fu, seeing the person who wrapped himself up tightly, really, hahahaha.

Chen Moyan turned around, revealing only her own two big eyes. She looked suspiciously at this senior brother, Mr. Jingchen, who was usually cold to death but subverted all his image at this moment and laughed absurdly.

"What is Jing Chen laughing at?" Then he glanced at the ground,

"If conditions permit, you will still laugh and fall to the ground"

Jing Chen wiped away his tears, sat on his own bed, and looked at Chen Moyan so dangerously, "Why, I have time to tease me, but I don't have time to be afraid, I just hid under the blanket in fear, why did I show my head again now?"

"I... I'm not afraid, I'm just, the amount of information you told me just now is too much, I need time to digest it, besides, Brother Chen, is it really okay for you to tell me about this matter, you are Brother Tianheyi Hey, you are a secret in the entertainment circle, right?"

"You will tell others"

"Of course not, why would you think so!" Chen Moyan looked at Jing Chen with wide eyes as if hearing some shocking anecdote.

"Then it's over, you won't say it, and I haven't told others, so what are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid...you understand." Chen Moyan laughed without saying anything.

"I understand everything! Well, no kidding, let's continue talking about my... first love."

"Don't, Brother Chen, forget it, what does your first love have to do with my acting?"

Jing Chen stretched out his left foot, supported the bed with both hands, and gave Chen Moyan a kick, "You are so dissatisfied, I sacrificed my secret to tell you about the relationship between homosexuals!"

"Brother Chen, you are really gay.

"Yes, why, you discriminate"

Chen Moyan sat up again, "No, no wonder you agreed when Director Mei said to change the script, so that's how it is."

Jing Chen leaned on the head of the bed and covered the quilt, "You are wrong, Mo Yan, even if I am not gay, I will still agree with this script, a good actor will not be judged because of the quality of a character or the setting of a character." If I decided to deny the whole script, this play is worthy of my acting. I think it is a good script, so I will act it. Do you understand me? Of course, I made the decision without thinking, and there is indeed such a reason for myself. , you and I do not hate, and I am the same.

"Why do you like men?"

“爱情,谁来给爱情定义,谁规定爱情只能存在男女之间人常说爱情不分国界,当然这也被大多数人认可了。年龄,这个说来就比较搞笑了,你说一个男人40岁找了一个20岁的小姑娘你会觉得可以接受,一个男人60岁了,仍然找了一个小姑娘,人们就不会接受,又或者一个20多岁的小伙子找了一个10多岁的小姑娘说要等她,这就跟容易引起争议,但是当他们都大10岁的时候,人们就普遍接受了,这是为什么这些否定与肯定,认可与排斥,只是人们一种固定思维在作怪,从小根深蒂固的一种教育方式,成长环境,还有思想的一种枷锁,控制着我们对爱情的认知。如果从小父母就告诉你,男人和男人之间是可以有唯美的爱情的,那么你长大看到这样的情況就不会吃惊,这就是国内与国外的差别之处,我们这种人在国外会活得比較自在,但是在国内或多或少的就会有一些担心与害怕。喜欢谁不喜欢谁,不是我们自己能控制的,我曾经催眠自己告诉自己要喜欢女人,但是很明显,我是同性恋,这是天生的注定的无法改变的,就算那把刀架在我的脖子上我依然喜欢男人,你说把一个浑身赤果的女人放在我的身下我会不会有反应,不会,所以跟我一起搭戏的女人不会有危险,但是你看我演的那些戏,我的眼神对他们是有爱的,这是演出来的但是也算是我对自我的一种认定,我把自己定位在望川的角色里,所以我是爱洛溪的,因为望川是爱洛溪的,你明白么。”

"Brother Chen, it's the first time you've said so many words to me."

"I'm just curious why you like men, it's amazing, did it hurt you?"

"I'm sorry, I'm going to sleep." Jing Chen turned off the bedroom lights, turned off the desk lamps, and completely isolated herself from Chen Moyan. This is a strange thing.

The instant darkness caught Chen Moyan by surprise, "Brother Chen, I'm sorry, I understand what you mean, I will think about it, don't be angry."

"I also have a secret, and I will tell you about it when the time is right. I have never been in love, I have never liked a woman, and I have never liked a man. I am going to be alone in this life. When I was young Acting, earning a lot of money, when I get old, I will raise a dog to spend my old age with me, if Brother Chen still remembers me, remember to come to see me, and bring your lover with you..." Chen Moyan said It was plain, but Jing Chen saw the tears falling from the corners of Chen Moyan's eyes through his desk lamp.