Chapter 212 It’s time to wake up from this dream
Chapter 212 It’s time to wake up from this dream
Although Lin Ting's complexion looked a little rosier than before, his mental state was getting worse and worse. He became even weaker and his whole body exuded a sense of fatigue.
Every time she woke up from a nightmare, she could feel her spirit collapsing bit by bit.
Today, she met herself again in her dream.
What was different from the past was that this encounter was less tense and the two did not engage in an argument. Instead, they chatted for a long time like old friends who had not seen each other for a long time.
The other Lin Ting sat beside her bed, exuding a coldness and sadness, making him difficult to approach and making people sad at first sight.
She said, “It’s time to wake up from this dream.”
Lin Ting's eyes were filled with confusion: "What dream? What does it mean?"
Isn't she dreaming now?
Then, another Lin Ting calmly asked a question: "Have you ever thought about why you haven't vomited blood when you saw Lu Tingxuan recently?"
Lin Ting shook her head subconsciously. She did find that during this period of time, when she was with Lu Tingxuan, the vomiting of blood had never happened again.
The other Lin Ting's tone was filled with deep helplessness: "Because it's a dream. Everything you've experienced these past few days is what your future life with Lu Tingxuan will be like."
"But I found that no matter how wonderful it was to be with him, I couldn't accept it." The other Lin Ting's fingers on the sheets began to tremble slightly.
If Lu Tingxuan had not taken away the locked notebook in which she kept records of Su Shibai, she would not have completely forgotten Su Shibai.
She would not transfer her affection for Su Shibai to Song Xingyan, causing her to suffer a crushing defeat and leave the world in an unclear manner.
If Lu Tingxuan had not hidden the key person who could save Su Shibai, Su Shibai would not have died alone.
Su Shibai has a meticulous and rigorous mind. As long as he is alive and given enough time, he will definitely try his best to help everyone resolve those complicated misunderstandings, just like in this life.
Then...the horrific tragedy in the previous life would not have happened.
Even Han Yan said that he admired Su Shibai.
Lin Ting's heart suddenly tightened, and he was shocked to realize that it seemed as if something had blinded his mind during this period of time. It was as if he had completely erased Su Shibai from his memory. The only person in his heart and eyes was Lu Tingxuan.
How could the real Lin Ting forget Su Shibai again...
At this moment, even if she just heard another Lin talk about Su Shibai, her heart felt like it was pierced by thousands of sharp needles at the same time. The unforgettable pain instantly spread throughout her body, making her body curl up involuntarily.
Lin Ting's nose felt sore, and he asked in a trembling voice: "Why did you create this dream..."
Whenever she touched upon the memory of Su Shibai, a severe pain like a violent storm would surge in her heart.
She had clearly experienced that kind of heart-wrenching pain, so why did she have to experience it again in this dream?
"Because my heart was truly shaken towards Lu Tingxuan, because I guessed that I was really pregnant." The other Lin Ting's eyes began to redden: "I want to deceive myself again. As long as I feel that life can go on, then I will pretend that nothing happened."
She was like being lost in a thorn bush, unable to find a way out.
Whether moving forward or backward, it is bound to be bloody.
Finally, all his blood was drained out and he was trapped to death in the formation.
So... as long as this dream can make her accept Lu Tingxuan again, she will accept her fate again.
But she failed, and she really didn't want to compromise herself to please Lu Tingxuan anymore.
Before, she didn't think about the shadow he had cast on her in her previous life, and hid all the humiliation she had suffered in the past.
Being afraid of him and terrified of him, in the end you will trap the true side of your soul.
As long as she indulges him and depends on him, she will have dignity and be respected.
That's why I fell in love with him later.
But she is a human being, a living person.
He controlled her and made her live in darkness, and wherever there was light, he destroyed it.
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