Extreme Love

Chapter 272 I lost

Lu Tingxuan clearly felt a chill running up his heart.

He lowered his head, as if asking Lin Ting, or perhaps asking himself, "If... I had given you that notebook from the beginning, wouldn't we have ended up in this impasse?"

Lin Ting closed his eyes and the answer was yes.

"Even if you had simply told me that Su Shibai had saved me, we wouldn't have reached this irreversible point." Her tears flowed uncontrollably. "I never thought that anything would happen between me and Su Shibai. I just... I just wanted to spend as much time with him as possible."

Lin Ting's lips trembled so badly that he couldn't even utter a complete sentence. He could only squeeze out a few words intermittently: "But I... I... missed him four times..."

Whenever she mentioned this number, she felt like she was tearing open a wound that had just scabbed over, and blood was gushing out.

The first time, an accident caused her to suffer a brain injury and she forgot him.

The second time, for Song Xingyan, he used all means to use him, hurt him, and pushed him away with his own hands.

The third time, fearing that I would bring disaster to him again, I chose to escape and deliberately kept a distance from him.

The fourth time, struggling between love and guilt, she finally gave up Su Shibai and chose Lu Tingxuan.

It was obvious that God had mercy on her and gave her a chance to start over. Even though she had forgotten Su Shibai, he still arranged for them to meet again.

It was obvious that God had favored her again and given her the opportunity to be reborn, but she still failed to seize it and ended up watching him go.

And the person who killed Su Shibai and brought her endless pain was Lu Tingxuan!

"Whenever I see you, I'll remember that I'm also one of the murderers." Tears blurred Lin Ting's vision, and she looked at Lu Tingxuan with confusion and helplessness in her eyes: "How can we be together..."

Her eyes were red, and all that came to her mind were the long and painful past three years.

"It took me three full years to break free from the darkness you gave me."

It's so devastating, so painful...

This is the thing that Lu Tingxuan has been most afraid of happening in both of his lives.

At that moment, he really couldn't see any hope. He didn't even dare to raise his head and look directly into Lin Ting's eyes.

He slowly, slowly leaned against the door with her.

The coldness from the door penetrated my clothes and penetrated my skin, chilling even my heart...

After a long, long time, Lu Tingxuan spoke. His voice was hoarse and filled with unspeakable sadness: "Whether you believe it or not, in this life, I hope Su Shibai can live more than anyone else."

He closed his eyes, as if trying hard to suppress the pain in his heart: "I know that once he dies, there will be no turning back between us. I am afraid that something bad will happen to him even in my dreams."

At this point, his voice almost choked: "I would rather watch you walk into the wedding hall than want him to die..."

When Lin Ting heard Lu Tingxuan say these words, her heart ached, so much so...it hurt so much that her lips lost their color.

She raised her hand and pressed her palm tightly against her heart.

He treated her so well that there was no flaw at all. How could she not be touched?

Even if her heart is made of stone, after such a long time, it will warm up.

She had wavered, but she had truly loved him.

But...but...

She is not only listening, she is also listening.

"I don't want to live that kind of dying struggle anymore. I won't be able to hold on." Lin Ting squatted down and hugged himself tightly with his arms: "Brother, I don't want to be your enemy. Please let me go, please help me..."

Lu Tingxuan's Adam's apple rolled slightly, as if he was trying hard to suppress the waves in his heart.

After a long while, he moved his thin lips, his voice hoarse and trembling: "Okay, I promise you."

Lin Ting raised his face, his eyes lit up instantly, and he asked in disbelief: "Really?"

"Well, I won't make things difficult for you." Lu Tingxuan leaned over slightly and slowly pulled her up from the ground.

After Lin Ting stood still, Lu Tingxuan rubbed her head as if she were a rare treasure, his eyes full of unbreakable tenderness and inseparable attachment.

"I lost."

Just as Lu Tingxuan reached out to turn the handle, a crisp knock came from the door panel.