Fenghua Zhengmao

Chapter 17

Chapter No.17

Coming out of the company, Fenglei panicked badly, raised his wrist and looked at his watch again, it was almost two hours later than usual.

Quickly got into the car and turned on the ignition, Feng Lei's face was stern, don't let anything happen.

Lin Hua knocked on the door twice before pushing the door open, and Yu Si inside the door hadn't had time to wake up from the haze of his lunch break when he saw him walking in with a tired face and a cold gloom on his body.

"Why so early? Didn't you say afternoon?" Yu Si got up and poured him a glass of warm water, then picked up the white coat on the hanger and put it on.

"It's already 03:30." Lin Hua looked around his consulting room, and finally stopped on a medical record placed in the center, "Besides, don't you think your current life is really too comfortable?"

Yu Si sat on the swivel chair and put on the glasses on the table again, "I wrote my doctoral dissertation last night until four o'clock in the morning. I just fell asleep and received a call from you. After I understand what you said, it's time to prepare for work. , Therefore, I sleep for a while now, which is not only responsible for myself, but also for the patient."

patient……

Lin Hua pointed at the table, the white color was comparable to the paper next to it.

"I'm having nightmares again."

"Huh?" Yu Si took out a fountain pen from his pocket on his left chest, and opened the case in front of him. On the first page, it was clearly written - Moderate Depression.

"Yesterday I saw Feng Sheng, but in my dream it was Feng Lei," Lin Hua picked up her cup and sipped it, "It's all blood, it's all..."

"Xiao Hua, listen, don't think so much," Yu Si instantly realized that his depression, which had been cured, was beginning to recur, "You know why you dreamed these things, think about it carefully, you just haven't discovered it yet. "

Lin Hua secretly took a deep breath, trying to recall every detail of the dream, and at the same time earnestly felt the changes in her heart, bit by bit, until everything returned to the bright red before the curtain ended like a movie.

"Huh—huh—" Lin Hua opened her eyes wide and took a deep breath, her hands on the table were already clenched into fists.

Yu Si looked at it for a moment, not letting go of any detail. When he saw his almost terrified pupils, he knew he wanted to understand.

"Actually, you can let yourself go. No one is wrong, so no one will blame you." Yu Si slowed down his voice, and Shen Rou's tone was inexplicably relaxing, "Living is not for whom, but for what. "

The voice fell, and the room became quiet.

At the end of this corridor, even the medical staff seldom pass by. It is too quiet for thinking, but it also makes people feel flustered.

"Boom, boom."

The knock on the door was sudden and clear.

Yu Si raised his eyebrows reflexively, while Lin Hua looked very calm. He looked at the door and then at him, asking him why he didn't let people in.

Yu Si smiled mysteriously, and asked in a high voice, "What's the matter?"

"It's me, Fenglei."

"—Crack!"

The water glass shattered at the sound, looking up, Lin Hua was standing stiffly, the water was dripping down between her white fingers, her pale lips were tightly pressed into lines.

"I have a consultation right now, let's talk about things." Yu Si calmly told the door, regardless of Lin Hua's reaction.

There was silence outside the door.

Lin Hua calmed down now, and slowly sat back in the chair, beating her hands to let the water drip down, but her face was still pale.

"Da-da-da-da-da-da-"

The footsteps gradually faded away, Feng Lei didn't say a word, and just left quietly.

Unconsciously holding her breath for too long, when she could no longer hear the footsteps, Linhua began to pant heavily, just like the way she recalled the dream just now.

"Everything about him, you lose yourself," Yu Si watched quietly, "or in other words, only about him, you are yourself."

Say it right.

The pace is getting slower and slower.

Feng Lei finally stopped, turned around and looked at the consulting room at the end with long eyes.

His father was fine, so Lin Hua was the only thing he cared about, and he was so flustered that he finally decided to come over and ask, but when he heard the sound of the water glass breaking, his heart suddenly settled down.

Fenglei turned around, forced himself to take a step forward, stepped out step by step, and slowly, smile lines overflowed from the corners of his mouth.

Finally home.

Finally home!

"Now you should understand it yourself."

Lin Hua ignored Yu Si's words, and took out a cigarette case from his coat pocket. Yu Si stopped talking, but finally got up helplessly, and opened the window to ventilate.

The cold wind blows in with the dry cold of late autumn, and the originally rising green smoke is instantly dispersed.

Yu Si tightened his white coat and leaned aside to avoid the cold wind blowing straight.

"Actually, you didn't realize it yourself. You are becoming more and more like Fenglei in some places."

Lin Hua heard the shaking of her hands, and glanced at him, completely bored.

Yu Si smiled, "Did you smoke before? Are you so repulsive now? Or is it always cold and gloomy like now?"

"Even you don't know how much you miss him."

Literally beats the heart.

Lin Hua listened quietly, listening to these words that were true but did not dare to admit, and then refuted herself, telling herself how wrong she was.

"I can't stop thinking about his father's attitude at the time. Although it has nothing to do with him, it's impossible for me to be with him as if nothing happened."

"Do you really have to wait for you to lose him before you can understand?" Yu Si asked him suddenly, the cold wind was blowing, and even his voice was much higher, "Why did you leave at that time? It was because of you that you dared to leave." It is very clear that he loves you, and he will wait for you. It is because you are sure of this that you dare to be unscrupulous, dare to wander outside for two years, and be a coward for two years!

"But you can't do this anymore. He also has a father. You should understand what it means after you have experienced it. When something happened to his father, what do you think is left between you?! Emotion? That's a fart Eight years of secret love, plus waiting for you for two years, ten years, ten years! How many decades are there between you? If you still don’t agree, your attitude is fine? Is it noble? You’re 28, not eighteen, if this continues, even if you are terminally ill and jump off a building, I won’t go to the funeral!”

The last sound is barely preserved at the broken limit.

Yu Si was choked by the wind and coughed until his face flushed. He poured himself a glass of water and poured most of it with his head raised.

Lin Hua kept looking up at him. To be honest, after all these years of acquaintance, it was the first time he saw Yu Si lose such a big temper.

"Look at what!"

Got yelled at.

Lin Hua looked away, pinched out the cigarette butt and looked at the broken glass on the ground, as if frozen, and did not speak for a long time.

After the smell of smoke dissipated, Yu Si closed the window with stiff hands, and looked at the person who was still sitting upright, preparing to pack up and leave work as if he didn't exist.

"Ace." The man finally spoke.

Yu Si was still worried that the effect would be too much, and his heart slowly fell to the ground, "Yes."

Lin Hua remained silent, reaching out to touch the cigarette again, but stopped when she saw its appearance clearly, Yu Si didn't urge him, and followed him in silence.

"Fenglei..." These two words are too long ago, "Fenglei said that during the year of the college entrance examination, he didn't go to college because of one incident, and after falling out with his family, he smoked, got into fights, and almost died in the end..."

"Ace, tell me, if it were me, would I be like him and say nothing."

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