Fenghua Zhengmao

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

After the morning class, Lin Hua took her things and walked to the office.

"Hey, Teacher Lin, someone in the office seems to be looking for you." A girl in the class told him with a blushing face and then ran away. Lin Hua thought about who it might be and accelerated her walking speed.

At the door, Fenglei was standing in the corridor looking at the scenery downstairs. From here, the field of vision was full of sprouting and flourishing plants. Students walked across the playground in groups of three and four. The vitality brought by the picture was reflected in this It looks even more dazzling under the sunlight of the season.

"Why don't you go in?" Lin Hua walked up to him, and patted his arm with the hand that wasn't holding anything.

Feng Lei froze for a moment before returning to his senses, smiled at him, and said, "I'll wait for you here."

Lin Hua laughed when she heard that, "I mean why don't you go in and wait." As he said that, he opened the door and entered the office.

Fenglei followed behind him, as if the ecstasy just now was just an illusion, he regained his original composure, looking at Linhua in the school, with a different light in his eyes.

"Sit here." Lin Hua gave him her chair, and she drank half a glass of water first, then leaned casually on the edge of the table, facing Feng Lei, "What was I thinking just now, so engrossed, let me come None found."

"Nothing." Feng Lei sat leisurely in the armchair, "Looking at them, I feel a little envious."

"They? College students?" Seeing him nodding, Lin Hua still couldn't believe it. "I remember that the class reunion still said that you got a master's degree in the United States and also studied for an MBA. What are they envious of?"

Feng Lei smiled and lowered his head, as if thinking of some bad memories, the corners of his mouth no longer raised from the side view, and even his brows frowned.

Only then did Lin Hua realize that she seemed to have said something she shouldn't have said, and was about to turn her mouth off when Feng Lei said in a deep voice:

"After high school, I didn't go to college."

The heart suddenly missed a beat, it didn't hurt, but it was uncomfortable.

Lin Hua had never heard his tone like this, it seemed like he was suppressing his anger, but at the end it made people feel sad, it was obviously cold, but also like burning ice, and this fire burned to his heart .

"Because of one incident, I fell out with my family and didn't report to school. For a whole year, I fought, smoked, drank, and in the end I almost lost my human form." Fenglei stated calmly, as if the incident happened in The emotions just now were completely gone from others, and when they said this, they raised their heads to look at Lin Hua and twitched the corners of their mouths.

"Later, I was really uncomfortable and couldn't bear it anymore. I wanted to die, but my dad found out and rescued me. Afterwards, he discussed with me and sent me abroad to relax. I couldn't stay any longer, so I went to the United States to study for a year. When I came back, I just read what you just said."

Lin Hua looked at him motionlessly, her mind went blank in surprise, what she heard just now was beyond his understanding of Feng Lei, he never thought that such a calm person would fight and give up going to school , or even commit suicide, and go to the United States to study, it will be because of this reason.

It's not hard to accept, but distressed.

Why?For what?

These questions are stuck in his throat, but he can't ask, and he won't ask. He would rather keep it blocked and suppressed, and he doesn't want to reveal the painful things again, and make the person in front of him suffer again.

The cold fire in Linhua's heart became more and more intense, and the pain began to torment him along with the pain. Seeing Fenglei looking at him quietly, he suddenly realized what he should say, but his throat was blocked, so he tried Several times, without even making a sound, Lin Hua suddenly put down the water glass and leaned over in a hurry.

A figure flashed in front of him, and in the next second, he was hugged into his arms.

Feng Lei trembled in shock, but when he felt the temperature of the person in front of him, he smiled softly.

"It's okay, it's all over, it's all over..."

Hearing him say it in a pleasant and gentle tone, which was obviously meaningless, calmed Feng Lei's heavy heart inexplicably.

Feng Lei slowly stretched out his hand, turned around and hugged the person in front of him, only felt that he froze for a moment, but did not hide.Fenglei put his head on his shoulder, as if absorbing strength, slowly exerted force on the arm that was hugging him back, and it took a while before he let go.

Lin Hua stood and leaned over to hug him, Feng Lei sat and embraced him, with his head buried in his shoulder, with a rare docile expression, the two of them maintained such a posture, and no one broke it.

Fenglei closed his eyes and listened to the faint heartbeat, maybe his tone just now was too painful, or those experiences hurt such a soft-hearted person, he expected comfort, but this hug should be It's because of the "like" factor.

Fenglei enjoys and immerses himself in this warmth, even though he knows that the original purpose of this is for comfort, he experiences it with emotion, only hoping that the time will be infinitely prolonged.

The anxious and distressed emotions slowly dissipated, and all that was left was blushing and heartbeat.

Lin Hua leaned over his face, and could clearly see the neat tail of hair on the nape of his neck, corresponding to his fair skin, with an inexplicable attraction, the temperature coming through a single shirt under his palm made him involuntarily associate it with the texture Evenly skinned.

Lin Hua closed his eyes, and moved his gaze to the green plants on the opposite table. Even so, he didn't want to leave. The strength in his waist told him that this was a two-way and responsive hug. Maybe, this was the only time. .

The time for the last class in the morning is over, which means that there is no more time to be alone, and this hug is also facing the end.

Lin Hua moved his legs slightly, and Feng Lei seemed to have noticed it, and slowly retracted the arm placed on his waist.

But the action didn't end there.

Just when Lin Hua was about to retract his arms and stand up, one of those hands pressed down on his left shoulder, and the other wrapped around his neck and pressed on the back of his head.

"Thank you, Hua."

The sound of the breath rubbing against the lips is right next to the ear, and the temperature and sound can be felt clearly, and the lips are only a millimeter away from the ear, and even a slight trembling can feel the softness of the texture, because there are almost no gaps , the voice seemed to be pressed on the pinna, and the trembling like electric shock spread throughout the whole body, and finally exploded in the bottom of my heart with a "bang".

Lin Hua stood up abruptly, her eyes widened in surprise, she looked at Feng Lei on the opposite side, her expression was still gentle and calm, but there was no joke at all.

"you……"

Lin Hua only said this one word, Feng Lei watched, and stood up calmly and gracefully, his good mood made him even more dazzling.

"Don't be in a daze." Fenglei shook his hand hanging by his side, "Go to dinner, I'll treat you." After speaking, he took his bag, turned and walked out the door.

Lin Hua didn't recover until he left the office door.

The index finger moved unconsciously, and the temperature and veins just now could still be clearly felt. Recalling that he took his bag and went downstairs, he hurriedly ran after him, but slowed down after only two steps. It's like taking a walk, people have fully reacted, not far away, Fenglei turned sideways and looked back at him, at that moment, Linhua seemed to see the shining light of Midsummer Night again.

The smile gradually enlarged, and the flame in the heart also bloomed like fireworks.

Lin Hua quickened her pace to chase, and then——

Be with him.

Terminal hall.

Lin Hua sat on the seat not far from the airport pick-up gate, looking at the anxiously waiting people with a calm posture.

Holding the phone in his hand, he turned it regularly, his white fingers against the bright black screen, until it suddenly lit up.

Lin Hua's face was cold, without any emotion, she casually glanced at the text message, and then continued to turn the phone, but this time, it was a little faster.

The announcement broadcast in the lobby rang, and immediately after, there was a commotion among the people waiting to pick up the plane. After the broadcast was repeated, everyone was already gathered together, eagerly looking forward to the person coming out of the exit.

Linhua didn't move, but his sitting movements became a little stiffer. When the first person came out from the exit, he finally didn't wait any longer, stood up and walked towards the crowd with a frown.

After being alone, the number of people behind gradually increased, surrounded by various welcoming voices, and gradually, they all left together. Lin Hua looked at the exit, and finally, the waiting person appeared.

Fenglei came out of the aisle quickly, his steps were sharper than ever before, his face was a little pale, his brows were tightly frowned, Lin Hua watched, his footsteps did not move, his gaze followed his steps inch by inch, until the two stood on the same line.

Fenglei's quick steps suddenly stopped, he turned around slowly, and when he saw Linhua who was three steps away, he was shocked at first, and then his brows relaxed, revealing a comfortable smile, if it wasn't for the expression on his face Still pale, and thinking that his appearance just now was just an illusion.

"birch……"

Lin Hua saw him smiling, with no expression on his face, Feng Lei sighed helplessly, walked over and put his head on his shoulder, his voice low and hoarse.

"I haven't slept in the past three days..."

Numb tremors came through his shoulders, Feng Lei's flattering murmur echoed in his ears, Lin Hua was silent for a while, and finally sighed, put his hand on his shoulder, "Go home?"

Fenglei nodded, and walked out side by side with Linhua. The car was already waiting outside the door. Linhua looked at Fenglei's assistant who was already sitting in the co-pilot, and then at Fenglei who was next to her with her eyes closed. , the cloudy look of the day finally eased up, loosened his tie, and leaned his head on his shoulder.

Fenglei didn't open his eyes, found a comfortable angle, and breathed steadily. He didn't know if he was asleep or just resting.

The car drove towards Fenglei's house, Lin Hua looked at the driving assistant from the inside mirror, and the expression on his face became thoughtful.

Ever since that hug that day, the development of things has been surprising and unnerving. There is no clear verbal confirmation, but various facts show that it is confirmation. Linhua is digesting this feeling that is like a gift from God, but she is also worried about whether it is true or not. Not my own self-indulgence.

In the next few days, Fenglei would always ask him to have dinner or go for a casual stroll. During the period, he was just chatting, and occasionally there would be some intimate actions. When he didn’t have time, his heart-warming and thoughtful words would come from his mobile phone, which were not sweet words. , but more useful.

To be honest, he likes it, it's like cuddling, the feeling of being trusted by the one he loves, which makes him feel a little more at ease and at the same time more excited. He has no resistance to Fenglei from the beginning to the end, but just now When he thought everything really started, the people he communicated with every day suddenly disappeared.

That day, Linhua didn't hear from him all day, so he sent a text message to ask, but there was no news until three o'clock in the morning. He didn't sleep that night, watching the sun rise, his eyes were dry and painful, , that is one week.

From the very beginning of worry, it gradually turned into anxiety, and later, it was cold and indifferent.

During the eight days, Lin Hua only made a phone call and sent a text message two days ago, but after receiving no response, he realized how stupid his anxious waiting was, and the so-called behavioral confirmation he thought before , is nonsense.

He began to recall all the things between the two of them over and over again, and found that except for the recent time together, everything else was almost blank, and what made him even more chilling was that two people who had almost no intersection in high school, because of a The party suddenly became intensive, and the storm and thunder that actively caused all this was really for what purpose?

Lin Hua's originally joyful and fanatical heart suddenly cooled down, and he began to understand whether this could be true, and the disappearance now is a proof.

In just a few days, he returned to the previous state of indifference and alienation, and his relationship with people was even worse than before. During this period, he went to the cinema once. The movie that night was very old, but he couldn't remember the content clearly. I just remember that at the end of the curtain, he came to a conclusion, but he didn't act according to the conclusion, and even subconsciously denied it. It was the first time that he used rational analysis, but in the end he acted emotionally.

But just when he forced himself to face reality and return to his original life, Fenglei's exclusive bell rang.

"Clarify the exit next time."

Lin Hua slightly shrugged the shoulder that Feng Lei was leaning on, her voice was not loud, but it seemed a bit abrupt in the quiet car, the assistant took a look and continued driving.

"I forgot."

Feng Lei still closed his eyes, smiled, and moved his neck.

"You remember to come back." Lin Hua sneered, although her tone was a bit aggressive, her body still didn't move, allowing him to lean on comfortably.

Feng Lei was taken aback by his tone, opened his eyes and sat up slowly.

"What? Are you angry?" Feng Lei looked at his expression, trying to see something from his face that was as cold as ice, but in the end he couldn't see anything, which made him a little guilty.

"I forgot to tell you about the VIP channel, but when I remembered it, I rushed back immediately. I haven't slept for three days, and my mind is numb. I couldn't react when I saw you, but fortunately, I didn't make you wait for nothing. .”

"Hmph." Lin Hua glanced at him, "You know I'm waiting for you? I won't wait for you, and no one wants me to 'wait for nothing'!"

No matter how the last two words sound, it is not simple.

Fenglei thought about it carefully with his dead brain, and finally understood the meaning when he saw the blue eyes of the other party. He blamed himself and felt distressed at the same time, so he softened his voice and even his eyes.

"There was an emergency at the company, and I didn't even bring my mobile phone with me when I left. I didn't get my mobile phone until the assistant sent the documents three days ago, but I was already so busy at that time that I thought I would come back early after I finished my work. I didn't want to call again. After I finished my work, I took the earliest flight back immediately. I sent a text message to tell you before boarding the plane. I didn't expect you to pick me up, but I was afraid that you would come. Fortunately, I came to take a look.

Everything is right, Lin Hua still has heart palpitations when she thinks of the morning bell.

The anger is still there, but it is already the aftertaste. Lin Hua watched him not moving, and seeing Fenglei, she forced him to look at him with exhaustion. In this way, the last lingering rhyme was gone.

He stepped forward to untie Fenglei's tie a little bit, his body leaning on the back slightly leaned towards him, his eyes looked out the window, the ice on his face had already melted.

Fenglei watched his series of movements quietly, and he leaned forward a lot in an instant with heavy fatigue. He wanted to laugh because of Linhua's awkward little mood, but he held back, fearing that he would blow his hair, and just said silently. The corners of her mouth curled up, and she leaned over again, exhaling lightly past his ears, seeing that he also faintly smiled, and then she closed her eyes in peace, enjoying this rare satisfaction.

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