Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

Chapter 69

From the chat records, it can be seen that Pei Le is very calm.

But the calmer Pei Le became, the more restless Cheng Yi became. At night, Cheng Yi could not fall asleep alone in the bedroom for a long time. He sat up from the bed and went to the cabinet to get a cigarette, then went to the window and opened it.

The night was good, the moon half-covered his face and hid in the clouds, everything outside the window was hazy and quiet, but the light in the room was opened and the moon was seen after the window was opened, it was completely hidden in the clouds, it was not there, and the silence was still there, When the white smoke rose up, it seemed that the world was empty and Cheng Yi was the only one left.

"Should I watch it?" After a moment of silence, Cheng Yi couldn't help asking himself, "I've seen it, what's next?"

A few words in the text can make him feel uneasy now, if Pei Le reappears, can he still be as ruthless as last time to let him go?

Cheng Yi once heard a sentence, and he has forgotten where he heard it, but so far, he has always believed that this sentence has carried a force that it should not have carried in his limited life.

—To live or to die, that is the question.

—to be or not to be, this is a question.

From this, another sentence can be extended.

— To bend or not to bend, that is the question.

And Cheng Yi thoughtfully improved his knowledge. He translated this sentence into English in a very unorthodox way, and he searched it on the browser.

—to gay ornotto gay, this is a question.

So is it gay or not?Cheng Yi flicked the cigarette butt out, and when it landed on the ground, fine sparks splashed out, just like his life, just lit up, and then annihilated in some unexpected reason.

Cheng Yi stared outside for a while, then lit another cigarette resentfully, and just after taking a puff, he frowned as if suddenly remembering something, and choked out the cigarette.

After he finished his daze, closed the window and lay back on the bed, Cheng Yi thought about it for the first time on the question of whether to bend or not. The first and most important question was, does he like Pei Le?

Undoubtedly, when Pei Le was drunk for the first time and pressed down on Cheng Yi for a kiss with a compulsive and possessive attitude, Cheng Yi didn't dare to show his breath. It wasn't because he was afraid, but he was completely dumbfounded. Why?Because he didn't expect it, because he was surprised, because no matter how much he thought about it, he never thought that Pei Le would actually kiss him, but Cheng Yi's first thought after recovering was still that this was a drunken act, and he even wondered if Pei Le had drunk fake wine.

Until he pushed Pei Le away as if he had just woken up from a dream, and the other party fell to the ground, and the obviously drunk person still murmured his name clearly, Cheng Yi was so dazed that his mother opened the door in a daze and came home in a daze Yes, in order to verify that he heard correctly, he deliberately took two steps closer, but what followed was more and more unacceptable facts for him.

It was not a simple kiss at all, it was wine, it was adulthood, and when love was about to overflow, he could only find a breakthrough.

Or does he still only regard Pei Le as his younger brother?

There were a lot of mixed voices in his head, and it was a mess. He didn't know what he said. Cheng Yi reached under the pillow and grabbed the peace amulet in his hand, as if he had found some kind of spiritual sustenance. He gradually calmed down.

Perhaps this problem is especially complicated for a person who has reached the age of 35 and has never been in a relationship. For example, the bond between him and Pei Le, such as the hatred between him and Bai Yi. There are countless connections. Thinking of this, Cheng Yi became hard-hearted again. The flowers should bloom where he should have bloomed, and the oasis in the desert is eye-catching, but when you reach out and touch it, that But it is a mirage that people can't avoid.

In a person's life, he doesn't know how long or how many times he will be entangled, but Cheng Yi thinks that he has a talent in self-control that is different from ordinary people. The specific performance is that he can now think about Pei while completely controlling his thoughts. Le is the word, and the mood is no longer the feeling of being overwhelmed and flustered in the previous days.

For Cheng Yi, this is a good thing.

But for Pei Le, this is just the beginning, not the end.

People are always different. The sun rises and sets again. After a tiring day at the company, Pei Le entered the elevator in a suit and leather shoes. He pressed the floor of the parking lot. He was the only one in the elevator. He went down from the sixth floor for a while. The time was right, there were not many cars in the parking lot, Pei Le found his car, and with two beeps, he opened the door and got in.

Out of a certain habit, he switched his mobile phone to the monitoring screen, and seeing Cheng Yi lazily sitting on the sofa, Pei Le squinted his eyes and raised his fingers to lightly tap the steering wheel, feeling a little unwilling satisfaction in his heart. Weird and harmonious.

Cheng Yi, looking at the vast world, among all living beings, no one can tolerate such a retreat. People who believe in Buddhism must have some kind of knot that cannot be easily untied in their hearts. What kind of thing is it? Is it only after returning that you would rather be lonely and all-encompassing than think calmly about another possibility?

The scenery outside the car window is constantly changing. Pedestrians, traffic, trees, tall buildings, all kinds of people are in a hurry. Everyone, everything, and every item seem to bear a responsibility and mission. Lost in the colorful world, Pei Le put his phone on the co-pilot's seat. At the traffic lights, he tilted his head and glanced, then slightly hooked the corners of his mouth and said softly: "You must have never heard of Cheng Yi, all living beings are suffering, and the Buddhas cannot escape."

When the red light came on, the black Audi car turned into a sharp knife and completely cut off the thread that was constantly entwined with the past. Isn’t it all the unbearable regrets of the past and the regrets that people can’t save themselves?

Perhaps Cheng Yi has never figured it out, when a person falls into desire, he is already dead, and on the other hand, when a person falls into desire, he finds himself alive.

In a single thought, there is nothing at first, but dust is everywhere, and some people are just troubled by their own concepts and cannot accept it for a while.

Soon, Pei Le arrived at the place. He parked the car next to a red car, turned off the engine, opened the window, and lit a cigarette. The red and yellow light sources flickered on and off. Pei Le stared at the red car, patiently Perfectly awaits its owner.

The mobile phone is still on the passenger seat, quietly playing Pei Le's thoughts. It's a pity that the trial product he secretly installed is not yet perfect, so he can only watch and can't even hear the sound.

As time passed, when the lights came on, there was a sound of high-heeled shoes in the hot summer garage. Pei Le got out of the car early and was leaning against the car door with his mobile phone, looking at something tenderly.

The sound of high heels was getting closer and closer. Pei Le looked up and saw a woman with a good figure and full makeup slowly approaching the red car.