Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

Chapter 78 Listen to me, don't slap your face

Pei Le turned around, sat cross-legged on the ground, looked up at the sullen Cheng Yi for a while, and then said, "Brother, are you going to beat me up? Can you stop slapping me in the face, I have to go to the company this afternoon. "

"Going to the company?" Cheng Yi raised his foot and stepped on Pei Le's shoulder. The iron chain on his ankle dragged on the ground with large movements and made an angry sound, and the cold iron chain itself It fell onto Pei Le's skin.

"Are you selling miserably, Pei Le?" Cheng Yiju looked at Pei Le condescendingly, and pursed his lips lightly, "I thought so too two days ago, it was revealed that I like men, and the person I like is my brother who raised me. Because you disappeared because of this matter, I was thinking how much the exposure of this matter would affect you to make you hide yourself. I was even thinking, is the person who exposed you really targeting you? Could it be because of me that this happened? Does it have nothing to do with me as a parent? Did I not educate you well to form the situation you are in today? I have doubts about myself, and it is because of this that you can You locked me up easily, and you used my self-blame and guilt to contrast your miserable situation."

Pei Le looked at Cheng Yi with a smile on the corner of his mouth, but said nothing.

It's been a long time since he saw Cheng Yi analyze his heart with a calm face, and put the little calculations in his heart on the table bit by bit.

What Cheng Yi said was right, he just deliberately took advantage of Cheng Yi's soft-spoken and soft-hearted, to make Cheng Yi think that he had reached the point where he could not move an inch, so that Cheng Yi could feel sympathy for him.

But from some point of view, this matter has failed, because Cheng Yi let him go, Pei Le thinks now, when he heard Cheng Yi let him go, the chilling feeling deep in his heart is still there until now lingering in his mind.

Pei Le thought that after this incident was exposed, Cheng Yi would protect him instead of expelling him, but things backfired. Cheng Yi's first reaction was that Pei Le could not stay in this place any longer. After all, Cheng Yi blamed himself for this matter. When he was on the head, he thought that the person who exposed Pei Le should have follow-up actions.

From Cheng Yi's point of view, there is no doubt that he let Pei Le leave for his own good.

It's just that the result was quite different from Pei Le's expectation.

"How much does this matter affect you?" Cheng Yi asked, "Are you looking forward to the exposure of this matter? Even if it will put you on the cusp of the storm?"

Cheng Yi himself could not understand Pei Le's actions, based on Yang Er, the story Bai Yi told, and the fact that Pei Le was suspended after the incident was exposed.

Based on the above points, Cheng Yi can come to the conclusion that the exposure of this matter will not bring good luck to people. In fact, he thinks that Pei Le can retreat unscathed is already good, because the exposed people of Pei Le must be more than just It's as simple as exposure.

It may be because Cheng Yi's recent life has not had any ups and downs, so some people are not used to it.

Pei Le really loves Cheng Yi's serious look.

The more Cheng Yi said, the more obvious the smile on Pei Le's mouth became.

Who can bear to stand on his shoulder with one of his favorite feet and look down at him from a height and ask him seriously, "Do you know what your behavior means?"

"What does it represent?" Pei Le asked.

"It means you are very irresponsible for your own life!" Cheng Yi replied.

"Maybe you're right, Cheng Yi," Pei Le said slowly, "I really don't want to be responsible for my life, because my thoughts are all on you, my work, my studies, my future, you How can you compare these things with you?"

Cheng Yi was taken aback, not understanding what Pei Le meant.

To this day, Cheng Yi has never explored the extent of Pei Le's love for him. Perhaps in his heart, love can end abruptly at any time. The reason why Pei Le still likes him after so many years is completely Because nothing happened that made the love come to an abrupt end.

For example, the current incident can be used as a reason for Pei Le to back down.

Love and future, whoever chooses, will choose future, Cheng Yi thinks so.

"Do you know why I haven't visited you for seven years?" Pei Le asked suddenly.

"what?"

"Cheng Yi, do you think that I haven't seen you for seven years because I don't like you anymore? Do you think my liking is nothing more than that? Do you think that the reason I like you now is because you A whim after coming out?"

There was a bang in Cheng Yi's head, and the strength on his feet could not help but relax a little.

Pei Le could clearly feel that Cheng Yi's mood had changed because of this problem.

"You look down on me too much," Pei Le curled his lips and stared firmly into Cheng Yi's eyes, "Cheng Yi, you don't even know how much trouble you caused me when you went in, but now you come out Do you want to retreat completely? Do you want to leave me? Do you want all the things I have been waiting for for so many years to be turned into phantoms again?"

After Pei Le questioned, his voice suddenly became lighter again, "Don't even think about it, your body and mind can only be mine, even the foot you stepped on me is mine."

Everything around fell silent, but Cheng Yi's heart suddenly became alive following Pei Le's words.

That's right, that's right, Pei Le is right.

He really thought that seven years could change a lot of things, and he did still remember the shock and pain in Pei Le's eyes when he saw him for the last time.

In fact, Cheng Yi has always regarded Pei Le as a child, which made him think that a child's feelings must not become deeper and deeper with the passage of time, because children's thoughts are always strange, and later After he went in, Pei Le didn't visit him once, which made Cheng Yi more convinced that Pei Le seemed to be just a whim of adolescence to him.

In short, Cheng Yi has always believed that this relationship will not bear fruit since the beginning of this relationship, so there is no need for him to start it.

Cheng Yi didn't expect that he himself turned out to be such an insecure person. This sense of security was not only caused by Bai Yi's sense of oppression, but came from himself.

—Do you know why I haven't seen you for seven years?

Cheng Yi never asked why, and no one told him.

It was because Pei Le's feelings leaked out at the beginning, so Cheng Yi suddenly had no reason to ask why Pei Le didn't go to see him.

If you really want to ask, it feels like he has made some kind of request for Pei Le, so he very simply thinks that Pei Le's liking for him has always remained at a superficial level.

Then, Pei Le answered his own question, "Because I hate you, Cheng Yi."

Because I hate you, I didn't go to see you.

To be precise, Pei Le knew about Bai Yi's affairs not because Bai Yi came to him, because there was still a period of free time between Cheng Yi's injury and the verdict. During this time, Pei Le was running around for Cheng Yi's affairs. It wasn't because Pei Le didn't want to see him, but because he didn't have time. He knew Bai Yi was because he went to see the wounded.

It was to beg the other party. At that time, the injured was out of danger and transferred from the ICU to the general ward. After Pei Le found out the location, he went there alone. Of course, it is not so easy to beg a victim to forgive. It is common sense to be blamed and abused.

Pei Le was even ready to be beaten. At that time, he even thought about asking the wounded to come forward to give false testimony, saying that he was the one who hurt people, and let him go to jail instead of Cheng Yi.

However, the words of the injured made Pei Le feel as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.

Because Pei Le was very disgusted to let others know his brother relationship with Cheng Yi after he knew that he liked Cheng Yi, so he didn't say that he was Cheng Yi's younger brother, but only told the other party that he was Cheng Yi's friend.

It is true that a friend can do this, which makes people sigh the friendship between them. He also said that Cheng Yi is a good person. Because he went in because of others, some people came to ask for help because of him, and wanted to take the blame.

Pei Le still remembered that he felt chills all over his body at that time, and tremblingly asked the injured Cheng Yi why he had a conflict with them.

Cheng Yi had troubles with many people, and Pei Le knew that he always thought that this time was just a big hurtful incident caused by conflicts with others.

Who would have thought that Cheng Yi still had someone he knew outside, who was well hidden and no one would know, but Cheng Yi would actually use a knife for him.

Oh, like Pei Le, that person is still a man.

Under such emotional conflicts and unbelievable facts, the degree of impact on Pei Le is no less than that of a landslide, tsunami, sun, moon, darkness, world collapse, and the sky is about to fall, but Pei Le doesn't know whether Bai Yi can be regarded as a Cheng One of the easy ones.

It's so easy to figure out, they haven't seen each other for seven years and five months.

Isn't that enough time to change a person's heart?Or is it not enough to get a person out of the relationship?

Pei Le just didn't want to, he was unwilling and even more reluctant, it was obviously because the stones in the latrine were smelly and hard, why should he be abandoned by Cheng Yi.

Every year since then, the spring is no longer warm.

because i hate you.

In the silence, Cheng Yi's body shook for a moment, his wheat-colored face turned pale, and the anger in those eyes was replaced by sadness in an instant.

Saying hate is more difficult for him to accept than talking about love.

At this time, Cheng Yi suddenly understood that it was not that he didn't care about Pei Le's opinion of him, on the contrary, he cared thoroughly.

Under Pei Le's perennial love, he became confident, and used his confidence to wear down Pei Le again and again, because he thought it was reasonable for Bai Yi to hate him, but it was impossible for Pei Le to hate him, Even if he doubts Pei Le's love for him very selfishly, even if he never admits Pei Le's love for him once, but even so, he is still confident, because Pei Le has been using actions to prove love itself.