How to be a mother to Shanyi

Chapter 50

The sound of a branch being trampled was heard behind him, and Huang Yue recovered from his contemplation of staring at the water. He didn't turn his head to observe the situation immediately, but kept still quite vigilantly, pretending that nothing happened. The way you perceive it.

—Who would it be?

Yan Yue narrowed his eyes slightly.

Teacher Sang Dao would not do something like sneaking in the dark and peeping, and even if the teacher wanted to hide from him, he would not make such a low-level mistake.

As for the "another person" who may appear on Taoshan... To be honest, so far, Huang Yue is not sure whether that guy really exists, even if he gets close subconsciously, there is no way for him to notice Let go of your vigilance when you have problems with your memory.

Yue Yue subconsciously bent his hand and hooked his wrist with his fingertips, which seemed to be the instinct of the body. He always felt that there might be a kunai or a short blade, so when he touched the empty clean skin, After that, he unconsciously froze for a moment.

——Speaking of which, why does he feel this way? Is he the type who hides many weapons on his body?

——And forget about the short blade, what the hell is Kunai, he is a swordsman, not a ninja.

There are more and more things that are wrong, it seems that I can't trust my current memory at all, Yue Yue secretly thought.

Even in the dream, he didn't change his suspicious character, so Huang Yue continued to stand still for a while, and then he heard the sound of suppressing and sneaking back - the guy who was peeping at him was trying to escape.

What should we do now?

——Follow up.

……

Having made such a decision without hesitation, Yan Yue quietly hung behind that guy, and followed him aimlessly through the peach forest for a long time, until he began to wonder if this person was going to be on Taoshan Mountain. When he lost his way, in the next second, the man who was panting and running forward seemed to crash into some hallucinatory barrier, plunged into a transparent vortex like air ripples, and then disappeared without a trace.

"..."

Yue Yue stepped forward from behind the tree, with a tense face, tentatively stretched out his hand to touch the piece of air that swallowed a large living person, and then found that it was like an air barrier, He could feel resistance when his arm was poked in, but the force was slight. It seemed that as long as he stepped forward lightly, he would be able to leave this familiar yet unfamiliar Taoshan and go to a place where he might find the answer.

The moment he came into contact with the ripples in the air, even though he didn't know much about everything, he had a strange feeling in the dark - if Taoshan here is half of him, then the other side of the unknown may be There is his other half.

The lost memories, the missing things, and the answers to what happened, everything, seems to be on the other side.

Vigilance and suspicion are human instincts, and rejection and distrust are expressions of hostility to others, but at least in this kind of matter, Yan Yue made a decision very quickly, he just frowned slightly, and immediately Just stretched out, and crossed this transparent dividing line without hesitation.

"..."

What caught the eye was endless white.

Compared with Taoshan, which is crowded with trees, this piece of land seems to be empty, not even a tree, a grass, or even a grain of soil. There is only this vast and endless white void. From the perspective of the world, then perhaps this space should belong to a guy who has no past, no good or tragic memories, and maybe even no one knows his existence. The past and the future are blank.

The person who was chasing before did not know where he was. With the scope of his current field of vision, all he could see was nothingness. Looking back at the boundary he crossed, it was no surprise to find that there was nothing behind him. The Taoshan mountain has long since disappeared, replaced by the same boundless void, as if this space unconsciously wanted to keep him, so it completely wiped out the back road, unable to retreat, only forward.

Stepping on the transparent void ground under his feet, as far as his eyes can see is the endless void, walking forward aimlessly, Yan Yue doesn't know how long has passed, it may only be for a moment, or it may have passed for a long time. When the human voice reached his ears, in a trance, he even thought it was an illusion caused by staying in a quiet place for too long.

——Because he heard his own voice.

……

"No one can not love you, but only mother will love you forever."

Said the voice that clearly belonged to him.

The back, dressed in blue-purple triangular-patterned feathers, gradually became clear, with black slightly curly hair, a blue neck rope that could be seen faintly at the back of the neck, a capable and inexplicably familiar black uniform, and a black sheath knife slung across his waist , The guy who always looks like his back is walking unhurriedly in front of him, holding a child who looks inexplicably familiar.

Since Huang Yue only saw the back, he could only judge the identities of the two people who suddenly appeared in front of him from the voice, figure, and sense of familiarity. It's very similar, whether it's hair or gouyu, and as for the child this guy is holding...

There is a kind of familiarity and strangeness for no reason. It seems that this timid look is very familiar, but the black hair makes him feel uncomfortable for a while. He always feels... This color should be more conspicuous, more eye-catching, and so brilliant. The degree to which people feel frivolous.

I don't know why, Yan Yue didn't make a sound at all, but silently followed behind the two, his eyes moved back and forth on the blue patterned feathers, he couldn't see the expression, but walked forward together step by step.

And the conversation between the two in front continued.

"Disgust can be turned into liking, repulsion can be replaced by intimacy, and jealousy should be turned into love."

The guy with the same voice as him said:

"Shanyi, have you felt your mother's love?"

"Why does senior brother call himself mother? It feels so scary. Is it because he was struck by lightning that he turned into a monster?"

The child led by him did not answer, but asked back.

"You can think so, trash."

The guy with the blue-patterned feather weaving from the back seemed to chuckle, it was clear that he was still calling "baby" affectionately just now, but in a blink of an eye he called it contemptuously again, and his tone was exactly the same weird.

"Rebuke expresses love, violence expresses intimacy, scorn expresses one's own private joy—what a distorted guy, if he no longer calls himself 'mother', maybe it's because of this despicable mentality?"

After saying these words with meaning, the two people who were walking forward suddenly stopped. The guy in the blue and purple feathers turned his head, revealing an extremely familiar face——pale With a dark complexion, cold blue-green pupils, a hostile face, and a sneering smile, Huang Yue froze in place, seeing this guy who had the exact same face as him and asked him:

"Are you right, myself?"

"..."

At this moment, countless turbulent memories were reinstilled in his head, the noisy guy, the crying guy, the guy who chased after him and called his brother, the guy whose color is so bright that it is easy to think of the sun, will release the burning The warm guy who saw him was all squeezed into his thoughts, messy and tangled into a mess of clueless twine.

When he lowered his head again, the black bunt kimono was covered by blue-purple patterned feathers, and he had a handy Japanese sword on his waist. The wrist clearly felt that a kunai had been fixed. There seems to be an answer everywhere - because this is not real, it is just a dream.

The child who was led by "him" also turned around and stared at him without any expression. Immediately afterwards, the whole person began to grow taller, gradually growing from a small one to being able to match him just by raising his head slightly. At the height of his gaze, his shoulders became wider and his strength became stronger. Starting from the top of his hair, he was dyed golden inch by inch, golden hair, golden eyes, golden feathers, and golden sun wheel sword.

"My wife Shanyi" was different from the noisy memory, but watched him quietly without saying a word.

"It really surprises me that 'I' can fall into such a low-level trick."

The other Yue Yue seemed to sigh, then raised his eyes again, stared at him, and showed a not-so-kind sneer:

"It's been so long, it's time for 'I' to go out too-don't know how to get out of the dream, it's so sad, how about I help you?"

——It's very simple, just cut off the neck.

"!"

He opened his eyes suddenly, and the dim yellow light on the roof dazzled his eyes. Even the light that was not dazzling would pierce the blue pupils that suddenly saw the light into tears, but the owner of the eyes seemed to be completely Completely ignoring this discomfort, the whole person struggled to turn over and sit up, covering his neck with both hands, dripping with cold sweat, panting heavily.

——What's the situation?Why is there such a thing in his mind? Is this really his inner subconscious? Isn't it too cruel?

It was clearly him himself, and without a word, he slashed over with a knife, is it necessary to do this for the sake of waking up?Now I still feel the horrible illusion that my neck was cut open with a knife. Before I was chopped off by others, I was chopped off by myself first. Isn't this a little bit absurd?

Yan Yue swallowed dryly.

The fear of being beheaded by a knife is too strong, and the pain in the dream is too real. Even if he has escaped from the dream, Huang Yue can't control his hands trembling unconsciously. He took a few deep breaths before he managed to recover. Make room to look around.

"..."

Not only him, but all the other passengers fell into a deep sleep, and the smell in the carriage became more and more strange, mixed with a strangeness that cannot be ignored, and it kept "buzzing" in the radar of Baoyue's vigilance.

—I always feel that something bad is about to happen.

So Huang Yue quickly picked up the feather and draped it on his body, and pressed the handle of the Japanese sword at his waist with his palm. When he got up, his gaze stayed on the face of the conductor who fell unconscious in the aisle for a moment, and his movements paused imperceptibly a meal.

This guy... is the one he was chasing after in his dream, a hemp rope was tied around his wrist, and the other end should be connected to his hand, but when he got up, he found that the end of the hemp rope had been untied , sliding down the seat and falling to the ground.

Logically speaking, as a mere conductor, Huang Yue would not actually pay attention to him, even if he appeared in his dream, and suspected of doing something to his dream indirectly through hemp rope, it would be the same if it had been resolved. Time should be wasted here, so the situation that can make Yue Yue unconsciously pause for a moment must be a very strange scene, so strange that he can't help but feel suspicious.

There is no other reason, but this guy is lying unconscious on the ground, foaming at the mouth, and still chanting inexplicable words such as "terrible, mother, baby, waste, love" in his mouth.

"..."

Yan Yue was silent for a moment, then silently stepped over this "corpse", and moved towards the carriage in front with a clear goal - as for this guy...he also entered the white space of his subconscious, and even himself was " "Myself" beheaded with a knife, who knows what horrible treatment this kind of foreign invader will receive, he deserves it if he is mentally polluted.