HBWnovel Chapter 108 Confused
Chapter 108 Confused
it's nothing to be ashamed of
Jing Ge walked up to Xie Yan step by step, and under Xie Yan's watchful eyes, took the dagger in his hand and put it away carefully, then took off his robe and put it on Xie Yan's body.
Xie Yan watched his movements quietly, a little trance appeared in his eyes: "Jing Ge, why are you here?"
Jing Ge grabbed his shoulders, put him in his arms, and whispered: "I will take you home."
Xie Yan's pupils trembled slightly, and he murmured: "Go home, do you know where our home is?"
Jing Ge picked him up and kissed his forehead, "I know."
Xie Yan shook his head: "You don't know. No...you just don't remember."
Jing Ge didn't say a word, he carried Xie Yan to the car and went all the way back to their residence.
Xie Yan was a little surprised by his calmness, and finally couldn't help but said: "Jing Ge, why didn't you ask me about killing so many ordinary people."
Jing Ge adjusted the temperature of the water, put him into the bathtub, brushed away the wet hair on his forehead, and said in a low voice, "A Yan, would you like to tell me?"
Xie Yan's expression dimmed: "I can't tell you. If you recover your memory, you will naturally understand why I did this."
"Restore memory?"
Xie Yan grabbed his hand, "Jing Ge, do you still remember what happened a year ago?"
"remember."
"If I say that the experience in your memory is not your real life, can you believe it?"
Jing Ge frowned slightly, "A Yan, what do you mean?"
Xie Yan stared into his eyes for a long time, but still didn't see what he wanted, so he couldn't help but sighed in disappointment.
"Jing Ge, when will you recover your memory?"
He looked down at the reflection in the water, "I feel a little tired when I'm alone."
Most of the gods are lonely. In fact, he has long been used to being alone and shouldering his due responsibilities alone.
But once you have tried to rely on others, the feeling of being accompanied, and then re-experience this kind of loneliness, it will be particularly difficult.
In this human world, the only thing he can rely on is Jing Ge.He longed for Jing Ge to understand everything about him, to support him, and to fight side by side with him.However, these are all delusions now.
Seeing Xie Yan's distraught appearance, Jing Ge felt uncomfortable. He cupped Xie Yan's cheek and said, "Ah Yan, I will help you whatever you want."
Xie Yan slightly raised the corners of his lips, and said jokingly: "Help me, Jing Ge, what can you do for me?"
Jing Ge didn't respond to him immediately, but took out the dagger he had put away, "I can help you kill."
Xie Yan was stunned.
"No matter who you want to kill from now on, don't do it yourself. I will be your knife and help you get rid of the person you want to kill."
Xie Yan slowly opened his eyes wide, he looked at Jing Ge in shock, Jing Ge's gaze was firm, without any wavering or hesitation.
This sentence is not a joke.
"Do you know why I killed them?"
"do not know."
"Then why do you help me kill people? You should be clear that I killed all the star people of Tianque Star, and most of them were ordinary people. Why don't you hold me accountable for the crimes I committed against the star people of Tianque Star? To cover me, but also to help me commit murder."
"Because is you."
Jing Ge looked into Xie Yan's eyes, "I believe in you, even if you don't want to tell me the reason, I still believe in your choice. However, I can see your pain, I can see that you are being tortured by yourself... …So, I want to take on this on your behalf."
"Ayan, let me help you."
In a daze, Xie Yan saw the former Jing Ge again.He realizes that Jing Ge's temperament has not changed, and that he has everything in mind and self-sacrifice is just his disguise. He is still the person who doesn't pay attention to external things, and is the person who does whatever it takes to achieve his own goals.
Xie Yan thought for a moment, and said, "Jing Ge, thank you for standing by my side unconditionally. However, you are still the starship commander of Tianque Star, and you cannot do this kind of thing."
"I will handle the matter very cleanly. Don't worry, Ah Yan. Just leave this matter to me. Just tell me who you want to kill."
"Because of my hesitation, I let you bear it alone for so long, and let the incident continue to ferment, which caused such a serious incident. I regret that I didn't make up my mind earlier."
"Trust me, okay?"
Xie Yan was silent for a while, and finally said: "Okay."
At night, the two were lying on the same bed, Xie Yan hugged Jing Ge's waist, the pressure brought by the world consciousness these days made him almost forget a more important matter.
He pressed against Jing Ge's heart, slowly feeling the state of Jing Ge's main soul.
The moment Jing Ge's main soul appeared in his mind, Xie Yan was shocked, as if he had been thrown into the ice and snow, his hands and feet began to feel cold.
What the World Consciousness said that day was not actually deceiving him. Jing Ge's current state really can't last for a year.
Jing Ge noticed his abnormality, clamped his feet, took his hands and put them on his chest to warm them, "Why is it so cold?"
Xie Yan shook his head for a long time, and finally broke away from the shock. He pursed his lips and said in a difficult voice: "Jing Ge, let's have a baby earlier, okay?"
Even less than a year, the state of Jing Ge's main soul can only last for eight or nine months at most.
He also thought that three or four years was not too short, and thought that they would be lucky enough. If they did it every day, they would always be able to give birth to souls.
He is really optimistic.
Hearing this, Jing Ge's breathing suddenly became a little short, "A Yan, you are only 22, a little too young. Let's live together for a few years, and then think about the baby, okay?"
Xie Yan shook his head: "I want it now. Jing Ge, don't you want to be with my child?"
Jing Ge took a deep breath, "Think."
He didn't like children very much, and he never thought of having children with others before.
But if it was him and Xie Yan, and Xie Yan was looking forward to it so much, he felt that it seemed to be very good.
Jing Ge kissed Xie Yan's lips, and unbuttoned his pajamas, "I want it very much."
After a month, the two played and sang almost every night.However, nothing happened.
Jing Ge couldn't help feeling a little anxious.
In fact, he actually checked it out quietly after the first meeting with Xie Yan.Because Omega is injected into the reproductive cavity while being marked, there is a 90% chance of pregnancy.
At that time, Xie Yan's estrus came so suddenly that no one was prepared for it. He got into Xie Yan's genital cavity more than once, and he was quite worried that Xie Yan would get pregnant.
It's not that he can't accept it, but that at that time, he felt that Xie Yan's temperament would not want children.
But Xie Yan himself didn't show any worry at all, as if he didn't know anything about it.
He went to check it out by himself.Of course, the result was that Xie Yan was not pregnant.
He was a little confused at that time, but they have been together for nearly three months now, Xie Yan didn't like him taking protective measures at the beginning, and since he said he wanted a child, he has no scruples.
The vast majority of Omegas are quite fertile, and they have been intimate for three months without restraint, so there should be some movement.
Jing Ge couldn't help but doubt, could it be his own problem.Although this kind of speculation would hurt his self-esteem if it came true, Jing Ge still went to the hospital for a physical examination, and the results showed that everything was normal.
Denying this possibility did not make Jing Ge feel at ease.If it's not his problem, then the problem is very likely to be Xie Yan.
But Xie Yan wants a child so much, if he knows that it is his own problem that caused them not to conceive for three months, he will probably be very sad.
Jing Ge didn't know how to speak to Xie Yan.
On this day, the two of them were lying on the bed with their arms around each other again. While drowsy, Jing Ge heard a slight sigh, and suddenly regained consciousness.
Xie Yan was not asleep yet, he rubbed his stomach, his eyes dimmed.
Jing Ge also noticed that Xie Yan's mood has become more and more anxious recently.
He couldn't help hugging Xie Yan tightly: "A Yan."
After thanking Yan, he raised his eyes to look at him, and said in surprise, "I woke you up."
Jing Ge lowered his head and kissed his forehead, and said in a low voice: "A Yan, it's okay to have no children, if you really like it, we can adopt one, it's the same."
Xie Yan was silent for a while, "But I want me and your child."
Must, have to.
Jing Ge looked at the determination in his eyes, the corners of his lips twitched, hesitated for a while, and finally said: "Then let's go to the hospital tomorrow, shall we?"
"Well, what do you mean?" Xie Yan was a little confused.
Jing Ge was so entangled in his heart that he stroked Xie Yan's back and said in as gentle a voice as possible: "We can't conceive a baby now, maybe there is something wrong with our body, it's normal. We just need to go to the hospital Check out where the problem is, solve the problem, and you will be able to conceive the baby smoothly."
Xie Yan was stunned for a while, and couldn't help laughing, "Jing Ge, you don't doubt yourself, or even me, isn't it okay?"
"I'm not... Ah Yan, I didn't mean that. There's nothing to be ashamed of."
Jing Ge said nervously, "Don't be angry."
Xie Yan also understood what he was thinking, and couldn't help feeling a little sour in his heart. In fact, it was not too much for Jing Ge to think so.
If he is really an Omega in the human world, and he has been with Alpha for three consecutive months without getting pregnant, a normal person will feel that there is a problem.
But he lied to Jing Ge, he is not an Omega, not a human being, no matter how much he transforms his body, he is still a god.He will not conceive at all, at most he will only conceive the primordial soul.
However, three months have passed, and there is only half a year left, can he really conceive a soul with Jing Ge?
The odds are simply too low.
Could it be that he just sits and waits for six months to pass, using this slight possibility to gamble on Jing Ge's survival.
How could he bet Jing Ge's life on something so impossible.Isn't this... just waiting for Jing Ge to die?
Xie Yan kissed Jing Ge's lips, licked his lips, and said softly: "I'm not angry. Then listen to you, I'll go for an examination with you tomorrow."
Jing Ge stroked his hair, "OK."
The author says:
Thanks to "Lan Wanya" for the 5 bottles of nutrient solution irrigated!