HBWnovel Chapter 25 Trying
Chapter 25 Trying
Jing Ge, let's fall in love
All of this was beyond Xie Yan's expectations. He never imagined that Jing Ge, who had been with him for eight years, would one day say that he liked him and wanted to fall in love with him, marry him, have sex, and even... forever.
Even if his father, god, and mother, with grace and charm, have loved each other in front of him for tens of thousands of years, he still feels that this kind of thing is too far away from him. He has never thought about or actively imagined that such a thing happened to him, what would it be like.
Even the first time he took the initiative to learn about it was a few days ago, when he went to check the written information for Jing Ge.
He can understand what Jing Ge said to him, but he can't empathize with him, and he can't feel exactly what kind of mood it is.
But, the only thing he knows is that he doesn't want to see Jing Ge feel lonely and sad because of him.
However, if that is Jing Ge's wish, he may not be able to fully realize it, at least, for a long time, he will not be able to do it at all.
Falling in love... getting married... Xie Yan knows that it is a road that only two people who are in love with each other and have love will walk. Is the liking that Jing Ge said is the so-called love?
He didn't know if his feelings for Jing Ge could be described with the same words.He definitely likes Jing Ge, he has never felt disgusted with Jing Ge even once.
However, like Jing Ge, he has never imagined what it would be like to fall in love with him and marry him. Such a concept did not exist in his thinking before that.
When he thinks about it, he feels that this thing cannot be seen or touched, as if it cannot be defined.Xie Yan really wants to ask someone for advice now, but he also feels that this kind of feeling may only be understood by himself.
Xie Yan realized for the first time that there was no way to go in front of him, and there was no way to retreat behind him.
Not long after, there was a knock on the door.
Xie Yan jumped out of bed suddenly, but stopped halfway when he wanted to run over.Jing Ge never knocked on the door when entering his room, so the one standing outside the door is not Jing Ge.
Xie Yan sat back a little sluggishly: "Come in."
Butler Lin brought a tray to the table. Inside the tray were several Xie Yan's favorite dishes, all of which seemed to be freshly prepared and still steaming.
"Master, you didn't eat a few mouthfuls just now, did you not eat enough? There is still some time before going to bed, so come and eat something."
Xie Yan stared at the dishes and said softly, "Did Jing Ge tell you?"
"Yes."
Xie Yan felt uncomfortable in his heart, he drooped his eyes, revealing a rare look of melancholy.
"You put it there, I'll eat it in a while."
Lin Butler just came out from Jing Ge, and came to Xie Yan's place again, watching the expressions of the two, one can imagine what happened.Lin Butler felt that he shouldn't talk too much, but couldn't help worrying.
He hesitated for a while, but still opened his mouth: "Master, did you and Jing Ge... quarrel?"
Xie Yan raised his eyes and forced a smile: "Did you see it?"
"Because it's rare for the young master to be out of shape like now." Jing Ge is probably the only one who can interfere with Xie Yan.
Xie Yan supported his chin with his wrist, and became a little interested: "I'm not in the state, Lin Butler, what state am I usually in?"
Lin Butler thought about it, and said slowly: "You can handle it with ease. No matter what it is, the young master is very sure. It seems difficult and simple. When you come to the young master, you can easily solve it."
Xie Yan's eyes moved slightly, but what Lin Butler said was not accurate, he was easy to do, but it wasn't that he was confident in everything he did.
Many things are difficult, but it is difficult to choose.But the choice is the easiest thing for him. He divides everything clearly and can easily make a choice.
Moreover, once a choice is made, there will indeed be no difficulty for him as a god.
Xie Yan lowered his brows and eyes halfway, "Then tell me, why am I out of shape now."
"Maybe, the young master cares too much about Jing Ge."
"Uh..." Xie Yan fell silent.He seemed to suddenly understand why what happened now troubled him so much, because he had already made a choice, he chose the latter between accompanying Jing Ge and leaving here to find his companion, Broken Soul.
Such a choice is based on the premise that no problem will arise even if the former is given up.
However, today, he suddenly learned that Jing Ge needed his company, even the company of eternal life, not only that, but also something he couldn't understand.
He might really care about Jing Ge too much, and once he made any request, he tried his best to satisfy it.But this time it's different, what he wants, he can't even understand.
Moreover, even if he can't understand, he also knows that no matter what kind of emotion it is, it is generated from the heart, and it is not a question of giving it to someone at all.
There is more than that in front of him, he can't give up looking for Broken Soul, this is his promise, he can't just watch his companion's Broken Soul in a dangerous situation, but he has the ability to help, but he doesn't help .
Xie Yan sighed, it seems that he has indeed encountered a problem.This was the first time he couldn't make a choice.
It may be that today's Xie Yan is more easy-going and talkative than in the past, or it may be that years of getting along with each other has dispelled the unhappiness in the past. Butler Lin developed a little courage, and he said softly: "Master, actually, I have always had a problem."
"Go ahead."
"Why does the young master value Jing Ge so much? Before going to Yaoshang Village, the young master and Jing Ge didn't meet each other, but why, the young master has pampered him so much from the very beginning."
Xie Yan looked at the dishes and remained silent for a long time before saying, "Maybe, he fits all my beautiful fantasies about human beings."
Butler Lin's heart skipped a beat. If it wasn't for Xie Yan's expression, he would really have thought that this was some kind of love that Xie Yan hadn't expressed.
However, just because he was so calm, it was even more incredible to say this.
Butler Lin let out a sigh of relief: "Master, I don't know what happened between you and Jing Ge, but I believe that there should be nothing between you and him that cannot be overcome."
Xie Yan was slightly startled, chuckled lightly, and said softly, "Thank you, it's getting late, go and rest."
Butler Lin nodded, but did not leave directly. He paused and said, "Master, I didn't expect that you would be willing to communicate with me about this."
Xie Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at him: "Since you have decided to come over from my dad, then you are mine."
Butler Lin's heart trembled slightly, and he left excitedly.Xie Yan looked at his back, his expression gradually returned to indifference.
The people he said were just people standing on the same front in the sense of the human world.He would not put the other party into his side, and would not consider anything specifically for him. With Steward Lin, it was difficult for him to be in the same position as Jing Ge and his companions.
Xie Yan squinted his eyes. When did it start? Jing Ge, who has only known him for a few years, has a status with him that is comparable to that of a god who has been with him for tens of thousands of years.
Maybe, these few years of life are more interesting than those tens of thousands of years.
Xie Yan stayed up all night.
Jing Ge woke up very early, this room was full of traces left by Xie Yan, all he thought of when he opened and closed his eyes was Xie Yan, which made him exhausted.
He put on his sportswear and was about to go for a run outside to vent his useless emotions.
But as soon as he opened the door, the person leaning on the door fell over to this side.
Jing Ge subconsciously caught him, and the cold touch on his skin made people frown: "How long have you been standing here?"
Xie Yan stayed at his door all night without moving, but when he moved suddenly, his joints and muscles became stiff and numb.
But he didn't care about these, but turned around, took the initiative to hook Jing Ge's neck, raised his eyes slightly, and looked at Jing Ge seriously, he spoke slowly, with a hint of night air in his voice.
"Jing Ge, let's fall in love."
Jing Ge was still wondering whether he would catch a cold if he stood here wearing yesterday's pajamas for an unknown period of time.Hearing this sentence, he didn't react for a moment.
Xie Yan's voice echoed in his mind for a few seconds, and then exploded like fireworks.
His whole body was stiff, a little unbelievable, and he even suspected that he had heard wrong, but Xie Yan looked at him with expectant eyes, which made him finally realize what Xie Yan said.
He suddenly put his arms around Xie Yan's waist, pressed him against the door, and his breathing became short of breath: "Xie Yan, say it again."
There was a slight smile in Xie Yan's eyes, instead of avoiding it, he hooked Jing Ge and pulled him a little closer.
"Jing Ge, let me say, let's fall in love. I want to have a relationship with you."
Xie Yan checked the information for another night last night. Although this is a difficult problem, he can slowly find a way of thinking. He wants to first understand what the two of them need to do in such a thing as falling in love and getting married.
When he found the relevant content and brought him and Jing Ge into that scene, Xie Yan was surprised to find that he didn't feel any rejection at all.
Even, imagining him and Jing Ge doing these things, he would feel eager to try.He is looking forward to the things that couples in love and married couples have to go through, will happen to him and Jing Ge.
If he hadn't had to make a choice, he even felt that with this kind of relationship, it would be good to get along with Jing Ge for the rest of his life.
When he thought of these things, he knew that he could fulfill Jing Ge's wish, but only the last item, eternal life, was something he couldn't achieve at present.
However, this last item is too far away for now.
He really couldn't think of what to do, so he simply stopped thinking about it.More importantly, he wants to try it now, the feeling of falling in love with Jing Ge.
Jing Ge's body trembled, he still couldn't believe it, he was afraid that Xie Yan was dealing with him, and worried that he didn't understand the meaning at all.But he had been looking forward to this within reach for too long.
"Thank you, are you serious?"
"of course."
Xie Yan licked his lips, staring at Jing Ge's lips, recalling what was shown in the information, a must-do between lovers, kissing.
He would love to try it.
In the next second, he got his wish.
Jing Ge hugged him tightly, lowered his head, and kissed him excitedly.