Chapter 65
Chapter 65
After drinking the water, Wang Haoji still couldn't hold back, got up again and headed towards the kitchen. Wang Haoji's footsteps stopped at the kitchen door, which was half closed. Wang Haoji just looked at Gu Che through the crack of the door. Skillful figure.
This picture used to be the picture of his best dream, maybe if he didn't lie to himself, it still is now.
But now he has a little more defense in his heart, a little more cowardice, and he dare not approach even the most beautiful things.
But if you really love someone, and have loved for so many years, how can you just let it go? For Wang Haoji, Gu Che is still the one he likes the most in his heart. The current Wang Haoji may just learn to let go of himself , I have learned this secular rule, not all the most beautiful things and the things I want the most must be by my side.
Because of your insistence, sometimes it will make others uncomfortable, and it may even hurt yourself.
"If you want to see it, you can come in and see it." Gu Che didn't turn his head, but he could feel Wang Haoji's gaze at the door, and Wang Haoji's footsteps didn't move. He didn't move forward or retreat at this moment.
On the contrary, after Gu Che finished the work in hand, he clapped his hands, turned around straight away, walked to the door and opened it.
Gu Che stood at the door of the kitchen with his arm propped on the edge of the door. He turned his head slightly and stared at Wang Haoji. At this moment, the two of them were looking at each other.
"Today, I will make whatever I see in the kitchen. Next time, if you want to eat, tell me in advance, and I will prepare the ingredients?" Gu Che's words always make Wang Haoji puzzled.
Wang Haoji looked at Gu Che for a few seconds, then nodded, the relationship between them is delicate and strange now, he knows that he still loves Gu Che.
And he also knew that Gu Che loved him, they loved each other very much, but when they were in love, something hurt.
Sometimes it is because the more you love the other person, the more damage the other person brings to you will be magnified, because you care too much and cannot tolerate any harm or slander.
Really didn't know what to say, Wang Haoji lowered his eyes, and was about to turn around to leave, but Gu Che suddenly grabbed him again, Wang Haoji looked down at Gu Che's hand holding his wrist, he could feel his own wrist , at this moment the pulse was beating violently, and Gu Che's face was magnified before his eyes when he raised his eyes.
Gu Che turned his head slightly and approached Wang Haoji, and then stopped on his lips. The two of them were very close. At this moment, they could feel each other's breathing. Wang Haoji could feel his heart beating wildly, and he could also feel Gu Che's grip The hand on his wrist suddenly increased strength.
Gu Che's breathing became heavier along with it, "Can I kiss you?" When Gu Che said this, his warm breath hit Wang Haoji's face, and he felt his heart tightening, so tight that It seems to be hurting a little.
Wang Haoji's brows seemed to frowned slightly, and Gu Che could feel that Wang Haoji's breathing was still a little short.
But he didn't nod, Gu Che's eyes were slightly disappointed, he stepped back slightly, he could clearly feel that Wang Haoji seemed to be relieved, Gu Che suddenly pulled Wang Haoji's wrist that was pinched by him He got up, and then kissed the back of his hand in this posture. After the kiss, he raised his eyes to look at Wang Haoji, his eyes were obviously low and reluctant.
After several seconds, Gu Che let go of Wang Haoji's hand, then touched his head, and said softly, "Go out and wait a while, I'll be fine soon..."
Wang Haoji nodded lightly, then turned around and left the kitchen, and when he returned to sit on the sofa again, Wang Haoji was in a daze, recalling the things along the way, it seemed like a long dream , He didn't know whether he had woken up from the dream or was still in the dream.
It is true that he likes Gu Che very much, but the harm that Gu Che caused him is also true. He thinks that he is great and can be humbled to the extreme for love. He thinks that as long as Gu Che can forgive him and return to him, what will he do? are willing to do it.
But it is obvious that he is not as great as he thought. He is entangled in some things that are insignificant compared with his previous vigor and madness. He is entangled in, Gu Che really doesn't believe him, Gu Che really doesn't feel bad Did he, Gu Che never think that he would die?He couldn't let it go.
That's not his lie, that's not a lie... He really put his own life in Gu Che's hands, but Gu Che didn't have the slightest trust, he didn't have the slightest hesitation. One if you haven't thought about it.
Maybe from that time on, that Wang Haoji who loved Gu Che so much really died there, that Wang Haoji died.
Although if you have to get to the bottom of it, it's true that he was at fault first, that he had ruined Gu Che's trust in him, but he was really afraid.
For Gu Che, Wang Haoji was the first time, or the only time he was seriously injured.
However, for Wang Haoji, it is not the first time that Gu Che has been hurt like this. He has been hurt like Gu Che countless times in his life.
When he believes with a pure heart, there will always be someone who will give him a fatal blow. Those people are his closest relatives, and so is Gu Che. Gu Che also gave him a blow, and Gu Che is also his closest friend. Beloved person.
Maybe it's really not Gu Che's fault, it's just because many things were mixed together, forcing Wang Haoji to wake up, unable to continue to love, unable to open his heart, he was really hurt and scared.
Being hurt by the enemy is not painful, but it is really painful when the person who says he loves you doesn't even care about your life, even if you don't die, but you really won't be unreserved anymore.
From the day he knew that his parents didn't care about his life, Wang Haoji knew that his life was meaningless, and the only one who supported him to live was Gu Che.
It was he who knew that one day he would meet Gu Che, and one day he would fight against Gu Che.
When Gu Che left him at the beginning, although he showed such reluctance, he was actually ecstatic in his heart. Gu Che's ability to like him seemed to him to be groping in the dark for a long time. After so long, now he finally got a response, finally it seemed that a ray of sunshine shone into his life.
But the moment Gu Che threw the remote control out, Wang Haoji could clearly feel that he was thrown back into the darkness again.
But now that Gu Che was holding his hand and said that he wanted to bring him out again, he didn't know whether he should be surprised or worried.
He can no longer love unreservedly like that, and he can't accept it so innocently, because he is already afraid before he walks out, afraid that after walking in the sun, he will suddenly be taken care of again one day. Tossed back into the darkness.
Because he was afraid that this day would come, he didn't dare to walk into the sunshine again, because compared to gaining and losing, never getting it, sometimes it might be a better result.
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