I want your pheromone [ABO]

Chapter 71 I Think, I Understand

The two didn't go home until after eight o'clock in the evening.

"Uncle and aunt didn't say when they would come back?" Su Heng asked, he had been living here for less than half a month.

"I didn't say it, I guess it's New Year's Eve." Shen Chen was used to his parents not being around, "Why, have you lived enough?"

"No, how can it be." Su Heng smiled and hugged Shen Chen from behind and kissed him, "It won't be enough to stay with you for a long time."

Su Heng was silent for a moment, then said lightly, "It's the end of the year, I should visit...my mother." He should visit the person who brought him into this world. Before meeting Shen Chen, he Never had such gratitude.

Zhuang Ying, Su Heng's mother, is also a pitiful person when she meets people who are not kind.

"Are you willing to go back with me?" Su Heng's mood was very complicated. While he was avoiding fear, he wanted to hold onto it firmly.

"Of course I would." Shen Chen said without hesitation, "I wish for it."

"I also made an appointment with a psychiatrist." Su Heng desperately wanted to have the emotions of a normal person. He knew his relationship problems, so he was always careful, for fear of unintentionally making Shen Chen unhappy.

Shen Chen turned around and hugged Su Heng, "Brother Heng, don't worry, take your time, I will accompany you."

"Don't avoid me, okay?" Shen Chen knew in his heart that since he and Su Heng were close, Su Heng would worry more about gain and loss.

"it is good."

After choosing a good weather, the two of them bought air tickets back to S city.

"I'll take you home first, then I'll go to the hospital, come back and buy some vegetables, I'll cook in the evening, and tomorrow we'll visit the grave together." Su Heng said.

"Can't I go with you?" Shen Chen stood in front of Su Heng.

"I can only go in by myself." Su Heng explained, "You just wait outside."

"Then I'll wait for you outside." Shen Chen insisted, he was afraid that he would not be there when Su Heng was most vulnerable, "OK?"

"it is good."

Su Heng's psychiatrist is Bete, surnamed Tong, in his 30s, gentle as jade, and his voice gives people a feeling of spring breeze, which makes people relax easily.

"Don't be nervous, we're just chatting casually." Dr. Tong said with a smile.

"Ah."

It was a casual chat indeed, from the layout of the room to changes in the weather.

"This dress suits you very well," Dr. Tong said.

"Thank you, my boyfriend chose it." Su Heng looked out subconsciously, the glass was one-way, and Shen Chen sat on the bench, looking in his direction.

"You are a good match." Dr. Tong said, "Can you believe it? He loves you very much."

"Yeah." Su Heng nodded.

"Would you mind asking him in?" Doctor Tong asked.

"Why?" Su Heng asked back, "Actually, I don't want him to see me like this."

"What do you look like? I think you're fine." Dr. Tong said seriously, "And I believe he must think so too."

"But the truth is, I'm terrible." Su Heng frowned slightly, Shen Chen gave him hope and a home, but he couldn't give him anything.

"Want to know what you are like in his heart?" Doctor Tong dialed Su Heng's phone and motioned for him to connect, "Don't hang up the phone, just listen."

Doctor Tong put his phone in his pocket, went out and sat next to Shen Chen.

"Where's Brother Heng? How is he?" Shen Chen asked worriedly.

"Don't worry, he's fine, I just let him be quiet." Dr. Tong said, "Are you his friend?"

"Boy friend."

"He still has some problems with dealing with intimacy." Dr. Tong has been observing Shen Chen's micro-expression, and once he senses that the other party may say something that is not conducive to Su Heng's emotions, he will immediately stop the conversation, "Have you ever thought about it? What if it doesn't get better, and you never know how to love, what should you do?"

Shen Chen smiled and shook his head, "He will love, but he doesn't know it himself, but I know it."

"He seemed aloof."

"No." Shen Chen looked at the glass, he couldn't see Su Heng, but he seemed to be able to, "He is the most gentle person I have ever seen."

Doctor Tong took out his mobile phone, "Come out."

"Let's stop here today. I still say the same thing, Su Heng, you have to believe in yourself and the people around you." Dr. Tong patted Su Heng on the shoulder, "It's sunny outside, let's go for a walk with your sweetheart. Compared with you coming to chat with me, being with him makes you look forward to it more."

Doctor Tong has always felt that Su Heng is not mentally ill, but that the environment of his native family has had a profound impact on his personality.

The harm caused by time can only be healed with time, and the lack of emotion can only be filled with deeper emotion.

Shen Chen realized Doctor Tong's intention, held Su Heng's hand, interlocked his fingers, "Let's go, go shopping."

"Yeah." Su Heng smiled, the sun was shining on his body, it was very warm, "Have beef brisket and potatoes for lunch, okay?"

"Okay."

The two walked along the street without haste.

"You said that when we get old, we will buy two rocking chairs and put them in the yard. When the weather is fine, we will drink tea and read books outside. Isn't it very comfortable?" Shen Chen said briskly, as if It's not about something that won't be known for a long time, it's more like it's going to happen tomorrow.

Su Heng imagined the scene, "Well, we may only have porridge by then."

Shen Chen was amused, and threw himself on Su Heng from behind, and Su Heng subconsciously caught him.

"Slow down, don't fall." Su Heng said dotingly, but his hands were firmly on Shen Chen's back.

"You carry me." Shen Chen said coquettishly, "Otherwise, when I grow old, I won't be able to carry it."

"Move your back, carry it for the rest of your life." Su Heng felt the weight on his back was his hope, the rest of his life, his world.

Shen Chen deliberately chose a formal suit and ordered a bouquet of chrysanthemums in advance.

The woman on the tombstone has a beautiful appearance and neat short hair, but her eyes are cold and her lips are drawn into a line, giving people a feeling that she is not easy to get close to.

"Mother, I'm here to see you." Su Heng didn't feel too sad, "I didn't come alone this year, this is my boyfriend, and his name is Shen Chen."

"I think I love him." Su Heng said seriously, and then smiled mockingly, "I forgot, you don't understand, actually... my father doesn't understand either."

If Su Ming really loved Liu Weiqi that much, why would he be willing to let her wait for more than ten years, and let her bear the reputation of being a mistress? It's nothing more than Liu Weiqi being meek and sensible, but Su Ming has decided to divorce, and he can't bear the loneliness. The two can be regarded as what they need.

"However, I think, I understand." Su Heng turned his head to look at Shen Chen, wanting to protect this person from any harm, wanting him to be happy and worry-free all his life, and wanting to be with him for the rest of his life.

Su Heng thought, this is love.

After returning from the cemetery, they passed by the supermarket, which was the place where Shen Chen met Su Heng for the first time after he transferred to S City. Usually, Su Heng rarely came to this supermarket, and he would only go there when he came back from the cemetery.