inferior possession

Chapter 12 Tingling

Ji Lu never expected that Duan Congzhen would let him sleep with other men.

Glancing at the person who had just entered the bathroom, Ji Lu felt his body was sore, hurriedly dressed, climbed off the bed, grabbed his mobile phone and keys while holding his breath, and stumbled out.

In fact, Li Jie was not rude to him, but went to bed very routinely. That is to say, Lu was puzzled at first, but later he heard that Duan Congzhen asked him to come here, and he knew it all at once.

He didn't resist or respond the whole time, lying on the bed like a doll at the mercy of others, allowing this strange man to vent in his body.

Then die down.

Li Jie went to take a shower first, and jokingly asked Ji Lu if he wanted to be with him, but Ji Lu naturally refused, and just wanted to leave quickly.

He just wanted to please Duan Congzhen, there was no need to have more involvement with Li Jie.

Hearing the sound of water in the bathroom, Ji Lu quietly closed the door of the hotel room and walked towards the elevator.

It was raining outside, even though the deer didn't bring an umbrella, he stood at the door for a while, and then walked into the rain curtain.

Fortunately, the rain is not very heavy, and it is dense and dense, which is rare in summer. It is humid and long, adding a touch of coolness to the hot and dry night.

Walking back in the rain, a ostentatious car drove by by chance, splashed mud, sprinkled deer all over, and the white T-shirt became dirty, frowning, holding the hem of the clothes in disgust She shook it, but still couldn't shake off the mud on it.

That is to say, the deer was a little itchy, like a bug bite, all over the body, and there was a buzzing in his head. Looking through the glass of the shop's facade, he saw his dirty body and wet hair, and he began to feel uncomfortable. Some hate myself for being like this.

His heart was beating fast, and he tried not to look at the mud on his body, but he couldn't ignore it, that is, the deer was in a state of confusion, short of breath, and sickly hot.

He couldn't bear to wear such wet and messy clothes, and wanted to take them off and wash them now.

Swallowing hard, the deer quickened its pace, hesitated for a moment, paused at the corner for a while, and then walked in the opposite direction.

Let's go back to our rented house first.

He might not be happy to go to Duan Congzhen's house like this.

After living in Duan Congzhen's house for more than half a month, Ji Lu almost forgot where his home was.

Walking along the dark alley, there were sounds of men and women arguing next door, as well as the heart-piercing cries of children, and the furniture smashed against the wall, which was deafening and sudden, so frightened that the keys almost slipped from their hands .

"Little bastard! If you don't learn well, learn how to steal things, right! Why didn't we feed you enough! Why did we treat you badly!"

"What a fucking embarrassment to me! If I don't beat you to death today, I won't believe in evil!"

"You shouldn't have been born in the first place! You should have been strangled to death!"

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Across the rough wall that is not soundproof, there are vulgar and harsh curses in my ears, that is, deer eyes, the key is inserted into the rusty keyhole, and the wrist turns to unscrew the deadbolt with ease.

The wind crept in through the open door, and he suddenly felt very cold.

The family next door was still arguing.

He thought of his mother. In his impression, she was a very beautiful woman, wearing a red dress, with brown hair and big waves, draped over her shoulders, like a character from a Hong Kong drama.

The fingertips with light fragrance pinched his jaw, and the delicate manicure on it pierced into the flesh. Even if the deer wanted to hide, he didn't dare to tilt his head for fear of being slapped.

"You look exactly like your lunatic father." The woman clicked her tongue, and looked at his face over and over again, her fingers getting harder and harder, "These eyes and this nose are almost carved out of the same mold, all of which are rotten." goods."

The woman was holding a cigarette in her mouth, suddenly let out a "pooh", and pushed him away violently, looking at the child who was pushed to the corner of the table, grinning in pain but not daring to speak, her eyes were flat and cold, "I shouldn't have put it in the first place." You were born."

Ji Lu did not expect that after so many years, he could still hear such kind words.

The house has not been repaired for a long time, some water leaks, dripping on the ground, the sound is crisp, that is, the deer takes out a basin from under the shelf, puts it on the ground, and then begins to undress.

Before taking it off, the phone vibrated, and when I grabbed it, it was news from Duan Congzhen.

Only a few words:

[Bring two bottles of beer on the way back, and ask for ice. 】

After a slight pause, that is to say, the deer's body was slightly stiff, and the lamp above his head was on or off due to the unstable current in the slums, casting a dark shadow in his eyes.

Pursing his lips, the deer's fingertips were cold, and he typed a line on the screen: [It's not convenient now, can I bring it to you tomorrow? 】

Staring at the words on the screen for a long time, Ji Lu hesitated for a moment, deleted everything, and edited a new one: [Sorry Brother Duan, I just got home, I'll bring it to you tomorrow morning, is that okay? 】

Biting his lower lip, the deer curled up his fingers, and his fingertips pierced his palm, making it difficult to breathe.

After a long time, he deleted all the words and sent a new one: 【Okay. 】

When the door was locked, there was still noise next door, but there was no cry of children.

It was raining heavily, and it was crackling on the umbrella, which was a bit frightening. The deer walked quickly, entered the corridor, closed the umbrella, put the tip of the umbrella on the ground and pestered it, shook off the wetness on his body, and touched a messy Only then did he go upstairs with the beer he just bought.

He bought six bottles of beer. Although Duan Congzhen only asked him to buy two bottles, they could be stored in the refrigerator for later drinking.

The six bottles of beer were very heavy in the bag, and they rattled as soon as he walked. He also stuffed a lot of ice cubes in the bag, fearing that when he came over, the beer would no longer be iced.

His arms were so sore and his fingers were strangled purple. When he reached the door, Jilu realized that he didn't have the password of Duan Congzhen's house. He hesitated for a while, and was about to knock on the door when he heard the assistant on the door say "biometric identification successful".

Slightly stunned, there was a light click sound from the door bolt, and then a gap opened.

That is, the deer opened his mouth halfway, and couldn't recover for a while.

When did Duan Congzhen... record his biological information into the gate of his house...

No time to think too much, that is, the deer pushed the door and entered.

"part--"

Before he could open his mouth, the words suddenly stuck in his throat, and the deer's pupils shrank suddenly, trembling violently.

On the sofa, two bodies were frantically entangled together, occasionally mixed with the man's hoarse cries. The man under Duan Congzhen heard the sound of the door opening, and tried his best to hide his face under the pillow, but he couldn't hide his panting from pleasure.

Even though the man tried his best to cover it up, Ji Lu still saw that the person who was pinned down under Duan Congzhen and was trembling was the resident singer who usually worked in the bar.

The man also brought Ji Lu biscuits he baked, and after Ji Lu got wet in the rain, he handed him a towel, just like an older brother.

There was a buzzing in his head, that is, the deer lowered his head, stared at the white carpet in disbelief, pinched his palms, and forced himself not to look at such a stimulating picture.

His chest heaved violently, throbbing as if a knife had been inserted into it, and the suffocation swept over him wave after wave, forcing Ji Lu's eyes to turn black.

Ji Lu hid in the bedroom without saying a word, as if he was the one who did the wrong thing.

Tonight, Duan Congzhen let him sleep with another man, but brought the other man home.

Clutching his arm tightly, his fingertips scratched the skin and exposed to the air, which was extremely painful.

Sitting on the ground absent-mindedly, Ji Lu hurriedly took out the medicine bottle from the pocket of the closet, swallowed two pills, buried his head in his arms, and quietly waited for the sudden illness to pass.

After an unknown amount of time, the sound outside stopped, followed by the sound of footsteps from far to near.

Hearing the sound of beer bottles colliding, the deer sniffed, raised half of his face from his arms, watched Duan Congzhen lean over to take out two bottles of beer from the ice bag on the ground, and glanced at him.

That is to say, the deer buried its head down again, and shrunk even tighter, trying to minimize its sense of existence.

It was so quiet that the deer could even hear its own heartbeat.

With a sudden chill on his neck, Jilu jumped in fright, raised his head in panic, and saw Duan Congzhen's condescending gaze.

Holding the neck of the beer bottle in his hand, Duan Congzhen looked at him jokingly. Seeing that Jilu's shoulders were trembling from the ice, he frowned slightly and paused his wrist, but still took the bottle back. .

"Go to bed and sleep." Duan Congzhen said.

Ji Lu nodded docilely as always, but didn't say anything, his eyes were still dull and lifeless, avoiding to look into his eyes.

Duan Congzhen's eyelids were slightly closed, and his eyes were slightly dimmed. Seeing Ji Lu's repulsive look, he felt a little unhappy.

Pushing the wine bottle to the bedside table forcefully, Duan Congzhen said in a deep voice, "What? He treats you badly?"

After a moment of daze, Ji Lu realized that Duan Congzhen was talking about the person who slept with him tonight.

That is, the deer lowered his eyes and shook his head.

Frowning in doubt, Duan Congzhen saw the scratch on Ji Lu Baibai's arm, and opened his eyes slightly, "Did he hit you?"

"No." Ji Lu grabbed Duan Congzhen's sleeve with his backhand and explained repeatedly, "He didn't hit me."

The bedroom door was suddenly opened, and a man with a haggard face stood outside the door. He paused slightly when he saw the scene in front of him, and then said dryly, "Brother Duan, then I'll go back first..."

Duan Congzhen glanced back at him, but said nothing.

The man stood at the door in bewilderment for a while before leaving lightly.

"He didn't hit you? Then where did you get hurt?" Duan Congzhen's voice softened after all, and he pulled him up from the ground.

"He didn't hit me..." Seeing Duan Congzhen's angry expression, Ji Lu burst into tears.

Since he was going to send himself to someone else's bed, why did he care about whether he was hurt?

"Then why are you crying?" Duan Congzhen said in a bad tone.

What annoys him the most is that other people cry, and crying can't solve the problem, but makes others feel uncomfortable and extremely selfish.

Ji Lu was frightened by the cold and sullen voice, and stood there with his sleeves twisted, not daring to move. He hastily wiped away his tears, but he couldn't wipe them clean.

"Okay, okay, don't wipe it." Duan Congzhen stretched out his hand and pulled his arm down suddenly. Seeing that his eyes were red from rubbing, he lost his temper for a moment, "Tell me what happened."

Although Duan Congzhen didn't care much about who fell in love with Ji Lu and who slept with him, when it comes to violence, it's different.

Whoever hit him was tantamount to hitting him in the face.

Also, he despises consensual, forced sex/love.

If Li Jie really hit him, Duan Congzhen would definitely not care about anything.

Ji Lu grabbed his sleeve, his lips trembling, and he whispered cautiously for a long time, "I don't want to have sex with others...don't let me sleep with others..."

And don't want you to sleep with someone else.

This sentence was swallowed by the deer, and he did not dare to say it outside.

Duan Congzhen was rarely stunned. He stared at Ji Lu for a long time before he let out a "tsk" and was a little annoyed, "Then I don't know. Didn't you do it with me in the bar so easily? Is it the same?"

"That's different!" Ji Lu looked up at him in astonishment, his eyes were dazed and dazed, and he shook his head helplessly, "You are different from them..."

Duan Congzhen really thought that he was the kind of person who could do whatever he wanted.

But he really wasn't, he was only willing to sleep with Duan Congzhen.

Looking at the man's wet and drooping eyelashes, Duan Congzhen took a deep breath, sighed irritably, shook off his hand, turned and walked out of the bedroom.

After a while, Duan Congzhen came back with a towel, pushed him to the side of the bed and sat down, and wiped his hair for him.

With a soft towel covering his hair, Ji Lu was taken aback for a moment, then looked back at him in surprise, "Brother Duan..."

Duan Congzhen covered his head with a big hand, turned his head back again, wiped off the rainwater on his head, and then lifted the quilt to wrap him up, "Sleep."

The thin arms encircled the person, warm and safe, even the deer was in a trance for a while, waited for a while tremblingly, and found that Duan Congzhen had no intention of leaving, and suddenly felt a little overwhelmed.

"Are you sleeping together too?" Ji Lu asked tentatively.

Duan Congzhen lowered his head, looked indifferently, stared into his eyes for a long time, then let go of him suddenly, "It's good, okay, you don't need me, it's okay, then I'll find you sleeping pills."

"No, no need." Ji Lu hurriedly pulled him back, "I need you..."

Duan Congzhen just glanced at him, then lay down again, hugging him tightly.

Lying in Duan Congzhen's arms, Ji Lu still felt a little unreal.

Today's rain and grievances can all be melted in this person's embrace that is so gentle that it seems to be able to dispel all the haze.

He even forgot that Duan Congzhen slept with other people in front of him, and that Duan Congzhen allowed other men to fuck/him.

Duan Congzhen just loves to play.Just like an ignorant child.He's been like this since he was a kid, hasn't he?Rebellious and arrogant, like a wild horse, free and easy.

I don't just like him like this.

That is to say, the deer knew that what he really wanted was not much.He can't ask for more.

As long as Duan Congzhen is willing to continue hugging him, he can forgive anything.

At least, with him, I can still have some value.