inferior possession

Chapter 136

The designated location was at a private hospital, that is, Lutou was admitted to the hospital for examination in the afternoon, and he was registered for hospitalization that night.

"The privacy here is very good." Duan Congzhen rubbed his hair, "The service is also very good."

Ji Lu stared out the window blankly, nodded absently, after a while, suddenly remembered something, looked up at Duan Congzhen, "What about them? They don't have any medicine, what should we do?"

"Who?" Duan Congzhen looked down at him and asked warmly.

"My former friends." Ji Lu said, frowning gradually, his eyes inevitably stained with concern, "They were also injected with medicine by the dean, what should they do?"

Duan Congzhen paused as he looked at him, and didn't speak for a long time.

Ji Lu's spine felt chills from being stared at by him, feeling a little uneasy, he reached out to touch the man's arm on the side of the bed, and urged in a very low voice, "Speak up."

"They don't need it." Duan Congzhen shook his head slightly.

"Why don't you use it?" Ji Lu was puzzled, with blank eyes.

Duan Congzhen looked at him, lowered his eyes slightly, as if he was thinking about something. After a long time, he slowly raised his eyes, looked at the man in front of him with complicated eyes, and said slowly, "Bambi, you need an antidote because you injected Twice Colin's reagent."

As soon as the voice fell, the deer immediately realized what he meant.

yes.He had two injections.

Once from the dean's greed, and once from Duan Congzhen's revenge.

That is to say, the deer's body froze, and he lowered his head abruptly. An uncontrollable fear flashed in his eyes, and the corners of his eyes quickly became bloodshot.

He didn't want to recall those two nights again, despair and helplessness, before that he didn't know that Duan Congzhen hated him so much.

"Duan Congzhen," Ji Lu raised his head suddenly, with cold sweat on his face, staring at him blankly, his lips gradually turned pale, "Is this also part of your plan?"

Hearing his words, Duan Congzhen was taken aback, his pupils trembling slightly.

Jilu's face changed a few times, and he hid away vigilantly, "You want to torture me again, don't you?"

Duan Congzhen had quick eyes and quick hands, and grabbed the man before he fell off the bed. He didn't need to hug and restrain him, but just held his wrist, shaking his head calmly, "No."

"What kind of antidote is deceptive, right?" Ji Lu recalled those painful memories, his face turned pale, he pulled away his hand, and looked around in horror, his eyes were unfocused, "Are you lying again? ?”

"No, Bambi." Duan Congzhen looked at him, his heart was tight, his Adam's apple was rolling hard, and it was the first time he felt a sense of impotence and anxiety, a kind of uneasiness when things were out of control.

What's more, the man in front of him couldn't listen to what he was saying.

"Bambi, I didn't lie to you," Duan Congzhen shook his head lightly, his eyes were deep and complex, with a bit of indescribable sincerity, his brows were slightly frowned, his voice was calm but trembling, "If you don't want to continue, you can leave at any time." , no one will stop you."

"How can you do this..."

That is, the deer shrank back and leaned against the wall, his eyes were helpless, and his pupils shrank violently, as if he was about to go into shock in the next second, and his breathing was slow and fast, uncontrollable by reason.

"Duan Congzhen, how could you do this? You have hurt me so badly, and you want to save me again, you are so scary...why didn't you burn me to death together, why..."

"It's a deer." Duan Congzhen called his name, reached out to support the man's trembling back, his voice was dry and hoarse, "I'm sorry for the past..."

"You're not sorry at all." Ji Lu looked up at him with distrust in his eyes, shaking his head slightly, as if he was about to cry the next moment, "Duan Congzhen, you're not sorry at all, you don't even think you're wrong Now, you won't regret what happened before, don't be high-sounding, you just want to make yourself feel at ease."

Duan Congzhen stared at him, his face darkened, and the emotions in his eyes turned upside down, making it hard to see clearly.After a long time, he opened his mouth.

"You guessed wrong." He opened his lips, his voice was slightly cold, "I have nothing to make myself feel at ease, and indeed I will not regret anything. But I am not for myself, I am for you."

"Don't say such things again." Ji Lu shook his head desperately, not wanting to hear his lies, "I don't want to hear them."

Duan Congzhen looked at him with surprisingly calm eyes, "Because you seem to need my apology very much, so that you can feel better."

Ji Lu was startled suddenly, and the tears in his eyes shook violently, as if his ugly thoughts had been exposed, his face was quickly stained with a blush of humiliation, he opened his mouth, but he couldn't cry, he could only breathe mechanically Then, the voice was so soft that it dissipated in the wind, "Duan Congzhen, you let me die..."

This person is too scary, to see through his mind, and to uncover his scars as if to see a joke, point out his fragile self-esteem, tear off his layers of camouflage, and expose his naked thoughts to the sun.

Those violence, those hurts and pains, the victims have been waiting for the apology from the perpetrator, living their lives with darkness and self-denial.

Duan Congzhen is really too smart, terribly smart, and he can even guess people's hearts very accurately.

That is to say, the last bit of self-esteem of Lu was worn down by him.

"Duan Congzhen," he called his name feebly, "you let me die..."

"Bambi, I don't like apologizing, and I don't think I need to apologize. I'm such a person, you don't need to understand, but you can't deny it." Duan Congzhen stretched out his hand, hugged him into his arms, lowered his eyes, and kissed his trembling lips lightly , spoke extremely slowly, "But if this is what you need, I'll give it to you."

Wiping the tears off the man's face with his fingertips, he said, "I will give you whatever you want in the future."

Ji Lu looked at him, his eyes were misty, his lips were pursed, trying to suppress something violent.

Ji Lu felt a dull pain in his heart, and looked at Duan Congzhen's calm and steady eyes, but suddenly felt an inexplicable and strange sense of relief.

During this time, he vigilantly and terrifiedly rejected Duan Congzhen's gentleness, as if resisting a spectacle, and he didn't know when it would be broken.

When he wakes up from the dream, Duan Congzhen will throw him into the sunless utility room again, and he will return to a life that is worse than death.

But now, Duan Congzhen pierced through that layer of unreal fantasy, that is, the deer didn't feel so painful, but felt a kind of peace of mind that he had finally landed.

Duan Congzhen was still the arrogant, cold-blooded, extremely indifferent person.

This is reality.

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On the second morning of the operation, the doctor first came to the ward to ask about the situation. Duan Congzhen explained everything for him. After breakfast, he stayed in the ward for a while. Duan Congzhen accompanied him and rarely spoke.

"The operation will be very fast, just sleep well." Duan Congzhen hugged him and flipped through the newspaper casually.

That is, the deer lowered his head and did not answer, he could not understand the words in the newspaper, and he did not have the desire to speak.

"What do you want to do when you wake up? Stay here for a few days, or go back?" Duan Congzhen asked.

Ji Lu lowered his eyes and stared at Duan Congzhen's hand holding the newspaper. After a long time, he finally opened his mouth and asked softly, "You don't have a plan?"

"Why do you think I have a plan?" Duan Congzhen asked back.

"Answer my question, okay?" Ji Lu licked his lips, "Don't keep asking me back."

Duan Congzhen stared at his side face for a moment, then raised his eyebrows slightly, "Okay. No."

"Why?" asked the deer.

"Two reasons."

"Huh?" Jilu looked up at him.

Duan Congzhen lowered his head and kissed his eyes, "One is that I like unplanned trips, and the other is that I want to hear your thoughts."

That is, the deer didn't speak.

The back of his heart was next to the man's chest, and he could clearly feel his lively and powerful heartbeat. Duan Congzhen hugged the man in his arms, which was a very secure posture, but Ji Lu could not completely trust him.

After a long time, Ji Lu raised his hand and slowly took away the newspaper from Duan Congzhen's hand.Duan Congzhen didn't say anything, he tightened his arms and hugged him even tighter.

"Duan Congzhen." Ji Lu called him, and said in a low voice, "You said that you never thought you did anything wrong, and it would do me no good to forgive you. You know this, right?"

Duan Congzhen listened to him carefully, and nodded when he finished speaking, "Well, I know."

"Then you still say that kind of thing?" Ji Lu's face was indifferent.

Duan Congzhen was silent for a while, then frowned and said, "Bambi, I don't want to lie to you, do you want to tell the truth?"

"Tell me." Ji Lu clenched his fist slightly.

"I don't expect your forgiveness at all, and I don't need your forgiveness." Duan Congzhen said calmly, "It's okay to hate me, I don't care."

Ji Lu was startled, opened his mouth in a daze, and suddenly smiled, a little self-deprecating, "Then you were lying when you said you wanted me to love you?"

"That's true." Duan Congzhen said calmly, "I hope you can love me."

"But if you want to hate me, just keep hating, if it makes you feel better. I said, I will give you what you need."

Duan Congzhen lowered his head and hugged him tighter, "Bambi, I hardly keep my word, but occasionally, I do."