inferior possession

Chapter 21 You Ruined My Mood All Day

Ji Lu declined the follow-up consultation on Saturday because Duan Congzhen promised him that he would take him to the antique market today, and if he was lucky, he would even buy him a piece of jade.

For this promise, the deer looked forward to the whole day, starting from Friday morning, and last night, he almost didn't even fall asleep.

But Duan Congzhen didn't come home last night, and the bed was cold, so it was normal for him not to be able to sleep.

Even though he didn't sleep all night, Ji Lu still felt very energetic. He washed quickly at dawn, cleaned himself up, and sat at home waiting for Duan Congzhen to make a call.

The TV channel was switched from one CCTV to hundreds of channels, even the deer's eyes were blurred, it was already bright, and the morning sparrow's chanting could be heard outside, and Duan Congzhen's call hadn't come yet.

Ji Lu sat cross-legged on the sofa, holding a pack of poker in boredom, playing against himself against landlords, and glanced at the black screen of his mobile phone from time to time, looking forward to when it would light up.

I ate some bread casually in the morning, even if the deer waited from five o'clock to eight o'clock, the phone still didn't come in.

Suspiciously, he turned on the phone, checked it back and forth, and made sure that the phone was not damaged, then retreated into the corner of the sofa in bewilderment, and shook his cards dejectedly.

Recalling that when he went out to the bar yesterday, Duan Congzhen seemed to answer a phone call, and then followed him out.

Ji Lu didn't know if it was a work matter or a personal matter. Anyway, Duan Congzhen didn't come back all night. He didn't know if he spent the night outside or had an operation in the hospital overnight.

After thinking about it for a long time, Ji Lu curled his lips, leaned over and picked up the phone he had just thrown away, and carefully sent a message to Duan Congzhen.

【Brother Duan, are you in the research institute?Still in the hospital? 】

【busy at work?Do you want breakfast?Shall I buy some and send them over? 】

[Pay attention to rest, Brother Duan. 】

Send a long string, that is, the deer's jaw is on his knees, staring blankly at the message box in his hand, his eyes are downcast, his fingertips land on the screen, and typing: [You must eat on time, don't force yourself]

Habitually sent the last one, but unexpectedly received a red exclamation mark.

【Your message has been sent, but it has been rejected by the other party】

Waking up suddenly, Ji Lu stared blankly at the glaring scarlet exclamation point next to the dialog box, frowned blankly, swiped down the status bar with his fingertips, turned off the wifi, and refreshed several times.

The exclamation point is still there.

how.

Ji Lu frowned, looking at Duan Congzhen's remarks in puzzlement, his breathing stopped for a moment, becoming dry and difficult.

He stroked the red exclamation mark with his fingertips, covered it with his fingers, and stopped looking at the sad mark.

Ji Lu sniffed, felt dizzy and dizzy, hadn't slept all night, but now he felt a little sleepy, his head hurt from swelling, and when he closed his eyes, he felt that his eyelids were extremely heavy and red, and he couldn't calm down.

Leaning on the sofa, closing his eyes for a moment, he sighed softly.

Finding a thin blanket to wrap around his body, Lu got up and was about to pour a glass of water. After walking two steps, a panic flashed in his mind, his eyes suddenly went dark, and the scene began to spin and blur.

That is to say, Lu's heart was not good, his pupils shrank suddenly, he hurriedly supported the counter, and raised his hand to tightly hold the cloth on his chest.

Again.

Recently... it's getting more and more frequent.

Cold sweat soaked his entire back, and Ji Lu gasped for breath, trembling all over, biting his lower lip, and moved to the bedroom with difficulty, only to remember that he had finished his medicine long ago and only had an empty bottle left.

Holding on to the wall, he walked into the cloakroom tremblingly, huddled up in the small and cramped space, and tried his best to hide himself in Duan Congzhen's clothes. Ji Lu hugged his arms and buried his face in them.

The whole body is stiff, the limbs and waist and abdomen convulse occasionally, and a whimper of unknown meaning overflows from the throat, that is, the deer gnashes its teeth, frowns tightly, and breathes rapidly. Physiological tears overflow from the corners of the eyes uncontrollably, soaking the sleeves. Clothing.

Muttering meaningless words unconsciously in his mouth, trying to distract himself to calm himself down, relying on Duan Congzhen's clothes, even the deer dare not hug him for fear that tears and sweat will stain his clothes, but he is greedy for the familiar Breath, can only barely lean on, the corner of the forehead rubs against the corner of the clothes, imagining the touch of Duan Congzhen caressing his cheek.

Unexpectedly, this panic attack was particularly long and menacing, that is, the deer locked the door of the cloakroom, leaving no light, and hid in the dark, because he was afraid that he would see the bright light outside the window sill and could not help but want to jump down.

Every time he gets sick, those dark or bright window sills have a fatal temptation for him, and they all tempt him to jump off in the chaos.

The feeling of wrestling with instinct is too uncomfortable and too difficult.

Cold sweat broke out, soaking the thin long-sleeved shirt, sticking sticky to the body, even the deer shivered intermittently, and the sound of teeth chattering echoed in his head.

His consciousness was fuzzy, and after an unknown amount of time, a piercing bell sounded in his ear, and Ji Lu frowned slightly, opened his eyes with difficulty, and suddenly realized that someone was calling him.

Half asleep and half awake, he pressed the answer button, and a familiar voice came from the receiver.

"Hurry up and pack up, I'll pick you up in 10 minutes."

Duan Congzhen's voice was a little hoarse, probably because he didn't have a good rest at night, with a little bit of unbearable impatience, his breathing was a little heavy, and he could vaguely hear the clicking sound of playing with a lighter.

Duan Congzhen will be like this when he is upset, that is, the deer can hear it immediately.

"Can you wait for a while?" Ji Lu bit his lip, suppressed the anxiety and helplessness in his mind, and softly discussed with him, "I'm...no, I'm not feeling well right now."

Duan Congzhen didn't speak, but his breathing stopped for a moment.Ji Lu tucked his fingertips in, almost lying on the ground, clutching the phone, not daring to breathe.

After a while, I heard Duan Congzhen say lightly, "Do you not want to go at all?"

Ji Lu paused, his throat twitched, cold sweat dripped to the ground, and he quickly wiped it off with his sleeve, "No..."

"You can just tell me if you don't want to go, there is no need to consume me so much." Duan Congzhen ignored his denial as always, and still asked sullenly, "You promised me at that time, so I set aside time for it. Why, you want to let go?" My pigeon?"

He smiled at the end, as if he didn't believe this man had such courage at all.

"I want to go, I want to go." Ji Lu hurriedly explained, strangling his arm, trying his best to sound normal, and lied casually, "I'm sorry, brother Duan, I have a fever...you can wait Come back later? Not long, I—”

"It's a deer." Duan Congzhen interrupted him, his voice was cold with disbelief, "You ruined my mood for the whole day."

That is, the deer's lips were half-opened, and his blood was gone. Being blamed like this, he blamed himself for a while, thinking that it was his own fault that delayed Duan Congzhen's trip, and he couldn't help but start to hate himself a little.

If he wasn't mentally ill, he wouldn't have come to this point.

"I'm sorry." Ji Lu repeatedly apologized, his fingertips deeply piercing into his palm, "It's my fault."

"Of course it's your fault." Duan Congzhen said coldly, without mercy, "In addition to screwing things up, you also—"

The voice stopped abruptly.

That is Lu Wei paused, took down the phone in a panic, looking at the phone that he accidentally hung up, his heart trembled instantly.

It’s over.

He actually hung up Duan Congzhen's phone.