inferior possession

Chapter 81

The hotel room was very quiet, only the night light beside the bed was still dimly lit, that is, the deer was lying stiffly on the bed, behind him was the man's warm chest, which seemed to be against his back, and even the steady and powerful heartbeat could be heard clearly smell.

Duan Congzhen lowered his head slightly, his cool lips brushed against the side of the deer's neck, and his arms were across his waist, holding him in an extremely ambiguous and powerful posture.

That is, the deer lowered his eyes, gritted his teeth, moved slightly, and pulled some distance away.Duan Congzhen didn't notice.

"You sold it to him?" Ji Lu asked.

He remembered the phone call from Duan Congzhen, when he asked Duan Congzhen what he wanted to do, but Duan Congzhen didn't say anything.

"En." Duan Congzhen responded concisely.

"Why did he buy it?" Ji Lu looked at the pink banknotes, his eyes fainted, "...Did you threaten him?"

"Ah, that's not true." Duan Congzhen sighed, and said lazily, sounding a bit sleepy, but with a smile in his voice, "He bought it voluntarily."

"..."

That is, the deer didn't speak.

Duan Congzhen's words are somewhat credible, he still doesn't know, but thinking about the unreasonable behavior of the fat man that day, if he was asked to buy flowers voluntarily, Ji Lu would never believe it.

Duan Congzhen ignored his silence, stretched out his hand and pulled him back, and said slowly and hoarsely, "I asked him if he would buy it, and he paid for it happily..."

"..."

That is, the deer pursed his lips.

Duan Congzhen said again, "Then I put the gun away."

That is to say, Lu understood, closed his eyes, and sighed invisibly.

Duan Congzhen lowered his head and rubbed against his neck, "Then I stuffed all those flowers into his mouth."

Immediately after a deer pause, "You..."

"He ate it voluntarily." Duan Congzhen interrupted him.

"..."

Volunteering is a ghost.

"It's fine if you can do business." Duan Congzhen said, his voice tinged with sleepiness, "At least you don't need to post money yourself, that's all."

That is, the deer was slightly stunned.

The fat man dropped two bouquets of flowers at him and asked him to pay for it. Even though Lu didn't want to cause trouble for Han Shuo, he posted a hundred yuan to the cashier, but he couldn't hold on to the medical expenses. Obviously it wasn't him. He will never be held responsible for what he did wrong.

He didn't know that Duan Congzhen saw it.

"I don't want it." Ji Lu lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "The flowers you bought have nothing to do with me."

Duan Congzhen chuckled, "Do you want love or not."

Ji Lu was speechless, took a breath, and was about to speak again, when Duan Congzhen yawned lazily, "If you don't want it, I'll give it to Han Shuo."

Just as he was about to refute something, he remembered that he was still angry not long ago, and he was not allowed to mention Han Shuo again, and then Lu shut up again, and didn't say anything after all.

If he wants to make a fuss, let him make a fuss. Anyway, it has nothing to do with him. Even if Lu persuades himself, this is not a favor owed to him. These things are insignificant compared with what Duan Congzhen has hurt him before.

Even though Lu closed his eyes, his eyebrows were still slightly frowned. He still couldn't sleep peacefully by Duan Congzhen's side.

"He will go to your flower shop tomorrow." Duan Congzhen said.

"What are you doing?" Ji Lu was puzzled.

"Admit your mistake." Duan Congzhen said.

"...?"

"I asked him to kneel down and apologize to you, and he happily agreed."

That is, the deer opened his eyes and turned his head subconsciously, but he could only see the undulating quilt, and could not see Duan Congzhen at all.

He moved a little uneasily, that is, the deer bent his knees slightly, retracted himself, turned his head and buried half of his face in the pillow, and did not speak for a long time.

"I didn't intend to tell you." Duan Congzhen said with a disappointed tone, "After all, it wouldn't be a surprise if I said it."

Ji Lu pursed his lips.He doesn't think it's a surprise that someone suddenly kneels in front of you, but Duan Congzhen seems to think so. He is happy to see others make a fool of himself, and appreciates the pain and embarrassment of others with interest.

"Brother Duan," Ji Lu called out, "this kind of thing is not very fun."

"I disagree." Duan Congzhen retorted directly, "I think it's fun. You can reserve your opinion."

"……whatever."

Even though Lu felt very tired, Duan Congzhen seemed to have his own worldview, he didn't follow the rules, and he wasn't afraid of punishment.

In his eyes, right and wrong can only be defined by himself, which directly caused this person's uncertainty, and the danger and uncertainty that made Ji Lu panic all day long.

After a pause, Duan Congzhen said again, "Let me tell you something, lest you say I scare you."

Ji Lu opened his eyes slightly, and his eyes fell on the messy bed opposite, his throat was extremely dry, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he was a little dry and hoarse.

Duan Congzhen likes this kind of exciting things, he likes dangers and traps everywhere, he likes to knock on Jilu's door in the middle of the night, likes to wake him up with harsh phone ringing, and even more likes to see his panicked expression.

It made Duan Congzhen feel very controlling.

He didn't understand what was so scary about it, and he didn't understand why the man suddenly became so timid. He couldn't understand Ji Lu's panic and fear, facing himself, and his constant vigilance and resistance.

There was a man's smiling and indifferent voice next to his ear, that is, when the deer closed his eyes, he felt his brain start buzzing, and his voice trembled slightly, "Why did you do this to me?"

Duan Congzhen didn't hear clearly, "Huh?"

"You dropped Tongtong's red bean sprouts and made those clay figurine kids cry...Call me in the middle of the night and tell me that you taught another person...It was you, you who pushed Tongtong to On the ground, she pretended to help her and stole the flowers I gave her, right... I know, I know..."

The man's voice was choked up, as if he had been hit suddenly, his body gradually stiffened, and his speech was incoherent, making Duan Congzhen unable to understand.

"What?" Duan Congzhen frowned, not understanding.

Ji Lu seemed to be unable to hear his words, shaking his head slightly, cold sweat began to break out on his forehead, "You want to torture me, right? You want to scare me so that you can send me back to a mental hospital?"

Duan Congzhen was confused when he heard that, he stretched out his hand to grab Jilu's shoulder, turned him over, and suddenly saw the man's empty eyes stained crimson, with an indescribable mist, when he looked at him, he looked fragile and attractive.

Duan Congzhen's throat tightened.

"That's what you plan to do, that's it...you want to kill me, you want to send me back to a mental institution...you want me to feel like I'm crazy again, don't you? You want to get back at me, the same way ..."

Duan Congzhen stared at him, put his arm on the man's trembling hands, and said calmly, "No."

"Lie!" The deer roared angrily, with a wet tone in his voice, and his whole body instantly became terrified, "You can't lie to me, I know it, I know what you want to do... Duan Congzhen, you won't be happy, really Yes, I have seen the doctor, he said that my disease has been stabilized... I have started to reduce the medication, I am getting better... You can't, send me back... I will, change soon Become a normal person...you can't..."

Duan Congzhen looked at him, stretched out his hand to pinch Ji Lu's jaw, forcing him to open his mouth, and quickly stuffed a pill into it with his sharp eyesight, forcing him to swallow it.

Ji Lu shook his head, wanting to spit it out, but Duan Congzhen blocked his mouth, forcing him to swallow with his head up.

Pressing the man down hard, Duan Congzhen listened to his disordered breathing and illogical words, and held him in his arms to stabilize his restless emotions.

The sudden onset was without warning, and it lasted for nearly 3 minutes before I heard the man's breathing slowly return to normal, his stiff body gradually softened, and his forehead was moist, as if he had been fished out of the water.

Duan Congzhen lowered his eyes, his eyes were dim and unpredictable, without any emotion, he stroked the man's thin back with his palm, and kissed the end of his eyes.

The deer lowered his head, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, his body was still shaking slightly, and he didn't recover from the feeling of dying.

"Bambi." Duan Congzhen called him warmly, but the words he said were extremely cold, "Shall I remind you? Mental illness is incurable."

Ji Lu suddenly laughed, just a sound, and said nothing else.

Duan Congzhen hugged him, and kissed delicately on his eyebrows, the tip of his nose, and his crimson and hot lips.He whispered next to Jilu's ear, "You will never be a normal person."

The body in his arms did not move, as if he was dead, only the sound of his heartbeat and weak breathing indicated that he was still alive.

"But there is good news, Bambi, I'm not a normal person." Duan Congzhen chuckled lightly, his voice was low and gentle, tinged with laughter, and he paused every word, "So let's not think about it."

He is not a normal person, otherwise he would not have come all the way, bought ten bouquets of flowers, found the bald man who had bullied Bambi, and stuffed all the thorny roses into the bald man's mouth.

Duan Congzhen likes watching people being tortured the most.

He watched the neighbor's pet stumble into the lake and drowned; he heard the hard-working experimenter weep over the loss of his son.

He appreciates pain and death, and the way other people weep bitterly. He can't understand pain, and he can't empathize with it.

Duan Congzhen felt that he was crazy.

Looking at the man with a sudden illness and a sickly blushing face in front of him, he didn't want to pinch his neck, and he didn't want to see his panicked face. Duan Congzhen just wanted to hold him in his arms and listen to him screaming in shock in his ear. Whimper and gasp.

He is not a normal person, nor does he bother to be normal.

Both he and Ji Lu are patients.

Ji Lu swallowed his saliva, being hugged by him, his body felt hot.He raised his hand, hooked Duan Congzhen's neck forcefully, pulled his precarious body closer, put his forehead on his shoulder, and sobbed in his throat.

"Brother Duan, kill me." He said, not knowing whether to cry or laugh, "It has nothing to do with me if you hurt anyone else."

Listening to his pleading, Duan Congzhen could hear the man's hot and moist breath.

Since the deer ran away from him, there has never been such an active intimacy, but now he hugs himself tightly, as if he wants to treat him as a straw, not courting, not asking for kisses, not expressing to him over and over again Love, but hope that he will kill himself with his own hands.

This made him feel unprecedented and unparalleled excitement.

The corners of his lips curled up, and a flash of crazy interest flashed in Duan Congzhen's eyes, with light, and his breathing became rapid due to the short-term excitement.

"No, Bambi, it's impossible."

He kept kissing him, biting the man's dry lips, until he tasted the smell of blood, he let go nostalgicly, and there was already a gasp in his throat.

Duan Congzhen licked off the blood from the corner of his lips, and pressed against his forehead, looking at Ji Lu's trembling lips, his eyes were filled with indifferent smiles.

"We're going to die together," he said.