love healing

Chapter 34 I am allergic to shrimp

Along the way, Fang Zhou tried his best to clear up his mood. Zhou Xu drove with one hand and held him with the other, and drove all the way to Yi Tianxing's downstairs.

After Yi Tianxing got in the car, Zhou Xu directly gave up his seat and let him drive, and he sat in the back seat with Fang Zhou.

Yi Tianxing didn't say anything, he thought they were just showing their affection in front of him.

Zhou Xu held Fang Zhou in his arms and asked him in a low voice, "It's okay, don't think about it anymore, it's all over."

Fang Zhou took a deep breath and rubbed against Zhou Xu's arms, "Well, I'm fine."

Zhou Xu tightened his arms, Fang Zhou felt that he felt sorry for him, and raised his head slightly to look at Zhou Xu's side face.

Zhou Xu noticed that Fang Zhou was looking at him, so he reached out and touched Fang Zhou's cheek.

After returning home, Fang Zhou began to prepare for the hot pot.

Zhou Xu sorted the daily necessities in the shopping bag. Toilet paper should be put in the toilet cabinet, snacks should be put in the sideboard, and beer and yogurt drinks should be put in the refrigerator.At the end of the day, there was only one box of condoms left, so Zhou Xu hurriedly took it into the room and put it in the bedside table.

Yi Tianxing followed behind him, watching him rushing in and out, making tsk-tsk noises constantly.

"Tsk tsk tsk, look at you, look like a family man. Hello? Are you Zhou Xu?"

Zhou Xu smiled and hit him, "Aren't you annoying~"

"You guys are developing very fast~" Yi Tianxing bowed to Zhou Xu, "You're not a woman, why do you want to buy a condom?"

Zhou Xu didn't feel embarrassed at all, "It's too cold, I'm afraid he will catch a cold if he has to clean after finishing."

"Ah, ok, ok~" Yi Tianxing didn't want to hear it anymore, "I know I'm alone, you asked me to come to eat, you deliberately smoked me~"

"Hey, don't tell me, Fang Zhou invited you to dinner today. He said you lent me the car. He felt embarrassed and wanted to thank you~"

"I gave you my beloved car for three months for free, and he thanked you with just one meal? Hey, you're too good at business~"

Zhou Xu laughed to death, "Then what else do you want? Didn't he say that you can't even eat this meal~"

Yi Tianxing shook his head, "It's true, it's not that the family doesn't enter the family, you two are miser~"

Just kidding, Zhou Xu, who grew up with him, knows how loyal he is to him.

After a while, Fang Zhou called them while setting the tableware, "It's ready to eat, you go wash your hands!"

Ark uses an induction cooker and puts a hot pot on the dining table.Throw the ready-made hot pot base into it and boil it, then add ready-made fat beef rolls, lamb rolls, luncheon meat, crispy sausage, tofu skin and shiitake mushrooms.When the lid of the hot pot was lifted, the aroma wafted all over the room.

There is also a plate of washed Chinese cabbage and a plate of coriander on the table.The sesame sauce and mashed garlic were prepared in the bowl, and Fang Zhou added sesame oil on top.

Zhou Xu and Yi Tianxing surrounded him, Zhou Xu sat beside the ark, and Yi Tianxing sat opposite Zhou Xu.

Sitting at the table, he opened three cans of beer first.

"Fang Zhou, your craftsmanship is really good~ Zhou Xu will be lucky after this~" Yi Tianxing took a sip of beer, and then began to eat the blanched beef.

"Hey, it's okay, this is simple, basically ready-made." Fang Zhou said embarrassedly.

"Finally, I don't have to go to your house for the New Year this year~" Zhou Xu looked at Yi Tianxing and said.

"Then congratulations~ Hehe, if I'm bored at home alone this year, I'll come and play with you guys. Ark will make delicious food for me~"

"No problem~" Fang Zhou was also very happy.

The Jiwei shrimp that I just bought in the supermarket has been washed and put in the kitchen to drain.Feeling that it was almost done, Fang Zhou walked into the kitchen, took out the prawns on a plate, and poured them into the hot pot.

Slightly scald for 2 minutes, and the prawns turn red and ready to eat.

"Eat this quickly, it will get old after cooking for a long time." Fang Zhou picked up the Jiwei shrimp with a colander and put them into the bowls of Yi Tianxing and Zhou Xu respectively.

Seeing that Zhou Xu peeled off the shrimp shells and put them in the ark bowl, Yi Tianxing didn't say anything.

Fang Zhou was very touched when he saw Zhou Xu peel the few shrimps he caught and put them into his bowl.

So Fang Zhou picked up a peeled shrimp and put it into Zhou Xu's mouth, "Don't keep peeling it with me, eat it yourself~"

Zhou Xu put his arms around Fang Zhou's neck and kissed it.

The kiss was very short, Zhou Xu just put the shrimp back into Fang Zhou's mouth with his tongue, and let him go.

"I'm allergic to shrimp." Zhou Xu smiled lightly.

Kissing in front of Yi Tianxing, Fang Zhou blushed, lowered his head and hurriedly ate vegetables, and muttered, "Why didn't you tell me earlier, when I bought shrimp in the supermarket just now, you should have told me~"

"It's fine if you like to eat~"

Zhou Xu said casually, Fang Zhou's face turned red again.

"Don't let people live~" Yi Tianxing patted the table with a smile, "I won't come to your house to eat anymore, I won't come to your house to eat again~ It's too painful~"

"Come with Ke Lu next time." Zhou Xu looked into Yi Tianxing's eyes and said, he meant something.

Yi Tianxing put away his smiling face and said helplessly, "He won't eat with me~"

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Yi Tian walked in the evening, and after Fang Zhou cleaned up the table, Zhou Xu also just took a shower.

When Fang Zhou took a bath, he kept thinking about what Zhou Xu and Yi Tianxing said during the meal just now.

Ke Lu should know the sexual orientation of Zhou Xu and Yi Tianxing. Before that, Ke Lu seemed hostile to me and didn't like Yi Tianxing. Does he like Zhou Xu?

After taking a shower and entering the room, I saw Zhou Xu reading a book leaning against the bed.

Fang Zhou got under the quilt, Zhou Xu quickly put down the book, then turned off the light and lay down.

"Zhou Xu, does Big Brother Yi like Ke Lu?" Fang Zhou was very curious, and he insisted on asking if he wanted to know.

"Yes, but Ke Lu doesn't like him." Zhou Xu habitually hugged Fang Zhou's waist.

"Then do you know who Ke Lu likes?" Fang Zhou asked, looking at Zhou Xu's face in a dark area.

"Then how do I know~" Zhou Xu pinched Fang Zhou's nose, "Why are you so interested in who other people like?"

Fang Zhou thought, don’t like you, and that foreigner, a great doctor, a restaurant owner, everyone who likes you is more capable than me.

"Zhou Xu, what do you like about me?" Fang Zhou asked with his arms around Zhou Xu's neck.

"Hehe," Zhou Xu smiled, "I like everything."

"Well..." Zhou Xu kissed Fang Zhou after finishing speaking.

Fang Zhou's body softened all of a sudden, and he frowned slightly. Together with Zhou Xu, the kiss deepened infinitely...

What to do Zhou Xu, I don't know what I can give you...but I want more...

I don't want to admit it, I care about you a little...

That foreigner who loved you that day, he was mad because I failed to reciprocate your affection.At that time, I hope you can be with the person who loves you, I hope you can be with the person who is really good for you.But now, I don't want myself to fall in love with you, and at the same time I don't want you to love others...how can I be so selfish...I enjoy your obsession and care for me, but I am afraid that once I really fall in love with you, all love The story will draw to a close...

If I get stuck again, maybe I will be worse than now.I used to be too stupid to love someone unreservedly, that's why I have no way out.After experiencing so much, I should be more mature emotionally...

I am greedy for our current relationship, you can't do without me, and I haven't fallen in love with you... Only in this way will I not be abandoned by my lover again, and only in this way, when I am abandoned again, I will not feel pain...

Zhou Xu stretched out his hand to get the condom, but Fang Zhou took his hand and said angrily, "It's okay, I'll clean it up by myself later."

"I'm afraid you'll catch a cold." Zhou Xu pressed down on Fang Zhou, with infinite doting eyes.

Fang Zhou was very touched, slowly shook his head, stretched his neck and bit Zhou Xu's lips.

Zhou Xu hugged the ark, and his fingers had already come under the ark, gently helping him stretch it.

"Ark... When will you fall in love with me... Tell me, when will I have to wait..."

The ear-whispering murmur should be a sweet aphrodisiac.But Fang Zhou was shocked when he heard it.

So soon, my love plan will come to an end...

The soft body suddenly stiffened.

I can't fall in love with you. After falling in love with you, I'm afraid I will lose myself again... If there is any change in your love for me in the future, what should I do...

Can't you bear it anymore? If I haven't said I love you, will you want to give up... I am not very good, and you will eventually find out that I am not worthy of you at all. Not as much fun as you might think...

When you are no longer interested in me, where should I go to find someone who loves me again...

Fang Zhou was overwhelmed, tears filled his eyes.

"I'm sorry Zhou Xu..." Fang Zhou slowly got up, touched the pants that had just been thrown by the pillow, and put them on.

Zhou Xu took his hand, "Don't go, I won't force you to say those words again."

"I'm sorry," Fang Zhou burst into tears, "I'll go to sleep next door."

Zhou Xu sighed, "Don't do this, you know I didn't mean it."

"Well, I know," Fang Zhou was full of guilt, he shook his head, "You are not wrong, it is my problem. I...my problem...sorry..."

No one likes the feeling of stopping halfway, so Zhou Xu lit a cigarette.

I was too impatient, I knew he didn't dare to love anymore, why I couldn't help but ask him.

Are you urging him to say he loves me?what's the point of that...

I know in his heart that he is very dependent on me.Maybe he doesn't even know how much he loves me and how much he can't leave me.Because the Fang Zhou I know will never have sex with someone I don’t love.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't admit it, I'm so much older than him, my mind should be mature and stable, what happened to me, why should I force him to speak out now...

……

Fang Zhou silently walked to the next door, tucked his legs under the quilt, and sat on the bed.

Turn on the bedside lamp, and have been sitting on the bed in a daze.After sitting for a while, Fang Zhou hugged the pillow next to him upright in front of his chest.Cross your legs and clamp the needle under the needle, hug the middle of the pillow, and put your face on the pillow.

The posture is very comfortable, and while thinking about unreasonable thoughts, I fell asleep while sitting.

Zhou Xu tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, Fang Zhou went to the next door, he looked at the door resentfully like an abandoned mangy dog, thinking about his master who just got up and left.

Forget it, let's go find him.Zhou Xu lifted the quilt and stood up, thinking that if he didn't go there, he probably wouldn't be able to fall asleep tonight.

The door of the ark was not closed, Zhou Xu walked in gently, and under the warm orange light, watched the little man sitting on the head of the bed with his pillow in his arms and fell asleep.

Zhou Xu's heart was touched by him. He turned off the light, laid the ark flat, removed the pillow, and used his own body to fill the ark's embrace.

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