Madam's little secret I know

Chapter 54 What I Want

The living room was silent, and all kinds of pheromones in the air were intertwined and confronted. Just the mixture of these smells was enough to make people feel uncomfortable, not to mention that there was also a very strong and pungent high-grade Alpha pheromone mixed in it.

I don't know why, Xiang Jingyuan always feels chaotic in his mind at this moment, as if he hasn't slept for a few days. He can no longer feel the existence of the string that hangs his spirit. Apart from anger, he even almost loses his mind. The ability to perceive and control anything else.

Like right now, he's releasing a steady stream of his very oppressive pheromones without him knowing it.

Xiang Mingyun and Rong Heng have a certain resistance to his pheromones, and Xiang Qingshan, who is also a high-level Alpha, can also restrain himself, but Ning Yun, who is standing by the side, finally couldn't hold on anymore and closed his eyes Covering his mouth and nose, he pushed hard into Xiang Qingshan's arms.

"Xiao Jing, calm down." Xiang Qingshan held Ning Yun in his arms and released her pheromones to comfort him, while looking at her younger brother with extremely complicated hearts, "We never thought of hurting him. You, we've always just wanted to make it up to you."

He understands his younger brother's anger and his situation at that time, he feels sorry for his younger brother, but he also understands his parents, if it's not a last resort, who would be willing to make such a bad move?

It's just that the language is always too poor, and he doesn't know how to calm down his brother whose heart is covered with thorns.

"Don't pretend to be a good person here." Xiang Jingyuan turned his head suddenly, and a pair of blood-red peach blossom eyes stared at him so straightly, "You obviously wanted to send me away quickly, I and you The existence of the same high-ranking Alpha brother for one day will be an extra threat to the family property that should belong to you, isn't it Xiang Qingshan?"

"Do you really dare to say that you never thought about it that way, that you never hated my birth?"

Xiang Qingshan froze in place as if suddenly struck by lightning, unable to make any sound for a long time.

When his younger brother was born, although he was only seven years old, he was already a child with a mature enough mind. He never complained about his younger brother's birth. He only knew that he was an older brother, and he wanted to protect his younger brother and become If you are strong enough, you must be stricter with yourself.

So he has no spare time, never talks to or plays with his younger brother, but devotes himself wholeheartedly to the various training activities arranged by his father, but forgets that his young brother may not need how much he has. How powerful it is, he may just need to play with him by himself.

He forgot, so that his younger brother would think that he hated him.

"Xiao Jing..." His voice was a little hoarse, as if he suddenly realized that he was wrong since he was a child, trembling with sadness.

"But you obviously don't need to think that way." Xiang Jingyuan frowned as if he didn't hear his voice, "They obviously gave you the best. After I was born, nothing No, there is no family company, and there is no so-called advanced Alpha enlightenment education, and even the name of the company, 'Qing Yun', is the name of you and your father. I."

Xiang Jingyuan chuckled softly, his world began to gradually turn white, as if everything was shrouded in a thick layer of mist, and those figures who were very close to him gradually blurred, turning into groups of black The shadow stabbed his brain and heart with a sharp weapon, and then merged with himself. The violent pheromone seemed to have an entity, rushing restlessly around his body, keeping In combat form.

He knew something was wrong with him, but he didn't know why, and he couldn't control himself.

"If you didn't really look forward to my birth, why didn't you... give me up in the first place?"

"Without Xiao Jing, Mom never thought of it that way!" Rong Heng had already burst into tears, and while trembling, he tentatively pulled his arm. Xiang Jingyuan's words seemed to forcefully gouged out her heart. One piece is the same, this is obviously the flesh that fell from her body, it is the little son she can't wait to nourish with all her strength!

"But you did." Xiang Jing turned his head away and stared at her expressionlessly.

He should have loved his closest mother the most, but pushed him into the abyss with his own hands.

Why is this happening?

"Xiang Jingyuan, don't act like the whole world is sorry for you." Xiang Mingyun is completely in a daze. He loves and wants to make up for his youngest son, but that doesn't mean he will allow himself His son talked to himself with such an attitude, "Do you think we will have a good life in the past 20 years? Whose parents will feel sad or distressed when they send their children away?"

"When the Qing Dynasty started, it was at its peak. As many people praised and envied us, so many people stumbled us behind our backs. Your brother was kidnapped by a group of unknown people when he was 12 years old. It took him four days to find his whereabouts. You At that time, I was still so young, if you... Mom and Dad, how would you live!"

Xiang Mingyun's eye circles were also red. I don't know if it was because he thought of the sadness and fear back then, or because he was sad for his forced decision at that time, but he still didn't feel that his original decision was completely wrong. There is a problem, but she is also the only one who will never really hurt Xiaojing.

"But when we finally have the ability to bring you back to protect you, you are no longer willing to come back with us..."

After that, they also tried to contact Rong Xing many times, but each time ended in failure. Rong Xing's husband seemed unwilling to intervene in this matter. huge crack.

Xiang Jingyuan's eyes were blank, his chaotic brain seemed unable to digest these obscure words, he just stared blankly, without blinking his eyes, like a wooden man covered in the smell of gunpowder.

After a while, he blinked his dry eyes slowly, his voice was very soft, but it seemed to weigh a thousand catties.

"But you clearly know that my aunt has mental problems, you know that my uncle can't accept me or even look at me more, you clearly know what I will experience alone in a foreign country or in such a family, but you still don't care about me." He said that there was no emotion on his face, "But you obviously never asked me, never came to see me, so you are so sure that I don't want to come back with you."

"You never know that at that time, I would rather follow you in fear for the rest of my life than be pushed into another abyss by my favorite and most respected parents and elders under the banner of protection, and endure a mentally ill and deformed love for 20 years. And the cold eyes of a workaholic."

"You've always been so self-righteous, you never knew that what a child really wants is just a normal family..."

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I've been too busy recently, and things are not going well. I may still fix it after the conflict, but it may still have to wait until this week has passed. I'm really sorry everyone! ! /withered/?