Master, who is looking through me?

Chapter 54

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As if I had been bewitched, I followed this man named Yun Shi in a daze - I couldn't be on guard against him at all, and being by his side was like being in... well, in the palace. Now that he couldn't look at him, he secretly felt pity for him.

He led me into a deeper place in the mountain forest, but the scenery in the deep mountain was not as I imagined—the deeper I went, the surrounding area opened up after I passed through the forest barrier: the water flowed smoothly under the clear moonlight Dan, sitting alone in the bamboo building next to the flower field, quiet and gentle, like a paradise.

I blinked, a little unbelievable: This person can't open up a small realm, right?Otherwise, how could this place be so completely different from the wilderness outside.

The more I looked at it, the more I liked it, and I couldn't help but praise: "It's really nice here."

Hearing this, his face moved slightly, "Do you like this place?"

I nodded, "Naturally."

After a while, I heard a low response from the person beside me: "...um."

After walking all around here, I suddenly didn't want to just leave. I can't say why, the scenery or... the people.I looked left and right for a while, and said with a cheeky face: "It's really nice here... Alas, it's a pity that I have to go back."

"Where are you going?" He frowned, as though the sky was full of wind and snow.My eyes were obviously lifeless, but I was too frightened to move.

I didn't expect him to have such a big reaction, and I froze in place: "Go back, go back to sleep..."

"At this."

"……what?"

He already grabbed my wrist irrefutably and led me to the bamboo house.

I was dragged away by him, and then I remembered that he seemed to have followed me closely when I was walking around just now. Although he was quiet and did not make a sound, let alone disturbed me, the distance between him and me was never more than one step, even Get closer—is he afraid that I will run away, and is he watching me closely?

I was about to laugh when I suddenly froze.If I have waited for these hundreds of years in vain, I am afraid that I will be more afraid than him... It is not because he reacted too much, but because I didn't know the seriousness and made fun of others' pains.His embarrassment and embarrassment at this moment are all caused by one person, and this person... should be me.

I followed behind him, feeling sad.There was a stabbing pain in my heart, as if a needle had been stuck in the heart, stuck in the most painful place, and I couldn't pull it out, I could only let the unstoppable blood flow down.

If you want me to wait for hundreds of years without hope, year after year, but I don't see any response, I'm afraid I won't be able to stand it halfway.For hundreds of years, others may sigh, marvel, and praise affectionately after listening to it, but these days are all lived by him day by day, no matter what others do, only me, the chief culprit, can't say...

Not worthy.

He led me to the bamboo building, and noticed my depression before pushing away the only room, he hesitated: "What's wrong with you?"

I stretched my hand over his shoulder and pushed open the bamboo door——

At first glance, the furnishings in the room are extremely simple, but every part makes me feel inexplicably right.If I had a bamboo house like this myself, it would definitely be arranged like this.

But no matter how close I am... I checked again and again, and I was sure that there was only one bamboo bed in this room.

Could it be... Thinking of this possibility, the depression in my heart gradually turned into another subtle feeling, "W-Where should I sleep?"

"This." He was sure.

I was at a loss for what to do.

However, before I could figure out how to refuse, he brought me to the bed without any obstacles.

I couldn't help it, I stretched out my hand and waved it in front of his eyes, and he grabbed it.I was a little embarrassed, "You really can't see it?"

He turned his face slightly, "Eyes?"

I looked into his eyes carefully, for fear of missing any change, but the eyes were still dim until the end of my stare.I just gave up: "...um."

He didn't regret it at all, "I can't see it."

"then you……"

"Spiritual consciousness can also detect things."

"Oh." I nodded.I don't have such a powerful thing.

The two of them looked at each other speechlessly for a while, and I was stunned to think again: "I slept in your bed, so where do you sleep?"

He was startled, and said, "I'll just go outside and meditate."

Oh, OK.

Although it's a pity, I'm still satisfied-compared with the Orion's house, this place is simply better.I shouldn't have occupied the magpie's nest, but since the host invited me so kindly, I didn't refuse.So I happily agreed: "Then I won't be polite to you!"

I tidied myself up and rolled into Yunshi's bed—I was actually very clean, but when Yunshi was by my side, I always felt that I should tidy up more.

When I hugged the quilt, I always felt like I was hugging Yun... Hehe, suddenly I didn't want to just sleep like this.

"By the way," I said to Yun Shi who was sitting on the bamboo table, "How do you know... I am the one you are looking for?" Just now in the woods, I just said a few words, and he immediately noticed something was wrong , had no choice but to tell the truth.When he heard that the green dragon cut off the horns and pulled out the scales to recast my soul bone, his face darkened for a moment.I didn't dare to talk to him about Qinglong any more.

"Knowing the soul." He said, "It's better to be blind than to be blind. People who are blind can see more clearly sometimes."

"……What's the meaning?"

"I won't make a mistake again, you are the one I'm waiting for."

He doesn't seem to want to mention it, so I can't ask anymore.I was stunned for a while, then rolled over to sleep.

I figured I might see something about clouds again—and I did.

It turns out that I grew up with him... There must be another person, but that person seems to be hidden in the clouds for some reason, so I can't see clearly.

Yun Shi had a serious temper when he was a child, and I would make some harmless jokes with him.He is often helpless, but he will never really get angry with me.

Later, the other person drifted away, but I spent more time with Yun Shi.But no matter who they are, they are born to be light, but I am a dark grass that can only grow in the shadows.So what if they are with young people, I can't let go of the demons in my heart, this is doomed to end my life with them.

This time I am not an outsider, but walked the road of the past again, soberly watching myself slipping into the abyss step by step, and finally involving them.

Involuntary - this is what I used to do, and it cannot be changed, let alone changed.

Now it's just a dream.Being in a dream, it's just a re-experience, and it's useless to be awake.

In a blink of an eye, I was in a cave, and Yun Shi was standing opposite.I heard myself relying on him saying that he wanted to forge the soul for one person, and tricked people's hearts with sweet words.

"Are you really coming back?"

He listened in silence and only asked me this one.

"of course."

I hear myself swearing.And I was very clear about this, it was impossible for me to come back, but I still cruelly kept it a secret.

There is no need to think too much about the next thing, he will definitely do it for me and make my wish come true.

That's why there was the later confrontation on the mountain outside Tianyuan City.

This time I was squeezed into a smaller place... It seemed that even my body was taken care of temporarily.

The coldness of Hengyuan's sword pierced through the mountain wind, and the sword crossed, but it stopped the castration of "I"——

He kept his promise and came to take my life according to my agreement with him.

This scene is really... Both happy and sad.

He never missed an appointment, but I...

When Yao looked back, the strong wind whizzed by, blowing away the sword-wielding man in white standing quietly by the cliff.

……

I woke up in a daze, and the sky was dawning.The ups and downs in the dream suddenly became blurred, but the great compassion in my heart was hard to get rid of, and the guilt was even worse.

I sat up slowly, and blinked very slowly, but there was still something on my eyelashes that couldn't bear it, and it fell straight down.

"what happened to you?"

I was taken aback, rubbed my eyes indiscriminately and looked - there was a shadow beside the bed, like a wandering spirit.

It's cloud time.

"why cry?"

"You... what are you doing?" I was stunned and sober up.

He opened his dull eyes and said softly, "...I want to look at you."

I suffocated, my heart ached.Lying down, I patted my side: "Come here."

He froze and lay down next to me.

"Did I always play tricks on you before?" I leaned closer and threw myself into his ear, "I seem to have done some bad things to you, but I can't remember clearly now..."

He was silent for a while, "It doesn't matter anymore."

"It's good that you are here now."

"Just... don't lie to me again."

The author has something to say: Regarding how long you have been reborn, you don’t need to worry about him. He is not an individual. He may be a bit old in age (′..?.`). I didn't dare to abuse him. Compared to the first time, I can say that I am very happy.He can't be regarded as a truly brand-new person, so subconsciously he feels that this is good, that he can live with food and clothing, and he doesn't need to work hard.After being picked up by Qingmu, he was raised so well, so he didn’t look very smart, because he didn’t need to use his brain_(:з)∠)_Another one: no Weibo duck, let’s contact Changpei