Meet Jiaqi for the first time

Chapter 46

He couldn't help retching, but after not eating a grain of rice for two days, he only vomited some sour water.

"I'm sorry." Why do you say sorry to him, can you make up for the damage he suffered?Just saying I'm sorry makes him pretend that nothing happened?Why do you have to say sorry to him when you leave? Can the apology of the person who leaves be forgiven?

"No, I don't forgive, never."

After saying this, he fell down.

Fang Shuibai's first solo album was released, which was well received by fans and the industry. His popularity continued to rise, and he officially signed his first brokerage company.

He couldn't wait to tell Yu Jiaqi the news, but when he dialed his cell phone, it was a girl who answered. "Hello, are you looking for Yu Jiaqi?" "Who are you?" He asked in surprise, "Why is his phone in your hand?"

The girl replied: "My name is Lin Ziyan, and I am a friend of Qiqi. It looks like you are Fang Shuibai on the caller, right? You have come to see Qiqi, and I have seen you. It is not convenient for him to answer the phone now." "Why? What is he doing?

"He didn't do anything, actually..." Lin Ziyan hesitated for a moment, "I hope you can calm down, he, he committed suicide." "

"Suicide!?" He felt that his ears seemed to be deaf at that moment, "You listen to me first, because the rescue was timely, his life is not in danger now. But he..." "Which hospital?" He called break her way. "What?" "I asked you which hospital he is in?!"

In the single ward, with white walls, white ceiling, and white curtains, Yu Jiaqi's originally delicate and moving face was also pale and bloodless.But the pair of eyes that once fascinated Fang Shuibai are now dull, staring blankly at the ceiling.The left wrist resting on the side was wrapped with gauze, revealing a dazzling bright red.

Fang Shuibai, who was watching everything through the window outside the door, felt a twinge of pain in his heart, "When did it happen?" "A week ago." Lin Ziyan who was beside him replied, "At that time, he had just returned from his mother's funeral. He didn't go to class the next morning, that's when he made the emergency call himself." "Since it was a week ago, why is the wound still bleeding?"

She hesitated, "He slammed his injured wrist against the cabinet or the edge of the bed by himself, causing the wound to open again. He is still trying to commit suicide, so the hospital must send someone to watch him 24 hours a day." "Wait, you didn't Saying that he made the emergency call himself, doesn’t that mean that he doesn’t want to die? Why is he still trying to commit suicide?”

"It's him who made the call, and it can't be him."

He frowned, "What do you mean?"

"It means that there are two personalities in his body. The main personality is the Yu Jiaqi we usually see, and there is another sub-personality, which he calls Yang. He only appears when he is desperate, fearful, helpless, and in need of help. It will appear, accompany him, encourage him, and make decisions for him, which is called multiple personality in the field of psychology. It was Yu Jiaqi who cut his wrist with a razor that day, and it was Yang who called the emergency center."

"How do you know?" "Actually, we saw him." She replied, "These days, Yu Jiaqi is too tired, so Yang often comes out to control the body instead of the main personality, allowing the main personality to rest temporarily. Can communicate with him." "You?" He asked suspiciously.

"The psychiatrist in this hospital, under whom I am interning, is now preparing to transfer Qiqi to a specialized psychiatric hospital."