My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 105

I don't know how long it took, Ji Youyan recorded all the flashes of inspiration, hummed it once, felt satisfied, and then put down the pen and regained his mind.

She subconsciously wanted to share the good news with Jing Xiu, and belatedly remembered the circumstances under which she ran out.She looked down at the shirt draped over her shoulders, with the corners of her lips curled up, she habitually turned around to look for Jing Xiu.

Sure enough, when she turned around, she saw that Jing Xiu was the same as the way they got along many years ago—sitting behind the other silently while one was concentrating on work.

Even if they are not talking, they are busy, and when they are in the same room, they occasionally look at each other with a tacit smile, which is enough for each other to find warmth and relaxation in the tiredness.

Jing Xiu was reading a book, when he heard the sound of the piano and humming stopped, he looked at Ji Youyan strangely, and his eyes fell into Ji Youyan's tender eyes.

"Finished?" Jing Xiu closed the book, picked up the towel on his lap and walked back to Ji Yuyan.

Ji Youyan raised his head to look up at Jing Xiu, and answered "Hmm" with crooked eyebrows.She touched her bangs, which were still wet in strips, and asked self-consciously, "Do I look very stupid now?"

There was a smile in Jing Xiu's eyes, and he covered her hair with a towel, and while helping her to wipe her hair, said lightly, "It's quite silly."

When Ji Youyan heard the affirmative answer, he hugged her waist with his right hand and muttered, "Why don't you comfort me?"

Jing Xiu chuckled and teased, "It's a good thing to have self-knowledge, and there is no need for consolation."

Ji Youyan poked Jing Xiu's lower abdomen with his chin in dissatisfaction.It was already early summer, but wearing two thin single clothes, Jing Xiu was poked a little itchy.She patted Ji Yuyan's arm away impatiently, took a step back, and looked at Ji Yuyan pretending to be displeased.

Ji Youyan tilted his head slightly to look at her, smiling slyly and gently.Her confident and bright smiling face complemented her vaguely half-dressed style.

Jing Xiu was instantly dazzled by her beauty.

She couldn't help wiping Ji Youyan's hair again, she was silent for a few seconds, and said in a low voice: "It's not stupid, it's very sexy." After a pause, she added, "I mean, the way you write songs seriously is very sexy. "

Ji Youyan was slightly stunned, believing it was true: "Actually, I have always wanted to ask you a question, but I was afraid to ask it before."

Jing Xiu frowned: "You ask."

"Do you like my singing more than my acting? Do I attract you more when I sing?" Ji Yuyan stared at her and asked seriously.This question has been lingering in her mind when she was not confident, and has troubled her for many years.

Jing Xiu saw through the unconcealable anxiety in Ji Youyan's expression, and felt a pain like a needle prick in his heart.She narrowed her eyes, pretending to be relaxed and asked back: "Are you trying to trick me into saying nice things?"

Ji Youyan was at a loss, but he couldn't help laughing when he realized the meaning of Jing Xiu's words.

There was softness in Jing Xiu's eyes.She took the towel away from Ji Yuyan's head, sat down beside Ji Yuyan, looked at the overlapping shadows of her and Ji Yuyan on the ground, and explained: "I used to like you to sing more because I know you love music , music is your dream, so I hope you can do what you like. That's all."

"You're attractive when you sing."

"It's just as engaging when you're acting."

Ji Youyan stared at Jing Xiu, his eyes became hotter.

Jing Xiu turned her head to look at Ji Youyan, restrained her shame, and said frankly: "But to me, it's the same if you don't do anything, just sit quietly like this..." Very attractive.

The rest of her words were swallowed by Ji Yuyan's lingering lips.

Just as the gun was about to go off, Jing Xiu called out awkwardly: "Yanyan...wait for the drama...to end..."

Ji Youyan could distinguish the priorities, and stopped rationally.She reluctantly pecked Jing Xiu's lips, and asked meaningfully: "When the drama is over?" There are only two days left in the drama.

Jing Xiu looked away, and added a condition: "It will be better when you get hurt."

Ji Youyan still wanted to ask "When will the injury be better?" Jing Xiu stopped her words with red ears and said, "Okay, come out and blow your hair, don't soak the wound." After she finished speaking, she stood up and said to go.

Ji Yuyan hurriedly grabbed her wrist.Jing Xiu raised her eyebrows, thinking that she was going to say something indecent.

"I've written the episode of the movie, but I haven't sung it for you yet, do you want to listen?" Ji Youyan asked her seriously.

Jing Xiu was surprised.She frowned, sat down again, and responded with actions.

Ji Youyan said shyly, "I can't play the piano, so I can only sing a cappella."

"It's okay." Jing Xiu encouraged her.

Ji Youyan clasped his hands together, cleared his throat, stared at Jing Xiu with watery eyes, and spoke with a smile.

Her voice is clear and magnetic, as low and mellow as a cello. Jing Xiu always feels that Ji Yuyan has a special flavor when she sings.Singing lightly, the lyrics are combined with precise emotions, like countless dark waves surging under a calm sea, laziness with suppressed restlessness and restlessness, not sharp pain, but drowning the scene silently Xiu's emotions touched Jing Xiu's heartstrings.

A few seconds after Ji Youyan sang, Jing Xiu applauded with a heartfelt admiration in his eyes. "I can foresee how quickly this song can climb the charts after the movie is released."

This is a very high evaluation. Ji Yuyan was happy, but a little unconfident: "Really? Actually, I haven't shown it to Sister Bo. I don't know if I need to change it." She has suffered too much in music. Frustrated.

"I already feel very good in this way." Jing Xiu said firmly.

Ji Yoo hesitated.

Jing Xiu sighed helplessly, took her hand, and interlocked his fingers, "Believe in yourself, believe in music, and believe in this market." In the past, what Ji Youyan lacked in the market was fame, but now, everything is ready, and all he needs is Dongfeng .

Ji Yuyan looked at her firmly.After a while, she smiled, put her head on Jing Xiu's shoulder, and said softly, "I believe in you."

Jing Xiu's eyes are rippling.

"Ah Xiu, I will formally change contracts with Mr. Tao and Sister Wei next month. After that, I plan to adjust the rhythm and make one movie a year. The quality is not the quantity. The rest of the time is spent writing songs and living. Waiting for Sunflower After it’s released and this song is promoted, I want to release an album. Regardless of the results, it’s just a dream come true.”

Jing Xiu stroked the hair next to her ear, and affirmed: "I think it's good." She thought the same about herself and Ji Yuyan.She never asked Ji Youyan what kind of achievement he must achieve, as long as Ji Youyan can let it go and feel happy.

Ji Youyan raised his head and exaggerated: "The cost of making an album is so high. If it doesn't sell, I might lose all my money and sleep on the streets."

Jing Xiu wanted to reassure her that it would be fine if she really suffered like that, and she still had to worry about it.But concerned about Ji Yuyan's self-esteem, she opened her mouth, but kept silent.

Ji Youyan seemed to see Jing Xiu's hesitation, and joked half coquettishly: "If this is the case, Ah Xiu, will you take me in?"

Jing Xiu trembled her eyelashes in surprise, and after a while, she couldn't hide her smile and lowered her head.Ji Youyan's heart suddenly softened.How long has she kept Ah Xiu cautious?

"I won't take you in." Jing Xiu refused.

Ji Youyan was still in astonishment, when she heard her whisper: "What's mine, it's all yours."

Ji Youyan's heart softened completely.Jing Xiu was a little embarrassed by her moving appearance, and Jing Xiu changed the subject as if nothing had happened: "By the way, after Yimei's talking show ended, a few friends helped me prepare a celebration party. Will you go with me?"

Because she had vaguely noticed a long time ago that Ji Youyan didn't like to contact her friends, let alone want to integrate into her circle of friends, so Jing Xiu has been consciously trying to avoid letting Ji Youyan socialize with her friends.Because of this, Ji Youyan didn't even have contact with Tao Xingruo before the breakup.

Jing Xiu added considerately: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to. I also wanted to shirk it, but the kindness is hard to refuse. I will come back soon."

Surprisingly, Ji Yuyan readily agreed this time, "Yes, if they don't mind, I'll go with you. I haven't played so relaxedly for a long time."

Jing Xiu looked at Ji Youyan's expression, trying to tell if she was a little bit reluctant.

Ji Yuyan took her hand and walked outside the music room, and joked as he walked, "Why don't you seem to be very welcome?"

"Very welcome." Jing Xiu defended in a low voice.

She and Ji Youyan went into the bedroom, took the hair dryer, and turned on the switch to help Ji Youyan dry his hair.The hair dryer just roared for two seconds before she turned it off again.

She knelt down and looked at Ji Youyan at the same level and asked the question in her heart again: "Yanyan, do you not like my friend?"

Jing Xiu asked Ji Youyan this question many times. In order not to make it difficult for Jing Xiu, Ji Youyan always shirked that Jing Xiu thought too much.

As before, Ji Youyan lowered his long eyelashes and gave a negative answer again: "I am not."

"It's not that I don't like them, it's just that I don't like myself in their eyes." Ji Youyan clenched his five fingers, raised his eyes and looked at Jing Xiu, and confessed himself: "I don't want to have more contact with them because some of their behaviors always make me feel uncomfortable." I feel...they look down on me. When I get along with them, I always feel as if I am naked, have nothing, and have no place to be ashamed."

Jing Xiu's brows were suddenly furrowed, showing her heartache and anger.She found that she always seemed to be doing wrong things.Whether she introduces Ji Yoo-yeon to her parents or to her friends, she wants to make Ji Yoo-yeon happier, and she wants to share her life and everything with Ji Yoo-yeon thoroughly.But her kindness seemed to hurt Ji Yuyan again and again.

Before the introduction, she especially told Ji Youyan not to make trouble, not to scare Ji Youyan.She thinks that everyone is a friend who knows how to respect each other and is trustworthy.

"I'm sorry." Jing Xiu's throat was astringent, "I won't go, and we won't go in the future."

Ji Yuyan scratched her nose and said with a smile, "Go, why not go."

Love is supposed to make life better.She doesn't need Jing Xiu to live like an island for her.

"Actually, it's not necessarily that they really behaved like this. It's more likely that I was too sensitive and inferior at the time, and the speaker didn't care and the listener did." Ji Youyan comforted Jing Xiu in turn.

She joked: "Besides, I used to be so restrained and timid every time. I'm too timid. Obviously I'm the one who can walk sideways the most."

Jing Xiu's eyes showed doubts.

Ji Youyan stood up halfway, approached Jing Xiu and took a bite, proudly said: "I own you, and I am the richest person in the world. Shouldn't I be so proud?"

Jing Xiu looked at her deeply, with a smile gradually rippling in his eyes.

She turned on the hair dryer to help Ji Youyan dry her hair. The sweetness and love seemed to be heated by the wind and burned in her heart.In the rumbling wind, she leaned close to Ji Yuyan's ear, and said inexplicably: "In two days, your injury should be much better."