My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 117

When the four of them returned to their accommodation, Yao Xiao and Lin Yue consciously carried their things into the kitchen. Jing Xiu wanted to follow in, but suddenly turned a corner, planning to go back to the room first.

Ji Youyan stopped her, and said with great interest: "Ah Xiu, has Xiaoxiao ever tasted your craft?"

Jing Xiu paused, pursed her lips and said, "No."

Ji Youyan pretended to be exaggerated and said: "Wow, your boss is so harsh." She coaxed Jingxiu: "Then I think she will think a little bit, it's rare to have time tonight, should we satisfy her?"

Jing Xiu laughed and said, "Did you think, or did she think?"

Ji Youyan pushed Jingxiu to the kitchen, and said with a smile, "Then if it's what I want, do you want to satisfy me?"

Jing Xiu chuckled and said nothing, but obediently followed Ji Youyan into the kitchen.She was going to go back to the room to put away the safety buckle on her body, but after thinking about it, she promised to wait until she got back, so she probably didn't become suspicious.Jing Xiu relaxed his vigilance, and let Ji Youyan send Yao Xiao and Lin Yue out of the kitchen.

The two helped each other tie up their long hair, put on their aprons, and were half busy and half chatting happily in the kitchen.

The induction cooker was still in use, so Ji Youyan took a pot of water and connected the electric kettle.Jing Xiu frowned, subconsciously wanting to remind her not to do so, opened her mouth, and swallowed it back.

She silently turned off the induction cooker and switched to the gas stove.The circuit of this house is aging, and it is easy to trip when two high-power electrical appliances are used together. She had tripped more than once when she lived in her last life.

Ji Yuyan watched her suddenly turn off the fire, slightly puzzled, and then his eyes touched the furnishings with a sense of age around the stove, thinking of something, his eyes sank.

But she didn't ask anything, pretending she didn't find anything.

Jing Xiu is good at Western food, and Ji Yuyan is good at Chinese food. The two each made a few special dishes, which are a combination of Chinese and Western food, which is very rich. Yao Xiao and Lin Yue said that they had a good meal today, and took a lot of exaggerated photos to commemorate.

Because of the good atmosphere, Jing Xiu also let go of Ji Yuyan's alcohol prohibition, and the four of them ate and chatted, talking and laughing, so much fun that Jing Xiu completely forgot about the safety deduction that he had just worried about.

After they were full, Yao Xiao and Lin Yue went to tidy up in a sensible manner. Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu went for a walk on the rooftop to digest food.

It was getting late, and the four of them said good night to each other, and went back to their rooms to rest.Jing Xiu took out the pajamas from the closet, his mind returned, and he remembered the safety buckle on his body that was like a time bomb.

She pretended to ask Ji Youyan casually: "Do you wash first or should I wash first?" She was a little worried that if Ji Youyan wanted to wash with her, how should she refuse.

Ji Yuyan was drawing the curtains, and answered her honestly: "It's okay, you go in and wash, I'll wash at the one outside."

Jing Xiu was slightly stunned, "Okay, then I'll go in first." Her voice was flat, relieved and at the same time a little inexplicably lost.

This big tsundere.Ji Youyan could hear her turning cold, and she was a little soft-hearted. There was a smile on the corner of her lips just now, but when she thought of what she had to verify later, the smile faded again.

She stood outside the bathroom, closed her eyes, and stretched her ears to listen to the movement in the bathroom.Before the glass door of the bathroom was pulled, the faucet was opened first.All she could hear was the splashing water, but nothing else.

Ji Youyan's throat was tight and astringent.They were too familiar with each other, and she knew instantly that this was not Jing Xiu's normal bathing sequence—A Xiu didn't have the habit of washing her hair first in the washbasin.She imagined the structure in the bathroom, imagining where Jing Xiu might put the safety buckle temporarily, her heart was trembling.

After a long time, she heard the sound of Jing Xiu turning off the faucet, opening the glass door to get in, and then closing it again, slowly and bluntly, like a file slicing through her heart.

Ji Youyan gritted his teeth to suppress his frantic heartbeat, and comforted himself as if dying, maybe... Maybe he really thought too much.

She took a deep breath, laughed, took off her coat and trousers, and pushed open the bathroom door while holding the doorknob.

Jing Xiu was standing naked under the shower, raising her head and stroking her neck, water droplets slid down her uneven body.Under the light, her skin became more delicate and tender, like fine silk, her whole body was as holy as Venus in the water, and the red roses along her waist and abdomen added a bit of holiness to her. flirtatious.

Ji Youyan couldn't move his eyes.

Hearing the sound, Jing Xiu instinctively folded his hands around his chest and took half a step back. When he saw that it was Ji Yuyan, his cheeks that were already flushed by the steam became even redder, "Get out!"

Although the tone was cold, there was more embarrassment in the tone, and there was no deterrence at all.

Ji Youyan didn't retreat but advanced, closed the door smoothly, and while walking in, unbuttoned the bra with his backhand, and threw it on the ground in a charming manner.

She stood by the glass door, put one hand on the glass door and the other on her lace underwear, and opened the glass door in tune with Jing Xiu's heartbeat.

"Do you really want me to go out?" She stepped into the door, staring into Jing Xiu's eyes, with a soft and seductive voice.

Jing Xiu's throat moved, but he didn't answer.

Ji Youyan laughed, and closed the glass door with his backhand.She gently opened the laces on both sides of the underwear, and the fabric slowly slipped off under Jing Xiu's scorching gaze.

"Do you really want me to go out?" She leaned forward, almost touching Jing Xiu's lips, and asked again slyly.

Jing Xiu's eyes were full of annoyance and pampering, unable to resist, he raised his hand to pinch the back of Ji Yuyan's head, bit her red lips lightly, and sealed it with a kiss.

Ji Youyan sighed contentedly from the bottom of his heart, his nose was sore, and tears were almost overflowing.She took advantage of the situation to push Jing Xiu against the wall, comforting and pleasing Jing Xiu gently.

Surrounded by smooth walls, Jing Xiu couldn't find a fulcrum, so he could only hug Ji Youyan tightly like a koala.They went back to the room from the bathroom, and Ji Youyan didn't know if it was because of the alcohol, the alcohol was so bad, it was extremely annoying, and Jing Xiu was so worn out that she was about to hum, and she was in Jing Xiu's ear again. Carefully reminded: "Ah Xiu, you said that the sound insulation of this house is so poor, can Xiaoxiao and Yueyue hear it?"

Jing Xiu's body froze, and he forcibly held back his voice.Seeing this, Ji Yuyan teased her more and more, talking coquettishly, Jing Xiu was so ashamed that she even curled up her toes.

I don't know if it's because I'm too afraid of being heard, the environment is too exciting, the more restrained, the more emotional, Jing Xiu is much more sensitive than usual.

Ji Youyan couldn't put it down, and coaxed Jing Xiu to come again and again.

Jing Xiu was bullied terribly. After the last time, she was exhausted, and couldn't wait for Ji Yuyan to clean up for her, so she fell into a deep sleep.

Ji Youyan helped her tidy up lightly, sat by the bed and stared at her peaceful sleeping face for a long time, leaned over and pressed a tender kiss on her forehead.

She turned off the light, stood up, and walked heavily to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, Jing Xiu's changed clothes were neatly placed on the marble table.Ji Youyan picked up the clothes almost without hope, and put them into his pockets.

Sure enough, the pocket was clean and empty.

Ji Yuyan put back his clothes, followed the guesses he had just rehearsed in his mind, and opened the cabinets above the sink one by one. He had seen the drawers, cabinets, and even the trash can that came with the sink...

nothing.

Ji Youyan's heart was beating very fast, as if she was rejoicing that she was about to escape from birth, but she was also disturbed and doubted by reason, which made her unable to believe that Jing Xiu really didn't lie to her, and really didn't bring those two pieces of jade.

She worriedly looked through the places she had searched carefully, but still found nothing.Suddenly, from the corner of her eye, she landed on a bottle of makeup remover that was placed generously next to the cream on the sink.She turned her head and stepped on the trash can. In the trash can, Jing Xiu's used makeup remover cotton lay quietly.

When she and Jing Xiu placed cosmetics, one of them occupied half of the position, almost symmetrically.Where's the makeup remover cotton that Ah Xiu put next to her?

Thinking back carefully, Ji Youyan seemed to have seen it in the bottom drawer just now.She thought it was a spare at first.

She squatted down, her heart seemed to jump out of her throat, opened the drawer, and took out the box of makeup remover cotton.

She opened the carton and poured out all the cotton pads in the box. With trembling fingertips, she spread out the cotton pads on the marble table.

Finally, the bright red color was revealed in the eyes full of white, and entered Ji Yuyan's eyes.Ji Yuyan picked up the piece of ruby, and looked at it carefully under the light - the texture, the flawed black spot, was exactly the same as the piece she disappeared.

The conjecture she least wanted to believe had come true.Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, Ji Youyan shook his body, tears streaming from his eyes.

She can no longer escape, no longer can deceive herself.How could she still act as if she didn't know anything?

Why did Ah Xiu lie to her that she didn't bring it, and why did she take pains to hide it?The answer is obvious - she is afraid of what she will find out.

In her mind, Jingxiu's bloody arm in the dream appeared again, and the pain was like a piercing pain.Is it... Is it really the jade that was stained red by Ah Xiu's blood?

The monk who gave the jade, the Sanskrit sound in the dream, Ah Xiu said that there is another way to prevent cremation, Ah Xiu's blood... Ji Yuyan's head was buzzing.Ever since she suspected that Jing Xiu was also reborn, she had always had a guess.She guessed that after she died, Jing Xiu got the safety button she was holding in her hand, remembered the monk they had saved, went to that monk, and used some method to pay some blood-stained money. In exchange for their price, they can do it all over again.

However, what method and at what cost?According to the dream, she should have followed Jing Xiu after she died, and she should know everything.Why can't she remember, why? !Ji Youyan slapped his useless head viciously, his chest was so tight that he couldn't breathe.

Warm nosebleeds gushed out uncontrollably, dripped down her chin, and dripped onto the ruby ​​in her hand.Yu became hot in an instant, and the light in front of Ji Youyan began to lose focus, black and red, and his headache was about to split...

She held onto the Dali platform with difficulty to stabilize her body, closed her eyes, and opened them again, as if an image was shaking in her mind...

It is the thin figure of Jing Xiu standing kneeling outside the rainy ancient temple, it is Jing Xiu who kowtows devoutly in the dojo full of prayer wheels, saying "disciple does not regret" one sentence after another, it is Jing Xiu who raises his head and drinks the talisman water The weakness of spitting out a mouthful of blood, it was Jing Xiu who cut open the blood, clenched his fists, and walked firmly step by step towards the dark nothingness until he fell down...

Ji Yuyan's body collapsed from exhaustion, and he knelt down on the ground, tears streaming down his face.

It turned out that all the blessings from heaven that she was thankful for were due to someone who paid heavily behind the scenes.But why, all her faults are ultimately borne by Jing Xiu.

It was not enough for her to bear her for ten years, but also for a lifetime.How could she be so unbearable to be treated so tenderly by Ah Xiu, and to be with her life and death?

She is not worth it, she is sorry for Jing Xiu.

The author has something to say: The preview is accurate, and this chapter is a success.

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Today is a day for Jing Miao, not only tired, but also off the horse.

awful.