My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 119

That year, Jing Xiu only found out about an hour after the news broke.No one dared to tell her about this on such a festive occasion as a wedding. She discovered it by herself.

At that time, the wedding vows had just ended, so she went to change clothes and returned to the wedding venue, sat at the main table to rest for a while, and planned to toast with Song Wenyan later.She calmly faced the guests' congratulations and compliments, handled the parents and relatives on both sides of the table gracefully, and inadvertently noticed the right side of the main table, where the media people suddenly became restless. She paid more attention.I don't know if it's an illusion, but she always felt that the three words "Ji Youyan" floated faintly, tugging at her heartstrings.

Jing Xiu's hand holding the goblet trembled almost imperceptibly.It's obviously someone who has nothing to do with her, and obviously shouldn't care about it, and shouldn't have any expectations, but hearing this name on such an ironic occasion, she was still sadly pulled at the heartstrings.

She waved her hand and called Yao Xiao, who was one of the bridesmaids, to come over and whisper next to her, asking her to find out what the media friends over there were whispering, so as not to cause any trouble.

Yao Xiao didn't doubt that he was there, so she nodded and walked over.

Jing Xiu watched her go away, bit her lip quietly, and pinched her fingertips harder on the cup.

When she saw Yao Xiao talking to the people at the table, her face suddenly changed, as if she had been struck by lightning.Jing Xiu's heart skipped a beat, and Yao Xiao looked back at her at this moment, her face was as white as paper, and there was shock in her eyes that she couldn't hide in time.

Jing Xiu's whole heart was raised, and the emptiness made her panic.She stood up suddenly, and the movement was so loud that Song Wenyan's parents next to her were a little surprised.Jing Xiu calmed down a little, picked up the goblet on the table, forced a smile at them, pretended to go out to toast, and walked quickly towards Yao Xiao.

When Yao Xiao heard the news, she couldn't believe it. She repeatedly confirmed with the other party whether the news was true.how so?what to do?That Teacher Jing... She was in a state of confusion, and subconsciously wanted to ask Jiang Chun for advice, but Jing Xiu stopped her in the middle of the road.

"What's the matter, your face is so ugly?" Jing Xiu's face was very calm, but his voice was a little unnatural because of being too nervous.

Yao Xiao looked at Jing Xiu, her eyes fell on the joyful atmosphere behind her, she clutched the corner of her clothes, and reluctantly answered her: "It's okay, it's just that some news broke out in China, and they discussed it a little excitedly."

"What news?" Jing Xiu asked the truth, her clear eyes were fixed on her, and the aura around her lowered.

Yao Xiao is not a person who is good at lying, and she couldn't bear Jing Xiu's gaze, he hesitated, and was in a dilemma.

Jing Xiu's panic exhausted her patience, and her voice became completely cold, "Yao Xiao." She called her by her full name, completely lost the peace of the past, and felt intimidating: "What's wrong with Ji Yuyan?!"

"tell me!"

This was the first time that Jing Xiu spoke to him so harshly. Yao Xiaoqiang held back his panic and tried to stabilize Jing Xiu: "Mr. Jing, can we talk about it after the wedding banquet is over?" Tell Jing Xiu that something will happen.

But Yao Xiao's red eye circles made Jing Xiu more uneasy. "Just now, tell me!" Jing Xiu ordered her, her eyes as cold as knives.

Obviously there was no way to avoid it, Yao Xiao opened her mouth, but before she could make a sound, tears rolled down her face first.She took a deep breath for several seconds before summoning up the courage to spit out the cruel words to Jing Xiu: "Domestic... news from the domestic media said... Said that Sister Ji...she passed away a few hours ago...Suspected... ..."

She saw Jing Xiu's face turn pale with her words, and then she tilted her body, bumped into the table next to her as if she couldn't stand still, and smashed several bottles of red wine by mistake.

"Teacher Jing!" Yao Xiao shouted nervously.

Jing Xiu propped his hands on the table, as if he couldn't hear anything for a moment, his ears were full of sharp tinnitus, and the sky and the earth were spinning.The red wine spilled on her white gauze dress, it was dazzling red, like the blood that had been pulled out from her heart.

"Teacher Jing!" Yao Xiao nervously stepped forward to help her.

Jing Xiu didn't know where the strength came from, and knocked down Yao Xiao's outstretched hand, and yelled at her: "What nonsense are you talking about!"

The movement was so loud that everyone's eyes were attracted.

Yao Xiao choked with sobs and didn't dare to say anything, and didn't dare to approach Jing Xiu any more.Jing Xiu leaned against the table in a daze, muttering to herself: "I don't believe it, it's impossible, nonsense..." Her voice was so firm, but her eyes were already red.

"Yao Xiao, book a plane ticket, I want to go back." She slowly stood up straight and ordered with a pale face.

"But..." Yao Xiao hesitated.

"No but." Jing Xiu's voice was as cold as a mechanical voice.She suppressed the bouts of dizziness, turned around and was about to walk out of the court.

Song Wenyan, who was still talking and laughing happily with people in the distance, hurriedly chased after someone reminded him.He grabbed Jing Xiu's wrist and tried to coax Jing Xiu with a smiling face: "Xiu Xiu, what's the matter, where are you going?"

Jing Xiu turned around, looked at him, and said in a calm tone, word by word: "Let go, let go, me."

Song Wenyan froze in place, swallowed, the hairs all over his body stood up, and the hand holding Jing Xiu's wrist unconsciously relaxed.He has known Jing Xiu for more than ten years, and he has never seen such a terrifying expression on Jing Xiu.

The way she looked at him was as cold as looking at a dead person.

"Xiuxiu..." he called out in bewilderment.

Seeing that the situation was not right, the guests were all paying attention but they didn't dare to go forward, Jiang Chun, Jing Shurong, Jing Xiu's father and Song Wenyan's parents rushed around.

Jing Shurong and Jiang Chun already knew the news of Ji Youyan's death, seeing Jing Xiu's gaffe, they didn't know how to appease her for a while.

"Xiu Xiu, calm down first." Jing Shurong cautiously reached out to hug Jing Xiu.Jiang Chun whispered in Song Wenyan's ear.

Jing Xiu raised his hand and pulled Jing Shurong's hand around her shoulder little by little, his body trembling.She restrained herself from crying in front of so many people, her lower lip was dripping red.

They say her sun will never rise again.How should she calm down?

Jing Shurong was so distressed that he lost his movements, Jing Xiu looked around the audience, bowed to Song Wenyan's parents who didn't know why, and turned around decisively.

"Yao Xiao, prepare the car." She instructed softly.

The bride ran away? !The audience clattered.

"Wen Yan! This..." Song Wenyan's parents were so angry that they were about to send someone to chase after them, but Jing Shurong and Jing Xiu's father blocked them, and made Jiang Chun and Yao Xiao follow Jing Xiu with winks.

Song Wenyan gritted his teeth, stopped his parents, and said with ashen face: "Parents, I'm sorry, let her go, I'll go back and explain to you."

A grand wedding broadcast live globally turned into a grand joke broadcast live globally.

All the media people were overwhelmed, and when they reacted, some stayed at the scene and some chased them out.But Jing Xiu walked quickly and disappeared without a trace.

After leaving the wedding scene, Jing Xiu asked Yao Xiao to take the mobile phone, and browsed the news in silence for a few minutes, then turned off the mobile phone without saying a word.

Yao Xiao didn't know what Jing Xiu was thinking during the long ten-hour flight.She, who always pays attention to her manners, wears a dirty dress that attracts everyone's attention, sits quietly, does not eat or sleep, and does not speak to her, as if she has lost her soul.

Back in Beicheng, they took the VIP passage.As soon as he landed, Jiang Chun ran away quickly while watching the news online.Now the media is blown up.First, the century wedding of actress Jing Xiu, then the sudden death of the new actress Ji Youyan, and then Jing Xiu abandoned the wedding and went back to China desperately. This timeline is really too imaginative.The names of the two of them almost occupied all the hot searches, and the plausible scandal between the two of them many years ago has once again surfaced in front of the public.

The media outside probably wanted to block Jingxiu. If the airport couldn't block it, they would probably block it at the memorial service venue where Ji Yuyan's body was parked.On the plane, Jiang Chun had already made an agreement with Yao Xiao, and he set off first, preparing to divert the attention of the media with another colleague who was pretending to be Jing Xiu.She told Yao Xiao that if they failed, Jing Xiu should face the media directly, and try to control the scene as much as possible, so as not to let Jing Xiu confront the media head-on.

Yao Xiao followed behind Jing Xiu, seeing that she was not prepared to give Jiang Chun more time to look away, her heart was pounding, but she didn't dare to ask Jing Xiu to slow down.

Sure enough, Jiang Chun's prediction was correct, and Jiang Chun's disguised plan should have been seen through.As soon as their car drove up to the gate of the venue, the media people at the gate rushed in and surrounded their car.

The bodyguards in the car behind had already got out of the car and tried to clear the way, but the media people were too crazy, the bodyguards were afraid of affecting Jing Xiu's reputation and did not dare to deal harshly, there was absolutely nothing they could do about it.

Yao Xiao was so angry that her head hurt, but she couldn't help it. She was still hesitating about how to deal with it better, so Jing Xiu turned pale, lifted her legs that were so soft that they seemed uncontrollable, opened the door, and got out of the car.

When the media people saw the real master, they became more and more excited.What's wrong with Jingxiu's state? !It looks like I didn't even have time to change my clothes, and I'm too haggard and embarrassed, right?Her sorrow is the carnival of the media.

They clacked and snapped photos, pushed and shoved the bodyguards hard, rushed forward, and almost hit Jing Xiu's face with long guns and short cannons, chattering and throwing out sharp questions one after another.

Jing Xiu turned a blind eye, her gaze crossed the crowd, and landed on the white wreath at the entrance of the venue and the large black and white photo of Ji Yuyan, her figure swayed.

She raised her foot and wanted to walk towards her Ji Yuyan, but found that she was trapped in the black terror, and she was struggling.

Yao Xiao protects Jing Xiu, and can barely help her block part of the camera.

"Get out of the way." Jing Xiu said without emotion.This was the first sentence she said after nearly twenty hours, and her voice was unbearably hoarse.

Seeing that she had opened her mouth, the media refused to give in even more, wishing to stuff the microphone into Jing Xiu's mouth.

"Get out of the way." Jing Xiu repeated with a gloomy face.

No one takes it seriously.

"Get out of the way." Jing Xiu closed his eyes and said the third time.The media people still ignored it, and the flashlight pierced Jing Xiu's eyes and her blood-drenched heart.

There were faint blue veins throbbing on Jing Xiu's fair forehead, Yao Xiao couldn't help crying, but it was too late.Jing Xiu opened her eyes, suddenly stretched out her hand and snatched away the camera closest to her, and threw it out viciously.

The camera hit the ground with a dull shattering sound.

"Go away!" She tried her best to straighten her body, but there was a faint cry of collapse in her voice.

Everything happened in an instant, and everyone was shocked by her rudeness.The female reporter whose camera was smashed cried, and the media people were also angry.The world was silent for two seconds, then there was an even stronger push and shoving, the flickering lights turned on with an even more frustrating frequency, and sharper and harsher questions were thrown at Jing Xiu again.

Jing Xiu's eyes turned black for a while, and he wanted to vomit.She clutched her chest and ordered the bodyguard in an unsteady voice: "You're welcome, it's all smashed."

Yao Xiao called her fearfully: "Ms. Jing..."

The bodyguards were also in disbelief and dared not move.

Jing Xiu stared straight at the photo of Ji Youyan in front of her, and dryly asked the bodyguard: "Are you all deaf?" She glanced at the bodyguard's hesitant eyes, and her eyes filled with tears and bloodshot eyes were gods blocking and killing gods, Buddhas blocking and killing Buddhas evil spirit.

The bodyguards confirmed Jing Xiu's determination, and without mercy, they grabbed the microphone and camera one by one and threw them outside.

It wasn't until the media people realized that Jing Xiu was coming for real, they were dazed for two seconds, kept shooting while backing away, avoiding the range of the bodyguard's arm, and unknowingly got out of the way.

"Fuck, is this crazy?!", "Damn..." All kinds of curses are endless.

Jing Xiu ignored it.She only stared at Ji Yuyan's smiling face in front of her, dragging her thin figure, walking towards her fragilely but firmly step by step.

all fake.Perhaps, this is a farce to trick her into not getting married and to come back.Yanyan was waiting for her inside.

Right……

I beg you.Words, please.