My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 132

After Ji Youyan finished posting his expression, he was not surprised to see that Jing Xiu didn't respond to her again.She stroked those short characters for a few seconds before closing the dialogue window and opening the photo album.

She transferred the screenshots of the video to an album named "X21'4" whose cover is the photo of the panda doll that Jing Xiu gave her. It contains secret screenshots every time she and Jing Xiu made videos since the reunion. precious moments.

She flipped through one by one, starting with the GIF that she deliberately cut when Jing Xiu hadn't agreed to reconcile with her, and she deliberately turned the camera to the bathroom to seduce Jing Xiu, and flipped through the time until today's latest screenshot.In fact, her screen capture skills are quite good, every screen capture shows a beautiful scene, only today's one is as dark as an African.

Ji Youyan was amused by his association.Although she thought it was cute, Ah Xiu probably wouldn't like it.Ji Youyan kept the original picture, opened the picture editing software, and prepared to save another one with the brightness adjusted.

The photo editing skills of female stars are almost full, and Ji Yuyan is one of the best - although she herself doesn't need it very much, but the artists who take pictures with her need it.This can be regarded as a part of learning to be a human being in interpersonal relationships.

She edited this "waste film" with a smile, but when the photo was edited out, Ji Yuyan's smile disappeared from the corner of her lips.

Why does Ah Xiu look not very energetic?

She thought of something, and went back to the main page of the mobile phone to confirm the date - sure enough, counting the days, these two days should be Ah Xiu's menstrual period.

Ah Xiu...does it hurt again?The strings in Ji Yuyan's heart suddenly tightened.

She wanted to call back and ask Jing Xiu, but it was past one o'clock in the morning, and she was worried that if Jing Xiu just fell asleep, she would be woken up by herself; but she didn't ask for an answer, her heart was hanging in the air, feeling uncomfortable He even wanted to go back to Jing Xiu's side to confirm for himself.

Helpless, Ji Youyan could only disturb Yao Xiao.

She called Yao Xiao directly.

After a long ringing, Yao Xiao finally answered the phone: "Hello, Sister Ji..." Yao Xiao had obviously fallen asleep, her voice was hoarse as if she had just woken up.

Although Yao Xiao's tone couldn't be heard, Ji Youyan still apologized guiltily first: "I'm sorry Xiaoxiao, I woke you up so late."

"It's okay, what's the matter, Miss Ji?" Yao Xiao yawned and said understandingly.

She sat up and pulled the quilt that was kicked halfway up for Lin Yue, got out of bed and walked to the window to answer.It's so late, it's impossible for Sister Ji to call here if it's nothing important.

"I had a video with Mr. Jing half an hour ago, and I felt that Mr. Jing's spirit was not very good, and I was a little worried. So I want to ask you, how is Mr. Jing today?"

Yao Xiao thought about it carefully, "It seems to be the same as usual. We came back around eleven o'clock in the evening, and Teacher Jing looked fine at that time."

"Is she on her menstrual period today?" Ji Youyan asked.

"Probably not, I didn't hear Teacher Jing mention it today." Yao Xiao denied.

Hearing her repeated denials, Ji Youyan felt a little more at ease, but after hesitating for a moment, he still asked uneasy: "Xiaoxiao, can you go and see her?"

Yao Xiao felt that doing such a thing without Jing Xiu's knowledge was a bit over the top, but she agreed to Ji Youyan's worried tone.

It's a pity...Jing Xiu locked the door, and Yao Xiao couldn't get in.

Ji Yuyan had no other choice but to end the call: "It's okay, maybe I was thinking too much and disturbed you, go to sleep, good night."

Maybe it's the lighting, or maybe it's the timing of her screenshot.Ji Youyan widened his heart.She put down her phone and tried to turn her attention to the information in her hand, but she couldn't get her mind back.

She leaned wearily against the back of the bed, and the corners of the paper in her hand were crumpled unconsciously by her.

No sleep, no sleep all night.

Early in the morning of the second day, Ji Youyan sorted out all the materials that will be used in today's itinerary, and strived to solve them efficiently.Then she got out of bed and took a shower, forced herself to wake up, sat on the sofa and waited for Jing Xiu to wake up.

After texting Yao Xiao to confirm that Jing Xiu was having breakfast, Ji Youyan dialed the video.

Early in the morning, there were relatively few video calls, fearing that Jing Xiu would find it strange, Ji Youyan made an excuse to complain that he and Wei Yizhen had a quarrel early in the morning because of the signing of the contract.

Jing Xiu had no doubt about him, listened carefully to Ji Youyan's narration, and sincerely gave her advice.

But Ji Yuyan's mind was not on it, he just concentrated on looking at Jing Xiu's face and expression - he didn't see much, but he just felt that something was not right.

"Ah Xiu, I read the weather forecast, it's very hot in Shanping today, don't be greedy for cold and drink ice." Ji Youyan reminded him naturally.

Jing Xiu was stunned for a moment, and then teased Ji Youyan nonchalantly: "You know again?"

Ji Youyan's heart "thumped", sure enough.She was actually just defrauding Jingxiu.

"Does it hurt this time? I think your complexion is not very good." Ji Yuyan frowned, serious.

Jing Xiu's long eyelashes fluttered twice, and he wrote lightly: "It's a little uncomfortable, but it's not painful. I'll be fine today. It's okay." She changed the subject and said, "Since Zi Nan wants to jump to you, you can focus on it." Thinking about it, I think she's a good candidate."

"Well, I thought so too." Ji Youyan pretended not to notice her thoughts, and changed the subject according to her meaning.

However, Jing Xiu's so-called "a little bit uncomfortable", in Ji Yuyan's heart, means "very distressed", Ji Youyan has no way not to care.

The original one-and-a-half-day itinerary was abruptly compressed into one day by Ji Youyan.After having dinner with Zhuo Lin in the evening, she took the last flight back to Shanping.

Wei Yizhen thought this was too tiring, but Ji Youyan insisted, and moreover, the shorter the stay in Beicheng, the safer the media would be. In the end, Wei Yizhen also went with her, and only promised that she would help her in finding someone. Done.

After one o'clock in the morning, Ji Youyan returned to her comfort zone.Because Lin Yue was only notified in advance to leave the door quietly, so when she entered the room, it was dark and quiet, and everyone fell asleep.

Ji Youyan gently opened the bedroom door with the key.Under the moonlight, her baby was sleeping quietly on the big bed.Her pillow is being embraced by Jing Xiu affectionately.

She slept soundly.Ji Youyan's mind was in a mess all day, and suddenly it became orderly.

She grinned stupidly, turned around and went out to wash and change her pajamas with peace of mind, then went back to the bedroom and climbed into bed, carefully trying to take out the pillow in Jing Xiu's arms.

But Jing Xiu hugged her too tightly, and Ji Youyan couldn't pull it out without disturbing her.

Forget it, let the pillow be happy for a night.Looking at Jing Xiu's sleeping face, Ji Youyan thought fondly.

But Jing Xiu seemed to have noticed something, and slowly and consciously loosened the pillow, moved closer to the heat source, and leaned closer to Ji Yuyan's arms.

In summer, Jing Xiu's body was as cold as ice.Ji Yuyan's heart seemed to be stabbed severely by something.

"Yanyan...?" She whispered lazily.The breath of nostalgia came, and Jing Xiu thought that he was still in a dream.

"Well, I'm here, I'm back." Ji Yuyan hugged her tightly, coaxing her very gently.

The warmth was too real, Jing Xiu put his hands on Ji Yuyan's waist, and gradually woke up. "Yanyan? What time is it, you..."

Before she finished speaking, Ji Youyan whispered: "It's only one o'clock in the morning, don't wake up, sleep at ease."

Jing Xiu became more sober after hearing her answer.She felt Ji Yuyan's breath sprayed in her hair, and an uncontrollable sense of satisfaction filled her heart.She rubbed her eyes and teased Ji Youyan: "But I'm already awake, what should I do?"

"Then you can sleep with me again." Ji Youyan said it as a matter of course.

Jing Xiu smiled softly and cared about her: "Why did you come back in such a hurry? Are you hungry? Do you want some supper?"

Ji Yuyan shook her head, "I'm not hungry." She stepped back, pulled Jing Xiu's arm away, reversed the posture just now, and the little bird hid in Jing Xiu's arms like a human being, making a lovely voice Said: "Hurry back and sleep with you."

Jing Xiu's subordinates hugged Ji Youyan tenderly, and just as he wanted to dislike her maliciousness and cuteness, he heard Ji Youyan reply softly and magnetically: "Ah Xiu, I can't sleep well without you."

Straight to the bottom of his heart, Jing Xiu's heart trembled, and he couldn't say anything to hate her.

"Go to sleep, good night." She rubbed Ji Yuyan's hair, her eyes watering.

Me too.She secretly answered Ji Youyan in her heart.

Once a person relaxes, sleepiness is no longer an unstoppable force.Ji Youyan originally wanted to watch Jing Xiu fall back to sleep before going back to sleep, but before she knew it, sleepiness swept away all her consciousness.

Moreover, she slept more soundly than Jing Xiu!

When she woke up again, it was almost ten o'clock at noon.The blackout curtains in the room were carefully drawn, and the bedside was empty, except for a postcard beside the bed, which proved that Jingxiu had spoiled her last night: "I went to the set first, and I made you a sandwich in the morning. Yueyue warms you up."

Ji Youyan buried her head on the pillow Jing Xiu had slept on, smiling contentedly.

After having a late breakfast, Ji Youyan took Lin Yue by car to find Jingxiu on today's set.However, when she got to the set and asked, she found out that Jing Xiu followed the art team and props team to another location in the city to observe and build the scene after arriving on the set.

The executive director said that he should be back soon. Ji Youyan saw that the young actor was getting into the show, so he didn't leave, and stood aside to observe carefully.

Whether it is shooting a movie or a TV series, if the age span of the role played is relatively large, it is inevitable to use young actors to play the role in the immature boyhood.In most TV dramas, because the overall number of episodes is large, the proportion of young actors' roles is very small, so directors and adult actors usually do not make excessively strict demands on young actors.But movies are different, every minute and every second should be precious and valuable, so the performance of young actors is also very important.How to convince the audience that the roles played by young actors and adult actors are one, and there will be no sense of separation, is the key to success or failure.

Ji Youyan was thinking about these while observing.She tried to find a design point in the performance of the young actor that would allow the audience to easily connect the young actor with herself.It can be about appearance, but that is only the most basic. Ji Yuyan wants to find something deeper, such as eyes, unconscious small movements, etc.

It's just that she hasn't found this point yet, and the performance is interrupted - after repeated reshoots, the young actor who plays the gloomy role loses his temper and wants to rest.

In fact, the weather is too hot, but children aged 7 or 8 have been exposed to the sun for more than an hour, and it is normal for them to lose their temper.But every second counts for the crew, and the children's mother was afraid of delaying the progress. She was a little anxious, her voice became louder, and she even moved her hands in a threatening manner, which scared the young actors into tears and made it impossible to film the whole thing.

The whole set was noisy, and Ji Youyan felt sorry for the little actor whose face was flushed from crying, and stepped forward to participate in the mediation.

When Jing Xiu came back, what he saw was in the middle of the set, Ji Youyan was squatting in front of the little girl, wiping the little girl's tears, making the little girl laugh out of tears.She faced Jing Xiu sideways, the corners of her lips curved upwards, her whole body was as soft and refreshing as the cool summer breeze, instantly sweeping away Jing Xiu's boredom and restlessness caused by rushing under the sun.

Standing outside the crowd, Jing Xiu couldn't help showing a smile.She took out her mobile phone and took pictures calmly.

Ji Youyan accidentally spotted Jing Xiu, comforted the little actor, returned her to her mother, and walked quickly towards Jing Xiu.

"Why are you sweating so much?" While wiping Jing Xiu's sweat with a tissue, she fanned Jing Xiu with her hands.

The wind blown by the hand fan is better than nothing, but that gust of wind seems to have magical power, and it penetrates into Jing Xiu's heart like a whirlwind.

"Maybe it's too far to go up." Jing Xiu signaled Ji Youyan to sit with her under the awning dedicated to them. "It's so hot, why are you still here?"

Ji Youyan moved with her to the shed and sat down, picked up the small electric fan on the chair and blew it on Jingxiu, and said naturally, "I'm here to find you."

Jing Xiu saw that she was also sweating profusely but didn't care at all, her eyes were rippling, and she suddenly lowered her voice and asked her, "Yanyan, do you want a child?"

With no beginning or end, Ji Youyan was slightly stunned, and said strangely: "Why do you ask this suddenly? Don't you want it?"

They chatted about this topic a long time ago, when Jing Xiu said that she didn't want children.

Jing Xiu bit her lip and repeated: "Then do you want it?"

She used to not want children, not because she didn't like them, but because she felt that having each other in her life was enough.Moreover, it is a responsibility to bring a child into this world. She is not sure whether she can be a good parent, whether she can really be responsible for the child's life.

But just for a moment, she felt that it would be nice to have a child. It would be better if she could be like Yan Yan, beautiful and smart. Yan Yan would definitely be a good mother.If Ji Youyan wants a child, maybe she won't be as repulsive as before.

But Ji Youyan said: "There is nothing I want or not, only..." Out of the corner of her eye, she suddenly saw a sachet hanging around Jing Xiu's waist - the one she gave her a few days ago!

In all fairness, the sachet is actually pretty nice, but...it really doesn't fit in with Jing Xiu's temperament today.Oh, today is the Dragon Boat Festival, Ji Youyan had an epiphany.

It's so cute.Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu's serious face, her whole heart was numb.

"Only if you want it or not. Whether you want it or not is whether I want it or not." Ji Youyan continued what he had just stopped.

She licked her lips, wrapped her hands around the strap of Jing Xiu's sachet, approached Jing Xiu's ear, and said slyly: "I just want to make children with you."

Caught off guard, Jing Xiu's face became even hotter because of her indecency.She looked around subconsciously, but luckily no one heard her.

Gu Lingfeng waved her hand from a distance to signal her to go over, Jing Xiu gave Ji Youyan an annoyed look, ignored her, and walked away indifferently.

Ji Youyan watched her back and laughed happily.

Seeing Jing Xiu left, Lin Yue approached with a smile, and said mysteriously, "Sister Ji, let me show you something good." She handed her mobile phone to Ji Yuyan.

There is a photo on the screen. In the photo, Jing Xiu is concentrating on taking pictures with his mobile phone, Ji Youyan coaxing the little actor.

Ji Youyan smiled brightly, flicked Lin Yue's head, and praised: "Yueyue, you are a bit enlightened." She passed the photo to herself neatly, and rewarded Lin Yue with a big red envelope.

She looked at Jing Xiu's serious posture in the distance, and recalled Jing Xiu's troubled appearance just now, and she felt itchy.

I can only see that the days when I can't eat are a bit hard.

But to be able to face each other day and night, even if you can't do anything, can make people happy to the point of smiling in their dreams.

After filming the scenes of Shanping Castle, the crew moved to the location near Beicheng.There has been no news from Dao Kong, but the days are busy and fulfilling.Unbelievably calm, Ji Youyan's haze that had been hanging over his heart dissipated a little.

However, an accident in August broke all the beautiful illusions.

"It's not good! Come on! Teacher Jing seems to be drowning!" By the swimming pool on the set, someone's scream shook the hearts and souls of the entire crew.