once had a boyfriend

Chapter 176 The Flower and Blood Scene is a Story of Two People

The sky in the south is always much clearer than in our north.It seems that because of the raging sandstorm, the good weather in the north is getting less and less.Many times, the sky is gray and looks a little depressing.

The southern island here has a pleasant climate, with light clouds and light wind, and the weather is fine.It is a good place for travel and vacation.It is also the good weather that many people yearn for.

Previously, because of the "He Tian Gege cheating incident", I chose to take a trip that I could just leave.I have thought about this kind of thing many times, but never really put it into action.This cheating incident was like a fuse, but it made me decide to do something that I always wanted to do but never had the opportunity to do.

Since I was a child, I have always wanted to travel alone, and to places far away from home.Almost every year, this idea will be turned out to ponder in my head, and then stuffed into a corner of my brain, so that I can turn it over again in the next year.

In fact, I am a person who is afraid of being alone.My family environment is quite good, very harmonious and loving.Therefore, I have been in a protected state since I was a child. When I think of many things that I have to bear alone, I will be a little afraid to do them.However, after being stimulated, I will indeed do some things that I would not normally dare to do...

Just like this instant trip, although I came to S City alone, I still decided to find a tour group, it is better to travel with a group.

I feel like I don't have that kind of poetic feeling, like those who travel by themselves and then write stories, I can't do it now.I want someone to be able to play with me, otherwise it seems a bit boring.

In the tour group, there was a family of three, the husband and wife were in their early 30s, and they brought a five or six-year-old child with them.He was still a lively little boy, and he was really noisy.Because they work as a family, they have less contact with us.After all, I'm a married person, maybe I don't think there are too many topics with us students, so I don't talk much.

Two pairs of girlfriends came together. The four girls were about the same age, and they were all vocational school students.Because the vocational school has never been nervous about schoolwork, I can occasionally take half a month off with just an excuse.This time they chose to travel just to have fun and kill time.

The four girls chattered and soon got together.I have to say that many girls have the attribute of "rot".

It just so happened that another guy and I came to join the group by ourselves, so we formed a companion.It just so happens that that guy and I both have good looks, so it's easy to be misled by a rotten girl...

Those four girls always like to walk behind me, and I am very helpless about this.However, fortunately, everyone used to be strangers to each other, so I don't really care about it.

The guy with me is named Nuofan. I like his name very much because it is the same as a sweet brand I like to eat.

Nuo Fan is a little older than me and now works in a listed company.I broke up with my girlfriend because of some things, so I applied for annual leave to relax.

Originally, falling out of love is a very common thing. Even if you feel sad when you just broke up, you should recover after a while.However, Nuo Fan told me that he didn't actually have any deep relationship with his previous girlfriend.

He said that he was just a little guilty, and felt that he had not devoted himself wholeheartedly to this relationship.

Because his family urged him to get married, Nuo Fan met his ex-girlfriend under the introduction of others.He said it was a very good mushroom soup, but he had a knot in his heart and couldn't open it.Therefore, there has been no sublimation of feelings between the two of them.

The two have known each other for more than half a year, but they have never held hands, and they rarely go out on dates.Many times it was his girlfriend who asked him to go out, but he said that every time he felt like going out to complete the task.For a while, I felt very stressed.

Later, the female friend felt that Nuo Fan didn't really like her, and felt that going on like this would be nothing more than wasting more time.So, after weighing the left and right, we still proposed to break up.In the face of being broken up, Nuo Fan was not sad, but felt guilty.

Regarding this question, I think it is better not to ask more questions.After all, we've just met, so it doesn't feel good to ask about some privacy.

However, Nuo Fan didn't seem to care much about it.Maybe he has the kind of mentality I thought at the beginning. Anyway, he came out and came to a far away place. No one knows me, and I don’t know anyone else. We are just friends for a while.In this way, many things that people who are familiar with the surrounding can't say can also be said here, without caring about anyone's eyes.

Nuo Fan told me that he once had a crush.They were college classmates, and they often played together at that time.The biggest common hobby of the two of them is e-sports, and they have participated in many competitions and won good rankings.Moreover, the team battle between the two of them is the best. The two have always been in perfect harmony and have innovated a lot of styles of play.For a time, their combination became famous in the circle.

Nuo Fan said that he didn't know what he really thought in his heart at that time. He just thought that everyone was friends or partners, so it was natural that he had some good feelings.Until later, in a big game, due to some unexpected circumstances, their joint dismissal was broken.

After that, Nuo Fan's friend quit the e-sports circle.After that, Nuo Fan gradually discovered what was on his mind.However, there is no chance to express my inner thoughts.

Many things, many times are out of people's control.Sometimes, there really isn't even time for a sentence.Moreover, Nuo Fan said that he did not say anything because he was a little bit estimating about the opinions of the people around him, and he was afraid that his friends would not accept it.He felt that it would be really embarrassing if these two people couldn't even be friends.

Therefore, Nuo Fan suppressed his feelings for his friend, and still got along with him as a good friend.And this kind of situation is very torturous. I suppress my inner emotions and feel that I can't bear it every time, but I still persist in the name of friendship.

On the eve of graduating from college, they all had their own places to go.Nuo Fan felt that even if it had to end, he could not leave any regrets, so he decided to confess his love.But before he could say it, his friend told him that it is better not to say some things.Hope to part from each other in the best impression like this...

After that, Nuo Fan was lost for a long time.Not only because I can't see my friend anymore and the distance is far away, but also because of what my friend said in the end.It seems that she has always understood Nuo Fan's feelings for her, but she has always been friends with him.However, until the end, I don't want the matter between the two to be revealed...

After recalling college students, Nuo Fan spoke earnestly and earnestly. In four years, there were only two stories.

But that period of time that is most precious to him has become a crucial part that affects his life and destiny.Because there has been a "best" appearance, maybe I really can't tolerate other people anymore.

This has nothing to do with time, not something that time can heal.Sometimes, it even becomes clearer with the passing of time...

Nuo Fan is not a few years older than me. He has participated in e-sports competitions, and there are many nationwide. Perhaps He Tiangege should have heard of him.Even if He Tian and Ge Ge haven't heard of him, Shen Qingyuan will definitely know him...Shen Qingyuan Shen Qingyuan...Suddenly found that Shen Qingyuan and Nuo Fan seem to be about the same age...

Thinking of this, I suddenly wanted to ask Shen Qingyuan if he recognized Nuo Fan.So, taking the opportunity of going to the bathroom, I sent Shen Qingyuan a message.I sent a simple and direct message, just one sentence, asking him if he knew Nuo Fan.

I have contacted Shen Qingyuan before, although the number of times is not many, but he usually responds very quickly.But this time, I finished squatting in the pit, and I didn't see him replying.Is it because he doesn't recognize my new number?So should I ask who am I?If he recognized Nuo Fan, according to common sense, he should ask about it...

In the dimly lit coffee shop, I continued to listen to Nuo Fan telling me his past stories, and seeing his expression of joy from the bottom of my heart, I felt a little moved for a moment.

Nuo Fan didn't mention his friend's name, and didn't even say clearly whether that friend was a man or a woman.But I can feel the feeling when he mentioned this friend, it is impossible to forget.

I always remember Nuo Fan's words: Four years, only two stories.

The soft music sounded in my ears, and it seemed that I could see that kind of shoulder-to-shoulder friendship...

That year bloomed

burn all over the world

howling wind

blow sore cheek

stand still for a moment

when the wind is also hoarse

Does anyone remember after many years

do you care

or have struggled

Dazzling light and shadow

have you ever looked back

hand out and down

time etched into scars

Powerless to hold

blood and flowers side by side

Drive on

life's tallest cliff

one step forward

Step by step, time spans the horizon

Don't be afraid

tower built together

But in

It collapsed in an instant

How can you be willing?

don't say leave

Alright

what a heavy step

but can't fall

time is a white horse

like a shooting star

want to sleep another summer

fallen flowers in a dream

Dim years

blood and flowers side by side

decline

a magnificent moment in life

The dream of glory is so big

All shattered into sand between fingers

weathering

goodbye blood and flowers

最后

Freeze the sky like a thunder

stop pretending to be chic

remove the heavy shackles

Go

If dreams can sprout again in the future

How much does it cost to persist

blood and flowers side by side

Goodbye

The curtain of the era has finally fallen

the noise

When we are drifting away towards a bifurcation

set off

goodbye blood and flowers

one day

Surely we will meet again

what i said to you

my answer to you

remember

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Flowers and Blood Scene is a story of two people.