Chapter 94 I am no longer afraid of the future
Chapter 94 I am no longer afraid of the future
When he saw Fu Jinyan, Fu Shengyu's heart was stabbed with a knife.
He almost screamed, but seeing Fu Jinyan's fragile appearance like a piece of porcelain, which would shatter when touched, Fu Shengyu suppressed all the turbulent waves again, for fear that being too loud would irritate Fu Jinyan.
"Brother Yan..." He called softly.
At the first sound, Fu Jinyan didn't respond, and Fu Shengyu's heart was even more suspended.
"Brother Yan."
Only then did Fu Jinyan slowly raise his head, looking blankly and blankly at the light source, illuminated by Fu Shengyu's cell phone, his bloodshot eyes narrowed for a moment.
"Brother Yan, it's me."
Fu Shengyu put the phone away, squatted down, and Fu Jinyan was almost at eye level.
After Fu Jinyan got used to the light, he looked at Fu Shengyu for a moment, and woke up from the daze a little bit slowly, seeing Fu Shengyu's face clearly, the corners of his mouth raised.
"I knew you would come back."
These words made Fu Shengyu's heart ache.
"I'm sorry, Brother Yan."
"Huh?" Fu Jinyan laughed and blamed, "Why do you say that?"
"If I don't promise Lao Hu to go to the capital to record a show, or if I come back early today, you will be fine. I'm so stupid. You have already called me, but I... I didn't answer."
Only then did Fu Shengyu realize that that call was for help!
Fu Jinyan had no friends at all, and when he encountered danger, his first reaction was to call him, but when he was threatened by Lu Xiu, he really hesitated and didn't answer the first call.
Fu Shengyu's remorse and self-blame almost overwhelmed him.
"Yanyan, I'm afraid of death, fortunately, fortunately..."
Fu Shengyu couldn't bear it anymore, and rushed to hug Fu Jinyan, his tear glands could not be restrained, and he couldn't help crying.
Fu Shengyu was very fortunate that Fu Jinyan was still here, otherwise he would be stuck in regret for the rest of his life.
His face was buried in Fu Jinyan's shoulder, and his whole body was twitching from crying.
Fu Jinyan would not comfort others, he could only wait for Fu Shengyu to stop sobbing, pat Fu Shengyu on the back, Fu Shengyu looked up with tears all over his face.
"The cat is fine."
Fu Jinyan said softly, opened his coat, and took Old Jutou out of his arms.
At this time, Fu Shengyu was not in the mood to care about Old Jutou.
"I don't care if it's okay, I'm crying if you're okay."
Fu Jinyan held his face that had been painted from crying, this face that could not be covered up when laughing and crying, so cute.
"I'm fine, don't worry."
Hearing what he said, Fu Shengyu didn't feel at ease at all.
He is always so tolerant, considerate, and unconsciously uses positive emotions and smiles to please others, afraid that he will cause trouble to others by revealing his pain.
This is a common problem of children who grow up insecure.
"Brother Yan, the whole family is like this, how can you be okay? You don't have to be so careful, don't even dare to tell me when you're sad, have you forgotten? I'm your lover, even if you get angry and throw the bowl, it's fine. Love you forever."
spouse……
This is what it means to be in love.
Fu Jinyan's far-fetched smile slowly disappeared. In front of Fu Shengyu, he seemed to...do not need to hide his negative emotions.
"That……"
Fu Jinyan raised his first emotional need since he fell in love, or in other words, his life.
Fu Jinyan said, "Then you... hug me."
Fu Shengyu had a sore nose, and tears filled his eyes. He wiped away the tears with his palm, and cried and laughed again.
"it is good."
Fu Shengyu stood up and opened his arms.
Fu Jinyan looked up at him, in the boundless darkness, Fu Shengyu had the only light in his hand.
He knew that Fu Shengyu's open arms were a place he could go to.
Fu Jinyan stood up, hugged Fu Shengyu's body, and exposed his fragility, loneliness, pain, fear...everything to this little man who was ten years younger than him but gradually became what he relied on.
Fu Jinyan wept unscrupulously in his arms, turning all the grievances into sobs and releasing them.
If you want to define what a sense of security is, for Fu Jinyan, it means that after he cries, he doesn't have to worry about being rejected by the other party, and it is the peace of mind of "I'm so bad, but you still love me".
Positive emotions are usually laughed off, while negative emotions are often accumulated. Fu Jinyan's crying this time has been accumulated for too long.
Until he calmed down, Fu Shengyu also maintained the posture of hugging him.
When Fu Jinyan left Fu Shengyu's arms, Fu Shengyu's clothes were wet from his crying.
"Should you turn on the light?" Fu Jinyan asked him hoarsely.
"okay."
Fu Shengyu reached out and turned on the switch, and the kitchen was instantly illuminated.
Fu Jinyan looked at the undried tears on Fu Shengyu's face and the large wet spot on his shoulder, and couldn't help laughing from the bottom of his heart. Fu Shengyu always healed his sadness without medicine.
Fu Shengyu went to check the whole house, except that the lights in the kitchen and balcony were not broken, the other rooms were in a mess, with fragments of light bulbs everywhere.
Anger ensues.
"Who did it?"
Fu Jinyan stood in the restaurant, looking at the mess everywhere, feeling deeply powerless.
"Fu Jiaqi's creditor, a loan shark."
Fu Shengyu wanted to swear, but swallowed it back.
"Are they sick? Are you looking for it?" Fu Shengyu asked again, "Then your money..."
"They were just intimidating, there was no explicit robbery."
Fu Shengyu pondered for a moment.
"How do they know about your family?"
"Last time..." Fu Jinyan hesitated to speak.
"Last time?"
Fu Shengyu was clever and seized this information point.
"You said that time when the corridor decoration was painted white?" Fu Shengyu suddenly realized, "I said that there is no one who painted the corridors and painted the doors white. They sprayed the words? Brother Yan, don't you tell me that such a big thing happened at home? Me, I'm pissed off."
Fu Jinyan bowed his head, he did not do this right, if he had told Fu Shengyu earlier in the morning or called the police, he might have avoided what happened today.
"I thought they were just a deterrent...don't be angry."
Fu Shengyu: "Can I not be angry? You didn't tell me anything, because you didn't treat me like a family member."
"I will not do it again."
Fu Jinyan obediently admitted his mistake, how could Fu Shengyu have the heart to criticize him again?
"Then what should we do now?" Fu Jinyan asked him.
"Don't move the scene, call the police. They must be captured by surveillance cameras when they enter and leave the community, and they should be caught."
Fu Jinyan said with some fear: "They said that if I call the police, I will suffer even worse next time."
"They're trying to scare you. Hmph, if you dare to come, don't even think about leaving."
Fu Shengyu's eyes were burning, so he went directly to call 110. After explaining the situation, he hung up the phone and looked at the room worrying.
Fu Jinyan looked at him and suddenly exclaimed, "Fu Shengyu! "
Fu Shengyu: "What?"
"You're bleeding!"
Fu Jinyan stared at Fu Shengyu's feet, the white sock on his right foot was stained red with blood.
"Ah...it seems to be pierced."
Fu Shengyu took off his shoes when he entered the door just now, and anxiously went to look for Fu Jinyan, but he didn't realize when his foot was punctured by the glass.
"Sit down and don't move."
Fu Jinyan let him sit on the sofa with his feet on the coffee table, then took the medicine box, took off his socks, found the opening cut by glass, disinfected it with iodine, and bandaged it. Fu Shengyu let him play with it.
Fu Jinyan: "Does it hurt?"
Fu Shengyu stiff-mouthed: "It doesn't hurt! Hiss—"
As soon as Fu Jinyan tied the bandage a little harder, Fu Shengyu's facial features grinned and fluttered in pain.
In less than half an hour, the police knocked on the door, and the policeman was a familiar face, a young policeman named Jiang Ping whom Fu Jiaqi had met last time when he jumped off the bridge.
"Uncle policeman, long time no see." Fu Shengyu greeted him warmly.
Officer Jiang looked at Fu Shengyu with scrutiny.
"Who is the caller?"
"I'm not a murderer, I'm a victim, the situation is like this..."
Fu Shengyu was talking to him while gesticulating, Officer Jiang was taking notes, and the other was recording.
"Are there any injuries?" Officer Jiang Ping asked.
"Yes." Fu Shengyu stood on one leg, "Look at my leg, it bleeds a lot just now, you didn't see it...Uncle policeman, you must catch the villain, otherwise our personal property will be safe There is no guarantee."
"Don't worry about this. It is our responsibility to ensure the safety of citizens' personal and property." Officer Jiang confirmed again, "Is it sure that the loan sharks are causing trouble? It's not something else... such as seeking revenge?"
Fu Shengyu shook his head: "That must not be the case. We are all good citizens. The commendation I received for my bravery is still hanging at home. Not to mention the enemies, I have never been anxious to anyone. Look at my brother was scared... You manage the community to monitor, catch every one."
"Well, there is a general direction. How to investigate is the job of the police." Police officer Jiang Ping said, "But let me remind you first, I have handled a lot of usury cases, without a large amount of property loss, and no serious casualties. Even if they are caught, the sentence may not be very heavy, and their revenge is impossible to guard against, so be careful in the future."
Fu Shengyu nodded seriously.
"Thank you, Uncle Police."
Jiang Ping closed the transcript.
"You live with your brother?"
Fu Shengyu didn't answer, but asked instead: "Is this also a necessary investigation?"
"private question."
Fu Shengyu: "Then I refuse to answer, do the police also gossip like this? We two brothers have a good relationship and live together, can't we?"
"Oh, one's surname is Fu, and the other's surname is Fu. Their blood relationship is quite close."
Police officer Jiang Ping smiled, his sharp eyes seemed to see through everything, as if he had said everything, but at the same time he seemed to have said nothing.
After seeing off the police, Fu Shengyu and Fu Jinyan sat down and rested for a while.
"Brother Yan." Fu Shengyu said seriously, "We may not be able to live here anymore."
Fu Jinyan lived in Wutong Yayuan for four years, and this time he will move again.
Fu Jinyan was not sure where he would be again.
"Where are we going then?"
Fu Shengyu had an idea in his mind, but he didn't say it.
"Go to 301 to sleep for a night, and I will clean up here tomorrow."
"it is good."
Fu Shengyu patted his head.
"Don't be afraid, I won't let you drift around anymore."
"I'm not afraid." Fu Jinyan shook his head, then said after a pause, "After I'm with you, I'm no longer afraid of the future."
Fu Shengyu leaned over and kissed Fu Jinyan's lips.
Fu Jinyan took the initiative to exchange love with Fu Shengyu this time.
It was a long, comforting kiss, and they were so focused they didn't hear footsteps at the door.
HBWnovel