Chapter 55
Chapter 55
In the end, Ying Yuzhi followed the road signs and led him to the cafeteria.
Li Tingyun pursed his lips and quibbled: "How do I know this cafeteria is so hidden?"
The two found a low-key corner, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, there were very few people in the cafeteria, Li Tingyun felt relieved.
"Senior, I'll help you get food."
There was no one queuing at the food outlet, and there were dozens of dishes under the glass cover. Li Tingyun suddenly realized that he didn't know what to choose for the senior...he didn't know what the senior liked to eat...It's like someone asking you if you live ten years ago. What color is the exterior wall of the house for several years, and you are powerless to answer it.
Seeing his hesitation, the chef's aunt said, "Today's corn is very sweet, and there are saury! The meat is fresh!"
Li Tingyun nodded and ordered a few things casually.A pleasant voice sneered from the side, he turned his head, Lian Ruogu stood beside him at some point, holding a plate in his hand: "Ying Yuzhi never likes to eat corn, don't you know?"
Li Tingyun looked at her indifferently, without answering.He really doesn't know.
Lian Ruogu looked at his dinner plate and sneered even more: "Senior Ying is allergic to seafood, don't tell me, you don't even know this..."
Li Tingyun shook his hand holding the dinner plate, and there were a few bright red shrimp balls on it, which almost fell to the ground.
Even Ruogu's eyes burst into flames, hehe sneered, his voice was sharp and mean: "How could I lose to someone like you...it's ridiculous."
"Even if you are a big singer now, so what if you have many supporters? I also despise you...you are still not worthy of Ying Yuzhi..." There was unwillingness and anger in her tone, and more contempt.
She let out a cold snort from her nose, grabbed his hand, and the plate in Li Tingyun's hand fell to the ground and overturned.Lian Ruogu was emotional, grabbed the watch on his wrist, gritted his teeth, and said, "There's no need to show off how much Ying Yuzhi loves you, I know he loves you very much, but do you deserve it? You're still that poor bug in your bones, like being caught by someone. A chasing stray dog, longing for a little attention, you never loved him at all!"
"Since junior high school, as long as I give you a little good face, you are like a pug. Do you really think I can't see it? The way you looked at me back then is exactly the same as the way you look at Ying Yuzhi now..."
Seeing Li Tingyun's face turned pale, she felt a little better, and sneered: "I know people like you too well, you poor bastard who is ridiculed by others, you will love whoever treats you well, just like you loved back then. Like me, isn't it?"
Li Tingyun looked at her in disbelief, yes, before meeting Ying Yuzhi, he really liked Lian Ruogu, but that was a matter of his previous life.
"Crazy." Even though his heart was turbulent, Li Tingyun just uttered two words indifferently.
Lian Ruogu's lips moved, and he looked over Li Tingyun, and saw Ying Yuzhi not far behind him, who was standing there, with those black eyes that were cold and fierce, looking straight at her.
The wind blows through the snow and frost, and a heart feels like falling into an abyss.
There were countless sharp words to respond to Li Tingyun, but when they reached her throat, they were swallowed back sourly, meeting Ying Yuzhi's eyes, making her at a loss...
She knew that she had lost completely, to Li Tingyun.
Turning around and walking back, his face was pale.
Li Tingyun stood there in a daze... His expression was not much better than Lian Ruogu's.
"Ting Yun, don't think about it." Ying Yuzhi came to him at some point, saw Li Tingyun's bleeding lips, frowned, put his hand on his shoulder and pressed it.
Li Tingyun trembled slightly, not daring to look at him.
He doesn't even have the courage to face Ying Yuzhi now, knowing that he shouldn't doubt his love for Ying Yuzhi, but he hates himself like this.
Ying Yuzhi worried: "What's wrong with you?"
In fact, he came late and didn't hear what Lian Ruogu said earlier. Seeing Li Tingyun like this, how could he not be worried.
What Lian Ruogu said was still revolving in his mind.A complicated emotion was blocked in her heart, she was right, she was not worthy of Ying Yuzhi.
It was in vain for him to live his whole life again and keep saying that he loves him. In fact, he has never really thought about how his senior feels, nor has he ever learned about his senior's preferences. The leech gets care and love from the other party, constantly sucks blood, and greedily asks for it.
In his last life, he never really got to know his senior, but just accepted the other's love and care for him as a matter of course.
And in this rebirth...he didn't do it either.
Ah, how ridiculous...
Li Tingyun laughed foolishly.
He doesn't deserve to love him.
Maybe his love for seniors is not even comparable to Lian Ruogu.
If I have not experienced prison and rebirth, will I always think that the one I love is Lian Ruogu?
No, no, how could he doubt his love for his senior.
He wanted to slap himself hard, but Ying Yuzhi grabbed his hand.
Li Tingyun has some demons. In his last life, he not only suffered from depression but also suffered from severe mental illness. He was prone to cranky thoughts. Once he touched the restricted area, he would become mentally disordered, autistic, in a trance, and his five senses were closed. He looked strong, but he was actually very fragile. .
Now Lian Ruogu's words are like a thin iron wire, hooking out the shadows buried deep in the soul, making the soul tremble.
Ying Yuzhi's voice was obviously worried: "Ting Yun."
Li Tingyun hugged him in a daze, and kept saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...Senior..."
"Why are you sorry for me?"
Li Tingyun said again: "I don't know..."
Ying Yuzhi was pissed off by him, and couldn't help but pat him on the head: "You want to piss me off."
Li Tingyun just stared at him blankly, his light gray pupils were dull.Ying Yuzhi frowned and called him twice.
"Senior...I'm fine." Li Tingyun finally spoke and smiled reassuringly.
Ying Yuzhi was even more worried.
The sudden bell made the silent air even more chaotic.
Li Tingyun answered the phone mechanically: "Hello..."
The corridors of the hospital are brightly lit.
Lian Zhengjun sat on the bench, his clothes were stained with blood, which was when he hugged Ye Huo.
At that time Ye Huo fell down the stairs, he stumbled and ran down, hugged him, only to find that Ye Huo's head was bleeding profusely, and he was so frightened that he broke into a cold sweat, he finally remembered to make a phone call, and when he arrived at the hospital, he stood outside the door with blood on his body Didn't clean it up either.
He blamed himself for panic and pain in his heart, Ye Huo's blood seemed to be still warm and stuck to his body, thinking that if something happened to Ye Huo, he would really die and be buried with him.
He was the only one outside the operating room, but soon another person came.
He didn't raise his head immediately, but he heard someone approaching, and then saw the other person's calf wrapped in straight trousers, the black trousers were stained with a few traces of gray from the dust, and the toe of the person turned to face him.
Lian Zhengjun couldn't lift his head suddenly, not because he didn't want to, but because he didn't dare.
The man stood in front of him, although there were bright lights without projections everywhere, he felt an invisible haze cast down, the invisible figure of the other party completely enveloped him, and the sense of oppression swept over his body. They froze for a moment.
Ying Chuanhao came here after answering Ying Yuzhi's call.
Abandoning the cooperative customers and going straight to the hospital, the signing negotiation had to be suspended.
The words "Surgery" on the door dazzled dazzlingly, causing his brows to twitch and his face to sink.And the solidified blood on Lian Zhengjun's clothes was the result of kicking a stone and throwing it into the restless crater, which instantly stirred up molten lava, scalding black smoke, and raging fire pierced the air.
Lian Zhengjun opened his mouth to explain something, but finally closed it.He had an intuition that once he opened his mouth, it would lead to a stronger sense of oppression and suffocation.
The silent atmosphere seemed to lower the temperature, but it was contradictory and stuffy, and could ignite a bomb at any time.
Lian Zhengjun finally raised his head stiffly, and saw that he was wearing a white shirt with the cuffs turned up a few times, a suit was still on his arm, and his tie was neatly wrapped around his collarbone.
When the line of sight finally hit those pair of black eyes, the cold and sinking eyes seemed to be ice thorns piercing into his bones, hitting his neck and back, causing him to bend his body in embarrassment, lower his head and bow his head. s cat.
He realized now that he had made a terrible mistake.
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