HBWnovel Chapter 939 941: I Don’t Regret it
Chapter 939 941: I Don’t Regret it
"Ah..."
Riya took a deep breath.
Knowing this would not change anything.
Perhaps her master wanted to tell her this to give some comfort for her.
Because the separation is really painful.
"It's really not fair, Master." Riya lowered her head and paused the recording stone, tears streamed down from her eyes.
She had been holding back ever since she found her room not long ago.
Seeing what her senior sister left behind to her made Riya remember the days when she was still playing around with them.
Because of their master's special treatment to her, his other personal disciples all came forward and showed kindness to her. None of them were really jealous nor would make things difficult to her.
Even if they were somewhat envious of her talent, they just use it to motivate themselves to work harder.
Their relationship was really good.
Every single day was filled with laughter and smiles.
Magician would mediate for a long period of time but because they were still young, they also spend most of their times with each other, playing together and spending their time with each other for various reasons.
None of them would stay secluded in their rooms all the time.
"If you have known the truth for a long time, why did you never stop them?" Riya cried out, pouring out her emotions.
Why give her so much of this time limited affection when he knew that she would have to leave and that the ending of the world was near?
Leaving her behind with so many beautiful memories yet also a bitter ending of the people whom she cared for.
Her master knew very well what would happen.
But he still contacted her, taught her well, and even let his disciples become just like family members for her.
For Riya, who has been living as an orphan on the Green Planet for so many years, this unconditional affection truly touched her. Because she felt that there were not many people who were willing to show her so much kindness like this.
No matter where or when...
Yet, it was all time limited.
Would it be better for her to never experience it or for her to experience it even thought it's only for a short period of time?
Riya didn't know.
"I have never been a person who craved for affection, so why is it hurting so much?" Riya whispered in a low voice after crying her heart out.
She has gotten used to live on her own.
With parents on the Green Planet who never cared for her well being and let her live her life freely, Riya never thought that she would ever obtain any family affection. After her so called 'death' after being angered by her stepmother, Riya treated her life in this world as her second life.
She's also an orphan here.
But at the very least, she didn't have to engage in worthless drama with the so called family members and could live her to the fullest.
So Riya enjoyed her life in this world.
It's difficult in the beginning.
After all, Riya knew very well that her background was extremely poor. Moreover, she also has to work hard for her own future. With no one to rely on and a fascinating world, the four years in this world could be said to be extremely fulfilling.
She worked hard from the very beginning.
Her master appreciated her talent and Riya also worked hard because she wanted to become strong.
The care that her master gave to her, the comfortable relationship with her senior and juniors...
Each and every single piece of memory resurfaced in Riya's mind.
She was once so happy.
This world is more dangerous and most of her time was spent on pursuing the runes and knowledge, but it didn't mean that she would not have time to spend with her master and other people around her.
Riya appreciated the time she spent with them.
Each and every single one of them was already like her family members.
"Did you apologize because you know how much I value them, Master?" Riya whispered in a low voice, choking with her own sobs.
It has been a long time since she cried so much like this.
But she couldn't help it.
Thinking about what she had lost and what her master had left her behind... Riya would be lying if she said that she didn't miss everything.
Hearing him mentioning it all in the recording...
It just brought her back to that time and all.
"But... you shouldn't apologize, Master." Riya wiped her tears with her hand and took out some tissue. She didn't know when she packed these things, but it was inside her world and could be conveniently taken out.
Riya felt painful when she thought about the ending of these people whom she truly cared for.
But...
She knew that everyone had their own life.
They didn't regret it.
What her master wanted from the very beginning was for him to live for his planet until the very end.
Hope is slim.
But it's still there.
So he would fight with all he got to try pushing back these magic beasts.
"I don't regret knowing you all," Riya said and composed herself slowly but surely.
It was painful.
She had many things that she wanted to say to her master and her other senior and junior brother and sisters.
She missed them so much.
But she also knew that each and every single one of them have lived their lives to the fullest and they didn't regret how their lives turned out.
Because Riya knew that if she was given the chance...
She would do the same.
The Green Planet will also face something similar to Afirer Kingdom and the reason why Riya came here was because she wanted to become stronger.
Strong enough so that she would be able to fight back against these magic beasts.
Even if there's a high possibility that the Green Planet will also perished...
Riya will step up and fight.