HBWnovel Chapter 178 If you miss it, you miss it
Chapter 178 If you miss it, you miss it
The problems seemed like a series of dead ends, and the two of them always got stuck in a dead end, unable to get out. Even a problem like a flood disaster made Baili Haoxuan exhausted.
"Cough, cough, cough." My heart felt like it was being stabbed by a needle, and the blockage was difficult to block.
"Baili, are you too tired?" Yan Zinuo asked worriedly.
Since the Yecheng incident, Baili Haoxuan has been fighting day and night for five consecutive days and nights without rest, meals, or closing his eyes.
"No problem." Ever since he coughed up blood from his heart, his body wasn't as strong as before. However, he just kept silent and didn't tell anyone.
"Take a rest first. It will be the same if you continue." Yan Zinuo advised softly.
"Zinuo, go and rest first. I'll take another look."
"Baili, you haven't seen Princess Sang Yu for many days. Don't you want to go and see her?" Yan Zinuo knew that Baili Haoxuan would not listen to him no matter what he said now, so he might as well shift his attention to Sang Yu Hanyan.
really!
"Yes. I'll go and wait."
Yes, he hasn’t seen her for some time. He wonders if she is doing well.
(Shengling Palace)
The sound of raindrops disturbs people's sweet dreams.
Yun Jingman always tossed and turned, and she had not been able to fall asleep properly in the past few days. She always fell asleep and woke up again. The empty bed and the sound of dripping rain always became the reason why she could not sleep.
Did she feel cold without that big, strong, and warm embrace on the other side of the bed?
No, no, no. What was she thinking about? Why was she thinking about him...
Spring is really not a good season. It magnifies people's feelings infinitely and breeds unnecessary emotions.
But where had he been these days? Normally, he would come to force her to sleep and hold her close, but these days, he had disappeared without a trace.
"But, are you thinking about me?" A sudden, yet extremely familiar and warm embrace. The familiar breath tightly wrapped around the nostrils and fell into the heart, giving me a sense of security.
But her body continued to twist and resist his touch.
"Don't move. I'm so tired." He put down his heavy burden, didn't want to pretend to be strong in front of her, took off all his disguises, put aside the affairs of state, and admitted his fatigue...
Yun Jingman was stunned, and her heart couldn't keep up. He, the proud and strong emperor who looked down on everything and could make clouds and rain with his hands, actually said to her that he was tired...
Could he actually get tired? Would he ever get tired one day? Would he ever show weakness to others?
Yes, she never understood him...
"I miss you so much, Yan'er..." Baili Haoxuan rested his head on Yun Jingman's shoulder and rubbed it.
"I'm not Sang Yu Hanyan. I'm Yun Jingman." Yun Jingman said coldly.
"Whether you are Sang Yuhanyan or Yun Jingman, as long as it is you, it's fine." Baili Haoxuan said softly in his heart. He was unable to get close to her left ear and say such a sentence, so he could only whisper it in his heart.
"Let me go. Let's pretend nothing happened between us. There is no such person as you in my life, and there is no me in your life. Let's forget each other. This is better for both of us."
"No! You can only stay by my side for the rest of your life."
How can I pretend that nothing happened? My dear Yan'er, my love has penetrated my bones and marrow, how can I pretend that nothing happened?
"I will only hate you if I do this."
"Then hate me. I don't care." If hatred can keep you, I am willing to... I am so humble that I can't keep your heart, but I don't want to lose you...
"But I care. Who will benefit if we continue to be entangled like this? This way, we will all suffer."
"Without you, I will suffer." Baili Haoxuan propped himself up, placed his hands on both sides of Yun Jingman, and roared. This was the most real roar from the bottom of his heart.
Yun Jingman turned away, not wanting to see the deep love and pain in those blue eyes. She knew that he might love her, but this kind of love was too heavy...
Baili Haoxuan concealed the pain in his blue eyes, softened his expression, and like a pool of rippling spring water, he gently hugged Yun Jingman and said softly: "Yan'er, stop making trouble. I am really tired these days. Just stay by my side obediently, okay?"
"You have any kind of woman you want. Why do you want a useless person like me with a disfigured face and paralyzed lower body?"
"Because you are you, the only you in the world." Baili Haoxuan did not say this out loud, but answered her silently in his heart.
Baili Haoxuan smiled at himself, it turns out that when love reaches a deep level, people will become cowardly.
I am so weak that I can't even express my love, just because I am too afraid of losing it...
It is always better to have love rot in your heart than to lose it.
Love looking for an exit, pain saving drowning, searching endlessly, but nowhere to be found. In life, if you are just a smart woman who admires me normally, and I am not very scheming, then can love continue, from generation to generation?
However, there is no if in love; life cannot be repeated. If you miss it, you miss it. You can never get back the old days...