Chapter 47
Chapter 47
"how do you feel?"
Jin Nan asked: "It's okay."
Sheng Xiu said: "I'm very puzzled, you have never been a character who seeks to be complete when you are wronged, you will not let yourself be wronged, and you will not bear it, but since you never embarrass others directly in person, even if you do, you can maintain it. The extent of continuing to meet, in fact, the extent of your tolerance is far beyond the scope of etiquette or demeanor. So, what are you worrying about, this is not your character."
Jin Nan frowned when he heard the words, lowered his eyes, did not speak, his muscles tensed, and his posture resisted, "Are you investigating me?"
Sheng Xiuhe shook his head, "In fact, your parents were worried about your situation and told me something about you."
Jin Nan sneered, his eyes gradually turned cold, so it was Jin's father and Jin's mother who investigated him.
Sheng Xiuhe's tone was very gentle, like a friend who was having a heart-to-heart conversation with Jin Nan, "I don't intend to criticize others behind their backs, but Jin Nan, I don't understand your patience and indulgence towards that girl's rude behavior. It's not a character of swallowing your anger, but your growth environment and background cannot give you the quality of patience."
Jin Nan narrowed his eyes and lowered his head to avoid Sheng Xiu's scrutiny.
Sheng Xiuhe continued: "I originally thought that you just ignored this girl's rudeness because of something similar to depression that made you indifferent to everything around you, but I found out that it is not."
"You are far from such indulgence to another girl who also offended you, and you have given the warning you should have given. And you are far more disgusted with Lin Xiaoxia than the other girl. Whether you ignore her offense or conceal it If you hurt her and blamed her classmate, in fact, you are just deliberately indulging her, just to raise her courage and completely open her greed."
Jin Nan curled up his hands, still calm.
"Look at the result of indulgence. Her target has changed from you to Qin Sihui and Yang Su who are beside you. Recently, she has even started to get in touch with Bai Zichen. She began to plan and provoke Xiong Meiying and a few girls from good backgrounds unscrupulously. She even promoted the rumor of being with you herself. I have no doubt that if this continues, what a tragic end she will end up in."
That's right, the Qin family, the Bai family, and the Yang family will not allow such a scheming girl to play tricks on their sons like this. The Xiong Meiying sisters are not easy to mess with. Once Lin Xiaoxia can't stabilize the situation, when the situation starts to collapse At that time, she will face enough to completely destroy her life.
Qin's mother sent Duan Nianwei with a check at the beginning, which was already the most gentle method, but the anger from the three families that Lin Xiaoxia was about to face would definitely not be so gentle.
Although Jin Nan seems to have done nothing now, when necessary in the future, he will definitely push behind Lin Xiaoxia without hesitation, and completely open the door to her tragic path.
Sheng Xiuhe didn't say the next words, but both of them had already heard the rest of the words.
Jin Nan sneered and said, "She ended up miserable just because of her greed and stupidity, what does that have to do with me?"
Sheng Xiuhe looked at him and asked, "It's true that it has nothing to do with you, but can you promise to push her when it's no longer critical?"
Jin Nan didn't speak, the curve of the corner of his mouth slowly slipped down, his lips were tightly pressed together, there was a trace of self-mockery and loss in his cold eyes, he squeezed out two words, "I can't. So what?" ?”
So are you going to be disappointed in me like this?So my disguise of this cold monster was so easily seen through?So you realize that my essence is going to stay away from me?So the result of you understanding me is staying away from me?So I, a monster, shouldn't be eager for a turnaround, so why did you drag me back to this world? If that's the case, why did you talk about trusting or distrusting...
In the end, Jin Nan couldn't even control himself to generate resentment. He resented that this person obviously wouldn't give him a chance, and obviously couldn't give him everything, so why should he be rescued.
Jin Nan knows that his resentment comes from no position, and there will never be any position in this world to resent this person because he saved your life or gave you life, even if you are really unwilling.However, he just couldn't help it.
Jin Nan closed his eyes and turned his head away, he didn't want to see this person again now.
Sensing Jin Nan's resistance, Sheng Xiuhe thought that he was still unwilling to show himself this side of him, so he just said: "Jin Nan, look at me, you must know that I am not blaming you. You belong to the Jin family Young master, you could do your own way and be arrogant and domineering, but in reality?"
"When someone offends you, you never embarrass anyone on the bright side. You always maintain a state where you can continue to communicate with the people you hate on the surface, allowing them to plan wildly in front of you, but only patiently dormant behind your back. wait."
"You are cautious and careful, you wronged yourself to endure other people's rudeness to you, Jin Nan, what are you afraid of? Why did you wrong yourself like this in school? It is your parents who can't provide you with peace of mind. ? Or do you not trust them enough?"
"Jin Nan, I'm not denying what you've done. If it was in another place, maybe I would praise your character, your perseverance, your patience, your intelligence. But you have to know, this is In school, on my territory. In this school, there is no one person who is more powerful than your parents, no one you can’t mess with, move or offend, no one is worthy of your grievances Myself. I am not encouraging you to offend others, but I want you to know that when you are offended or hurt, there is another way besides patience and dormancy. Don't take a bad mood with you overnight, don't turn it into a good day."
"In this world, in this society, there may be a lot of helplessness, a lot of helplessness, and forced smiles because of more scruples, but I don't want you to go through this, at least you don't have to do this on this campus. I think I With the ability to give you such confidence, I think I also have the ability to protect you."
Jin Nan was stunned, he really didn't expect that he would wait for such a speech, such a speech he had never heard before.
Even though his adoptive father gave him supreme love back then, he never said such a thing to Jin Nan, never said, "You are on my territory, no matter how presumptuous you are, I can protect you, I will not I would like to see you compromise, I just want to make you happy, you can be presumptuous, I will protect you."
No one has ever said such a thing to Jin Nan.
Jin Nan was brought back from the orphanage by his adoptive father when he was six years old. Although he was the most beautiful child in the kindergarten, he was the one who was least liked by the teachers.Children are sensitive, they can perceive the emotions, likes and dislikes of adults. The teachers don't like Jin Nan, and they won't show it on the surface, but the children's dislike is a real reaction. surface.
Jin Nan was rejected by everyone, they threw stones at Jin Nan, they isolated Jin Nan, they called Jin Nan a little monster, and they opposed Jin Nan everywhere.
Jin Nan has always been alone. Once in the kindergarten, the teacher led the children to decorate the walls. Each child could take a fish, draw and color it by himself, and finally write his name on the wall.Boys like sharks and whales more, and girls choose beautiful mermaids, goldfish and carp. Jin Nan led a killer whale but was snatched away. In the end, only a fish called clownfish was left. Clowns are funny in the impression of children. That clownfish must be the funniest among the fish. They snatched the shark from his hand and laughed, "Only clownfish like clownfish are the most suitable for this little monster. Yes, he is a clownfish."
So Jin Nan's name was written on the clownfish's card and hung on the wall until he was taken away by his adoptive father.
Jin Nan’s adoptive father’s family raised a fish tank with all kinds of fish. Jin Nan carefully lived in his adoptive father’s house for half a year. His adoptive father often saw Jin Nan’s small figure in front of the fish tank. His adoptive father always thought he liked it. fish.
However, after less than half a year, Jin Nan got used to the environment of his adoptive father's house. One day, the nanny aunt who took care of Jin Nan called his adoptive father, and the voice was very flustered, "Mr. Normal! He's a monster!"
The adoptive father hurried back and stood quietly in the corner, only to find a pile of fish corpses lying on the floor of the living room at home.These fish died miserably, most of them had their heads separated, and some had their bodies cut open. The blood of the fish was scattered in the water, and the water turned light red.And the little Jin Nan was still standing by the bathtub, took out the fish, then cruelly tore off the fish's head and cut its body open.There was no expression on his face, and he was calm.The adoptive father realized at that time that the child in front of him might be different from other children.
The adoptive father watched quietly, watching Jin Nan kill these fish one by one, until there were only two fish left in the tank.
Little Jin Nan started to clean up the dead fish.He picked up all the fish, wiped the blood from the ground, and then washed the fish carcasses in a bag and threw them away.
The more the adoptive father looked at it, the more shocked he felt. This is just a child less than six years old, but with such a cold and meticulous mind, he seems to have seen a future killer with high IQ.
The adoptive father finally stepped forward and asked, "Nannan, why did you kill these fish?"
Jin Nan looked at his adoptive father with clean eyes, "I don't like other fish, I only like clownfish, Dad, can you only raise clownfish."
The adoptive father felt sad for some reason, he couldn't say anything, he just nodded, and said with difficulty for a long time: "Okay, Dad will only raise clownfish from now on."
"Dad, am I a monster? That aunt and the teacher at the orphanage said I was a monster. Dad, am I really a monster?"
At that time, the adoptive father held Jin Nan in his arms and kissed him on the cheek. Tears welled up in his eyes, "Nan Nan is my father's little angel. They didn't know angels, so they thought they were monsters."
Jin Nan's eyes suddenly turned red, and his voice was choked with sobs, but he was careful not to cry, and said softly, "Dad, can you kiss me again. The other children in the orphanage have teachers' kisses and hugs, only I don't."
The distress in the adoptive father's heart was hard to describe in words. He hugged Jin Nan tightly, gave him a kiss, and said, "Good boy, good boy."
"Nannan, why do you only like clownfish, can you tell Dad?"
"Because I'm a clownfish."
The adoptive father smiled and kissed Jin Nan on the cheek, "That's right. Sure enough, only a beautiful and cute little fish like a clownfish is worthy of our Nan Nan."
Jin Nan raised his head suddenly, with tears in his eyes, his eyes sparkled with uncontrollable joy, "Dad, do you really think clownfish are cute?"
The adoptive father touched Oh Jin Nan's head, "Stupid boy. No, I thought that many people like clownfish."
"Really Dad?"
"real."
"Dad, I don't like that aunt."
"If Nannan doesn't like it, I won't have auntie anymore. Dad will take care of you in the future."
Since then, the adoptive father's family has only raised clownfish for more than ten years.The adoptive father took Jin Nan by his side to take care of him personally. There was no aunt at home, only a father and son and a clownfish in a fish tank.
It's just that the adoptive father has realized Jin Nan's difference since the incident of Jin Nan killing the fish, and he dare not indulge Jin Nan even more.Although he gave Jin Nan meticulous love, but his requirements for Jin Nan were indeed almost to the point of strictness.
Jin Nan has no moral concepts, no bottom line and love that ordinary people should have. He is an out-of-the-ordinary child. Many times, he has already done outrageous things without his knowing.For this reason, he caused a lot of trouble for his adoptive father.
Jin Nan has been sensitive since he was a child. He can perceive his own differences and the troubles his adoptive father has caused by his differences.The adoptive father would apologize to the parents of other children in the teacher's office in a way he had never humiliated behind his back.
Jin Nan didn't know what he did wrong, he only knew that what he did would embarrass his adoptive father.The adoptive father never blamed Jin Nan, he was heartbroken for this special child.
Jin Nan has no morals, it doesn't matter, he set death rules for him, you don't need to ask why, you just need to follow it; To all aspects of the big growth.
In this way, Jin Nan, an out-of-the-ordinary child, was restrained by the adoptive father's rules of death, and became almost the same as a normal person.
Jin Nan would never go against his adoptive father's wishes, because he knew how much his adoptive father had paid for himself. In order not to cause trouble for his adoptive father, he began to imitate others' actions. No one will trouble the adoptive father.So he developed the habit of never playing tricks on the bright side, but only patiently using tricks behind the scenes.
He never made mistakes on the surface, and of course this also helped him when he took revenge, but this kind of caution and patience for more than ten years has almost become a habit and way of doing things for him, even here. Change.
Jin Nan had never heard such words before, he looked at Sheng Xiuhe's direction, he couldn't see Sheng Xiuhe clearly, tears had blurred his vision, but he still wanted to look at him, he wanted to look at Sheng Xiuhe And with what kind of expression did he say such words.
He didn't dare to blink for fear of tears falling, so he could only try to open his eyes wide, but even so, the tears still slid down his cheeks, but he could no longer take care of himself, he could finally see Sheng Xiuhe's face clearly.
Sheng Xiuhe saw that Jin Nan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and tears fell down. His face was expressionless, but his voice was trembling. He asked, "What?"
Sheng Xiuhe felt as if he had been stung. He looked at Jin Nan as if there was a warm and vast sea in his eyes, which seemed to be able to tolerate everything about Jin Nan. He said: "Your mind and patience are destined to surpass ordinary people. People are excellent, but you need to use them carefully. Life is a very deep knowledge, and he can’t use one method consistently. You have to know when you need to use your intelligence and heart, and when you don’t need to use him You can use it to go to a better and higher place, but you can’t use it to get happiness, because the process itself is not happy. If it’s not for going to a better and higher place, you have to learn to use simpler and more way to make yourself happy."
"In school, I hope you can grow up happily, do what you like, learn what you like, and let go of what you don't like in a simple way. Don't let anything disturb your happiness."
"You don't need to worry about anything, and you don't need to be afraid. Your parents and I can also protect you."
Jin Nan wiped away the tears on his face, "I can protect myself."
Sheng Xiu said: "It's different. I'm willing to take over the trouble you throw at me. It's a different experience to solve the trouble by yourself and throw it to others."
Jin Nan looked at Sheng Xiuhe, but didn't speak.
Sheng Xiuhe sighed, and thought: Forget it, it's too urgent, take your time.
How did the son of the richest man wrong him into such a pitiful little one? What kind of parents are those?
Unexpectedly, Jin Nan asked, "Don't you think I'm ruthless and cruel?"
Sheng Xiuhe was stunned, sighed for a while, patted his head, and said, "What I have experienced is far more exaggerated than you can imagine. When you have enough experience, you will You will know that these thoughts you have now are actually nothing."
"Jin Nan, this world is far bigger and more exciting than you imagined. What a pity that you want to talk about giving up when you are trapped in prison?"
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