the moon in the attic

Chapter 38

Xing Yihua was really chic for a while, and the school was also very chic, and the notice of withdrawal came down in three days.

The class didn't discuss this matter too much, one is because Xing Yihua is usually very popular, and the other is because the mid-term exam in May is approaching, and no one has extra energy.

Yan Yang had been looking forward to the May Day holiday for more than two months, and there was only one day. They had dinner with Xing Yihua, and Fan Qing also arrived.

Xing Yihua said, "I'm sure I won't be able to go to the school in the city. My parents are contacting me with my grandma's school, and they probably will leave next month."

Fan Qing didn't cry, and even smiled, "You're so stupid, you know how to cause trouble for your parents, why don't you give in first?"

Xing Yihua acted like a baby on purpose, "No, I can only give in to you."

A table of people was forced to watch him show affection, speechless and depressed at the same time.

In the end, Xing Yihua raised his cup, "It will be common in the future."

Xing Yihua's transfer seemed to wind up the first half of the year. The last semester suddenly passed quickly, and the papers in the experimental class doubled. March was short, April was in a hurry, and the spring breeze blew, and May changed the sky.

The mid-term exam was the second day after the May Day holiday. This time, it was the joint exam of the four schools. Pu Tao took the first place without any suspense. Both Han Yu and Yan Yang's grades fell, and Yan Yang almost fell out of the top [-].

Han Yu called him to the attic after a long absence, "This time the question is really difficult, but it won't be so much."

Yan Yang waved his hand indifferently, stretched out his long legs, and wrapped Han Yu into the bend of his legs, "I didn't perform well, besides, didn't he fall out?"

He almost didn't come to Han Yu's attic for the whole of April. Without the corridor, it became a luxury for the two of them to hold hands at school.

Yan Yang never thought before that the speed of time can change.

When he was not with Han Yu, his perception of time was only limited to Yan Haichuan and Chen Jingru's return home cycle, the thickness of the draft paper when writing questions, and the regular ringing of the bell for class and class.

After being with Han Yu, the time to measure flow becomes the time spent holding hands with Han Yu, the time spent kissing, and the time spent thinking about Han Yu when we can't see each other.

Time flows fast when kissing, and slow when not seeing each other.

He couldn't catch the time, he could only catch Han Yu.

Now that she is so close to Han Yucou, the only thing left in her heart is to want to get closer to him.

He leaned over to kiss Han Yu, but Han Yu pressed his shoulder.

Yan Yang frowned, "What's wrong?"

Han Yu pushed him by the shoulder to make him sit down, and asked suddenly, "Is it because you have a part-time job so you don't have time to study?"

Yan Yang panicked, and subconsciously wanted to deny it, but when he met Han Yu's eyes, he couldn't say anything.

The two looked at each other in silence for a while, Yan Yang pretended to smile relaxedly, "How do you know?"

He felt that he was acting as usual, but Han Yu was obviously dissatisfied with his attitude, pinched his ankle and pushed him away, and withdrew from his arms.

Ever since the two got together, Yan Yang had always been playing tricks, and Han Yu had never had such an awkward fight like today.

Yan Yang hurriedly chased him to coax him, "Are you angry?"

There was no emotion on Han Yu's face, but his voice was very cold, "Are you short of money?"

He asked very untactfully, almost ugly, but Yan Yang panicked all of a sudden, and didn't know how to react for a while.

Han Yu spoke out angrily, and quickly apologized, "I'm sorry."

Yan Yang licked his lips, "I'm not angry."

Han Yu looked at him with a straight tone, "The day I was absent from class, you also asked for leave. What did you do?"

When Yan Yang came today, Han Yu moved the fan up. The two of them didn't talk, and the attic only had the sound of the fan, which was noisy and too quiet.

Yan Yang didn't dare to open his mouth, hoping to be lucky, fearing that what he said would make too many mistakes, so he just looked at Han Yu without saying a word.

The corners of Han Yu's mouth were flattened, an expression Yan Yang was not familiar with.

Fortunately, Han Yu quickly regained his senses. He said, "I didn't mean to accuse you."

Yan Yang nodded, but before he could breathe a sigh of relief, Han Yu asked again, "Did you come to see me that day? You paid back the money for me, didn't you?"

Yan Yang knew that he couldn't hide it anymore, so he leaned over and hugged him, trying to explain something, his tone became cautious, "Brother Han Han, I..."

Han Yu shook his head, motioning him to stop talking.

Even though the fan was turned on, the attic was still stuffy. Han Yujing was held in Yan Yang's arms. Both of them were sweating, but they didn't move.

After a long time, Han Yu suddenly moved, he bent down and put his forehead on Yan Yang's shoulder.

Yan Yang heard him say, "Baa, I'm going to drop out of school."

His tone was too calm, so that Yan Yang didn't realize what he meant at the first moment, and after a pause, he asked in disbelief, "What?"

He pinched Han Yu's chin in a panic to make him look up. Han Yu's eyes were red and bloodshot, and he repeated, "I decided to suspend school."

The corner of Yan Yang's mouth twitched, and finally he gave a smile that was uglier than crying, pretending it was no big deal, "Why are you dropping out of school? It's not for that."

"Here we are." Han Yu said.

Yan Yang's heart seemed to be twisted by someone, his chest moved a few times, he let go of Han Yu, and took a few long breaths, "Don't you say you want to go to college with me?"

Han Yu didn't answer this question, he asked Yan Yang, "Why don't you ride a bike?"

Yan Yang pursed his lips and looked at him.

Han Yu said, "Did you sell the car?"

"I didn't want to ride that one in the first place." Yan Yang still wanted to hide it.

"It's not that I don't want to ride." Han Yu's voice was hoarse, and his speech speed became faster, "I need money to help my boyfriend pay off his debts, and I need money to pull him out of this mess."

The two fell into a stalemate, and Yan Yang felt the sweat on his back running down his spine. It was obviously such a hot day, but there was a chill.

Han Yu was still looking at him, with emotions in his eyes, but his face was still expressionless.

After a long silence, Han Yu said, "Baabaa, leave me alone."

Yan Yang's eyes turned red all of a sudden, "I am willing."

"I don't want to." Han Yu said immediately.

Han Yu said, "I'm with you. I don't want you to be worried. If you come to the house for a meal, you're afraid that debt collectors will suddenly come to you, and I don't want you because I'm not doing well..."

Yan Yang cut him off before he finished speaking, "Han Yu, what do you mean?"

When Han Yu didn't speak, Yan Yang asked, "Do you want to break up with me?"

Han Yu's face changed slightly, and Yan Yang asked again, "I don't want to break up, why did you say such things to me? What do you mean I should leave you alone?"

"Then what do you want me to say?" Han Yu's mood also became unstable, "Let me say, Yan Yang, I can't hold on anymore, can you help me? Or, Yan Yang, can you help me?"

Han Yu's tone was a bit heavy, he raised his hand and pointed downstairs through the window, "Do you know me, have you been to such a place before? Have you ever seen what a debt collector looks like before you were with me? Have you ever owed money?" ? Have you worked part-time?"

"If you can work part-time, can't I?" Yan Yang asked back, "Didn't you say you would always like me? Where did you go? Are you going to let go?"

Han Yu calmed down, and said in a deep voice, "I didn't want to let go."

"Then what are you doing?" Yan Yang raised his voice, thinking of his grandma downstairs and then lowered his voice, "How do you know I don't want to? I haven't said anything yet, why are you reacting so loudly?"

Han Yu looked at him and asked softly, "You are with me, what are you planning?"

He has nothing, only relying on love to support him, restless and fearful, "I can't give you anything..."

"Han Yu," Yan Yang interrupted him, he said, "I'm with you, all I need is that you like me."

Yan Yang's eyes were red, and Han Yu felt as if his heart was being hoisted by a thin thread, dragging and aching, every word Yan Yang said made the thread a little tighter.

He was in a trance for a moment, feeling that he fell into the swamp again and dragged Yan Yang down, and felt that everything would be fine with Yan Yang by his side.

Pulled by conflicting emotions, he didn't move for a long time.

Yan Yang moved over and said in a pleasant voice, "The days will be long in the future, you won't always be like this, and neither will I. Do you believe me?"

He stretched out his hand towards Han Yu, "You're so angry at me, won't you coax me?"

"What should I do if you really want to suspend school?" Yan Yang said intermittently in a very soft voice, "I will think about it when I don't see you for a while, do you really have the heart?"

The sweltering wind swept in from the attic in May, and Yan Yang leaned over to kiss Han Yu, "Don't think so much, don't be so alien to me."

In such a heavy love, Han Yu compromised, he took Yan Yang's hand and said, "I'm sorry."

Yan Yang's tone became brisk again, "I forgive you."

Han Yu said, "Baabaa, wait for me."

Yan Yang asked vaguely, "What are you waiting for?"

"Wait until I grow up a little more." Han Yu said.

18 years old is a mature and immature age. Han Yu entered the ranks of adults too early and lived like an adult, but he couldn't do many things that adults can do.

For example, take grandma away, for example, give his lamb a place where he will never have to worry about people breaking in, and he can do his homework with peace of mind.

Yan Yang's hand began to sneak into Han Yu's waist dishonestly again, and said with a smile, "Okay."

The two quarreled for the first time and quickly reconciled.

Yan Yang is still a young master who doesn't worry about food and clothing. He sold his beloved bicycle for the person he likes, and feels that everything will be fine after getting through the current difficulties.

Han Yu is still a poor student who is struggling to make ends meet. He doesn't want the person he likes to suffer for him, and feels that as long as he is together, he has nothing to fear.

Looking out from the window at this time, there is the moon hanging high and the unobstructed sincerity of the two people. They only care about loving each other, but no one thinks that the clouds are easy to disperse, which is very similar to the vulnerable love of young people.