They say it's sick

Chapter 51

In the midst of drunkenness, Li Yan felt a little dizzy, but his mind was extremely clear.

He knew what he asked, and he also knew how despicable the little thought behind this question was——

He didn't dare to speak out his thoughts openly, and only dared to use such questions to beat around the bush while drinking, trying to find out something from Yun Zhi's answer.

Even if there is only a little bit, as long as you can get a glimpse of Yunzhi's heart, you will have no regrets in this life.

But there was no answer for a long time.

Yun Zhi has been looking at Li Yan, the expression on his face has calmed down from the surprise when he heard the question at the beginning, and there is even a slight smile on his face.

It wasn't until Li Yan was ready to change the subject that he slowly picked up the wine glass, drank the green plum wine in it under the gaze of the other party, and then slowly said: "I will be sad."

Li Yan's heart that had been hanging high finally fell to the ground, but in an instant, an indescribable emotion surged up.

He knew that he wanted more and wanted more proof, but the moment he met Shang Yunzhi's gaze, he lowered his eyes and nodded slightly: "Thank you..."

"Is this enough?" Yun Zhi was not surprised by his reaction at all, put down the empty wine glass in his hand and continued, "I have seen countless deaths, so I understand what death means better. Once a person dies, he will completely die. Disappear from this world.

Except for the memory of the living, there is no trace of him to be found.So over the years, every time I see someone die, even an ordinary soldier who can't even pronounce his name, I feel sad. "

He raised his eyes and looked at the person opposite without blinking: "So Li Yan, you said that kind of thing on purpose, is it enough to get this answer?"

Certainly not enough.

Li Yan closed his eyes, wanted to explain, but didn't know where to start, finally he only sighed softly: "I'm sorry..."

"Only this one sentence?" Yun Zhi refused to let him go, "Then tell me, Li Yan, why did you ask me that question just now, in an apparently good atmosphere?"

Li Yan was silent for a moment, he looked into Yunzhi's bright eyes, and was about to answer, but was interrupted.

Yun Zhi didn't seem to expect any answer at all, but looked at him and said slowly, "Because, Li Yan, you like me."

It was a firm tone without any doubts, making it impossible for Li Yan to evade.

He didn't want to hide anymore.

Li Yan sat up straight again, nodded, and replied with the same firm tone: "Yes, I like you."

After finishing speaking, he laughed self-deprecatingly: "I like you but dare not speak up. I only dared to use my drunkenness. I knew that it was not a good thing, but I deliberately said it, just to see your reaction."

These words had been hidden in his heart for a while, and he thought he would hide them forever, but he never thought that he would say them so easily at such a time.

The first thing I felt was relief.

He picked up the wine jar that was set aside, filled his glass, then raised his hand and drank it down in one gulp.

Yun Zhi had been quietly watching him drink the wine in his glass before raising his eyebrows slightly: "Is it finished?"

Li Yan noticed that his eyes were focused on the wine glass in his hand, and belatedly remembered that it was because Yun Zhi didn't want to drink by herself that caused the subsequent words.

After a moment of silence, he picked up the kettle next to him, poured himself a large glass of water, drank it all in one gulp, and then raised his head again, looking at Yun Zhi eagerly.

Yun Zhi almost laughed, but he was not Li Yan's drinker, and he was still very sober.

So it was easy to find the topic just now, and continued: "You're done talking, then it's my turn."

Li Yan squeezed the water glass, his eyes slightly widened: "What?"

Yun Zhi raised her eyebrows and looked at him: "You just said you like me, don't you want to know my answer?"

How could you not want to?

Li Yan has never felt that he is not good at words, even when facing Yun Zhi in the past, he has never been so clumsy and tongue-in-cheek like tonight, he wants to express his heart frankly, and say all the words hidden in his heart Come out, but don't know how to speak.

Then he felt that something warm fell on his lips, and it was gone as soon as he touched it.

Yun Zhi sat back to her original place and poured herself a glass of water: "This is my answer."

Li Yan looked at Yun Zhi in disbelief, the indifference on the other party's face made him almost suspect that the moment just now was an illusion of his own.

It wasn't until seeing Yunzhi's red earlobes through the dim yellow lantern that he finally dared to say, "You like me too?"

"If you don't believe me..." Yun Zhi drank her saliva, "I'll say it again when you wake up tomorrow morning."

Li Yan shook his head: "I'm not drunk."

"Yeah, you're not drunk..." Yun Zhi nodded very eloquently, and then changed her tone, "Since you are sober, according to your transparency and sensitivity, you can't tell that I like you too?"

Speaking of this, he sighed with some annoyance: "Is it because I am not good enough for you?"

"No!" Before he realized what he wanted, Li Yan could no longer see the slightest disappointment and unhappiness on this man's face, not to mention that the annoyance at this moment was still due to himself, so he denied it without any hesitation, "You You know me. I haven’t received much kindness since I grew up. After arriving in the capital, I don’t know what kind of shit I took to get into the palace. After that, I can still be with you...

I can accept the favors of the steward and the prince with peace of mind, because I know that one of them has an undiscovered bond with me, and the other is Ai Wu Ji Wu, but I don't know how to locate the ones from you.I'm afraid that I'll realize that it's just your usual way of treating people after I've become affectionate, and I'm even more afraid that I... can't repay you. "

When he said this, he paused slightly, looked down at his pale hands, and continued: "Before I met you, I didn't even know who my parents were, and I had nothing to worry about in this world." Also helpless, dragging this..."

"Stop, I don't mind your self-deprecation, and I understand your doubts about my intentions. But if you say something again and don't know how long you can live, I will really turn my face!" Yun Zhi, who had been listening to him quietly, said abruptly. He said, "I told you that I'm not a good person, so that's not the way I always treat people. Even if Chen Jin is here with me, he has never been treated like you. Isn't that clear enough?"

Yun Zhi bent the corners of his eyes, his tone became more and more gentle, he tilted his head, his eyes were full of tenderness: "I know why you are hesitating, and I understand your concerns, but I am used to being arrogant. Every day I live in this world, I only think about this moment, and at this moment, I like you."

This person is always like this, even when facing the unspeakable feelings of others, he is open and bright.

Just like the wish I made that day among the fireflies - all the way forward, I can still be as luxurious and wanton as I first met that day.

If he keeps escaping, how can he deserve such a heart?

Li Yan's eyes were dimly watered, but a smile appeared on his lips, and then he nodded solemnly: "I see."

"It's good to know..." Yunzhi said, "I always thought that we were already in touch with each other, but I didn't expect such a big detour."

Li Yan smiled lightly, and said seriously: "It's my fault."

"Of course it's your fault..." Yunzhi nodded, and lowered her eyes to look at the wine jar in front of her, "Remember first, when you recover your health, you will be punished with three glasses of wine first."

Li Yan looked at him with a smile: "Okay..."

"It's time to talk again!"

Yun Zhi wrinkled her nose, glared at Li Yan with a little dissatisfaction, but couldn't help laughing, just now a person who was clearly calm and calm, met Li Yan without any disguise, gentle and affectionate When the gaze, involuntarily averted the gaze

He raised his eyes and looked at the sky: "It's time to waste so much talking, let's rest."

"Okay..." Li Yan looked at Yun Zhi and rubbed his earlobe, then suddenly added, "Can I sleep in your room tonight?"

"you……"

There is no extra guest room at home, and the two of them have shared the same bed in Suwei Mansion before, so it is only natural for Li Yan to sleep in his own room, but Yun Zhi couldn't help but be asked so directly. Get comfortable.

Also inexplicably a little dry mouth.

He poured himself a glass of water, cleared his throat after drinking, and replied calmly: "Yes, otherwise, where do you want to sleep, in Chen's forbidden room?"

After finishing speaking, he stood up and looked down at Li Yan from the sidelines: "Are you dizzy? Shall I ask someone to cook some hangover soup?"

"No, just wash your face later."

Li Yan raised his head, Yun Zhi from this angle was as dignified and good-looking as when they first met, and there was a lot of tenderness that he didn't dare to confirm before.

It turned out that he really liked me.

When this idea came to his mind, Li Yan unconsciously raised his hand and touched his heart, which had been empty for more than ten years and had become full during this night, Yun Zhi's tiny movements fell into Yunzhi's eyes, and he immediately became nervous: "What's the matter?" , My heart hurts?"

"No..." Li Yan stretched out his hand directly in front of Yunzhi, "I want you to pull me up."

Yun Zhi was stunned for a moment, then laughed: "You said you didn't drink too much?"

"Drink too much..." Li Yan stretched out his hand stubbornly, "So is it okay, You Huai?"

Yun Zhi picked up the words early, and these two words have been with him for several years, and he has called them countless times from relatives and friends, but only this time made his heart flutter.

He looked at the somewhat pale hand with sharp joints, and covered it with a smile. After intertwining his fingers, he exerted a slight force on his arm, and really pulled up Li Ji who was sitting. Hug full.

The weather was hot, and the young man's body temperature spread along the thin fabric, but Li Yan didn't seem to be able to feel it. He only remembered the warm breath on his neck, and the person in his heart called him solemnly and affectionately: " Xuanzhi..."

Li Yan's arms tightened, and he responded, "I'm..."

The author says:

Because of the hesitation when confessing, the low family status of some people will be worsened.

In addition, did you see the sister who wanted to confess to Li Yanxue before? Li Yan has shown through practice that it is not important how to confess, but the target.

感谢在2022-07-2823:30:06-2022-07-3023:14:19期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦……

Thanks to the little angel who threw the shallow water bomb: agdash1;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 bean sprouts;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: A Zhu 1;