waste heat

Chapter 104

The first ray of morning light cautiously enters the room, for fear of disturbing the sleeping people on the bed, the curtains are slowly opened, and the transparent glass windows block the noise, the cars passing by downstairs, there are many people, it is ten o'clock in the morning bell.

Song Yu turned around, picked up the package on the table, took out a small bottle from it, walked to the edge of the bed, lifted a corner of the quilt, held the red-stained ankle, took out a cool ointment from the bottle, and stuck it on the On skin, rub gently with fingers.

The person on the bed moved slightly, Song Yu looked up, and Cheng Yan, who opened his eyes tiredly, looked along the edge of the bed and saw Song Yu squatting beside the bed.

Cheng Yan had no strength, so he lay on the pillow, buried half of his face in the soft pillow, and let Song Yu do the remedy after the incident.

From the ankles, to the thighs, waist, chest, and finally the shoulders and neck, where is there no trace left?Those traces are not like those left after pleasure, but more like the traces after being caught by a perverted killer and sadistic.

Cheng Yan didn't have the courage to recollect and imagine the tragedy of last night. His face was full of fear when he was stuffed in the pillow.

He was afraid of Song Yu, he felt scared, and now he saw the same, he was two people on the bed and under the bed, he took back his big words before, he was afraid of Song Yu, he was indeed afraid of Song Yu who lost control of his emotions, that hurts, So scary, so scary.

After applying the medicine, Song Yu put on the thin quilt and saw that Cheng Yan had teeth marks on his exposed shoulder, which was bleeding from the bite last night. He groaned in pain and begged for mercy, but he couldn't listen at all.

Song Yu whispered guiltily in his ear, "I'm sorry."

Cheng Yan grabbed the pillow with both hands, stuck his head into the sand like an ostrich, unwilling to answer him.

"Don't ignore me," Song Yu leaned down and whispered in Cheng Yan's ear, "I know I was wrong."

Cheng Yan touched his arm and patted it hard. It was blame, but he had no strength in his whole body and couldn't make too much movement, otherwise he didn't know where the pain would come from. This made his strength weak, Hitting Song Yu's body was like being coquettish.

Song Yu's palm covered his hair, his voice was full of guilt, he was sincere, it was true that he couldn't control himself last night, he didn't want to defend himself, he just hoped to reduce the harm he caused Cheng Yan , "Eat the meal first, and teach me later, okay?"

He had known for a long time that he would lose control. The emotions he had suppressed for so long, and the mental illness he hadn't had much in the past year, were all triggered last night, exploded, and injured his immature body.

Cheng Yan couldn't move until now.

Song Yu's eyes are full of pity, but he knows that even though he is guilty now, he will still be unable to control himself again. It is basically difficult for people to be rational when their desires are satisfied. The unhealthy complex caused by excitement is Song Yu was uncontrollable.

Cheng Yan turned his face away, half of his face sank into the pillow, he seemed to be crying, his eyes were full of fear and grievance, he stared at Song Yu, he didn't want to talk, his voice was hoarse yesterday, it was useless at all, Song Yu It's a beast, he's a beast.

Seeing Cheng Yan's eyes, Song Yu blamed himself, lowered his head, and clenched his hands.

Cheng Yan knew that he shouldn't blame him. Song Yu was different from others. Song Yu was not a normal person. He knew it a long time ago. He didn't listen to how he begged for mercy yesterday. When he ignored him, Cheng Yan knew his heart disease onset.Song Yu has reminded him more than once that he might not be able to control this kind of thing, but this doesn't make Cheng Yan not hate him at all, he is angry, very angry, he thought he would die last night, he didn't Finding a sense of security last night, he was not cherished, and he was angry for it.

But seeing Song Yu's guilty look, he was not willing to say anything nasty to him.

Then I had no choice but to stop talking, Cheng Yan kept his mouth shut and only blamed him with his eyes.

Song Yu cleaned up his body, put on his clothes, and tried to talk to Cheng Yan during the process, but Cheng Yan didn't seem to want to talk to him, and Song Yu didn't care about his self-esteem, and kept chattering to coax people, it's a pity Cheng Yan was not moved.

"Don't torture me like this, okay?" Song Yu held Cheng Yan's hands and didn't go anywhere. After all, he hurt the person he likes and tossed him to pieces. It's inevitable to be angry.

"I don't want to be with you anymore." Cheng Yan said such a sentence in a long silence, and his current joke can also make Song Yu nervous.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Cheng Yan, I was wrong, don't say such things to me." Song Yu hugged him and hugged Cheng Yan into his arms. Cheng Yan seemed to hear the flustered heartbeat, which was even more intense than last night.

He grabbed the corner of Song Yu's clothes, stuffed himself in his arms, and whimpered, "You hurt me..."

Song Yu kissed his forehead. The two of them just expressed their feelings to each other yesterday. It is impossible to break up today. He kissed Cheng Yan's hair and assured him: "There will be no next time."

Cheng Yan really wants to cry, it's not pretending, it's not because of any emotions, he just wants to cry, he wants to cry because of grievance, Song Yu hurt him, he wants to cry, he bites his shoulder, bleeding, he still doesn't feel sorry for him, Cheng Yan didn't want to forgive him for hurting him.

He thumped Song Yu heavily, and said thoughtfully: "You are not allowed to touch me again, you bastard..."

"I'm a bastard, I should be beaten and scolded, but I can't let me not touch you," Song Yu said eagerly, slowly let go of him, and wiped away the tears that had gathered at the corners of Cheng Yan's eyes, "Don't cry, I'm really I know I was wrong."

"What's the use of knowing you're wrong?" Cheng Yan said displeased, "You're only happy if you want to kill me!"

His tone sounded really sad, Song Yu's heart tightened.

"Don't talk nonsense, I didn't think so," Song Yu rubbed his face with his thumb, "I just can't control it, you know, when I get excited, I..."

"Is that one point? You are murder," Cheng Yan said, "Pervert, Song Yu, you are a pervert."

He knew that he had some psychological problems, but he never said anything about it, and he didn't think Song Yu was a pervert. Now Cheng Yan confirmed that he was a pervert with psychological problems!Potential killer!Demons on earth!

Song Yu squeezed his wrist, "I'm going to be angry when you say that."

"You are alive, you are angry, you are angry!" Cheng Yan punched him, every punch was extremely heavy, he thought so, he could not vent his hatred without provoking Song Yu, but the one who had been tortured all night How can a person have the strength to toss.

Song Yu looked at the fussy Cheng Yan, who looked like an unreasonable little daughter-in-law, but his emotions were understandable, but the complaint now, because the tone was not cold enough, or because the person was injured, the fist that hit him was too soft, always It's like acting like a baby for fun.

"Don't dare to be angry, don't be angry," Song Yu held his hands and kissed, "I'm sorry, adults don't remember villains, classmate Cheng Yan, please forgive me for being a pervert."

Cheng Yan turned his head away, stuck his head into the pillow again, tired out, and said, "I'm hungry."

Song Yudao: "I have already called you to eat."

Cheng Yan's voice was not particularly clear in the pillow, and he felt a sense of shyness. He asked softly, "Hey me."

Song Yudao: "Okay."

After eating, he didn't check out and go back immediately. Cheng Yan was going to lie in bed all day, maybe tomorrow will be like this too, thanks to this pervert, it was the first time, it was a painful thing , and sewed up his heart attack, which bit him all over.

Lying on Song Yu’s body to watch TV, but he couldn’t watch it. He was sleepy after a while. Song Yu turned off the TV and let him sleep. Yu has nothing to say, he is responsible for all the consequences of the sins he committed, he acts as his pillow and his mattress, holds Cheng Yan in his arms, and lets him sleep in his arms.

He tossed himself so badly, Cheng Yan would not let him go so easily, he would play tricks on him, Song Yu had to take care of him meticulously, so that he would feel better.

He fell asleep on Song Yu, and was awakened by a dream in the evening. He had a terrible nightmare. In the dream, Song Yu had exactly the same eyes as last night, as if he was going to kill him. He was holding a rope, iron chains, He wanted to tie him up, but his clothes were ripped off, and he shook his head and begged him not to, but Song Yu grabbed his ankle and dragged him back. The tragic scene behind was just the scene of SM, let him cry and beg, Song Yu The imperial capital should not hear you.

When Cheng Yan told Song Yu about this dream, Song Yu was silent for a long time, Cheng Yan couldn't help frowning, and asked: "You don't really think so, do you?"

Song Yu raised his chin and said after silence: "I mean, will you be afraid?"

"You... hiss," Cheng Yan's lower body hurts, the injury is still not healed, his overly excited movements involved the wound, Cheng Yan snorted and said: "Don't scare me."

Song Yu laughed and hugged him back into his arms. He could feel that Cheng Yan was really scared. The shadow left on him yesterday was not small. It seems that he will really be moderate in the future. Song Yu coaxed: "I lied to you."

Cheng Yan breathed a sigh of relief, sat in Song Yu's arms, held his arm and said: "Don't scare me with such things, I will take it seriously, you were scary last night, really, I can't get over it now .”

Still have lingering fears.

He had vowed before that he would not be afraid, but in this situation, he still had a sense of fear. Song Yu lost control and didn't recognize anyone at all. He really thought that he would die yesterday, and he would never see the sun today.

Song Yu tightened his arms, pressed on his shoulders and said, "I will definitely exercise restraint in the future."

Cheng Yan nodded, forgiving him.

At night, Cheng Yan reluctantly got out of bed.

He couldn't stand still, and Song Yu grabbed his waist, stood beside the bed, raised his hands, and let him take the medicine.

"When did you buy the medicine?" Cheng Yan asked.

"I went in the morning." Song Yu wiped the medicine on his wound, and put his hand as lightly as possible, so as not to hurt others, "You were still asleep then."

"Is it downstairs?" Cheng Yan asked.

"I ran a little bit," Song Yu said, "It's not easy to buy online, and this injury is a bit special. It's better for me to explain it to the pharmacy."

"What's special? Isn't it just bleeding?" Cheng Yan said, "You bit, pinched, sexually abused, hum." His snort was full of blame and care.

Song Yu chuckled lightly: "It was also bitten here? Pinched?"

Cheng Yan knocked off his hand, and warned him with white eyes: "Don't touch randomly."

After taking the medicine, Song Yu put down the medicine bottle, Cheng Yan put down the clothes he had lifted, Song Yu wrapped his arms around his waist, and embraced him, Cheng Yan was forced to lean against the bed.

Song Yu raised his head, knowing the consequences of this time in his heart, and asked: "Are you unwilling to do it with me in the future?"

Cheng Yan held his face: "It's good that you know."

Song Yu frowned: "Then what should I do? I'll let you pinch and bite a few times, okay?"

"I won't bite you, I'm not a pervert." Cheng Yan rubbed Song Yu's hair with his hands, watching Song Yu's nose sticking to his clothes, inhaling the fragrance of his body.

"Before you go back to school, do it with me again." Song Yu's words were almost commanding.

Cheng Yan was not as unfeeling as he said, but answered in a nonchalant way: "Then you have to slow down, hurt me a little bit, control a little bit, and..."

"Listen to you," Song Yu interrupted him, "I listen to you."

After a day of emotional turmoil, he was coaxed away with a few words. Cheng Yan also convinced himself that he was angry with Song Yu and wanted to hold grudges against him. After listening to him say a few nice words, his ears softened.In short, I don't know if Song Yu can do it, but I just let go.

There's nothing to do, this is his boyfriend, he chose him, he said frantically that he's not afraid, he's firm, he won't let go even if he dies, he has to cling to him no matter what.

"I really want to try." Song Yu's voice was not clear, and it was a sudden sentence, which reached Cheng Yan's ears, and he asked:

"try what?"

Song Yu shook his head and didn't explain to him, as if he was still unwilling to say it, he just said: "It's nothing."

Cheng Yan couldn't figure it out, and didn't pursue what he said, and let him hug him tighter and tighter.

The arms around him were slightly relaxed, Song Yu raised his eyes, the tip of his nose was filled with the smell of Cheng Yan, his eyes were burning hot, and his eyes released strong desire and interest in the dark evening.

SM?

How interesting that is.

It's a pity that his lover is afraid, that may be a secret that will be hidden for a lifetime and cannot be enforced.