waste heat

Chapter 44

The most embarrassing one was not Cheng Yan, but Zhao Yibai next to him.

Zhao Yibai looked pale, and the three of them were silent. The atmosphere in the infirmary was weird. If someone broke in at this time, they would definitely find something abnormal.

Zhao Yibai stood up first, turned his head and said to Cheng Yan: "I'm going back first, I don't live on campus, someone will take you back to the dormitory later."

After finishing speaking, Zhao Yibai walked towards the door without speaking to Song Yu, and Song Yu ignored him, and the two passed each other.

Looking at the figure of Zhao Yibai leaving, Cheng Yan was fighting like a bull in his heart, so fucked up, how could he implicitly beg Zhao Yibai not to leave, and tell him that I need you.

Don't leave him alone in this embarrassing situation... He is afraid.

Cheng Yan was so guilty that he was too embarrassed to lift his head, let alone look at other people's faces, but Song Yu was just good at playing tricks on people, and he didn't speak when he came in. Cheng Yan thought that you should just say something casually, everything is fine...

Cheng Yan supported the bed, trying to adjust his sitting posture, but he couldn't find a hole to drill. He was trapped here, unable to escape.

Unable to bear the continued embarrassment, Cheng Yan saw that Song Yu was not going to open his mouth, he was defeated first, and muttered: "Then what... why are you back?"

He had just left for a short time, Cheng Yan never expected that he would come back, and was caught by others. Although he didn't say anything bad about Song Yu, those words were not as good as bad words.

"Did they tell you the result?" Song Yu sat on the chair next to him, propped his arm on the table, and looked straight at Cheng Yan.

"Say it," Cheng Yan asked awkwardly with an unnatural expression, "Did you help me see the result?"

"En." Song Yu fell silent after finishing speaking.

Cheng Yan thought he had started a new topic, but who would have thought he was like this, if he didn't continue with this topic, it would be too tricky.

It's really uncomfortable, worse than being bitten by a mosquito. Cheng Yan didn't care about any injuries, and he didn't even have the courage to face Song Yu's scorching gaze.

"Aren't you going back to watch the game?" Cheng Yan had nothing to say: "It shouldn't be over yet..."

Nonsense, where is it now, how can it end.

Song Yu didn't change his face, and said coldly: "Hang on for a while."

Cheng Yan didn't know what he was talking about, why hold on for a while?Naturally, he can't read other people's connotation of his words.

After waiting for a while, Song Yu seemed to be in the mood to talk to him, and said, "Do you want to know the list of the basketball team?"

Of course Cheng Yan was concerned about this, but it turned out that Zhao Yibai and the others had already told him that even if he was very interested, he couldn't keep his head up, so he pulled his fingers and said, "Anyway, there is no me."

"Is it that unconfident?"

"With me?" Cheng Yan's eyes were pleasantly surprised, not quite sure, they had already lost, how could there be him, he said: "You made me happy?"

Song Yu explained: "That's not true, the result hasn't come out yet."

Cheng Yan no longer looked forward to it, he was already mentally prepared when he heard the result.

It is not without precedent for a basketball team to select players from the losing side. There is still a chance for a good performance, but the chance of winning is even greater. Even if they are about to comeback later, there are still many problems.

"I can't get in," Cheng Yan said, "I'm sorry."

"What are you sorry for?"

"I promised you."

"That's the request you gave yourself." Song Yu raised his legs, folded them up, and played with the medical equipment at hand. "And the results haven't come out yet, maybe there will be surprises."

"Unless you open the back door for me, it's impossible," Cheng Yan gave up his naive fantasy, "but that's against fairness, forget it."

Although Cheng Yan said so and knew in his heart that this kind of thing was unfair, he really wanted Song Yu to open the back door for him once. He really wanted to join the school team, and he didn't care what others said Said him, he just wanted to seize this last chance...

But he thought, Song Yu would not do this either.

Song Yu raised his eyes, and his eyes turned repeatedly on that disappointed face. When Cheng Yan lowered his eyes, he could see the length of eyelash feathers clearly, trembling with his light blinking, his face was full of disappointment at this time, Like a wounded butterfly.

Suddenly, those pitiful eyes lifted up, and the end of the eyes was stained pink because of sadness, weak and delicate, his side face was soft, his appearance was sunny, and his overall temperament was a kind of gentleness, which had never been found before. , he looks so fragile.

Song Yu stared at the end of his pink eyes, and asked abruptly, "Have you ever cried?"

Cheng Yan was still immersed in disappointment. He lowered his head and grabbed his clothes. Hearing the sound, he raised his eyes and looked at Song Yu. Those reddish eyes were moist and lively, "When I was a child."

He misunderstood what Song Yu meant, and Song Yu said, "I mean now."

At this moment, he really wanted to see him cry. It was Cheng Yan who inspired him to have even weirder habits. Today, he fell on the field, grabbed his wrist, and begged him, which made Song Yu dazed for a long time. He found that The fragile him is so beautiful, completely different from usual, his trembling voice, red eye corners, and powerless appearance, it is no exaggeration to say that it aroused Song Yu's strong desire.

For example, at this time, when he was looking at him, Song Yu couldn't help swallowing again and again, and the cold utensil in his hand almost changed shape.

Poor Cheng Yan didn't know what the other party was thinking, how depressed he was, he was still seriously answering Song Yu's question: "Now... I'm not crying, I'm just a little sad, but it's okay, it will be fine in two days. "

Cheng Yan held up a smile and looked at Song Yu: "That's it, my strength can only go so far."

Song Yu didn't speak again.

Cheng Yan waited for a while, but he didn't reply to himself. He asked whether he was crying or not. It was strange, was he really so fragile in their eyes?Although he did have a heart attack when he first learned the result, he was really embarrassed to cry in front of people.

"I want to drink water." Cheng Yan felt his mouth was dry, and he hadn't had a sip of water since the game.

Song Yu dropped the things at hand and found a water cup in the infirmary. There was a water dispenser behind the door. He mixed it with warm water and poured it in front of Cheng Yan.

"Thank you." Cheng Yan took it and was about to drink it. When he realized that Song Yu hadn't left, he raised his eyes and saw that fiery gaze. His whole body felt chills. What kind of gaze was that?To kill him?Or do you want to kill him?so fierce.

Song Yu even found himself looking at him, why didn't he just sit aside?Why are you staring at him? Cheng Yan's heart was pounding, he didn't know what he was doing, he was holding a water glass, neither drinking nor not drinking.

"Did you want to say something?" Cheng Yan couldn't stand him, he didn't say he asked himself, he couldn't stand being stared at so intensely.

Song Yu said absurdly, "No."

Why don't you come to the side after finishing talking?Appreciate him drinking tea?strange.

Cheng Yan stopped arguing with him, picked up the cup, and was about to drink, when he raised his head, he didn't know where to put his eyes, and accidentally looked over, Song Yu was still examining himself, that look made him feel hairy, crazy ah.

Cheng Yan didn't dare to scold him, who could empathize with him and experience the feeling of being stared at all the time and just not looking away?

Before he could finish his sip of water, the other party suddenly said, "Have you ever had sexual desire?"

The water he just drank spouted out in an instant, soiling the bed in the infirmary and also staining Song Yu's clothes. Song Yu was wearing a white shirt today, and a large area was wet by his sip of water.

Song Yu stared at the wet corner of his clothes.

"Ahem..." Cheng Yan choked uncomfortably, put the back of his hand against his chin, and wiped away the water stains around his mouth.

"Sorry." Cheng Yan touched his clothes, a little embarrassed, looked up at Song Yu's face, he was not angry, it was still the same face.

Cheng Yan hurriedly put down the water glass, moved his legs off the bed, and landed on the ground.

"Why did you suddenly ask me such a question..." Cheng Yan's eyes swayed from side to side, unable to settle down. He had to wonder if Song Yu had taken the wrong medicine. He asked him this kind of thing face to face?What do you think.

"It's hard to answer?" Song Yu pulled out a tissue from one side and handed it to Cheng Yan, who took it and held it in his hand without using it.

"You...how do you want me to answer?" Cheng Yan really wanted to knock his head off. He went crazy today, and the situation kept getting ugly.

"If you have it, you have it, if you don't, you don't have it." Song Yu seemed to be talking about a common topic, without any restraint or embarrassment, but Cheng Yan, on the other hand, had a strong reaction.

Cheng Yan looked aside: "Don't ask me."

Song Yu stared at him closely: "I want to know."

Cheng Yan looked up at him, wondering what he wanted to know, is there anything I need to ask?Why would you want to know such a thing?He didn't answer Song Yu, he was struggling and embarrassed by himself.

"We're all adults, what can't we say?"

"Adults don't talk about these things," Cheng Yan panicked, not knowing how to refute, and said domineeringly: "Anyway, you can't talk about it, I don't know."

Song Yule made a sound, and he lifted Cheng Yan's chin, allowing Cheng Yan to clearly see the playful intention in his eyes, "Do you not know or dare not say it?"

Cheng Yan was about to turn his face away, but there was no one in the infirmary, and Song Yu was so presumptuous, he pinched his chin hard, grabbed his little face, just to prevent him from avoiding it, and even mentioned it in front of him, Cheng Yan was about to jump on him, so he was forced to grab Song Yu's clothes.

"Apart from expecting me to kiss you, have you ever expected anything else?" Song Yu's fingers warmly caressed Cheng Yan's smooth face. His fingers were very restless, as if they had some special deep meaning on his face. Sliding non-stop, slowly, gently, and forcefully, like a nasty mosquito.

"What else..." Cheng Yan's eyes dodged, his voice was ethereal, almost empty: "I don't understand what you're talking about."

Song Yu bent down, attached to his ear, and whispered softly.

Cheng Yan's face turned red instantly, and even his neck was pink and tender. His eyes fully exposed all his guilty conscience at the moment, which made people feel more excited than any answer.

"Looks like it happened before." He was caught by the pigtails.

"No..." Cheng Yan swallowed, "It was just... a normal reaction."

He is an adult, he knows everything he needs to know, he has all the psychological things he needs, including the physical ones, it is a natural reaction after maturity, it is not what he thinks...

"It's a normal reaction, no one blames you," Song Yu stared into his eyes, "What I want to know is, who is the object of your fantasy?"

Cheng Yan wanted to push him away, but it was too obvious, his embarrassment and insecurity were exposed, he was a wounded person, how could he bully the wounded person? !

"Go away..."

Song Yu let out a low laugh, and the warm breath sprayed on Cheng Yan's ears and cheeks, making them glow red. His smile was so bewitching, he pressed Cheng Yan's ear and said, "Is it me?"

He can't stand up for a minute of arrogance. He never expected Song Yu to be such a naughty character. In Cheng Yan's heart, he has always stood at a sacred height. He is a more mature, calm, and rational high school student than others.

But today, Cheng Yan completely changed his mind, Song Yu overthrew his own image, he bullied people like this... Cheng Yan suddenly didn't know if his decision to enter the school team was correct.

"no……"

"Then what are you doing with your head down?" Song Yu forced him to raise his head, and his eyes met with him at a distance of just a few feet away, sparking fireworks.

"Can you go away..." Cheng Yan didn't pretend to be strong this time, he was really embarrassed and cried, it was more difficult for him to face than losing a game.

"If you beg me with this soft voice again, it will only backfire."

"Then get out of here." Cheng Yan quickly changed his voice, his wrist was tightly grasped, and he was forced to stand in the sweltering corner of the wall, unable to stand up.

Song Yu's hand moved to the back of his head, and suddenly pushed forward. His fingers inserted into his thick hair seemed to be swearing some kind of sovereignty. His lips rubbed against Cheng Yan's ear, and he was defenseless. At that time, he bit Cheng Yan's ear severely.

When Cheng Yan heard the manic heartbeat, he couldn't tell who it was from. His brain completely lost the ability to respond rationally, and he froze in his arms, daring not to move.

"This time I'm biting my ear," Song Yu said in a deep voice that seemed to comfort, but also threatened: "We will kiss next time we meet."