waste heat

Chapter 50

This is a declarative sentence.

What is stated?

Stated that he likes himself too?He admitted that he likes himself?He replied his like?He confirmed their relationship?He doesn't have to wait any longer?Acknowledge the gossip, admit that their relationship will not be what it is now More than friends, less than lovers?

Cheng Yan was in a mess, or he was too surprised, shocked, and joyful. He couldn't express his emotions well, and he was afraid of embarrassment. He had acted affectionately once before, which caused a lot of trouble, and he didn't dare to act casually. What are you sure about, even though Song Yu has already mentioned it, even though he heard Song Yu say that he likes it with his own ears.

Cheng Yan clasped his hands together, one hand held the other, his nails made marks on his hands, he didn't feel any pain, his heart was "thumping", he felt that he was about to be out of breath, so he swallowed Spitting, Cheng Yan said cautiously: "What do you mean?"

It's not that he doesn't know what this means, it's just that he hasn't prepared yet. He didn't express it in the countless preparations before, but now he replied abruptly, Cheng Yan was completely stunned, and he didn't know whether he was joking or for real... Take this as an answer and say it seriously.

"What do you mean?" Song Yu watched his reaction, so much fun that he didn't want to respond to him, he found that he really liked how he looked when he was cramped, which was different from before, Song Yu asked back: "Don't understand?"

Literally, who can not understand?Cheng Yan just needed to be sure, he was cautious now, he had to fully comprehend what Song Yu said.

Cheng Yan supported the sofa, moved to the side, separated a little distance from Song Yu, Song Yu watched his movements quietly, and then looked up at the person, Cheng Yan had one leg crossed on the sofa, as if defending against something approaching "Wait, let me slow down."

He grabbed his clothes, lowered his head, and absorbed this information bit by bit, but Song Yu was looking at him, and Cheng Yan wanted to avoid him, which was a bit foul, and he had never been able to calm down under his gaze.

"Don't look at me." Cheng Yan turned his head, and found out from the corner of his eye that he hadn't looked away, so he couldn't ask for anything from others. He stood up and said hastily, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Song Yu grabbed his wrist.

Cheng Yan was stunned, he turned his head, Song Yu was smiling at him, then stood up and said, "I'll go with you."

Cheng Yan died of embarrassment.

He didn't want to go to the bathroom at all, he wanted to find a quiet place to slow down and calm down. Regarding Song Yu's sudden reply, thinking that they would become a couple like the Internet said in the future...he felt too Soon, what a surprise, he needs someone to share his emotions, and this person must not be Song Yu.

Cheng Yan walked halfway and was completely defeated by him. He stopped and said, "I don't really want to go..."

"I know," Song Yu said unexpectedly, "Is it so difficult to make a decision when facing me?"

Sure enough, he couldn't lie in front of Song Yu.

Cheng Yan stopped, looked left and right, lowered his head and picked his fingers, extremely unnatural, "I just think...too fast."

"Not fast." Song Yu touched his face, "You have waited for me long enough."

I had waited for him for a long time, I had expected this day for a long time, but why didn't I feel too happy when he agreed?Is it more frightening?Cheng Yan was panicking, but he couldn't find the source.

"Song Yu..." He called out to him in fear, his feet were restless, he walked back and forth with small steps, he raised his head, and said in disbelief: "Really?"

Song Yu stroked his brows and eyes gently, as if afraid of frightening him, "Really."

Cheng Yan got the correct answer, so he should be happy, secretly happy, but where did the panic that lingered in his heart come from?

Cheng Yan slid down his Adam's apple, not knowing what to say, but Song Yu read his scruples, frowned and asked, "What's wrong? This is not the answer you want?"

Cheng Yan didn't know how to express it, at least to himself, "No, I'm very happy..."

"I didn't read the slightest bit of happiness from your face," Song Yu said gently, with sharp eyes but not sharp voice: "Cheng Yan, you can tell me what you are worried about or what you think."

Cheng Yan lowered his head and said, "No, it was just too sudden and I wasn't prepared so...it's okay, it will be fine in a while."

"Really?" Song Yu raised his eyebrows.

"Yeah." Cheng Yan attributed this panic to being too sudden and unprepared, but he liked this person a long time ago, and thought about it countless times during the day he was with him, how could he be unprepared?

It was put on hold like this, Cheng Yan didn't want to spoil the fun, this was not the correct reaction.

Song Yu stretched out his hand and said, "Then can I hold you now? Boyfriend?"

Cheng Yan's cheeks were a little flushed, he held up a smile, squeezed out his dimples, and handed out his hand.

When I went back, I didn't see Han Chengyu, and the two of them didn't know where they had gone.

I don't know what's going on.

Song Yu went to get the wine, leaving Cheng Yan alone.

Cheng Yan was sitting by the sofa, the bar was full of people, it was normal for couples to hug and kiss each other, he looked at the pair sitting opposite him, thinking that he and Song Yu would do the same in the future...

"Cheng Yan?" A person loomed in front of him. Cheng Yan took a closer look and found that it was Kang Wei from the class next door. Kang Wei looked around and said pleasantly, "Why are you here? Alone?"

"Ah... ah." The first sound was confusion, and the second sound was confirmation. Cheng Yan stood up, and there was no one around Kang Wei. He said, "What are you doing here?"

"It's okay, a few people came out to drink, but they were about to leave, and they all went out," Kang Wei said curiously: "You don't come to this kind of place very often, what's the matter today? The sun came out from the west? "

"I'm with..."

"Wine." Song Yu came back, and stood beside him majestically, carrying two bottles of wine, and handed them to Cheng Yan, without being restricted by Kang Wei in front of him.

It was not Song Yu who should be flustered, but the other party.

Kang Wei's pupils contracted slightly, and he raised his hand awkwardly facing Song Yu, with a little fear in his eyes, and said stiffly, "Hello."

The honorific title he used was still "you."

Holding the wine bottle, Cheng Yan has gradually gotten used to being captured and witnessed, this is the second time today.

"Hello." Song Yu responded decently, knowing that the two should know each other, and asked politely: "Student?"

Kang Wei pointed to himself and Cheng Yan, and quickly replied: "The ones in the next class usually play together."

Song Yu nodded, he was not a warm person, he clicked to the end, and he didn't mean to communicate with others in depth, and Kang Wei didn't want to communicate with him. They were instinctively a little apprehensive.

"Let's go, Cheng Yan," Kang Wei said, "They're still waiting for me outside."

Said and nodded to Song Yu.

Kang Wei left.

Cheng Yan hugged the wine, put the wine on the table, and sat down with Song Yu without opening it.

Song Yu opened the wine in his hand, put it in front of Cheng Yan after opening it, and seemed to say, "He doesn't like me?"

Cheng Yan corrected, "I'm afraid of you."

Song Yu: "Are you afraid of me?"

He has heard many people fear him from Cheng Yan's mouth.

"No way, many people around me are afraid of you."

"Will I eat people?"

"Almost," Cheng Yan said, "One child at a time."

Song Yu chuckled: "It's not okay to go on like this. Your friends are afraid of me, so how will they interact in the future? Do they want to leave wherever I appear?"

"It's okay, there are people who are not afraid of you," Cheng Yan mentioned a name: "Zhao Yibai."

Immediately got Song Yu's approval, he nodded, and said with great approval: "That's right, he's not afraid of me at all, he even wants to kill me, right?"

The wine was poured, Song Yu gave him the glass, Cheng Yan caught it and said with a smile: "No, he still approves of you, but he's just trying to protect you, I grew up with him for so many years, He can't see me being wronged and just stands by my side."

"Then I'm still jealous, did I say I would kill him?" Song Yu said.

Cheng Yan raised his eyebrows and asked, "Why are you jealous?"

Can he still be jealous with Zhao Yibai?

Song Yu said, "How long has he been with you?"

Cheng Yan: "He knew me first."

Song Yu: "That's not enough?"

Cheng Yan couldn't help it, and laughed out loud. He criticized Song Yu's language: "The words are unreasonable."

Song Yu picked up the wine glass on the table, took a sip, wrestled secretly, and didn't speak any more.

Cheng Yan leaned over and observed Song Yu's face, he was really jealous, it was so beautiful, he raised his cheeks and began to appreciate it.

Song Yu put down his wine glass, lowered his eyes, and shot into Cheng Yan's pupils, "Does it look good?"

Cheng Yan nodded, and said like a dog: "It's pretty, why are you so handsome, Master Song?"

Song Yu said without shame: "It was specially grown according to your preferences."

Cheng Yan stretched out his hand and touched Song Yu's face, "That's true, everything suits me."

Song Yu rubbed Cheng Yan's head hard, Cheng Yan was no longer talkative, when the phone rang, Cheng Yan looked at it and said, "I'll answer the phone."

Song Yu asked: "Whose?"

Cheng Yan showed it to him, and a name was prominently displayed, "The person who wants to kill you."

Zhao Yibai.

Song Yu waved his hand and asked him to pick it up.

Cheng Yan picked up the phone, found a quiet place, pressed the answer button, "Hello."

Zhao Yibai: "Where are you?"

Cheng Yan: "Why? What's the matter?"

Zhao Yibai: "It's okay, just ask..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Cheng Yan's voice hurriedly shouted to stop, "Wait, wait..."

At this moment, Cheng Yan was standing in a certain place, looking towards a certain corner, the face looming in the darkness, the two people who hugged each other almost crazy, the unabashed kissing and intimacy, which made Cheng Yan not sure At this time, there is a certain number of relationships.

Those were Han Chengyu and Tang Jiale.

Cheng Yan froze in place, unable to take a step.

Kissing was nothing, but it was all a nightmare for him, and the relationship between the two of them was nothing, but the moment he confirmed it, he was still shocked. Sure enough, there was a reason why Han Chengyu treated Tang Jiale so well...

The reason wasn't just because Tang Jiale recognized him as a brother, maybe it wasn't because of this relationship at all.

That's a deeper feeling.

Tang Jiale's little one was held in Han Chengyu's arms, and kissed against the corner of the wall, as if life and death were separated, that kiss was so passionate that it made people blush and heartbeat, was that a kiss?Han Chengyu wanted to rub that little figure into his flesh and blood.

For some reason, their kiss was hot and crazy, but Cheng Yan could read a little sadness from Tang Jiale's face. At that moment, he no longer found this person annoying, but felt that the two of them... matched perfectly.

This kiss made him think of one night, that unhappy night, he found the reason why he couldn't kiss Song Yu, and made him realize why he was not too happy when he heard Song Yu say that he liked it, but was worried , yes, he finally knew why.

Cheng Yan lowered his eyes and left in a hurry. He didn't look at it for too long. He forgot the call he was still answering in his mobile phone. If Zhao Yibai hadn't been talking all the time, he would have completely forgotten his purpose for coming out this time.

"Hello." Cheng Yan picked up the phone again, what did that kiss remind him of, and his mood plummeted.

"What's the matter? Suddenly he didn't speak." Zhao Yibai couldn't find anyone halfway, and thought something had happened.

"No." Cheng Yan's mood was instantly affected, he didn't blame others, he just thought of himself, this matter was hard for him, even though he and Song Yu were already together.

Zhao Yibai waited for a long time, but there was no sound from the person on the other end of the phone. Hearing the background sound was wrong, Zhao Yibai asked, "Where are you?"

Cheng Yan replied truthfully: "The bar."

Zhao Yibai: "Who did you go with?"

Cheng Yan thought for a while, and felt that he should tell Zhao Yibai about this matter, and said slowly: "Yibai, Song Yu told me just now...he likes me."

Zhao Yibai was not too surprised: "How about it, did I say it?"

Cheng Yan shook his head: "But...I'm in a mess now."

"What's the mess? Are you not happy that people like you?" Zhao Yibai didn't know what scruples Cheng Yan had, this should be the day he dreamed of.

"Is that right? I don't know."

"What are you worried about?"

Cheng Yan lowered his head, looked at the floor, there was a drunk person not far away, several people were supporting him, Cheng Yan looked away, and said worriedly: "I'm afraid he doesn't really like me, I'm afraid he is because ...I want to be with me because I am used to it, if he really likes me, why did he refuse me to kiss him in the first place?"

This is what he has been worried about, he can't figure it out, he is really good with Song Yu now, and it feels right, but once Song Yu wants to get close to him and kiss him, he will think of that night when he clearly Exclude yourself from being intimate with him...

"I don't know how to say it," Cheng Yan lowered his eyes, "Maybe I'm a bit shadowy. When he wants to kiss me, I'm always afraid that he will... embarrass me."

"Are you afraid that he doesn't really like you?" Zhao Yibai hit the nail on the head, talking about what Cheng Yan was worried about.

Cheng Yan nodded silently: "I don't want him to be with me, because I don't want to hurt me, because I feel pity for me, because I've been chasing him for so long... I agreed. If I get close to him, don't force it, and I don't like...to force others. "

Zhao Yibai guessed it too, Cheng Yan looked aggrieved in the corner now, but he didn't have that kind of thought, instead he smiled and said: "Cheng Yan, you are not confident anymore."

"What does that have to do with confidence?"

"It's okay, but I don't think Song Yu is what you said. He wouldn't force himself to this point. Do you think he is the kind who would pity someone and choose to be with him? He is Song Yu."

Cheng Yan sighed, clenched his fists amidst the entanglement, and said with approval: "What you said makes sense."

"Right?" Zhao Yibai said: "If he says he likes you, then he really likes you. The rejection at the beginning doesn't represent the present."

Cheng Yan hummed, he thought, maybe he really thought too much.

Zhao Yibai comforted him for a while, and cleared up Cheng Yan's thoughts. Cheng Yan listened silently, and felt that every sentence made sense. He really couldn't go on like this. It would not be a good experience for himself and Song Yu.

The past is all over.

Song Yu didn't reject him now, and even admitted that he liked him, so he couldn't be too bitter about others leaving.

"Do you remember?" Zhao Yibai was still worrying in the receiver, "He is Song Yu, he said he likes you, he likes you, don't think about it, do you hear me?"

Cheng Yan said obediently: "I heard it."

Zhao Yibai said: "Well, it's dead."

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Yan stood on the spot, thought for a while, took a deep breath, and planned to get along with others in a new state, but unexpectedly, when he turned around, he was stunned.

A black shadow stood straight five meters away. That distance was enough to clearly hear the contents of the phone call. That person was the protagonist he was discussing, Song Yu with a sullen face.

The author says:

Kiss in the next chapter.