HBWnovel Chapter 26 26
Chapter 26 26
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It was obvious that he was only a year away from graduating, but Jiang Pan gave up at this time.
In order to find out the reason, Xing Zhuo did not hesitate to find Zhang Xialang: "You asked Jiang Pan to do this?"
Zhang Xialang was surprised to receive his call, and said patiently, "Young Master Xing, I don't understand what you mean. And I'm very busy now." Then he said to the people around him, "It's okay, right away."
As if being stabbed suddenly, Xing Zhuo suddenly froze.
It was late at night in China, so it was obvious what Zhang Xialang was busy with and who he was talking to.
Xing Zhuo realized what stupid thing he was doing, and stopped immediately, and didn't bother to care about the riverside who sacrificed for love.
Lu Ranxu didn't know what stimulated him, and the day before he left for Philadelphia, he asked again: "I really don't want it? If you don't want your family to know, then Ajie and I still have some relationship in China, so you can... "
Xing Zhuo interrupted him, "No need."
Lu Ranxu didn't know, and was still worried for Jiang Pan: "Aren't you worried about the disappearance of such a big living person?"
"Worried?" Xing Zhuo smiled to himself.
What could happen to Jiangpan? He is highly vigilant and ruthless. Xing Zhuo also taught him boxing. If anyone makes him feel uncomfortable, he will be fine if he doesn't beat others.
Now being hidden in a golden house, unless Xing Zhuo owed Jiang Pan in his previous life, he would never get entangled again.
Two months later, autumn came in Philadelphia, and the autumn leaves in UPenn were colorful. Xing Zhuo and his classmates walked on the road to talk about case reviews, from UFCF in modeling to bankruptcy and reorganization, and passed by tourists visiting the university city.
He now lives in the western suburbs of Philadelphia. When he came back from school, he was in the boxing room, swinging sandbags with Russian swings, bang bang bang, the waist and hips drove the shoulders to exert force as a whole, the movements were beautiful and smooth, and they were powerful.
When the new boyfriend came in, Xing Zhuo's shoulders, back, waist, and hair were all soaked. When he stood still, he was wiped off, like a panting wolf.
"Joshua." The other party called him by his English name, and put his hand on his arm instead of a towel, "Ifancyyou."
Now falling in love in Xing Zhuo is like a procedure, the brain remembers when to talk and when to flirt, and it is done step by step, and nothing is touched in the heart.
Cooperating with each other, Xing Zhuo was smiling, but his eyes were cold.He sees the face from the hands of the other, trying to find some interest.
This new boyfriend is from the Department of Mathematics, he plays golf very well, looks tall and thin, but has good muscles.It was the type that Xing Zhuo liked before.
But after watching it for a long time, his interest also faded, Xing Zhuo pushed him away and went to take a shower.
Xing Zhuo has always been very polite in this regard. His boyfriend was a little disappointed and said, "There is a winery appraisal meeting at Bowen Farmhouse on Thursday. Let's go together and stay there for one night."
After Xing Zhuo moved to Philadelphia, he did not reveal any information about his background, but the classmates around him were all from elite families of politicians and celebrities, either the grandson of a business tycoon, or his father is a current member of Congress. Those people always invited He plays with.
Xing Zhuo said: "I can't go, I have to go back to New York for a few days."
"What to do?"
"Ah." Xing Zhuo tilted his head casually and smiled, as calm and calm as usual, but there was a fierce look in his calm eyes, "Go see someone."
The time agreed by the lawyer was Friday, and the divorce was handled by Su Yuxin alone. For the last step, she went to New York in person without hesitation.
The first time she saw Xing Zhuo, she saw that he seemed different from before, and asked, "Aren't you used to it over there?"
Xing Zhuo said that his life there has not changed much from New York, either study or social.The life he said was similar to what he wanted before, with busy studies, like-minded friends, and a regular sexual partner, but it was still boring occasionally.
Su Yu didn't care about what he said on purpose, and only looked at him indifferently with disappointment.
Xing Zhuo asked, "Where's the riverside?"
Su Yuxin said: "Jiangpan won't come. Because of the visa, he can't come."
An idea suddenly appeared in Xing Zhuo's mind, and he asked blankly, "Then how do you get a divorce?"
After finally waiting until today, the last step must be completed no matter what.So Su Yuxin will arrange for a "Jiangpan" and Xing Zhuo to go to the court.Anyway, Jiang Pan never showed up since he filed for divorce.
She flouted the federal law so much that Xing Zhuo smiled next to her.
Su Yuxin asked Xing Zhuo who was smiling and mocking: "Is there any strictness in the law that allows men to marry men?"
The expression on Xing Zhuo's face disappeared, and he looked directly at Su Yuxin without saying a word. His mother was so ridiculous, and so was Jiang Pan who hated him so much.
But Jiang Pan should really avoid Xing Zhuo.If he really came to New York, Xing Zhuo couldn't guarantee that he wouldn't do anything to him.
After a pause, Xing Zhuo said, "If Jiangpan doesn't come, I won't get divorced. Stop."
"Xing Zhuo!"
"Are you angry?" Xing Zhuo opened the door and stepped out, "You ignore me every time. As long as I meet your wishes, I feel the same way."
Su Yuxin chased him out, "Xing Zhuo, how long are you going to mess around? He just doesn't want to see you, why don't you understand? Can you show yourself some dignity!"
Xing Zhuo was stunned by the side of the road.
Even putting aside the context, Su Yuxin's words are not without reason.
And Xing Zhuo has never been like this, and this feeling has never been felt before.
He has everything he wants around him, and Jiangpan is not good at all.But in the ending that Xing Zhuo didn't want to see, he clearly hated Jiang Pan, but still had expectations, and made himself a fool of himself.
From autumn to winter, Xing Zhuo seldom contacted China, and always used excuses not to return to China.
Su Yu wanted to ease the relationship between them, so he rarely mentioned Jiangpan on the phone.
After she came back from New York, she sent a text message to Jiang Pan, "All the things in New York have been dealt with. Good luck."
Perhaps after receiving this message, he knew that there was nothing wrong with him, so Jiang Pan changed his old number and completely severed any contact he might have had with the former people.Su Yu wanted to find him again, but he no longer knew his whereabouts, let alone watched him.
After hearing all this, Xing Zhuo was still not very interested. He said concisely on the phone that he would not return to China this year.
He didn't know where he found out about the gap between their mother and son, so his father specially called and asked, "Xing Zhuo, what happened to you and your mother?"
"fine."
"I think she misses you very much recently, did you have a fight?"
Xing Zhuo didn't speak, his father said: "Xing Zhuo, don't make your mother feel sorry for you. She sacrificed a lot for you."
If Su Yuxin hadn't fought for his custody rights when he divorced, Miss Su was young and beautiful, few people would have paid attention to her first marriage.
But Su Yuxin never concealed his existence, and never treated him as an oil bottle. Almost all Su's father's property and her shares were given to Xing Zhuo.
Xing Zhuo couldn't feel resentful because he was sent abroad since he was a child. In a complicated family like the Xing family, he would not be happy staying in China as him.
Everything Su Yuxin did was for him.
Xing Zhuo knew this before, no matter how he was outside, he was always filial and sensible when he returned home.Now it's not their family's tutor to make the mother of Shengzhien sad because of an outsider.
Moreover, Xing Zhuo will be graduating soon, and some formal and important occasions require him to show up, so he cannot stay abroad forever.
After Xing Zhuo listened quietly, he already knew in his heart that everything in the past six months had not been hidden from his eyes.Su Yuxin solved all the problems, and he just took the matter as a gentle turn of the page.
Someone was acting as a lobbyist in the middle. In March of the new year, Xing Zhuo went back to live for a short period of time. By the way, he used his family's company to do write-ups on financial cases.
On the first day he went back, Xing Leyi found him secretly and asked, "Brother, are you really separated from your sister-in-law?"
It's been half a year since they separated, and they called me sister-in-law. Xing Zhuo listened with a cold face, feeling nothing.
Xing Leyi asked again: "What about my sister-in-law?"
For some unknown reason, Xing Zhuo's face suddenly darkened.
Xing Leyi was a little scared of him, but also dissatisfied with his actions, mumbling: "Ah? Why? I quite like her."
Xing Zhuo looked at Xing Leyi.
Jiang Pan has a cold personality and doesn't talk much. When we went home with him, others said he was indifferent, and Xing Leyi didn't say a few words to him.
Xing Leyi squinted and said: "I like beautiful women." After being pinched by Xing Zhuo, she hurriedly said: "Actually, my sister-in-law is very easy to get along with, she looks very gentle when she smiles."
Xing Zhuo asked coldly, "Why is he so gentle?"
Xing Leyi said that everyone was playing cards before, so she calculated Jiang Pan's birthday and asked, "Is my brother usually afraid of you?"
"why?"
Xing Leyi swore: "Capricorn beats Scorpio."
Jiang Pan looked at her like he was looking at a child, and smiled noncommittally.
Xing Leyi fell.
Xing Zhuo could imagine what Jiang Pan looked like at that time.
Jiang Pan is just fierce to outsiders, and has always been patient with those close to him.
He had already forgotten about Jiang Pan, but when someone mentioned it in his ear, Jiang Pan's appearance suddenly came alive in his memory, but he couldn't grasp it no matter what, his heart was itching and gradually stinging.
Not understanding what he was thinking, Xing Zhuo was already standing in his and Jiang Pan's former home.
A layer of dust in the house proved that no one came back once.
That's right, Jiang Pan has money and leisure now, and he doesn't have a husband, so he doesn't know how to live happily.When I don't go to school, I live and sleep with people all day long, and I have to do it every morning before sending people out.
Xing Zhuo was furious, and wanted to smash the broken house, "Damn it..." After cursing in a low voice, Xing Zhuo turned and left, leaving behind a loud sound of closing the door.
After four months, Jiang Pan received a text message from Xing Zhuo on his 24th birthday.
"Happy birthday Jiang Pan."
"Jiang Pan, I'm going home. As long as you come back, it will be as if the matter between you and Zhang Xialang never happened."
"Jiangpan, I will always wait for you."
Half a month later, Jiang Pan logged into his old account that he hadn't used for a long time, only to see the message from Xing Zhuo at the end of his birthday.
what is he doingWhat's the wind?
Jiangpan refreshed a few times, sat there for a while, feeling very bored, got out of bed and opened the window, looking at the dark street downstairs, there was a hazy tranquility in front of him.The air is filled with the unique silence of night, and there are faint footsteps in the corridor outside, whether it is a patient or a nurse.
Because it was a high-risk pregnancy, Jiang Pan had already been in the hospital for two weeks.
Yesterday his attending doctor advised him to unload as soon as possible.
As a strange pregnant woman who was 30 weeks pregnant, Jiang Pan calmly said that he would consider it.
Even if Jiang Pan, a troublesome patient, is willing to gamble his life and thinks he can persevere, but as his attending doctor, he cannot make the situation more dangerous.
Jiangpan's visceral burden is particularly heavy now, Jiangpan can occasionally be out of breath, and also has irregular heartbeats. He is obviously very hungry and his stomach will be full after eating a little. Now he has to drink milk powder as much as possible to supplement nutrition.
"Your body can't bear it now. They are robbing the mother's nutrition and life now."
Jiang Pan's temper is even worse now, and the first time he heard these words, he felt angry and extremely dissatisfied.
Let the child be born now, no doctor can guarantee that his child will survive.
Although except for the half day when he first knew about their existence, Jiang Pan was still in pain every day after that.He also read a lot of books on pregnancy, understood the pain and nature of childbirth, and rationally did not invest too much emotion, ignoring the pain of flesh and blood.
But people's thoughts are hard to say exactly, and they are always changing.
What made Jiang Pan change his mind and make up his mind was just a sudden inexplicable strange idea.
So on the night when he decided to keep them, Jiang Pan made a slight movement, tilted the plastic box, and dumped the pills into the trash can, and then it seemed that Jiang Pan's entire life was still there.
In the months that followed, he continued to treat the two children with mixed feelings.
Now that they have just grown their bones and muscles, Jiang Pan can already feel that they are two people now, can understand what he says, are full of curiosity about the outside world, and have established an invisible bond with Jiang Pan.
The discussion with the doctor was fruitless. Before thinking of Xing Zhuo, Jiang Pan sat in the single room like a doll for a long time.
Because he was disturbed by Xing Zhuo's text message, Jiang Pan thought for a while, and when he blinked his eyes, he suddenly touched the corners of his eyes, worried that there would be involuntary tears gushing there.
Jiang Pan knew that he would be in danger in the near future, and with the feeling of "even if I die, there is still Xing Zhuo", when he wrote to Xing Zhuo, Jiang Pan was calm and broke free from the anxiety and distress he had been having for a short time.
It would be more convenient to contact Xing Zhuo by phone, but he didn't want others to see Jiang Pan's sick and bleak appearance.Xing Zhuo just showed up at the last moment.
Moreover, Jiang Pan was also afraid of being deceived by Xing Zhuo again.
It was half a month ago when Xing Zhuo sent him a message, he might have left long ago.If Xing Zhuo lied to him again, the letter can be taken back as if nothing had happened.
The nurse who happened to take care of him was going to study and seminar next week, and the target hospital was in his hometown by the river.He intends to have the letter forwarded in due course.
After writing the letter, the action of bending over to write was a little bit heavy on the stomach, and Jiang Pan supported his waist and stood for a while before he felt that the heavy feeling in the five internal organs eased a little.
It seems that because of the doctor's words, the two children were very quiet today.
Immediately, a feeling of worry surged up. Jiang Pan comforted them and said softly, "I have never blamed you for the choices I made. Don't be unhappy, just be a cheerful child."
Not knowing what else to say, Jiang Pan murmured his wish, "I have given so much, you must all be healthy."
The day before Anhui's business trip, she searched around the ward, and then found the riverside basking in the sun on the roof.
Jiang Pan was wearing a fat sweater that didn't match his temperament, which looked like translucent white silk in the sunlight.When Jiang Pan looked over, Anhui suddenly thought of two words.
Beautiful and immortal.
Jiang Pan took out the letter written a week ago, with clear and thin wrist lines, and asked An Hui to deliver it to the above address.
"Is it their father?"
Jiang Pan: "Yes."
When Jiang Pan suddenly contacted his broken-up lover, it seemed that Jiang Pan was preparing for parting. Anhui had an ominous premonition, and she knew that Jiang Pan did not agree to let her child take risks.
"Why can you do this step?"
"Many reasons." Because he reconciled with the weak Jiang Yue, because he already liked these two children.
"What about the first one?" With Jiang Pan's special body, he was willing to let go of his pride and decide to endure the sick and painful birth process. There must have been a moment when he was so determined.
Jiang Pan had forgotten, shaking his memory to trace back to the source, everything, and suddenly remembered that Xing Zhuo was the first to ask him, "Jiang Pan, are you afraid?"
"I protect you, I comfort you."
That rare sweetness is tasteless even if you sip it now, but it also changed the heavy, deadly bitterness on Jiang Pan.
And Xing Zhuo is a natural homosexual, and he can't be cured if he can't be cured.In the future, if his family forces him, he may accept the arrangement unhappily. Anyway, sexual desire does not distinguish between men and women. It is just marriage and divorce, as long as there is one child.
But this kind of behavior that hurts self-esteem may make Xing Zhuo feel humiliated for the rest of his life.
Jiang Pan didn't want to talk about these things yesterday, because it would put him in a more miserable state.
"That's all." Jiang Pan leaned lazily on the bench, the sun rubbed into his eyes, and he narrowed his eyes slightly.
Anhui asked this sad man in a low voice: "Do you love him very much?"
Jiang Pan said, "It's okay."
After An Hui and the others set off, Jiang Pan waited for her call all day.
At seven o'clock in the afternoon, An Hui, who found the address, said on the phone that the house was sold or rented out.The person who lives there now should not be the person Jiang Pan is looking for.
With his tensed heart beating very slowly in his chest, Jiang Pan said, "How could it be?"
"...Really, why don't I knock on the door again and ask."
Hearing the sincere apology on the other side, Jiang Pan said, "Forget it."
He should have guessed that Xing Zhuo said those words just to coax him, but Xing Zhuo sold the house and put on a show, which made Jiang Pan suddenly have the strength to curse.
After hanging up An Hui's phone, Jiang Pan dialed Xing Zhuo's phone number on the keyboard, but before the signal was connected, he pressed his thumb to cut off the call again.
He was really frightened by the doctor, otherwise how could he rely on Xing Zhuo at this time.
Having already experienced so much alone, instead of entrusting the child to Xing Zhuo, a scumbag, it is better to treat him as dead and insist on surviving.