HBWnovel Chapter 13 Awareness
Chapter 13 Awareness
Liu felt that he had figured it out.
It is true that human beings have many, many shortcomings, and human nature is never perfect. Selfishness, greed, cunning, violence, and hypocrisy are all the ugly side of human nature.However, there are also many kind and beautiful people in their hearts, such as the woman with a gentle smile like a spring breeze, and Miaoer, a pure and kind girl; although these human beings may not agree with the existence of monsters, they may also be unable to accept the existence of monsters. They understand and are afraid, but they will not ignore the hatred and harm of good and evil.
Such a heart is strong enough for a human being with a weak body.
Even monsters and ghosts, there are evil spirits who plunder human souls or devour flesh and blood to replenish themselves; there are also many monsters who do not conform to the way of heaven because of their excessive advocacy of power. They have all lost their souls due to the failure of crossing the catastrophe, and there are still many monsters who continue to walk on this road of no return.
It is no wonder that humans regard monsters as disasters.
Liu has lived for hundreds of years, and she has already understood many emotions and principles, not to mention that she is not a stupid monster, otherwise she would not be able to give birth to wisdom; all the clumsiness or dullness she showed in front of Su Miao in the past is due to her She hasn't been with people for a long time, and she's not good at communicating with humans, so she just doesn't feel comfortable; secondly, she has a kind of special pampering, indulgence and tolerance towards Su Miao without knowing it, and she obeys her, but at the same time, she has a deep love for Su Miao in her heart. I don't know how to deal with the surging conflicting emotions for a while, so I can only temporarily suppress them.
And now that she has come to her senses clearly, the lonely and silent willow in those hundreds of years yesterday seemed to have died, but now she seems to have recovered, and she vaguely remembered that when she was born with a new mind hundreds of years ago, in a trance, That lively little willow tree demon.
Time tends to make people grow old. The childishness of the year has become calm and mature. The naive and unrealistic ideas have already turned into an hourglass in the vicissitudes of time and drifted away in the wind, like a pure heart that will never return.
Liu didn't feel regret or melancholy; those useless or sad emotions didn't affect her icy heart.
Whether the world is warm or cold, or those youths that have passed away or will never pass away, it doesn't matter to her; at any rate, she has lived for hundreds of years, even if she has not experienced it, she has indifferently watched countless people chasing fame and fortune or indulging in love. Stories of love with children, heroes of the rivers and lakes or legends of the mountains and rivers, and those who guide the country or rule the world cannot escape the slashing and pens of history.
After seeing too much, she became bearish.
She is not interested in any scheming, she just wants to protect what she cares about,
And since I have made it clear in my heart that I want to be with Miao'er, I have to work hard for this goal.If she wants to protect Miao'er, she must first make herself stronger. No matter whether she wants to wander or live in seclusion in the mountains in the future, she hopes to let Miao'er live the life she wants.
Therefore, this period of cultivation must not be left behind.
Secondly, we must confirm Miao'er's feelings for him.
From the two of them getting along, Liu faintly felt that Miao'er's feelings for her were still ignorant, just like she was before, as if there was a vague piece of window paper lying in front of her eyes, and it would become clear immediately after being pierced. When I got up, it was obvious that I couldn't find my way.If it wasn't for Li Xia's words that made her suddenly realize the emotions rooted in her heart, she might still be wandering outside that window in a daze, unable to get in through the door.
Maybe she should change the way they get along with each other—after all, she can't wait indefinitely for Miao'er to go from being ignorant to understanding.Even falling in love with other people uncontrollably during this period - she is afraid that she will not be able to help but go berserk.She felt that she probably couldn't stand Miao'er leaving her.
Miao'er said that she is the only one; but did she ever know that in her heart, she is also the only one that cannot be replaced!
Therefore, she decided to take the initiative to attract Miao'er with her own charm and make her fall in love with herself!
Thinking of Su Miao's stunned look last night, Liu's heart fluctuated, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and a smile spread in his eyes.
It seems that it may work well!
And Su Miao was also very tangled in her heart.
The plain white ink-painted river and mountain embroidered silk screen is hazy, and a goose-yellow emerald shoulder scarf hangs from the vermilion pear blossom wooden frame, pressing on the same-color belt, fluttering like winter jasmine flowers trembling on the branches; A light pink cherry blossom embroidered half-arm is placed on her plain hand, and she puts it slowly on the shoulder scarf; then, there is a pink-purple orchid jacket, a moon skirt with folded-color piping, and a white inner shirt; finally, there is a big red mandarin duck and peony bellyband, but It is hanging obliquely on the edge of the frame, precariously, the bright red background is enchantingly blooming, the lively mandarin ducks are sleeping with each other, and they are tender and lingering under the blooming peony flowers, which are extraordinarily charming and fragrant, and melt into the warm and spring-like inner room. charming.
The sweet fragrance of roses fills the room, and the dense water vapor is like warm jade and smoke, and it is like mist in the mountains.In the tall yellow-brown wooden basin placed in the room, which is half full of steaming fragrant soup, there is a layer of fresh and tender rose petals floating, vermilion and moist, as if they were just blooming.
Su Miao soaked her body in the warm wooden basin, leaned her head up against the wide edge, splashed the lubricated rose petals soaked in water on her neck, and flowed down the white and delicate jade neck. Passing through the small hills that have initially developed in front of her chest, the cherry red roses on the branches, like warm jade with a hint of coolness, she couldn't help moaning comfortably, soaking her whole body in the fragrant soup , Such as black black silk spread out in warm water, floating on the surface of the water, like dense aquatic plants in the water.
Su Miao raised her head and closed her eyes, but the silhouette of the willow pen swaying freely appeared in her mind. These days, it played back and forth in her mind like a revolving lantern, and every time it made her face warm and her heart beat.
It seems that from the very beginning, she had put an inexplicable trust and complete dependence on Liu Bao, as if she believed that she would not hurt her; therefore, the young and ignorant she could arrogantly point her to blame, and could also be cunning He would catch her and take him to watch the Ghost Festival, or ask her to be his thug—even if he only met her a few times at that time.
This kind of sincere intimacy seemed to have existed before she could remember anything.
In the past, Liu Momo was as obedient as the gentle wind, immersing herself in her life bit by bit, but she always only felt hazy, and there was a faint voice singing a melodious song in her heart, but she couldn't hear clearly; And suddenly, she approached him with an extraordinarily strong posture. The feeling of lifting weights like light weight unconsciously controlled her emotions, which made her a little uncomfortable.
Unable to be alone in peace.
As long as you are alone, your thoughts will involuntarily repeat the past, and your heart will keep beating.Those silent and considerate or quiet companionship, the generous and safe chest and the tight and strong hug, even the heroic spirit that looks like a coldly drawn sword, when facing her, there is a soft light, although always It looks like the facial muscles are stiff, but there is a clumsy gentleness.
All kinds of pictures, like a tidal wave, flooded the shyness in the corner, and the inadvertent moment has long been left in my heart.
That time, she said she was leaving.My heart suddenly became very painful, like a wound cut by shards of glass, exposed to the scorching sun, but there was burning pain in the bone-chilling cold of the ice and snow world.
At that time, I thought, if she left, what would be left in her world?
He hugged her waist in a ignorant manner, and her back, which was loose and stiff like a tall mountain, made her feel so peaceful.Sticking to her straight back, the thin gown seemed to be nothing, and she seemed to be able to get close to the cool skin, which made her want to warm it with her heart.
I don't know if it's because the temperature in the room is too thick, Su Miao's face is flushed, it's hot and a bit scalding.
It's just that Liu has changed so much in the past few days that she can't help but wonder if she is herself...
"哗啦啦——" There was a sound of water, Su Miao stood up suddenly from the water, her long wet hair curled tightly against her curvaceous body, and the splashing water droplets playfully jumped back into the water. A cold light flickered in Mo Mou.
Outside the window is the dark night, the window paper is shaking in the wind, and the rustling wind is whimpering and howling, like thousands of ghosts hissing and screaming, and there is also the faint sound of footsteps , the sound of chains being dragged, the woman's shrill sobbing, and the cold wind coming in from the cracks in the window, bringing a hint of chill, which is particularly frightening.
Su Miao covered her shoulders with her hands, her body as white as jade was exposed to the air, trembling slightly.She shivered, and raised her voice with a trembling voice, "Xia Zhu, didn't I tell you to close the doors and windows?!"
No one answered.
A corner of the fluttering shoulder scarf on the screen suddenly floats up, and the light yellow wintersweet flowers embroidered with gold thread on the corner of the scarf seem to be slowly blooming, and seem to be slowly withering with the wind.
In the hazy light yellow, Su Miao saw a faint figure and walked in unhurriedly.
who is it?
She couldn't help but widen her phoenix eyes, and forced herself to be calm, but her biting lips and trembling fingertips revealed her terrified heart.
The wind outside the window seemed to be less, but it was even more deathly quiet at the moment.
When the visitor appeared in front of Su Miao from behind the screen, her heart suddenly relaxed, but suddenly tightened again.
The author has something to say: This chapter is very difficult to write, because it is necessary to describe Liu’s psychological state in order to make the changes before and after smoother...
This is the consequence of a whim-to clean up the mess for a moment of pleasure!
"Guanguan Jujiu is on the continent of the river; a fair lady is a gentleman.
Staggered waterweed, flow from left to right; fair lady, longing for it.
If you can't ask for it, you will sleep and think about it; if you are leisurely, you will toss and turn.
The variegated waterweed, pick it from the left and right;
Scattered waterweed, left and right; gentle and modest ladies, played with bells and drums. ""Guan Ju"
In the past few days, I bought a copy of "The Book of Songs" on a whim, and I plan to read one or two poems every day, ha ha.
I'm finally about to start writing the plot!
Forget it, I won’t save the manuscript anymore, I’ll post it after finishing writing...
☆, fainted