wife and father

104 New Year's Eve

Qiao Sen ate quite calmly for the New Year's Eve dinner.

Li Zan, on the other hand, put his phone on the side of the bowl, and glanced at his phone after eating a bite of food, afraid that he would see the text message from Zhang Chen a second later - although he also understood that if Ji Lian didn't speak for a day, the two of them would not be able to be aboveboard. Therefore, it is impossible for Zhang An to call and send text messages to himself blatantly in front of him.

But the emotion of anticipation always exists against the reality, and always maintains its relativity—the more skeletal the reality is, the fuller it is.

Qiao Sen looked at Li Zan's handsome face with mixed joy and worry. It took a long time to chew a bite of food, and a long time to eat a bite of rice.

The TV was on, and the Spring Festival Gala occupied all channels at this time.The host's voice was high-pitched, and the corners of his eyes and brows were full of joy.

Li Zan spent a long time eating dinner, and after finishing eating, he nestled on the sofa with his mobile phone and watched TV with Qiao Sen.

Neither of them spoke.Although they are in the same room or even on the same sofa, both of them understand the silence in each other's heart.

Before twelve o'clock, the sound of firecrackers exploding began to be scattered outside, and after a while, there were deafening noises one after another.

Qiao Sen sat on the sofa, with his elbows on his lap, and looked out of the window slightly.

The wine glass in his hand is still the half glass of wine just poured, and he has no desire to drink.

After a while, he gradually discovered that alcohol is not enough to numb anything, but it will promote the secretion of tear glands, making him even more unable to control his consciousness.

Lian's headquarters is on the other side of the city.

Is that person also looking at this piece of sky?In what mood?With what kind of demeanor?What are you thinking again?

Li Zan also glanced out.The sound of firecrackers was too loud, Zhang An didn't send him a message for a long time, and he was restless.

Glancing at Qiao Sen and then at Qiao Sen, Li Zan hesitated for a long time before saying, "It seems that you haven't been home for the New Year in a few years. How are your uncles and aunts?"

Qiao Sen shook the wine glass in his hand, with a wry smile on his face, and lowered his eyelids, he looked at the coffee table in front of the sofa: "That's it."

Li Zan didn't speak, just looked at Qiao Sen quietly.

Qiao Sen shrugged helplessly: "They divorced when we were in high school. They were afraid that it would affect my studies, so they lived together in a daze after the divorce. The acting was so good."

"I didn't get the letter until I went to the university dormitory with my luggage. Both of them have new families. Why should I mix with them?"

If there was a cigarette in his hand at this moment, Qiao Sen would definitely light one, take a deep breath, and then exhale slowly.

This matter has been on his mind for so many years, and this is the first time it has been revealed.

Does it hurt?I didn't feel it for a long time.After a long time, feelings will become indifferent, no matter how deep the blood bond is.

Qiao Sen closed his eyes, his mind was full of Gu An's downcast face: "Azan, I miss him. Over the years, he is the only one who makes me feel at home. Only a place with him can make me feel at home." I feel comfortable."

"But he chose to leave me behind and leave me completely."

"Sometimes I really want to hate him."

Qiao Sen's body gradually stretched out, and he spoke without a word, more like talking to himself.

"But when I think of the pain and suffering he has endured, I feel so sorry for him. I wish I could break him apart, crush him and put him in my stomach."

"But what A'an said is true."

"What can I give him? How can I protect him? Can I really make him never suffer any harm again?"

Li Zan looked at Qiao Sen, and after a while, he said calmly, "If you really feel that you are powerless and want to hand over Uncle Lian to someone else, I don't mind."

Qiao Sen smiled and glanced at Li Zan: "That's all I said. No matter how hard it is, he has to follow me. He promised me a long time ago."

The two looked at each other and smiled.The atmosphere in the room was much better than before.

Spring Festival, this must be their last, such a miserable Spring Festival.

The sound of crackling firecrackers outside is still going on.

Zero o'clock was approaching, Li Zan's phone vibrated, and seeing the number displayed on the screen, the corners of his pretty lips could not help but lift up.

Li Zan's "Hello" was sweet and greasy, which made Qiao Sen feel numb.

The sound of firecrackers on the other end of the phone was also deafening, Zhang An asked Luo Qi to cover himself, trotted a few steps to a place where no one was around, first yelled "Happy New Year" at the phone, and then laughed out of character.

Counting this year, it has been 11 years. This No. 11 Spring Festival was finally not spent in the cold war between him and Li Zan.

The two got bored for quite a while, if it wasn't for the conversation to urge Zhang An to hurry up, he might have to talk about those completely unnutritious topics and some trivial matters a few more times.

Just as Qiao Sen stared blankly at Li Zan who was still satisfied after hanging up the phone, Ji Lian was not blind. The joy on the brow made him lose his mind.

He was wondering, did Gu An ever laugh like that?for that man—